No touching porcelain, no coquetry! [campus]

"Your brother told me everything." Ye Zhanyun handed hot cocoa to Ye Jue's hand, and commented in a serious tone: "You are too reckless, if something goes wrong, your mother will be very worried of."

Ye Zhanyun has always been like this, rational and calm, speaks in a serious manner, does not like to tell jokes, and occasionally shows warmth to his wife, which is in line with the early society's prejudice against intellectuals and the taciturn image of a traditional Chinese father.

Ye Jue was skinny when he was a child, and liked to provoke him on purpose, so the two of them had some good father-son time at that time.

It's just that as they grow up, the boy's estrangement from his father's role seems to be a recognized social rule, and no one can escape it.

Ye Jue has reflected on himself these days, whether he doesn't care enough for the people around him, especially his family, and he can naturally ignore even the subtle changes between his father and Bai Ming.

It's a pity that the result of this kind of family education, no matter how much Ye Jue regrets it, there is nothing he can do in the end, and it is probably inevitable that things have developed to this point.

"Has Bai Ming gone?" Ye Jue took the cup and took a sip. The health drink specially made by the medical professor has no pleasant taste at all. glass of water.

Ye Jue, who had tasted the familiar taste for a long time, pouted, leaned over and put the mug on the small tea table in front of him.

Ye Zhanyun nodded, keenly aware of the change in his son's address to the other party, and asked calmly, "Why don't you call him brother?"

Ye Jue looked at his father's blue eyes that were exactly the same as his own, and fell silent.

It was only then that Ye Zhanyun murmured softly to himself as if he had been belatedly aware: "It's also..."

"So what happened back then?" Ye Jue's tone was a little anxious.

He really wanted to know the truth of the matter, what did his father do, what did Bai Ming do, and what did the deceased Shen Lian's father do.

Destiny is like a thin thread, connecting a group of people who had nothing to do with each other, changing the direction of their lives, and then spending a long time to let the little seeds planted before take root and germinate, tearing the illusion of peace to pieces Bad.

Ye Zhanyun turned on the fireplace as if hiding his emotions, sat on the spot and remained silent for a while, and then said, "It was my mistake that caused the subsequent result."

"I was originally on duty at the emergency department that day, but your mother called me and said that you could not be reached. You just got your driver's license at that time, and you would sneak out to ride a motorcycle to run mountains every night. We were actually very worried about you, just because we wanted to give You have enough freedom and space to choose so you are not directly prohibited from doing these dangerous things."

Ye Jue was slightly taken aback when he heard this, he didn't expect that he had anything to do with this matter.

He thought about it, and it seemed that he had really developed his personality during the rebellious period. As for the worries of his family members, he didn't seem to have considered it deeply.

Ye Zhanyun continued to talk about the cause of the incident in the tone of a bystander: "Bai Ming said that he could find you for me, but there was not a single patient in the hospital that night, so I slacked off and made the first wrong choice. "

"I drove to find you alone, and handed him and another intern to another doctor. After leaving for about four or 10 minutes, I received a call saying that something happened in the hospital."

"Those high school students who made trouble?" Ye Jue asked with a frown.

Ye Zhanyun nodded: "You know, minors can't buy alcoholic drinks here, and they insisted that the companion who showed symptoms was just ordinary gastroenteritis, which led to the wrong judgment of the doctor on duty."

"The patient developed severe allergic symptoms after taking the medicine. Fortunately, the rescue was timely and there were no major problems."

"At least not when I received the call." Speaking of this, Ye Zhanyun's tone added a bit of loneliness, "On the way back, your mother told me that I had found you, broke a bone and put a steel plate in the hospital next door. Thinking that the matter over there has been resolved, I changed direction halfway, reprimanded you and sent you home."

Ye Jue pursed his lips in embarrassment. He was very impressed by this incident. It wasn't because the arm that had been hanging for a month was so uncomfortable, it was purely because the subsequent repair costs of the motorcycle emptied his pocket money for a whole year. .

"This is my second wrong judgment." My father sighed and continued: "The scene I saw when I returned to the hospital was Bai Ming's bloody right hand, the dagger that was put in the evidence belt by the police, and The person in charge named Shen who said he wanted to talk to me."

There is no need for him to go into more detail, Ye Jue has a rough guess, and the result of the treatment that Father Ye will describe next is pretty much in line with his imagination.

The doctor on duty completely blamed the two interns. At that time, the monitoring of the hospital was still silent. Judging from the screen, it was indeed Duan Sheng and Bai Ming who treated the high school student.

The person in charge surnamed Shen threatened to sue the two of them and asked them to give up pursuing the high school student who hurt someone. This would not only affect the reputation of the hospital, but it might even make Duan Sheng and Bai Ming bear high compensation and even go to jail. disaster.

And the high school student who acted impulsively after drinking is under the age of [-] and is a foreign tourist, and it is true that the hospital had a medical accident first. If the other party hires a top lawyer at a high price, it may end up being treated lightly. .

Compared with the accusations against the doctor on duty when the students in their early 20s were emotional, Ye Zhanyun still chose to believe the latter under the surveillance video and the firm assurance of his colleagues.

But it was more about weighing the pros and cons. After all, Bai Ming was seriously injured at the time, and it was almost impossible to regain his previous flexibility. If he accepted the compensation conditions proposed by Mr. Shen, at least he could have another way to go.

In short, after a few days of tossing, the two parties finally reached a settlement. Bai Ming and Duan Sheng took the responsibility and were expelled from the medical school because of a major mistake. Under Mr. Shen's arrangement, they changed their hospital and changed their major to start over. All expenses during the period will be borne by the Shen Group.

After hearing that Ye Zhanyun chose to believe the one-sided words of the doctor on duty, Bai Ming avoided seeing him until the day the two parties signed the agreement.

"I sat across from him and watched him pick up the pen tremblingly. He couldn't even bend the fingers of his right hand but still refused to use the other hand to sign." Speaking of this, Ye Zhanyun's eyes were slightly red, and he I turned my head and didn't want to show my emotional side, "I regret it, but there was no room for maneuver at that time."

"After the end, everyone else left, only me and him. The two of us looked at each other in silence for a long time, and Bai Ming suddenly laughed and shed tears."

"He said, teacher, I can't be a surgeon anymore."

Ye Jue couldn't tell what it was like in his heart, he knew how talented and high-spirited Bai Ming was before, and he could naturally feel how unwilling Bai Ming has been since then.

No wonder he returned after disappearing for a year, never wore short sleeves again, and switched to his left hand for normal writing.

Ye Jue, who was only in high school at the time, was curious and asked him, but Bai Ming never mentioned what happened, just said he thought it was fun.

"Is it because you have been avoiding him because of guilt?" Ye Jue sighed and asked this question that the two of them knew well.

Ye Zhanyun didn't answer directly: "I know that Bai Ming hooked up with the Shen family during the year he disappeared. He has always been a smart person and knows how to use resources to achieve his goals, so I didn't pay much attention at first. I apologize for keeping a close eye on his movements."

"It wasn't until a year later that I learned the news of Mr. Shen's death."

Ye Zhanyun looked serious, but there were some other emotions flickering in his eyes, which Ye Jue couldn't see clearly.

"I heard that the investigation was based on homicide at the beginning, but the clues were broken, and some evidence showed that the other party had a great suicidal tendency, and the family members had no objections, so the case was closed in a hurry." Ye Zhanyun paused, and continued: " And not long after, Bai Ming came back."

"He came back to study for a degree in psychology in the shortest possible time, and then applied to return to China to study as a graduate student. I noticed that he seemed to have an agreement with the new person in charge of Shen's, because the other party really trusted and valued him too much. "

Ye Zhanyun shook his head: "I vaguely had some bad guesses, but I didn't try to prove it. I owed him a lot in the whole thing, so I didn't stop him. I could only choose to act as if nothing happened. Know."

"Later, I completely quit my job in the hospital, thinking that maybe he would feel better if he knew about it."

At this moment, Ye Jue has completely understood where Duan Sheng's hatred for his father and his "escape psychology" comes from. This way of handling things is essentially a manifestation of "self-righteousness".

Based on "I think this is correct", weigh the pros and cons with a superior attitude, and finally pretend to be rational, and regard avoiding responsibility and watching with a cold eye as part of the atonement, just for the comfort in my heart .

Ye Jue couldn't bear to blame his relatives, opened and closed his lips, and finally fell into silence and reflection.

What happened in the past cannot be changed, and the damage caused cannot be repaired, but at least he can choose to refuse to accept this flaw that has already appeared in himself.

The two of them had their own thoughts, so they sat quietly facing each other around the burning fireplace.

After a long time, a bird song came from the forest in the distance, breaking the dull atmosphere in the room.

Ye Jue wanted to change the title back, but he always felt extremely awkward in his heart. He could deduce when Bai Ming's revenge started, what was the middle process, and how it ended now.

Like his father, he fell into conflicted emotions. He knew that the other party had done something wrong, but he had no position to blame.

At the end, Ye Jue asked softly: "My brother...Where did Bai Ming go? People from the Shen family are also looking for him recently..."

"I don't know." Ye Zhanyun looked at the bright moonlight outside the window and shook his head.

A bird whose name could not be named stood on a branch and called a few times alone, then quickly swept across the lake, and flew to an unknown place, leaving only circles of ripples, which recovered after a short while calm.

Father Ye stood up, walked over to put the blanket on Ye Jue, and said in a relieved tone: "I have already applied to the hospital to re-investigate that doctor and his interns. All the accidents that happened in these years The accident should have a result in a few days."

He patted Ye Jue's shoulder, he didn't seem to intend to explain the wound on his right arm, he seemed to remind, and said with emotion: "Just let him go wherever he wants."

"Good night son, we'll be home at dawn."

"Your mother misses you very much."