He stalked me after amnesia

The earthquake passed quickly. Although it was felt strongly at first, the whole city did not suffer much damage, as if it was just a late-night joke played by the earth.

The crowd in the square did not dare to go home easily, and endured the cold until the early morning.

Shen Chi was sitting beside Jiang Zhan's hospital bed. Jiang Zhan frowned and couldn't sleep well, probably because his stomach hurt too much.After stomach bleeding, he was rushed out of the hospital and took care of Shen Chi until now. He didn't sleep well, didn't eat well, ran around the company apartment, and even went to a drinking party last night.

Even the best body will suffer.

Shen Chi didn't know if Jiang Zhan often endured stomachaches to take care of him when he was in the hospital, but he had seen Jiang Zhan's lips turn pale after going to the bathroom to wash his face a few times.

Maybe for so long, Jiang Zhan endured stomach pain every day, with a smile on his face, ignoring himself gently and taking care of him.

When did Jiang Zhan no longer be "taken care of", but became the one who took care of others.When did Jiang Zhan start to endure the pain but dare not say a word.When did it start, Shen Chi's heart, which had closed the door to Jiang Zhan, opened a gap.

Shen Chi didn't know anything, he could only feel that Jiang Zhan's hands were extremely cold, and it hadn't warmed up for several hours, but these hands had always been warm before.He could only feel that Jiang Zhan's hand, which was once only used to sign documents, had many small red mouths open because of taking care of him.He could only feel that Jiang Zhan, who was originally indifferent to him, was completely different from those in those four years.

When Jiang Zhan talked to him, he shouldn't, and Jiang Zhan was not annoyed, and coaxed him word by word.Shen Chi also remembered all those afternoon or night stories.

But a few hours ago...

"Well, Shen Chi, I've thought about something for a long time, and I think I should tell you," Pei Yichen said, "Jiang Zhan's grandson insisted on keeping us a secret, let's forget about the rest. I really think you should know about this."

Han Zhou came to the hospital after receiving a call from Pei Yichen, and now he was arguing with Xie Jingcheng.

Noisy.

But he could still hear Pei Yichen's words clearly: "Didn't Jiang Zhan rummaged through a few trash cans before. I know he did it voluntarily, not you. The wound, which triggers an allergic reaction."

Jiang Zhan is allergic to garbage, but he doesn't know it.

"He discovered this when he was in junior high school. He didn't know you then, right?" Pei Yichen smiled wryly, and said, "You also know that his family is so rich that he usually doesn't touch any rubbish, and it's all cleaned up by the cleaners. He was excellent at school, the teacher never asked him to be on duty, if he didn't clean up for me once, I really don't know about it."

Shen Chi lowered his eyes and listened to him silently.

"I'm telling you this, I really don't want to excuse Jiang Zhan, help him make you feel soft or feel guilty, just because I think you have the right to know," Pei Yichen sighed, "His allergies were serious in junior high school, but he I don't know what kind of constitution it is, the allergies are delayed, and it took an hour or two for a large pimple to appear."

"It's just... the last time Jiang Zhan's allergies were... very serious, anaphylactic shock." Pei Yichen choked up for a moment, and then said, "When I arrived at his house, his pulse and heartbeat were gone. rescued."

Jiang Zhan was so allergic to him that he almost died, but he didn't know.

There was one time when Jiang Zhan took out the withered flower from the garbage bag in front of his house, he had already told about his allergies and was denied by himself.He didn't care at that time... But thinking about it now, Jiang Zhan was afraid that he would feel guilty.That's why he was so clumsy that he accidentally said it out, knowing that he wouldn't be taken care of, but he had to deny it himself.

"When he woke up, the first thing he said was to tell us not to tell you. That idiot, he is really stupid if he is stupid, and he really loves you if he loves you." Pei Yichen stopped talking and hid Jiang Zhan's deeper secrets.

Shen Chi was in a daze, as if he had returned to that night.Jiang Zhan bought him unsweetened hot milk tea, covered him with a coat, and turned on the warm air in the car.A person went to rummage through the trash can with his bare hands.

That night, Jiang Zhan's eyes were bright and gentle, he said: "The sooner I find it, the sooner you can rest assured, and then you will let me go to your house to wash-then I said I will stay for one night. If I won’t refuse, I’ll just succeed in entering the room.”

Then he said "I'm kidding you".

Looking back now, Jiang Zhan was obviously afraid that he would be unhappy all the time, and wanted to get himself to scold him to vent his anger.

He just broke his ankle for Jiang Zhan, and in that case, he would do the same for someone else.

But Jiang Zhan was different, Jiang Zhan would not go through the trash can for anyone else, he was so allergic that he almost died.

Jiang Zhan would not use his arms to catch the steel pipe that was being swung heavily for others.

In order to take care of others, Jiang Zhan would not be willful and leave the hospital shortly after waking up with stomach bleeding. He would prepare three meals a day for him and give him the most meticulous care.

Jiang Zhan would not cross the balcony on the [-]th floor to get a hot compress and massage because of someone else's heavy rain. In case of an earthquake, he would wrap him in a quilt and hold him in his arms, enduring stomach pain and rushing to safety.

Jiang Zhan would not replace the security guards on Yujing Road for others, nor would he lock himself into the biggest nightmare just to listen to others.

Jiang Zhan would not be a CEO who would spend all his time copying cold jokes and turning them into stars just to make others happy.

Jiang Zhan did a lot for him.Jiang Zhan kept showing tired, desperate, distressed, and guilty expressions.

Shen Chi didn't know what else Jiang Zhan had to go through. He was so young, but he made a will early on. When he was drunk, he really showed the appearance of wishing that he would die sooner.

The sun outside the window shone warmly in, Jiang Zhan was still awake, and his eyelashes were slightly black and blue.It's like trying to make up for the sleep I didn't sleep at once.

Shen Chi held his hand, just like Jiang Zhan often did during this time.

The difference is that Jiang Zhan has been gently persuading him, coaxing him, and reading stories to him, but now he...

"Jiang Zhan," Shen Chi's voice was inexplicably hoarse, "Thank you. I'm leaving. Live your life well and don't remember me anymore."

He got up, and just as he let go of Jiang Zhan's hand, Jiang Zhan held it back.Shen Chi looked over, but Jiang Zhan was still awake.

"Let me go, okay?" Shen Chi asked softly.

The hand suddenly loosened, and Shen Chi's heart throbbed.Even if Jiang Zhan didn't wake up, he would listen to him.

He is so good.

But it shouldn't.

Jiang Zhan shouldn't become humble for him, nor should he suffer so many injuries for him.

Shen Chi felt unworthy.Maybe it's because I never dreamed that Jiang Zhan was so kind to him before, and that Jiang Zhan didn't love him during those four years of marriage, which made Shen Chi feel that this love should not be for him.

He has been like this since he was a child, and no one has treated him well, so he never feels that he deserves the kindness that anyone treats him. Instead, he feels that suffering is what God really wants to give him.

Jiang Zhan seemed a little paranoid, to the point where he completely disregarded himself and only cared about Shen Chi's state, as if he was in a demonic barrier.

This is wrong, Shen Chi thought, Jiang Zhan can't do this.

He squeezed Jiang Zhan's palm: "Drink less alcohol in the future, prepare some medicine if you have a bad stomach, and remember to wear a coat when you run out in an emergency. Take care of yourself, Jiang Zhan, and live well in the future .”

He turned around, put Jiang Zhan's hand back under the quilt, tucked the corner of the quilt up for him, and went out the door without any hesitation.Outside the door were Pei Yichen and Gu Xi, both of them looked at Shen Chi worriedly: "Do I have to go?"

"Well," Shen Chi seemed to want to turn his head to look at the ward, but he forcibly held back, "Jiang Zhan's state is not right, it might be better if I leave."

Maybe time can really heal anything. If it can, Shen Chi hopes that when time heals Jiang Zhan, he also heals himself.

From the moment he started to waver, a gap was opened in the door of his heart. The more he remembered what Jiang Zhan had done for him, the bigger the gap became.

It was only then that Shen Chi realized that no matter how disappointed, how he refused, how indifferent, Jiang Zhan's place in his heart still belonged to Jiang Zhan, which occupied a large part, and now there was even a tendency to occupy more positions.

If you want to gouging out, it is no less than removing the whole heart.

And his Jiang Zhan...his Jiang Zhan shouldn't be humble, he doesn't want Jiang Zhan to be humble, he hopes Jiang Zhan treats himself better, he doesn't want Jiang Zhan to change himself into another person for him.

He...would rather that Jiang Zhan didn't love him, and he didn't want Jiang Zhan to be hurt so much because of him, and he didn't want Jiang Zhan to ignore him countless times.He would rather that he had never been loved by anyone than that Jiang Zhan did everything for him.

In this way, he will feel sad, heartbroken, and reluctant.How could he force Jiang Zhan from a strong aura under the sun to a pale one now?

Shen Chi suddenly felt that he was a disaster to Jiang Zhan.Otherwise, how could Jiang Zhan be sad again and again, injured again and again, almost lost his life once, and now he is lying on the hospital bed and can't even sleep soundly?

That was Jiang Zhan, whom he had loved deeply for many years.

The first thing Jiang Zhan said when he woke up was "Where's Shen Chi?"

No one in the room gave him an answer.This made him a little flustered.

"I dreamed that Shen Chi left." Jiang Zhan said with his head down.

"It's not a dream," Pei Yichen gritted his teeth, "It's real."

Jiang Zhan raised his head suddenly, his face became paler: "Where did he go? When will he be back?"

"do not know."

"I don't believe it." Jiang Zhan turned over and got out of bed, wanting to rush out in a hurry.

Han Zhou raised his hand to stop him, but was stopped by Pei Yichen. Pei Yichen shook his head: "Let him go, you can only give up if you can't find him."

Jiang Zhan went crazy and searched every possible place Shen Chi could think of.

In the KTV, Nie Yungui came over aggressively as soon as he saw him, holding his phone in front of his face: "What the hell are you doing?!"

Jiang Zhan's eyes widened slightly, and saw that it was a message from Shen Chi - "Go out to relax, the return date is uncertain."

He turned around and quickly got into the car and went to Yujing Road, CL, and all the places he thought Shen Chi would go, and made countless calls, but they were told that the phone had been turned off.

Standing in the crowd, Jiang Zhan felt cold all over his body.He was stunned for a full minute before mechanically walking towards the nearby supermarket.

Carrying a large bag of ingredients to Shen Chi's house, Jiang Zhan opened the door with a key, and said in his usual voice, "Brother Chi, I'm here. Can I have egg drop soup for lunch today?"

"Brother Chi?" He went to the bathroom, kitchen, bedroom, and balcony, but Shen Chi was nowhere to be seen.Only a small suitcase on top of the bedroom wardrobe was missing.

There are also a few pieces of clothing missing for the current season, and everything else remains the same.

"Brother Chi, I didn't believe it at first, and I was lucky."

He sat on the edge of Shen Chi's bed, as if Shen Chi was still listening to his story.

Jiang Zhan's stomach hurts, his heart hurts, and even his clenched teeth are fighting.He leaned forward, buried his face in his palms, and said tremblingly, "I thought you accepted me at least a little bit..."

He smiled wryly, tears streaming down his fingers: "So you really don't want me anymore, so you really hate me."

Then let me go, why did you leave?

Exhausted, he got up, returned to the hospital, and found Gu Xi: "Doctor Gu, you must know where he went, right? I beg you to tell me, I have to find him."

"I really don't know," Gu Xi shook her head, and sighed helplessly looking at the terrifying bloodshot eyes in Jiang Zhan's eyes, "He said he hoped you would live a good life and forget about him."

"How can I forget him? It's impossible for me to forget him."

He had forgotten about Shen Chi before the car accident, but thinking about it now, it hurts too much.

Jiang Zhan returned to the KTV again, with a choked and pleading tone: "Can you tell me where he went? I beg you, he hasn't recovered well. What should he do if he catches a cold when he goes out in such a cold weather? Can't touch cold water, who will cook for him in the future?"

"I beg you to let me find him. Otherwise, you can let him come back. He hasn't healed yet. Can you let him recover?" Jiang Zhan broke down in front of others for the first time, " I won't show up, I really won't show up again, let him come back. Where did he live? What if no one takes care of him?"

As long as Shen Chi comes back, as long as Shen Chi stays at home, in the most comfortable place, he really won't show up.He will never appear again in this life.

He could die immediately, as long as Shen Chi came back.

Shen Chi was alone, and went to a place where no one could take care of him, what should he do, he is in such a bad state, and he likes to perfuse himself so much.What if he doesn't eat well?What if the place where he lives is not comfortable enough?What if he can't take care of himself?

Looking at Jiang Zhan like this, Jiang Jinli and the others were speechless.

They really didn't know where Shen Chi had gone.

Jiang Zhan's people couldn't find any news either.

He could only walk out of KTV dejectedly: "If he contacts you, please tell him, please take care of yourself. It's too cold, wear more clothes, he can't catch cold. His ankles also need to be massaged frequently... "

Jiang Zhan wanted to be by Shen Chi's side and take care of him like before. Sometimes Shen Chi would just let it go, what if he didn't treat himself well?

Jiang Zhan stepped down the steps, feeling a severe cramping pain in his stomach, he spit out a mouthful of blood, his throat was full of blood rust, and his eyes suddenly went dark.