No touching porcelain, no coquetry! [campus]

The departure time of Ye Jue's flight ticket is after nine o'clock, which is not too early, but he was overwhelmed last night, and the quality of sleep was really not very high. Instead of tossing and turning in bed uncomfortable, it's better to get up straight away.

But when he went to the guest bedroom and wanted to wake up the child and have breakfast together before starting the foreign relationship, he found that the other party had left without knowing when.

The originally more popular room was as deserted as usual, the quilt was spread neatly, the night light was also turned off, and he stood alone at the foot of the wall.

Ye Jue glanced at the phone, except that it was because of the time difference that he finally replied a few hours ago, "Your father took his annual leave the day before yesterday and went fishing in a lakeside hut." His mother was a message from some classmates who helped him deal with school follow-up matters. .

The person whose note is "Student Xiao Pei" has been squeezed to the bottom by the dialog box of various group messages, and is submerged in it. If you don't look carefully, you can't find it at all.

It's like adding evidence to Ye Jue's pessimistic view on the future of the two of them.

Ye Jue smiled helplessly, her heart was empty for some reason, and she didn't know whether to blame herself for scaring the other party away with her nonsense last night, or to comfort her young boy's feelings are so light.

Just enjoy the happiness, don't think about paying the price.

So in the end, Ye Jue still didn't send out the "Where are you going? I suddenly want you to see me off..." entered in the dialog box.

I just deleted it while turning around to warm up the soy milk for myself, and by the way, lightly kicked the night light bird's exquisitely crafted head, and I don't know who I was losing my temper with.

Ye Jue doesn't have much luggage, only two boxes, one big and one small. After all, the house hasn't been returned yet, but he doesn't plan to come back anytime soon.

The exchange program at Ningda University will end in less than half a month. The school will be on summer vacation soon. Everyone, including the tutor, is very lazy. Although the announcement hasn’t been released yet, it’s basically just that no one wants me to experiment. The lazy posture of the room.

After dealing with Bai Ming's matter, Ye Jue plans to stay at home and wait for his graduation at the end of November, and then consider returning to China to find a suitable institution for his internship.

It's just that he still didn't have the heart to tell Pei Yanqiu face-to-face about this matter. After all, it's not easy for adults to start a long-distance relationship for at least a few months. high school boys.

Thinking of not being able to spend the birthday with the other party, Ye Jue felt a little guilty and lonely.

He has studied many cases and communicated with many clients who are trying to heal their emotional wounds.

Ye Jue longs for and believes in the predestined love of his parents, but when it's his turn, no matter how violent his intuition is, he still hesitates.

After all, Pei Yanqiu's age has not even reached the stage of being a second-year-old, and big data shows that the relationship between this period will basically end without a problem.

But Ye Jue still followed his own temperament, teased the other party, agreed to the other party, and kissed the other party.

Then the rationality and anxiety that had not been completely abandoned suddenly returned, prompting him to push the other party away.

Very unintelligent, very unmanly, and a bit hypocritical

Ye Jue was a little gloomy, and had already made a secret decision in his heart. When the matter at hand was settled, he would go to talk to a therapist.

This kind of psychological barrier that cannot be resolved by oneself should be handed over to experienced colleagues to solve.

Even if the time limit for Pei Yanqiu's passionate thoughts expires by then, he will pull him back when he becomes enlightened.

Of course, it's better not to have so many twists and turns, Ye Jue curled his lips, thinking in his heart a little angrily.

Because the air ticket was booked too late, Ye Jue, who didn't value material comfort very much, could only buy a first-class cabin extravagantly.

The first-class lounge of the international flight is also more grand. There are a few men and women in formal suits scattered in the huge rest area, and they look like social elites on business trips.

Ye Jue, who wears a sweatshirt and slacks, and has unkempt hair on top of his head, seems out of tune with the self-disciplined atmosphere of checking emails with their computers in their hands early in the morning.

Ye Jue, who had a fairly clear self-awareness, took a glass of juice calmly, and automatically found a sofa by the window to sit down.

There is still more than half an hour before the registration time, which is enough to squint for a while.

So Ye Jue resolutely discarded the collection of poems he was holding in his hand to relieve boredom on the road, and pulled a pillow to raise his neck.

But he just closed his eyes, before he even had a hazy consciousness, suddenly a strange voice sounded beside him: "Mr. Ye, Mr. Ye."

Ye Jue couldn't help frowning and looked up at the other party. The beautiful woman in the uniform of the staff asked with a smile, "Are you Mr. Ye Jue?"

"Well, what's the matter?" Ye Jue nodded with some doubts.

The other party handed over the document bag and a word card exuding a faint pine and cypress fragrance to him, and left without saying anything.

Ye Jue first tore out a corner of the contents of the file bag, and just saw the four words "Jincheng Middle School", and instantly knew what was inside. Of course, he also judged who sent them .

His movements were a little flustered, and he eagerly picked up the word card. The handwriting on it was handsome and familiar to him.

Pei Yanqiu's handwriting is good, and Ye Jue discovered it when he first helped him with tutoring.

Although he has no obstacles in speaking and writing, after all, he grew up in a foreign country, and there are not many opportunities for him to practice.

So Ye Jue's handwriting is neat at best, and has nothing to do with good looks.

After discovering that the child's writing skills were unexpectedly high, Ye Jue often asked the other party to bring him copybooks from home, but he didn't practice much because he was lazy.

[Brother, I have found all the information you need for you. Although I don’t know much inside information, I can vaguely feel the complexity of this matter. If you need any help from me in China, please let me know. ]

[The reason for leaving you a note rather than otherwise is simply because it is more formal.

When my father was courting my mother, he wrote letters to her uninterruptedly for three years. I yearned for it since I was a child, so I feel this way is even more romantic. ]

[I thought a lot last night, trying to find the time point when I fell in love with you, but no matter how I pushed it backwards, I felt strange. After falling asleep with difficulty, I had a dream. In the dream, I was leaning against the tree in front of the school very Worry, and you looked up and smiled at me under the tree. ]

[This prompted me to realize that maybe from the beginning I was consciously approaching you, for no reason, just wanting to be closer to you. ]

[I read in a book before that love at first sight is mostly because of the possibility of healing past experiences in the other person. I think you should understand the principle better than me. ]

[Actually, I was a little sad when I went out today.

You categorize people's emotions into categories and doubt the motives of every relationship, which is not romantic.But now I feel that, in fact, this is not bad. ]

[I am healthy and my mentality is very positive. Maybe there is really a place in my subconscious that I need to rely on you to heal, but I feel inexplicably looking forward to it just by imagining the existence of this possibility. ]

[I don't need to be fair, and I don't need you to be so clear. Since you have given me a chance to try, please don't take it back. ]

[Brother, I will be an adult when we meet again, so don’t think about my original intentions or your motives. ]

[Like me, I like you too. ]

Ye Jue's heart seemed to be squeezed by someone, and a few drops of sour juice dripped out of it.

The tip of his nose and even his eyes were a little numb. After all, he was caught off guard by the young man's fearlessness and sincerity.

Ye Jue stood up abruptly, just about to chase after him, maybe there was still time to say goodbye face to face.

But in the next second, the person on the other end of the phone sent a message like a prophet.

[Student Xiao Pei: Have the things been delivered?I'm already in the car. ]

[Student Xiao Pei: [Cat rolling expression pack]]

Ye Jue looked at the text sent by the other party pretending to be nonchalant, and there was a cautious temptation between the lines, which really made him a little annoyed.

Hesitating is not as good as a child.

So Ye Jue tapped the keyboard of the phone, as if hoping to respond to the other party as quickly as possible:

[I'm selfish, selfish, lazy, controlling and evasive, not as good as you think but not too bad.

Going too fast makes me a little uneasy, it's my problem, and I'll try to get over it. ]

[Maybe the separation during this period is a good thing, we can deepen our understanding of each other without other interference, and try to find the balance that this relationship should have together. ]

[Yanqiu, grow up well, wait for me to come back. ]

The boarding notification sounded in good time following the successful sending of the last sentence. Ye Jue blinked his inexplicably astringent eyes, turned off the screen, and stuffed the phone into his pocket as if embarrassed.

Anyway, he didn't plan to take it out to check the news until his emotions calmed down completely.

Ye Jue carefully picked up the word card that Pei Yanqiu left for him, trying to put it into the book he brought.

The pages of the book were flipped, and a hollow bookmark with a silver border slipped off and fell to the ground.

The words printed on the open page are clear and clear, the smell of pines and cypresses on the word card is mixed with the smell of ink on the paper, drifting into Ye Jue's nostrils together.

He lowered his head and clipped the card in, paying special attention to prevent it from covering up the verse he liked.

"My ice belt suffocates me,

Beneath the cornice speckled with crows,

I don't bother with my winter needs.

we are in love today,

There is no afterlife and no offspring,

fiery or ordinary,

Different but together. "

……

The child who died the day after tomorrow looked at the words on the screen, which could be called the promise, with a little smile on his tired expression.

The summer morning wind blew away the clouds and sent his lover to another country.

But he was not worried, just because he knew that the other party would definitely come back.

If you don't come back...

Then go to him.

Since young people want to have it, they must get it.

The author has something to say: The verses in this article come from René Char's "The Lost Naked|Naked"