He stalked me after amnesia

Jiang Zhan curled up his ring-wearing finger, and said "OK" softly.

However, as soon as Shen Chi left, he took off the ring, held it tightly in his palm, and sighed softly.

When He Bingchen and Pei Yichen walked in, Jiang Zhan heard the voice and asked softly, "Shen Chi...how long has he been back?"

"What do you mean, how long have you been back?" Pei Yichen asked, "You were sent to the hospital together. He was first rescued and pushed out, and he has been in Linyang since he was discharged. What do you want to ask?"

"Three months?" Jiang Zhan murmured in a low voice, "Did he stay because of guilt? Should I tell him not to feel guilty? It was all voluntary by me, and I didn't want to use this to kidnap him morally." .”

It was too dreamy, Jiang Zhan thought, how could he wake up and find that Shen Chi cared about him so much?

"Do you think he stayed because of guilt?" Pei Yichen couldn't understand his brain circuit, "Didn't you originally hope that he would come back?"

"But I don't want him to come back unwillingly, even to my side." Jiang Zhan shook his head stubbornly, "He can't use this to kidnap himself, why don't you persuade him?"

"No persuasion? Brother, what's the use of persuasion?" Pei Yichen just wanted to tell Jiang Zhan everything, but after looking at He Bingchen, he felt that something was wrong, "Forget it, we won't say much, let's see for yourself. When you see it, you will know how stupid your current thinking is."

Jiang Zhan shook his head, said a few more words before hanging his head in silence.

Shen Chi was just outside the door, leaning his back against the wall by the door of the ward, tightly clutching the clothes in front of his chest, as if this would relieve the colic in his heart.

He closed his eyes, exhaled slowly tiredly and helplessly, and then endured the fatigue and dizziness and pulled himself together to push the wheelchair to the ward: "Let's go, go to the outpatient building in front."

There was a long corridor to go to the outpatient building. It was cold outside, and Jiang Zhan was only wearing a thin hospital gown.Shen Chi took the one that was on the sofa, put on Jiang Zhan the padded jacket he had worn a few days ago that he hadn't taken away, and wrapped a thick blanket over his lap.

Shen Chi saw that the finger he had just put on the ring on Jiang Zhan was empty, so he didn't say anything.Jiang Zhan was trying to respond to Shen Chi's question, but Shen Chi didn't ask a word.

It was already noon after all the tossing, Shen Chi sent Jiang Zhan back to the ward, took care of him and finished his meal before leaving the ward alone.

Although Jiang Zhan couldn't see it, and Shen Chi behaved normally, but he always felt that Shen Chi was not happy.He thought for a while, then fumbled to open the drawer of the bedside table, and stretched his hand inside.

empty.

That ring is gone.

He originally guessed that Shen Chi hadn't found out so he didn't ask, but now it seemed that Shen Chi had found out, but he didn't ask him why.

This feeling... It's like returning to the four years when Shen Chi was let down by him - Shen Chi was wronged, but refused to say a word.

Jiang Zhan felt a little flustered. He struggled to get out of bed but almost fell down. He could only ring the bell for the nurse to help him into the wheelchair.He asked the direction where Shen Chi was leaving and asked the nurse to take him there.

The sound of vomiting came from the bathroom at the end of the corridor, and Jiang Zhan's heart tightened instantly. He motioned for the nurse to leave, and wanted to steer the wheelchair into the bathroom by himself.

That voice sounded like Shen Chi.

He vomited so badly that he almost vomited blood, and even Jiang Zhan felt uncomfortable hearing it.

Just as Jiang Zhan was about to ask Shen Chi what's wrong, he heard the sound of rushing water.But Shen Chi didn't come out.

Mixed with the sound of water, Jiang Zhan heard a whimper, so soft that he thought he had heard it wrong.But the sound of the water gradually died down, and Shen Chi's crying became more obvious.

He was probably squatting, with his back leaning against the door panel, and the door panel creaked faintly.Jiang Zhan thought that he had already tasted the ultimate heartache, but he didn't expect it to be more painful. The pain was like being crushed by something, and the pain was dripping with blood.

Shen Chi obviously suppressed his voice, holding the ring that Jiang Zhan didn't want to wear in his hand, holding it very hard, as if he wanted to squeeze it into his flesh and blood.

Jiang Zhan couldn't make any sound from his throat, he just felt that Shen Chi was crying too much, it was killing him too much, every time Shen Chi cried, his heart was severely cut, it was in pieces, There was blood everywhere.

Before today, in the many years since he met Shen Chi at the age of 16, he had never seen Shen Chi cry once.

He had never seen anyone who was stronger and more tolerant than Shen Chi.

He was almost beaten to death in his junior year, but he didn’t cry; he broke his ankle and couldn’t run anymore, he didn’t cry; he was forced to undergo uterine surgery, but he didn’t cry; He didn’t cry because he couldn’t be anesthetized during stitching; he didn’t cry when he was ignored and bullied, and his father’s portrait was thrown away; tears...

He gritted his teeth and walked through so many difficult times, but now he is hiding in the hospital bathroom, not daring to cry loudly.

Shen Chi's cry was too unfamiliar to Jiang Zhan.Jiang Zhan's throat was convulsed as he listened, and he couldn't even say words of comfort.

Each ward has its own toilet, so few people come to the toilet in the corridor.

A few minutes later, there was a sudden muffled sound inside, and then there was no movement.

Jiang Zhan panicked, groped and patted the door of the cubicle, and managed to force out his voice: "Brother Chi, Brother Chi! Shen Chi! What's wrong with you?!"

There was no answer, just silence.

Jiang Zhan maneuvered his wheelchair to the corridor and called out to the doctors and nurses.

After half an hour.

"The patient's long-term emotional depression, sudden collapse leading to fainting, long-term irregular work and rest, and anemia, hypotension, hypoglycemia, and malnutrition caused by not paying attention to diet, all of which should be taken seriously... Depending on the situation, he has had a high fever for several days. sky……"

Every time the doctor said one more word, Jiang Zhan's heart sank a little, and finally fell to the bottom of the valley, with great pain.

"What's the matter?" Cheng Yuhai rushed from his hometown to the hospital when he heard that Jiang Zhan woke up, but he didn't expect to hear that brother Chi had an accident as soon as he arrived at the hospital.

Jiang Zhan repeated it in a low voice, holding back the pain in his heart, and then said distressedly: "Blame me."

"Hey, don't hug yourself." Cheng Yuhai felt uncomfortable seeing Jiang Zhan's slack eyes, "If Brother Chi knows that you hug everything, I will feel bad."

After he finished speaking, he sighed again, "Actually, we already knew that such a day would come, alas..."

There was silence in the ward, and Jiang Zhan touched Shen Chi's cold hand.Shen Chi's hands were clenched into fists, Jiang Zhan knew what was hidden in his palm even if he couldn't see it.

If he knew that taking off the ring would make Shen Chi so sad, he would never take it off until he died.Comparing those for what?He just wants Shen Chi to be happy.

Jiang Zhan sat on the stool beside the bed, gently cracking Shen Chi's fingers, but Shen Chi clenched his fist tightly even in a coma.

"Brother Chi, it's me," Jiang Zhan said with tears in his eyes, kissed his fingers lightly, "can you let go of your hands?"

Unexpectedly, Shen Chi actually let go of his hand.The ring made a mark on his palm, Jiang Zhan put the ring on himself, touched the mark and rubbed it.

Jiang Zhan just woke up in the early morning, and he didn't have enough energy. He held Shen Chi's hand in front of Shen Chi's bed for a while and then fell asleep.It had been more than two hours since he woke up. He rubbed his forehead and asked Cheng Yuhai who was on the sofa not far away: "Have Brother Chi woke up?"

"Woke up once," Cheng Yuhai said, "but he was in a bad mood, and he didn't pay attention to talking to him. The doctor said that he was not conscious, and this state was not good enough. He got an injection to calm down and fell asleep again."

Jiang Zhan pursed his lips and lowered his eyes.

"No, Jiang Zhan," Cheng Yuhai suddenly realized something, "You seem to be able to see it! Can't you!"

Jiang Zhan lowered his head, looked at his finger wearing the ring, and belatedly realized that he could really see.

He suddenly raised his head and looked at Shen Chi.The next moment, his heart seemed to be ripped out of his chest, the pain made him burst into tears, and the pain made him sober.

"Brother Chi...how did he lose so much weight?" His voice was trembling.

A few months ago, he caught a glimpse of Shen Chi through the car window. At that time, Shen Chi was not so thin at all!When they were trapped in the tunnel, Shen Chi was definitely not as thin as he is now!

"He, before he was discharged from the hospital, he started to suffer from insomnia, and he couldn't even eat. He also worked tirelessly against your work. He didn't eat well for three months... He worked hard, but he obviously couldn't eat anything. He will still force himself to eat, just to wait for you to wake up... He is afraid that you will feel distressed, and that you will take care of him in turn when you wake up, but there is no way, he can’t eat anything else, he always eats half liquid food, only half an hour at a time The amount of the bowl, as long as you eat a little bit more, you will vomit, take the medicine, and the water will hang up, but it is useless. I can’t sleep well, and I have taken sleeping pills, but it doesn’t work, and I dare not add too much dosage... ..." Cheng Yuhai sighed, "I came here before, and I heard from Dr. Pei that I saw brother Chi crying once, crying and begging you to wake up... He also had hallucinations several times. He saw you awake, but the doctor came and said You didn't wake up, it was a hallucination, advise him to rest well..."

Jiang Zhan was so heartbroken that he couldn't speak.

Why does his elder brother Chi not cherish himself so much?

Cheng Yuhai shook his head: "He really hasn't lived a day in the past three months. He was supposed to rest well, but he couldn't rest. He went to deal with Zhanyuan's affairs after he was discharged from the hospital..."

Jiang Zhan saw several horizontal scars on Shen Chi's pale wrist exposed from the sleeve, which seemed to be deeply cut, and looked hideous and ugly on Shen Chi's fair skin. Jiang Zhan stroked there lightly with heartache: " Has he...did he do something stupid?"

"Are you asking about the scar?" Cheng Yuhai was taken aback for a moment, but then realized, "No, I don't know exactly what happened. The rescue team said that Brother Chi must have used blood in the tunnel..."

He didn't finish talking, he was too worried before, and never thought about why blood was needed, but now he understands it as he talks.

Cheng Yuhai looked at Jiang Zhan worriedly, apparently Jiang Zhan also guessed it.

Jiang Zhan's face turned pale with heartache, and his brother Chi would even bleed him to save him, but he dared not admit that Shen Chi still loved him.

His precious brother Chi clearly loved him so much, but he couldn't believe it because of his timidity.

He finally understood why Pei Yichen wanted him to see it by himself.He just wanted him to see with his own eyes what Shen Chi had become for him.

His coma almost drove Shen Chi crazy, but on the first day he woke up, he stabbed Shen Chi hard in the heart.

"Brother Chi...although he doesn't say it, he definitely loves you," Cheng Yuhai said, "The ring on his hand has been worn since he was transferred to the general ward, and he will do everything you should do at Zhanyuan's side." On top of that, he paid the year-end award out of his own pocket... I'm so busy, I still have to come to your ward every night to watch, all of us are watching, Brother Chi loves you no less than you love him."

"Yes, I know." Jiang Zhan whispered.It was because he was timid and dared not admit that the love was true.

His Shen Chi is so good, he will always be soft-hearted to him, and will always love him so much.

"Okay," Cheng Yuhai stood up, "Then I'll go first, you can accompany him. Both of you should be well, don't torture each other, and don't torture yourself."

After Cheng Yuhai left, Jiang Zhan buried his face in Shen Chi's palm, which instantly became wet: "I'm sorry, brother Chi, I was wrong, I'll wear the ring obediently, don't be angry."

"I am not angry……"

Jiang Zhan raised his head abruptly, looking over with red eyes.

Shen Chi grabbed his hand, his eyes were still closed, tears were falling from the corners of his eyes, he had no strength to speak, and his tone was soft and gentle: "I'm not angry, don't cry..."