He stalked me after amnesia

On the way, Pei Yichen called again, speaking quickly: "I have a short break, so I will call you some time, don't be impulsive, you know?"

Jiang Zhan was driving the car and answered the phone with a Bluetooth headset, his voice was calm: "I'm not impulsive."

"Fuck you, you didn't have the impulsiveness to make such a stupid decision?" Pei Yichen cursed at the other end, "If you're going to skip work, why don't you come and find me, just treat it as a relaxation, you can't... "

"Yes," Jiang Zhan affirmed helplessly, with a hint of sadness in his tone, "I've thought about it, I've thought about everything I can think about. No matter where I am, I will miss him."

He had endured it for too long before, restraining himself from getting close to Shen Chi countless times.But now, he no longer has intermittent amnesia, and he doesn't have to hide it anymore. He really... wants to get closer to Shen Chi.

There was really nothing he could do.

"You..." Pei Yichen choked.After all, Jiang Zhan had loved Shen Chi secretly for so long, how could he miss him now?

"Aren't you very tolerant? You can bear it for ten years without letting anyone find out your flaws. Now you can't bear it?" Pei Yichen has no choice, but Jiang Zhan really needs to treat himself Is it that cruel?

"I can't help it, Yichen," Jiang Zhan arrived at the place, and handed the car keys to the person who was waiting for him at the door, "I really can't help it, I want to see him so much, I want to be closer to him too much ..."

But he will be uncomfortable, he will mind, and he will even hide.

Why did Shen Chi hide?

Shouldn't you be the one who should get out?

"I really can't control it. As long as I have time, I want to see him," Jiang Zhan exhaled slowly, his voice lowered, and he almost murmured, "If I don't do this, I really don't know Is there any other way. I want to completely disappear from his world. I really want to do what he wants."

"That's it, I'm here."

Jiang Zhan hung up the phone and turned it off in one go, and handed the phone to the person by the door: "No one is allowed in, thanks for your hard work."

"Okay, Mr. Jiang." The other party didn't know what Jiang Zhan was going to do, so he nodded obediently, "I'll put your things in the master bedroom drawer for you."

"Ah."

Jiang Zhan pushed open the door in front of him.It was an empty house, his other residence.

"Let's go, go record." Jiang Zhan said softly.

In the past few days, he had someone change one of the rooms into a small dark room with no sunlight, with monitors installed on all four walls like his worst nightmare.

He stared at the camera and began to speak expressionlessly, and it took more than half an hour to finish recording.

Pei Yichen will come back in about a week, and he can probably brainwash himself successfully in this time.

Because of this, he had to wait until Shen Chi came home.He really won't come again in the future, so he should tell Shen Chi that he can go home and don't avoid him anymore.

Because of this, he dared to tell Shen Chi one by one.

Because there is no chance in the future.

He has already arranged for Shen Chi's "milk supply", and other... Shen Chi doesn't need anything, so he won't bother Shen Chi.

Jiang Zhan got up to go out and turned into the small black room: "Lock the door."

As the door lock fell, the inside was instantly dark, and then the display screens lit up one after another, showing his expressionless face on the screen.

Because the recording was also in a dim environment, so after the screens were all lit up, there was not much light in the room.

"Don't go looking for Shen Chi again."

"Don't disturb him."

"Don't go see him."

……

At the beginning, it was still the same "not allowed" one by one, but it changed more and more later.

"Think about what you have done to him?"

"Think about how much he has done for you, are you still a person?!"

"Are you worthy to bother him? He doesn't even know where he lives in order to hide from you."

"You can't forget him, you must always love him, you must always love him where he can't see."

"Shen Chi has been subjected to school violence so many times before, his mother's verbal violence, you forced him to get married, and even coldly violent him. He was abandoned by his own mother so many times before, you have to let him experience it again Divorce. Do you deserve to love him?"

……

Every sentence was his accusation against himself.

There was nothing left in the small black room except a bottle of mineral water. His fever had not completely subsided, and he did not prepare antipyretics.

I like Shen Chi so much, I miss him so much, so I don't want him to be unhappy, and I don't want him to stay in an uncomfortable place. When the consciousness is weakest, the brainwashing will be successful.

After all, that's how he was forced to take Shen Chi to the surgery.

Must succeed.Jiang Zhan lay down on the cold tiles, letting the noise from all around him surround him.

Must be successful.

After he succeeds, he will become obedient and will never appear in front of Shen Chi again.

Shen Chi didn't have to be harassed or embarrassed.

Jiang Zhan has always been an atheist, but now he began to pray devoutly to God: "Definitely, let him live a better life. If you want him to be happy, happy, and healthy, you can exchange everything I have."

Brother Chi, I'm going to do what you want, am I very good-looking?

Jiang Zhan smiled in the dark, then wiped his eyes with his sleeve.Shen Chi is not here, and he is not in front of Shen Chi, so there is no need to maintain a smile.

……

"Damn it, he's already gone in." Pei Yichen called Jiang Zhan's cell phone several times but it was all turned off, so he could only call his wife instead: "Daughter-in-law, have you had a good meal?"

"Don't worry, Jiang Zhan sent Lin Jiu from their company, saying that he would supervise me three meals a day before leaving." Gu Xi could hear the wrong tone in his tone, "Is something wrong?"

Jiang Zhan originally asked him to keep it a secret, but the more he thought about it, the more he couldn't keep it a secret.If you don't tell Shen Chi, then tell his wife's head office?

"Jiang Zhan locked himself in a small dark room in order to force himself not to see Shen Chi." Pei Yichen said anxiously, "I'll tell you the address. Han Zhou will come pick you up when the time comes, and help me persuade him."

"Okay." Gu Xi also became serious.He looked through Jiang Zhan's medical records before. In fact, Jiang Zhan has never been able to get out of the shadow of the small dark room. His so-called "coming out" and "not being afraid" were all made by self-abuse psychological hints.

The name of this psychological suggestion is Shen Chi.

He has always regarded Shen Chi as his own strength, but now, he locked himself in for Shen Chi, which would definitely have a bad impact on his psychological trauma—but he should have made sure of this before choosing such a method.

Because he knows that he will succeed.

Without Shen Chi as his strength, he would let himself fall, and he would stop struggling, so he would definitely succeed.

Jiang Zhan has always been a very ruthless person, especially towards himself.He just wants to tear his whole heart to shreds now, forcing himself to dare not, never to be able again.

When Gu Xi got off work, Han Zhou was already waiting at the door, and Xu Xiuran was also there.He shook hands with Gu Xi, and briefly talked about himself and Xu Qingge.

When it was dark when they arrived at the destination, Xu Xiuran stepped forward and rang the doorbell.Someone inside immediately opened the door: "Sorry, Mr. Jiang didn't see anyone."

"We have to go in," Gu Xi said sternly, "Your boss' life may be in danger."

Yes, life is in danger.

He was lingering at his own heart. Psychological problems would aggravate physicalization, and might even cause organ failure.

What's more, Jiang Zhan only prepared a bottle of water.

The man was stunned for a moment, and when he saw the serious expressions of the three people outside the door, he was a little shaken: "But...but."

"No, but, just say that you gave us the key because we threatened you," Xu Xiuran said, "Hurry up, you can't afford it if something goes wrong."

The man hesitated and handed over the key: "It's the one at the end of the corridor on the second floor."

It is inconvenient for a wheelchair to go upstairs, so Gu Xi got up and walked slowly up the steps.Xu Xiuran and Han Zhou rushed upstairs first, and opened the lock with the key, but when they pushed the door, they still couldn't open it.

"Fuck, he's locked inside."

Han Zhou patted the door hard: "Jiang Zhan? Jiang Zhan! Open the door!"

Jiang Zhan inside heard the voice, got up from the ground in a trance, and walked to the door exhausted: "Don't waste your efforts, I won't open this lock, no one can open it."

"Are you crazy? Let yourself out! You will drive yourself into trouble!" Gu Xi walked over and said.

"It's okay, it doesn't matter." Shen Chi won't see him anyway, so it doesn't matter.

"No! Open it quickly! If you don't open it, I'm going to tell Shen Chi!"

"Don't tell him," Jiang Zhan leaned against the door, "Please, I don't do anything, I just don't want to see him."

Gu Xi slammed the door: "You are taking revenge on yourself."

"Yes," Jiang Zhan admitted, "Doctor Gu, he should go for a reexamination these days. Last time Yichen asked me to accompany him, but I didn't say anything. In fact, he didn't want to see me at all. I don't know his friend Will you accompany him, please take care of him more."

Gu Xi was silent for a second: "You can hide and watch him secretly."

"No." Jiang Zhan leaned against the door and shook his head, "He will be uncomfortable."

A few people spent an entire hour at the door, but Jiang Zhan didn't open the door: "Go back, I won't go out until Yichen comes back, let me save my energy by saying a few words, okay, I just want to let myself not Go see him, don't want to die."

You can't love him when you're dead.

"You know that Yichen won't come back for a few days, and the management over there is closed and you won't be allowed to go out."

"I know, don't worry about me, I'll be fine." Jiang Zhan didn't say anything more after saying this.

How humble.Gu Xi stared at the closed door and thought.

It turns out that when Jiang Zhan really loves someone, he also knows tenderness and empathy.He hid all his love and thoughts, but he didn't say a word, willing to put himself in the situation he feared most to fulfill Shen Chi's thoughts.

Two people who are obviously in love, but they have to hurt each other and cannot be together.Fate is really playing tricks on people.

Jiang Zhan didn't want to come out, so the three of them could only go downstairs and said to the man Jiang Zhan arranged: "Listen to the movement upstairs, and call an ambulance immediately if there is any abnormality."

"Yichen, he doesn't want to come out," Gu Xi said softly while sitting in the back seat of Han Zhou's car, "Maybe Shen Chi will come for a review tomorrow or the day after tomorrow, can I tell him?"

"This... If Shen Chi doesn't care, wouldn't it hurt Ah Zhan even more? And Shen Chi shouldn't bear the consequences for Ah Zhan."

"Shen Chi...he shouldn't care about it at all," Gu Xi sighed, and turned her head to look out the car window, "Jiang Zhan is too cruel to himself."