He stalked me after amnesia

The design draft was marked by hand, and Jiang Zhan could tell at a glance that it was indeed Shen Chi's handwriting, which was correct and neat.The designer didn't really charge him money, after all, it's useless to put the design draft here.

Jiang Zhan couldn't recover after sitting in the taxi for a long time.He pinched the pair of cuff buttons and looked at them carefully several times.If this thing was designed by Shen Chi, then it must have been given to him.

The bottom is also engraved with "Zachary", which is his name, next to the petals of cherry blossoms, because his birthday coincides with the blooming period of cherry blossoms.

Jiang Zhan felt more and more sad when he could understand every meaning of Shen Chi's words.

He must have disappointed Shen Chi again, which made him give up such an important thing that took a lot of effort.Maybe, maybe... Even if he didn't ask for a divorce at that time, Shen Chi decided to leave.

Jiang Zhan rubbed his face vigorously with his left hand, feeling a tightness in his chest.

He was too stupid and cruel. It turned out that his brother Chi had already wanted to leave him.He ruined Shen Chi's love, how dare he get close to him now and let him accept his existence?

In fact, it was not without warning. Shen Chi had filed for divorce many times in the past four years, but he was reluctant. He always thought that his illness could be cured, so he kept procrastinating and begging Shen Chi not to divorce.

Who could have predicted that his condition would take a turn for the worse?

As for Shen Chi, it should be that every time a divorce is mentioned, he will take back a little of his love.

It's all his fault.

Jiang Zhan suddenly felt that it was really wrong, he shouldn't appear in front of Shen Chi willfully anymore, he shouldn't let Shen Chi think of those unpleasant and even painful pasts when he saw him.

It was he who had been trapping Shen Chi, making it impossible for Shen Chi to move forward.It was because he was not satisfied, and always wanted to see one more time, one more time.

What he wants may not be what Shen Chi wants - definitely not, what Shen Chi wants is to get rid of him.

Jiang Zhan exhaled slowly, holding the small velvet box tightly in his palm.He asked Chen Qi to book a round-trip flight at one time, and now he has arrived at the airport.

When we got off the plane, it was past dinner time.Jiang Zhan went outside the KTV and watched Shen Chi and Nie Xiangfei walking out while chatting. The smile on Shen Chi's face made Jiang Zhan feel sad and relieved.

Anyone can give Shen Chi happiness, anyone can make Shen Chi smile, but he can't, all he can give Shen Chi is pain.

At this moment, Jiang Zhan felt soberly that he was not good enough for Shen Chi, and he should stay away from Shen Chi.

Although he tried, he couldn't.

Shen Chi and Nie Xiangfei were chatting, and were about to take a walk back, when they looked up, they saw Jiang Zhan standing a long distance away from the street lights, with a long shadow.

Lonely.despair.

Two words popped up in Shen Chi's mind one after another.

Jiang Zhan's gaze met him from a distance, and the next second his heart ached sharply, and he fled in despair.

Shen Chi is helpless, why is this person always acting weird?The day before, she stayed in front of him with a shameless face, but the next day she ran away when she saw him.

Nie Xiangfei tilted his head while talking to Shen Chi, not noticing that a coward surnamed Jiang escaped at all.

In the dim bar box, Jiang Zhan kept pouring himself drink after drink.Han Zhou knew that he couldn't persuade him, so he had no choice but to refrain from drinking and send Jiang Zhan back when he finished drinking.

Among them, Jiang Zhan was the best at drinking, and it was generally difficult to get drunk.But today's Jiang Zhan is determined to get himself drunk, and he drinks all kinds of strong alcohol mixed with it, which means that he will not stop drinking until he dies.

"Ah Zhan? It's almost done." Seeing that he seemed to be a little dizzy, Han Zhou snatched his wine glass, "Don't drink it, have you forgotten that something happened to your stomach before?"

At the beginning of the business, he often socialized, and Jiang Zhan often drank with clients.At that time, I was young and easily deceived. Many people just liked to bully young people and drink them on purpose.But there is no way, for the sake of business, he vomited the night before yesterday and showed up at the wine table with a normal face the next day.

Jiang Zhan stopped, his eyes were drooping, he didn't know what he was thinking, and after half a minute he said hoarsely: "Don't persuade me."

His voice was sober without trembling, and he didn't look drunk yet.In fact, he should be drunk, but he drank too much alcohol too quickly, and his body has not yet reacted.

He ordered another drink, took his own cup and poured it in, and then poured it down like drinking water.In the end, the cup was not used at all.

When Han Zhou helped Jiang Zhan to go out, Jiang Zhan was already drunk and unconscious.He struggled to push the man into his car: "Jiang Zuzong, if you want to spit on you, don't spit in my car."

Jiang Zhan didn't know if he heard it or not, so he subconsciously responded casually.

"Okay, let's take you home."

Jiang Zhan grabbed the seat belt with his fingers and said drunkenly, "I don't have a home..."

"What are you talking about, you have too many houses and you don't have a home yet?"

"I don't have a home... an empty house isn't called a home..." Even after being drunk like this, my heart still hurts, "I miss Shen Chi...I'm going to find Shen Chi..."

"My Shen Chi, I miss him so much..." Shen Chi is not his, but he really misses Shen Chi so much.

Han Zhou had no choice but to drive towards Shen Chi's house. Jiang Zhan was very good all the way.

Taking the elevator to Shen Chi's house, Xie Jingcheng, who was catching up with the opposite door, came out, and asked in surprise, "Why do you drink like this?"

He still remembered the last time Jiang Zhan came to find Shen Chi after drinking too much, but this time he was much more drunk than that time.

Jiang Zhan, who was blowing cold wind all the way, thought he was about to sober up: "Mr. Xie is going out?"

Han Zhou also looked at Xie Jingcheng.Xie Jingcheng usually likes white clothes and black trousers, but today he wore a shirt with a sense of design. Compared with the white shirt, it was much more fancy. It was paired with a pair of overalls, which looked very casual.

"Where are you going in the middle of the night?"

Xie Jingcheng gave Han Zhou a strange look: "None of your business, where else can you go in the middle of the night?"

Of course it's going out to play disco, otherwise why would he go out in the middle of the night, isn't it good for sleeping?

Han Zhou also understood immediately, and sneered: "It turns out that old antiques like Mr. Xie can also dance disco."

Xie Jingcheng didn't bother to talk to him, the elevator was still on this floor, so he pressed the down button and walked into the elevator.

"Go back, Han Zhou," Jiang Zhan reeked of alcohol, "I'll stay here for a while."

"Are you alright by yourself?"

"It's okay, I want to be alone."

"Okay." Seeing that he could still talk, Han Zhou thought he was really sober, "Then I'll go first. Call me if you have anything to do."

……

Jiang Zhan sat on the steps in front of Shen Chi's door, with his eyes closed, drunkenness swept over him in an instant.

Originally, he just wanted to stay here quietly for a while, leaning against the wall, so that he would feel closer to Shen Chi, but his nerves were completely paralyzed by alcohol.

He couldn't even tell whether he was having a stomachache or a heartache right now.

"Brother Chi!!" Jiang Zhan staggered and got up and knocked on the door, "Brother Chi!! I'm back!!!"

As if he just came home from get off work, he was doing what he had always wanted to do but dared not to do during those four years.

He really wanted to do it.There were countless moments when he stood in front of the door and refused to press his fingerprints, he raised his hand to knock on the door, and wanted to say "Honey, I'm back" to Shen Chi who came home earlier than him.

He really thought about it for a long, long time, and endured it for a long, long time, even he himself didn't know how he managed to take his hand back every time.

Jiang Zhan spent almost all the restraint in his life in those four years.

"Brother Chi, can you open the door for me?" Jiang Zhan called again, "Your puppy is back, can the owner open the door?"

Shen Chi was awakened by the sound of his knock on the door, and when he heard his words, he knew that the person outside the door was another drunk.

Jiang Zhan outside the door whimpered like a puppy. He was so drunk that he couldn't stand, and slowly knelt down on the ground: "Master, don't you want me?"

His aggrieved voice made Shen Chi's heart inexplicably sore.

He opened the door: "You are doing..."

no.

Jiang Zhan didn't realize that Shen Chi opened the door for him, but subconsciously gave way when the door opened.

Shen Chi was about to ask him what kind of trick he was up to when he saw Jiang Zhan's face full of tears.

"Are you leaving?" Jiang Zhan maintained his kneeling posture, looked up at Shen Chi, and asked him crying, "Are you going to leave me?"

Jiang Zhan was really drunk this time, Shen Chi didn't know what nonsense he was talking about, he only knew that his heart, which obviously couldn't feel emotions, was in pain because of Jiang Zhan's tears at this moment.

Having known Jiang Zhan for so long, Shen Chi was very clear about his drinking capacity. He had never seen Jiang Zhan so drunk.In the past, when Jiang Zhan drank too much on social occasions, at most he vomited at home, and after he vomited, he knew how to clean up the filth that he vomited outside. He didn't talk nonsense, and he didn't cause trouble.

Shen Chi had never seen Jiang Zhan who was drunk talking nonsense, let alone Jiang Zhan who was crying so embarrassingly drunk.

He was like a child, kneeling on the ground with his face up, so wronged that it made people feel distressed.

"Don't want me, I'll tell you, I'll tell you everything..." Jiang Zhan's tears kept streaming down, he didn't realize it at all, he just raised his face and cried and shook his head, "I can't say, I have to Keep those secrets till death..."

Shen Chi just thought he was talking nonsense, sighed a long time, and stretched out his hand to him: "Come in, I'll make you hangover soup."

Jiang Zhan didn't shake that hand. Even if he was so drunk, he was still afraid that he would not let go.He leaned on the wall obediently to get up and followed into the door.

"Drink some water." Shen Chi poured him a glass of water.

"Look at me, okay?" Jiang Zhan didn't answer, he couldn't react at all at the moment, "Look at me, I'm very good, I can take good care of you, I can always treat you well, you see Look at me, don't be with other people, okay?"

You can't reason with drunks.

"I was wrong, I'm sorry for you," Jiang Zhan said these words many times, he always felt that they were not enough, these words could not describe how much he was sorry for Shen Chi, "I made you sad, I'm sorry, don't want me, okay? good?"

"Dogs cry when they are lost..."

"I'm actually very happy..."

Shen Chi felt sad when he heard it, and said to himself that you don't look happy at all.

"You gave me that pair of cufflinks," Jiang Zhan started laughing again, with his eyes bent, "I'm so happy, I finally have a gift from you again, I'm nothing, nothing There is no one left."

"Brother Chi, when will you take me home?" Jiang Zhan laughed and shed tears, looking very nervous, "Can you take me home?"

"If you don't want to, then I'll go home with you, okay..."

Shen Chi looked at him, and finally hugged him slowly and vaguely: "We used to have a family, Jiang Zhan, we used to have a family."

Now both of them are displaced and have nowhere to go.

"I lost my home," Jiang Zhan cried hoarsely, "I can't find Brother Chi, no matter how hard I try, I can't find it... You don't want me anymore, I did it myself."

Shen Chi's heart was sore and his eyes were hot, but he didn't cry.He hasn't shed a tear in 15 years.

"Brother Chi, I'm so tired, I want to go home..." After so many years, I'm really tired.

"Can you take me in, just treat me as a puppy, take me in, okay? I can cook and do housework now, and I won't just rely on you to take care of me. I won't cause trouble, I It's okay if you don't talk, I want to stay with you, can you take me in..."