He stalked me after amnesia

"I have to take a shower, I'll put some hot water, wait a minute."

Jiang Zhan hadn't recovered to the state of being able to walk normally for a while, so Shen Chi still twisted the hot towel to help him wipe it off.

He didn't wake up before, and he was connected to various instruments every day. It was inconvenient for Shen Chi to change his clothes all the time. Basically, he only wiped his whole body once every half a month. He wiped his face, hands and feet every day.

This time was different, Jiang Zhan was awake, naked and sitting in a wheelchair.Shen Chi wiped his body with a towel, and Jiang Zhan looked at him without blinking, as if he wanted to read back all the things he hadn't seen in the past three months or five years.

"Raise your arm." Shen Chi said softly, grabbing his wrist and making him raise his right arm.

Jiang Zhan had a lot of scratches and bruises on his body, and they had healed up in the past three months, but some of the deeper wounds were still pink, which looked very new and distressing.

Shen Chi knelt in front of him and twisted the towel again, only to find Jiang Zhan reacted again.

"Can you take care of your stuff?"

"What do you think?" Jiang Zhan was a little aggrieved, took the towel in his hand, leaned forward and kissed Shen Chi again, "I haven't touched you in five years, why don't you want to?"

"Then what do you usually... How do you relieve yourself?" Shen Chi squatted on the ground and looked up at him, "It's not easy to keep clean for five years."

"No need." Jiang Zhan said frankly.He's been sick for the past five years and the demand for that isn't very high.It can't be said that he has held back for five years, it can only be said that the only person he is willing to match with him has returned.

Shen Chi licked and kissed his lips distressedly, making Jiang Zhan's heart itch.

"What about you?" Jiang Zhan asked casually, not wanting Shen Chi to fall into guilt.

Shen Chi lowered his head immediately, his black hair drooped to cover his dodging sight, and he was a little speechless.

Looking at it from Jiang Zhan's perspective, you can see Shen Chi's somewhat messy hair on the back of his head and his fair and slender neck. After a moment of silence, Shen Chi seemed desperate, and whispered, "I just miss you."

He didn't finish what he said, but Jiang Zhan understood.Jiang Zhan gently pinched the back of Shen Chi's neck with his hand, and smiled, "There's nothing to be shy about."

Shen Chi shook his head, knelt down on the carpet, and leaned his head slightly to rest on Jiang Zhan's leg: "You really woke up, right? I don't want to wake up tomorrow only to find that it was still a dream."

He was as insecure as Jiang Zhan.

He was afraid that Jiang Zhan's waking up was a dream, and Jiang Zhan was afraid that Shen Chi's reconciliation with him was a dream. If this dream is so real, it means that it will hurt even more when he wakes up.

"It's not a dream," Jiang Zhan stroked his hair bit by bit, "It's not a dream, don't be afraid."

Shen Chi raised his head and looked at him with a smile: "Go to sleep."

After speaking, he looked at Jiang Zhan's legs: "Shall I carry you to bed?"

Jiang Zhan was going to move over by himself, but he stopped when he heard this, and opened his arms to Shen Chi: "I want to hug."

Then when Shen Chi leaned over, he hugged Shen Chi's neck and kissed him on the side of the cheek: "No need to hug, it's too much effort, just give me a hand."

Shen Chi is used to sleeping on the inner side, even when he is alone.Jiang Zhan naturally lay down on the outer side, reaching out to turn off the night light.

"Don't turn it off, turn it on." Shen Chi said.

In fact, he used to like to sleep in an environment with no lights at all, but during this time he has been guarding Jiang Zhan in the hospital at night.He was afraid that Jiang Zhan would not be able to find out in time when he woke up, so he always turned on the bedside lamp of the hospital bed.

Got used to having a light on by now.

Jiang Zhan withdrew his hand and didn't ask further: "Brother Chi, come here, I'll sleep with you in my arms."

Shen Chi leaned towards him, turned over and slipped into his arms.

Jiang Zhan's heart seemed to be torn open, and the cold wind poured in with the snowflakes of the twelfth lunar month, making it painful and cold.

He was too skinny, and he felt flustered just by hugging him. Jiang Zhan thought to himself, he must recover well, leave the hospital early, and feed this baby in his arms, which he lost and recovered, to a little fatter.

He kissed the hair on Shen Chi's forehead distressedly, and whispered, "Thank you."

Thank you for waiting for me for so long.

Take all the burdens and work hard.

It's all been hard work, and now that I'm awake, you don't have to carry anything alone anymore.

Shen Chi didn't respond, he leaned on Jiang Zhan's arm, closed his eyes and fell asleep in an instant.

Jiang Zhan tugged at Shen Chi's quilt and tucked him in before closing his eyes.

The room became quiet, and the warm yellow bedside lamp was on, witnessing the first time the two slept together in 15 years.

In the early hours of the morning, Shen Chi suddenly called out "Jiang Zhan", then sat up abruptly, panting heavily.

"What's the matter, Brother Chi?" Jiang Zhan was awakened by him, and quickly sat up and hugged him in his arms, "Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, I'm here, I'm here."

Shen Chi turned his head slowly: "Jiang Zhan?"

"Well, I'm here."

Shen Chi took a deep breath: "Are you awake?"

"Yes, wake up, don't worry, you don't have to wait for me anymore." Jiang Zhan patted him on the back and said patiently, "Come on, I'll take you to lie down, it's cold at night, don't catch a cold."

Shen Chi shook his head, lay down with Jiang Zhan, and then calmed down: "I'm having a nightmare."

"I know," Jiang Zhan lay on his side facing him, holding his hand in his own, "don't be afraid, I'm here."

Shen Chi leaned closer to Jiang Zhan again, showing his vulnerability to others for one of the few times over the years.

"I am scared."

"Don't be afraid, I'm here."

"There is no light in the tunnel, I can't see how you are hurt, you gave me all the chance and hope to live, I didn't eat porridge, I didn't drink any water... You were lying in my arms, I said You don't listen to anything, you seem to be confessing your last words... You still plan to give me up to someone else, how can you be so cruel?"

Although he said this, Shen Chi definitely didn't question him, but was full of distress.

"It's okay," Jiang Zhan said softly, "Isn't everything all right?"

I left the water for you, but I didn't expect you to be so cruel to yourself, how painful it was when you cut your wrist.

In fact, Pei Yichen told him something else.Pei Yichen said that Shen Chi was not injured as badly as him, but he almost failed to recover.

Pei Yichen later communicated with the chief surgeon.In fact, Shen Chi was not in a coma the whole time.He woke up before the anesthetic was administered, but his consciousness was not very clear. He said with difficulty, "Save Jiang Zhan first", and fell asleep after the anesthetic was administered.The subsequent rescue is somewhat difficult. In Pei Yichen's original words, "If a person really has the so-called will to survive subconsciously under anesthesia or near death, Shen Chi can be said to have none at all."

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He went to Huangquan alone, just wanting to be with Jiang Zhan longer.But miraculously, when Jiang Zhan's rescue was successful, Shen Chi's blood pressure and heart rate gradually became normal.

"It's almost Chinese New Year. I should be able to leave the hospital on New Year's Eve, right?" Jiang Zhan continued, looking tenderly into Shen Chi's deep black eyes, "It's great that we can go home together then."

Shen Chi also stopped talking about the previous topic, but followed Jiang Zhan's instructions: "Where are you going back, your place or mine?"

"We can go back to whichever side you like, it's all the same." Jiang Zhan said.

Shen Chi felt more at ease, looked at Jiang Zhan, and sighed.

When the accident first happened, Shen Chi never thought that it was Jiang Zhan's.

But it was true, there was no other person in this world who could risk his life to save him.

"Don't think about that anymore," Jiang Zhan patted Shen Chi, "It's all over, you see, now I'm staying in front of you well. This kind of thing won't happen again in the future."

"...Mmm." Shen Chi closed his eyes and responded from his throat.

"Go to sleep," Jiang Zhan kissed Shen Chi's eyelids, "Don't think about that, I'll stay with you. Or I'll read you stories?"

Shen Chi remembered that when he hadn't left, Jiang Zhan often read him stories in the languages ​​of countries he didn't understand.He fell asleep after reading it, who made him unable to understand at that time.

Jiang Zhan is also very good. He probably has been excellent since he was a child. He has been learning those small languages ​​since he was in junior high school.

"Wait," Shen Chi said suddenly, "I have a present for you."

He got out of bed, without shoes on, and stepped on the carpet barefoot to rummage through the suitcase by the door to find two glass jars, one large and one small. The small one contained paper stars with red gradients. Jiang Zhan gave it to him five years ago.

The big one was folded during the sleepless nights during the past three months, and Jiang Zhan gave him three or four times more. The blue one is a big jar, very beautiful.

He handed the newly folded can to Jiang Zhan: "Folding this stuff is a good way to pass the time. I didn't feel much. It passed overnight."

He said it lightly, but Jiang Zhan knew he did it to divert attention.

"I've read every bad joke you copied," Shen Chi said, "I didn't go back at first, but after I met Xu Xiuran, I thought you might add me, so that I don't have to read it over and over again, so I just read it." It was turned back..."

"You... took this can of stars away?!" Jiang Zhan was a little excited, and looked at him with bright eyes.

"Yes." Shen Chi replied, laughing in his heart that the idiot didn't realize it.

He looked around the house as he left, and couldn't take his eyes off the jar of stars.After several struggles in his heart, he still picked up the jar, and stuffed it into the suitcase as if he was afraid of regretting himself.

Shen Chi grabbed Jiang Zhan's hand, interlocked his fingers, took a photo with the other hand and posted it on his social platform with the words "with my lover".

Just after the release, Jiang Zhan's cell phone rang a special concern tone.

Many of Shen Chi's juniors are still working hard all night writing papers, so his post soon attracted many comments.

"Ah? I said that brother Shen can't be single!"

"Brother Shen, don't be so stingy, give me a good look!"

"The one who can match our brother Shen is definitely not bad. Just look at this hand and you will know that he is a handsome guy!"

"Good fellow, junior, you hide it very deeply."

"No, this is on the bed?"

"I'm going, I'm not doing what I should do in bed, and I'm showing my affection?"

"There's something wrong with you upstairs."

"Upstairs you are wrong +1"

"You are wrong +2"

……

"What are you thinking? The thing I said should be sleeping is something wrong with you!"

"It gets darker and darker."

"The darker the drawing, the darker +1"

……

Jiang Zhan used his trumpet to reply, "I'm getting married soon, congratulations."

Shen Chi didn't reply to anyone this time, but only replied to Jiang Zhan: "Congratulations to you too, the other one on the marriage certificate."

It’s okay for those who are interested in the comment area, but those who don’t have an object are shown off directly. Thinking about Shen Chi’s comment before, they must reply to this trumpet’s comment, and they all feel that their senior Shen, who is like the flower of Gaoling, is no longer what he used to be. up.

From the next few hours until the early morning, Jiang Zhan held Shen Chi in his arms all the time, as if he had thoroughly confirmed that Jiang Zhan had woken up. Shen Chi slept soundly, and he didn't even know that Jiang Zhan woke up in the morning and went to the bathroom with difficulty. .