He stalked me after amnesia

Pei Yichen went to the nurse's station to take Jiang Zhan's remaining medicine into the ward, and locked the door of the ward with a "click".

"Master Jiang, don't you remember anything?" Pei Fang asked.

"I really can't remember," Jiang Zhan resumed his usual indifferent expression, with a calm tone, "I know there are still some things that I can't remember, so just tell me."

Pei Fang sighed quietly, and took the few pages from the bedside table.In fact, the handwriting on it is very scribbled, except for the circled "intermittent amnesia", few words can be recognized.

But Jiang Zhan couldn't understand it, but Pei Yichen, who was also a doctor, could understand it, so he was shocked.

Because the date on it was ten years ago!If Jiang Zhan had this disease at that time, then he would be like an Oscar winner, without letting anyone see his flaws.

If this is true, Pei Yichen can hardly imagine how Jiang Zhan endured all this for ten years.

"You...don't remember what happened in high school? Between you and...your mother." Pei Fang hesitated. Jiang Zhan and Pei Yichen grew up together, and he watched them grow up. He and Jiang Between Zhan, there is a secret that no one else knows.

All of this was done behind Wu Yun's back.

Pei Fang looked at the 26-year-old Jiang Zhan, the fear from years ago was gone from his brows and eyes, only his stubbornness remained the same as before.

"I don't remember." Jiang Zhan frowned and tried to recall, and there was nothing else in response to him except a severe headache.

"It's a good thing if you don't remember." Pei Fang took out a box of painkillers from his pocket as if anticipating that he would have a headache, and put it on the bedside table. "You don't have to remember it, and it will only add to your troubles."

After all, what Jiang Zhan couldn't recall was a series of interconnected memories that lasted for a full ten years. There were almost no good things in them, and they were all painful.

Once he remembered, it would be like tearing himself apart, re-engraving those painful pasts back into his flesh and blood.

However, based on Pei Fang's understanding of Jiang Zhan, it is impossible for Jiang Zhan to give up retrieving his memory.

"Maybe I'll remember it sooner or later," Jiang Zhan said calmly, enduring his headache, "Uncle Pei, why don't you tell me now."

"I can't tell you everything at once, the human brain can't accept too much information at once," Pei Fang didn't try to persuade him anymore, because he knew that Jiang Zhan wasn't the type to persuade, "Okay, now you start to think back as much as possible." , Ignore the current memory, think back, what was the thing your mother asked you to do the most when you were young?"

Jiang Zhan thought for a while: "Let me find a way to get my dad home."

Whether it was to bully Jiang Hao, or to be at the top of the school, as long as Jiang Wanli could go home, Wu Yun would force him to do it.

Then after he succeeds, be nice to him.

"Do you remember what I told you before, what kind of person is your mother?" Pei Slowly asked.

A word quickly popped up in Jiang Zhan's mind - "paranoid personality disorder".

"Master Jiang, I can only tell you now that your mother has a strong desire to control you." Pei Fang asked Pei Yichen to pour a glass of water for Jiang Zhan, and handed him a painkiller. "The rest is up to you." think."

"Yichen, you can stay with him here, but don't tell anyone about this," Pei Fang got up from the stool, "Master Jiang, you can think about it for yourself, you have been hiding it from everyone for so many years." What did you do. This car accident seems to be a sign that your previous condition has improved, and you may really be able to take this opportunity to heal."

The door of the ward was opened and closed. Jiang Zhan took the pill and closed his eyes. His memory was forcibly pulled back ten years ago, or even longer.

……

Shen Chi.

He met Shen Chi ten years ago.

Shen Chi was like a ray of sunshine shining into the days when he was under control.

He began to want to fight back.

……

The picture was distorted and blurred, and Jiang Zhan seemed to be stepping back to a certain day ten years ago.

Jiang house.

"How did you become like this! You don't even listen to what your mother says, do you?!" Wu Yun looked much younger than now, her expression was a little crazy, and she shouted loudly.

But Jiang Zhan was louder than her: "I'm fucking enough! What's so good about Jiang Wanli, you want me to trick him back over and over again?"

"Snapped--"

Wu Yun slapped Jiang Zhan hard: "That's your father! Don't you want our family to be harmonious?! That vixen, why, why, your father will always live with her!"

"He cheated, how could our family be in harmony!" Jiang Zhan turned his head and spit out a mouthful of blood, his face was full of anger at the time, "Divorce! Or you can beg him to come back by yourself ! Stop using me! I beg you, stop using me!"

His expression was obviously still resentful, but his eyes were red, and his voice was choked with sobs: "What the hell am I, fuck, is it your son or your tool! Let me tell you! I can't help it! Find a way to make Jiang Wanli like me! My fucking grades are good enough! My performance is good enough! I can’t fucking do anything!"

He yelled hoarse: "You just use me as a tool for your vanity and favor! Have you ever thought that I am a fucking human being! It's okay if none of you fucking love me, and you still treat me Treat me as a tool!! Why do you guys! Don’t love me, why, give birth to me! I’m basically your pawn since I was born!!!”

After he finished yelling, tears were streaming down his face, and he collapsed and squatted on the ground crying loudly: "Can't you love me? Can't...don't use me as a tool? Damn, I really, really worked hard enough, Good enough..."

Jiang Zhan never talked about his grievances. He had long since realized that his father did not love his mother. When he was young, his mother would always complain that his father would not come home, so he thought that he and his mother were dependent on each other.In order to let his father go home, and to make his mother happy, he did everything according to Wu Yun's orders.

He is better than Jiang Hao. Before meeting Shen Chi, he was the first in the exam every year, and no teacher could find fault with him.

He's good enough, good enough in everyone's eyes.

But this would not please Wu Yun, nor would it please Jiang Wanli.

He was already so heart-piercingly sad, but Wu Yun didn't care at all, she just looked at him indifferently, and then someone threw him into the small dark room.

That was Jiang Zhan's first time entering the small black room.

There was no light in that room, no windows, and the lights were broken, not bright at all.

There are a total of eight TVs on the four walls, with Wu Yun's hideous face on them.Wu Yun said that it was not easy for her, and she brainwashed him like she did when she was a child, or she blamed him for not being able to bring Jiang Wanli back, and accused him of not being more favored than Jiang Hao.

Days and nights, non-stop looping.

In the past few days, no one will enter this room - no food will be delivered, and there is only one bottle of water in the room, and it will be gone after drinking.

When he first came in, Jiang Zhan struggled and knocked on the door, but no one paid any attention to him.

Later, Jiang Zhan was tormented until his spirit and psychology collapsed, and he was on the verge of death. Only then could he be released.

After he came out, Wu Yun would ask someone to prepare delicious meals for him, delicious and delicious, without beating or scolding, so that Jiang Zhan, who had collapsed to the point of sluggishness, would turn back into Wu Yun's puppet again.

After several days of brainwashing, his mind is full of accusations against himself. At this time, he will be forced to temporarily forget his desire to resist, to get rid of this life, to get out of control.

After he wakes up, he will repeat the process of resisting until he is subdued.And because the process was too painful, Jiang Zhan developed stress amnesia.

As long as he leaves the small dark room, he will forget about being locked up in the small dark room, and forget about the abuse, beatings and scolding, leaving only the brainwashed content in his mind.

All this will not affect Jiang Zhan's social life at all, allowing him to go back to school as before.

Shen Chi was not in the same class as him, so he only knew that Jiang Zhan would ask for a few days off every once in a while.However, the process from Jiang Zhan's short-term amnesia to waking up usually takes a month or two, and no one will pay attention at all.

When he thinks about it, he will deliberately hide it from others.

No one noticed that Jiang Zhan, who had always been normal on the surface, was in a state of being repeatedly controlled and trying to break free.His psychology was abused by Wu Yun until he became paranoid and distorted just like Wu Yun.

Jiang Zhan seemed to see himself ten years ago.He obviously had a terrible headache, but he was still following his memory.

Throughout high school, Shen Chi was his light.

But the original stress amnesia has deteriorated. Jiang Zhan sometimes remembers the things in the little black house, but forgets the things in the daily life.

Intermittent partial amnesia developed.

Normally, he would sometimes be frightened by his paranoid thoughts. When he recovered his memory, he would always ask Pei Fang for help, and even ran to seek help from a psychiatrist.

Every time he is trying to correct his psychological problems, as if he has been racing against the speed of amnesia.

However, the intermittent amnesia that has caused memory confusion made him have to start over again and again.

Jiang Zhan worked hard to overcome the fear of the small dark room, and gradually learned to block Wu Yun's words. He wanted to pull himself out of the abyss.

……

Jiang Zhan closed his eyes and thought, how could this happen?

The ultimate goal of all the efforts he made back then was to be worthy of Shen Chi.

He obviously liked Shen Chi very early on, so why would he hurt him so coldly in the later days?

"Are you okay? Did you remember anything?" Seeing him exhale slowly, Pei Yichen asked quickly.

"It's okay." Jiang Zhan's eyes were full and his voice was very hoarse, "I think about it, I have liked Shen Chi for a long time."

Then, under Pei Yichen's surprised expression, he slowly uttered two words: "High school."

Pei Yichen's mouth was open, he couldn't recover, and he murmured after a long time: "Do evil."

He remembered the shocking things written in those handwritten medical records, and asked in a low voice, "Is the little black room real?"

Jiang Zhan looked at him and nodded slowly.

This time, Pei Yichen felt that the three views were completely overturned: "This is, it's not something that humans do."

In order to let her cheating husband go home, she forcibly abused her own son until she had mental and psychological problems.