Your ex boyfriend, I took over

Qu Nan's expression froze for two seconds, the corners of his mouth could not be placed, he didn't know whether to turn up or down.

Chen Shuang was an unexpected situation that he would never be able to handle well. He never thought that it would be this sentence.

But should we laugh or not?You should laugh, because no man can resist such a compliment, both physically and psychologically.This kind of strange satisfaction was something Qu Nan had never obtained before, and his excellence in sports and studies did not make him much happier.

But the happiness brought by Chen Shuang began to taste the sweetness for him, making him want to test how much joy, anger, sorrow and joy there is in the real world.

It's just that there is a little loss in this sweetness.

"I'm sorry, I really didn't mean it just now." Now, Qu Nan decided to pay for his own happiness, "I... I couldn't control it."

"I don't blame you, Lai Mosheng and Yangyang gave me that thing." Chen Shuang blinked his eyelids a few times, raised his head, but didn't dare to look directly into Qu Nan's eyes, lowered his head, and didn't dare to look directly into Qu Nan's pants, "Then This thing...it’s really nothing, haha, haha, boys do it all the time, it’s nothing, it’s nothing.”

Qu Nan glanced over and saw Chen Shuang's earlobe.The red and swollen earlobe that I accidentally kneaded, the tip of the chin that I held with one hand, and the corner of the mouth that was completely stretched.He was at a loss for words again, should he say thank you to Chen Shuang at this time, or should he say, in fact, you are not young?

"You must not have a psychological burden." Chen Shuang said again. He found out on the Internet that straight men will definitely fall into self-doubt and self-loathing after being taken advantage of. On the one hand, they feel that they are not clean, and on the other hand they I feel so refreshed, so I should encourage and praise at this time, "It's just...it's really big."

Qu Nan took a few deep breaths, recalling that scene, the frequency of inhalation continued to accelerate. "I……"

"This is our secret, don't tell it." Chen Shuang stretched out his right little finger, "Pull the hook."

Qu Nan looked at his fingers, and immediately thought of the way his hands were bent on his body, and slowly stretched out his sweaty hands.

"Pull the hook." The two little fingers touched and hooked together.Qu Nan sighed, it was not a confession.

After pulling the hook, the two pretended nothing happened, and returned to the observation room calmly.Lu Shui liked the little white dog very much, and kept holding it tightly. He was relaxed in contact with animals, and curiously checked the little milk dog's teeth and nails.When they had to leave, Lu Shui reluctantly put it down.

"Don't worry, it can be taken home after it has been vaccinated." Qu Nan comforted Lu Shui, trying to win a wave of favorability.

But Lu Shui had already put away his smiling face, and turned into a taciturn man again. He only held his brother's hand and didn't need anyone else in the world.

When leaving the pet hospital, Qu Nan took a special look at the dog food bowl at the door.The puppy is in the hospital, the big dog will not go far, but fortunately it eats on time.After sending the two brothers home, Qu Nan returned to the pet hospital again, and sure enough, this time he ran into the big dog.

It is used to waiting here, and when it is full, it will nest in the cardboard box prepared by the hospital.Seeing Qu Nan, it didn't run away in panic, nor did it wag its tail to welcome, but looked at humans with calm eyes.

This is the best result, Qu Nan is very satisfied.It is still a stray dog, but it no longer resists its own approach, but its vigilance is still there, and it will not take the initiative to approach humans.

"It's me, I'm here to help you." Qu Nan walked 1 meter away from the box this time.

The stray dog ​​with one ear missing didn't run away, it just raised its head.

"I'll take you home when I'm done with other things." Qu Nan smiled at him, didn't make eye contact with it, and didn't tend to reach out his hand, but minimized the sense of presence and gave it a safe distance.

Because of eating well recently, the scrawny dog ​​has gained a lot of weight. After feeling relieved, its head slowly lowered again and placed on the ground, but its eyes were turned upwards, looking at humans curiously.

Qu Nan waited for it to relax completely before making eye contact, looked at its iconic pirate eyes, and then finished smoking two cigarettes in its company without saying anything.

He doesn't know what kind of person he is, and he still doesn't know whether Chen Shuang likes himself like this.Perhaps a person like myself should be a black crow honestly, staying under the dark eaves and not coming out.But when a little white pigeon came cooing down, he couldn't resist it at all.

"Do you know how tiring it is to be a human?" Qu Nan picked up another cigarette and asked the big dog next to him, "Look, there are so many people on the street, and everyone has their own personality habits. You can't change them at all. , you can only change yourself. But you can analyze them, everything follows. You analyze them, analyze them, put labels on them. Some of them are like that, some of them are like that, they walk , eat, talk, train, rage, each of them is different, but everyone is the same... except... except..."

The dog's only remaining right ear moved, as if waiting for him to speak.

But Qu Nan didn't say it out, the soot accumulated a finger's length, and it all fell down.

In the end, he just finished smoking the cigarette, sat for a while, and then left quietly, as if he hadn't said anything.

Chen Shuang returned home and slept in the bedroom of himself and his younger brother before he really began to rest.It all happened so fast.He also couldn't figure out when Qu Nan would be beaten by him, but as long as he worked hard, sooner or later he would be able to embrace the beauty.

The biggest problem in front of him at present is the first test of the first team.

After a full night's sleep, Chen Shuang started intensive training the next day.Qu Nan's vision judgment is very accurate, he is indeed more suitable for 7 steps, but the rhythm cannot be adjusted in a short while.

The previous coaches said that it takes about 20000 jumps to fix a backbow. Before jumping the pole, they used elastic ropes instead of crossbars to avoid long-term compression of the spine.

Still need to practice more, still need to practice harder, Chen Shuang too wants to see a breakthrough, but also too afraid of the coming of the bottleneck period.In the afternoon, when he was about to rush into the main training ground again, he unexpectedly discovered that his brother had come again.

And he didn't tell himself that he was coming, but took the initiative to find Tao Wenchang.

"I was just about to call you." Tao Wenchang had no class in the afternoon and wasted his time on the training ground. Unexpectedly, Lu Shui appeared again, so he quietly stood behind him and sat next to him.I really don't understand why he would be close to me.

"Sishui, why...don't you tell my brother, I'll pick you up." This was definitely impossible in the past, but now Lu Shui is willing to go out of the closed world to see the outside, Chen Shuang is happy and worried , "You call brother, brother will definitely pick you up."

Lu Shui opened the schoolbag he was carrying and handed it to his brother. Inside were dozens of circled lollipops.

"You don't need to buy so much at once, I can't eat it." Chen Shuang picked up one, "Brother Chang..."

"Don't talk about it." Tao Wenchang waved his hand, "Don't you just let me take your brother, let's say yes first, you have to pay more, at least a lollipop."

Before Chen Shuang could answer, a lollipop beside him had already been stretched out.

Tao Wenchang looked over in surprise, and saw Lu Shui lowered his head and handed him a stick of candy, but there was no circle drawn on the candy stick.What does it mean?Surprised, Tao Wenchang brought the candy, but didn't eat it.Although he didn't understand Lu Shui's motives, he still vaguely felt that... Lu Shui had something to tell him.There seems to be some... hidden secret.

Seeing that his younger brother was being taken care of, Chen Shuang turned around and devoted himself to training without thinking too much.But the nervousness was always there, lingering around his body, around his calves and ankles, and he didn't even jump two meters a few times.

This is not his strength, he has clearly passed the two-meter line.

Under such high pressure and tension, Chen Shuang waited for his first team test in the afternoon of the next day.

"You look very bad, haven't you slept well recently?" Huang Jun asked while pinching his grade book.

"It's okay." Chen Shuang shook his head. He slept for four or five hours last night, but in addition to trying to live with Sishui in the early stage, and tossing and tossing several times in a row, his complexion was worse than anyone else's.

Although it was already very cold, the high jump frame was still supported outside, and everyone exhaled a cloud of white air.

Qu Nan and Tao Wenchang had higher grades, so their positions were also higher. They looked back at Chen Shuang at the same time, and they both sweated for him.They are also very familiar with Chen Shuang's current situation. The belief in wanting to win is necessary, but it can also kill an athlete.

You must continue to warm up before the game in order to protect yourself to the greatest extent.Chen Shuang kept adjusting his breathing, but...he always felt that he couldn't find the state.

For explosive projects, status is likely to determine everything.Even in the Olympic games, veterans will fall from the altar because of a round of inactivity.

The team test started half an hour later, and Chen Shuang joined the team late, so he was the last one.The torment of the bottleneck period became more and more obvious, and he even had some fear of the high jumping shelf.

What if the dance is not good?What if Gu Wenning can't jump?What if you embarrass Qu Nan?

Under many worries, he heard Huang Jun calling his name.

"Here!" Chen Shuang stood up like a walking corpse. Why did everyone finish the test so quickly?to yourself?So he reached out his hand to signal and ran to the run-up position.

"It's over." Tao Wenchang sat in the rest area. This time he got good grades, "My apprentice is going to finish today."

"He's too nervous." Qu Nan also finished the test, but his heart didn't sink.Sure enough, Chen Shuang looked forward dully, and after hearing the order to start, she was two beats behind.

Chen Shuang felt that his legs were heavy. He was two beats behind, then immediately adjusted his steps and set off, thinking about his technical summary of these days in his heart.With force on the feet, the body leaps into the air.

The 2.05-meter crossbar fell without any suspense. It wasn't because the legs contracted and didn't touch it in time, but because they hit it directly.Anyone with a discerning eye could tell at a glance that Chen Shuang's result this time was less than two meters.

"Stop!" Huang Jun whistled immediately, "Chen Shuang, what's going on?"

"Coach, I..." Chen Shuang put the crossbar back, he wanted the result too much, "I... I made a mistake."

"I'm the coach, can I not see your mistakes?" Huang Jun was not very polite, "The state is not right, you didn't adjust well."

"I...haven't slept very well recently." Chen Shuang made excuses for himself.

But this excuse was seen through by the coach at a glance. "If you don't sleep well, rest well. The training ground is not a place for you to explain why you didn't score."

Chen Shuang lowered his hands slowly and stood alone in front of the mat.

"Don't test today, adjust your state." Huang Jun glanced at the side, Chen Shuang was absent-minded, and there would be no breakthrough after trying two more jumps, "Go down and rest!"

This is the coach giving himself a step down, and it is also completely announcing that his team test is invalid.Chen Shuang didn't dare to look at the players around him, let alone guess if they were gloating, so he turned and ran back to the locker room of the high jump team.

He even began to wonder if he really couldn't do it, and if he should stay in the second team.

There was no one in the dressing room, and he hid behind the first row of cabinets, leaning against the door.Frustration and the recent sense of exhaustion struck at the same time, densely all over the body.The teammates must be laughing at themselves now, right?Gu Wenning must have taken the lead in laughing.

After an unknown amount of time, he heard the locker room door being pushed open.

"Chen Youyou?" Qu Nan guessed that he was hiding inside, "Are you there? Answer me."

Chen Shuang looked down at her legs, hesitated for half a minute: "Yes."

It's good here, Qu Nan followed the voice and looked back. "Very good, you know how to answer me when you are in a bad mood, well done."

"I'm so bad, really." Chen Shuang grabbed her hair, "I'm so fucking bad..."

At this time, the door of the locker room was pushed open again, and Chen Shuang heard several people coming in, they should all be players who had finished the test.

"I'll just say he can't do it." It was Gu Wenning, "It's because he was lucky last time that he was able to enter the first team. This time, it must be revealed!"

"I thought he was so fucking good! The coach also said that he is a good match, and he can't pass two meters."

"Why does our school even accept this kind of stuff? Have you gone through the back door?"

"Hahaha... maybe!"

Chen Shuang clenched his fists and listened to every word. He was about to rush out, but was pulled back by Qu Nan.The bodies of the two people were fixed in place, and he was pressed against the cabinet door by Qu Nan as if he was stuck.

"Don't look at them." Qu Nan raised Chen Shuang's tightly clenched hands, pressed them on top of his head, and approached his mouth uncontrollably, making their sweat melt together, "Look at me."

A row of wardrobes separates the changing clothes. While several people are laughingly taking off their socks and changing clothes, some people are ignorantly kissing.

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Locker room: I'm gay sanctuary anyway, right?