Your ex boyfriend, I took over

After saying this, Chen Shuang hesitated for a long time. He tried to look at Qu Nan, trying to analyze from his expression, was it surprise?fear?Still don't understand?

Nothing at all, what he saw instead was a clear emotion.

"You guessed it, didn't you?" So Chen Shuang asked boldly.

"Half guessed, but... the general direction is correct." Qu Nan said, his expression changed from doubt to certainty, "Your brother's condition is not like a mental illness, but more like a post-traumatic reaction, so I guess...you There must be a terrible parent in the family, which caused him to be under constant pressure, which forced him to cut off contact with the outside world."

"Really? Right." Chen Shuang nodded. Although she was wearing Qu Nan's clothes, her shoulders were still a bit narrow, and she didn't push up her coat. "It's good that he's not mentally ill. I'm afraid that he will continue like this. The only person he is willing to talk to now is me, and I am afraid that one day he will ignore me."

"Did he have autism when he was a child?" Qu Nan put his hands on his shoulders, stroking his obvious bones through the fabric, "Don't be afraid, the sooner you intervene in mental illness, the better, while he is still willing." Communication, you can do a lot for him.”

"Really!" Chen Shuang's voice was suddenly abrupt, and he lowered the volume again, "Really? How do you intervene?"

"The premise of intervention, you have to tell me everything." Qu Nan looked at the little white dog in the incubator again, "This place is not suitable for us to talk, come with me."

Chen Shuang hesitated, keeping his feet in place, and followed Qu Nan after a few seconds.When passing by the front desk of the pet hospital, the nurse called Qu Nan over. Chen Shuang couldn't hear what they were talking about, but it must have something to do with the puppy.

He came out alone, took a cigarette unknowingly, and just took a sip while standing at the door of the hospital, when a large dog appeared within his field of vision.

It was very thin and dirty, and its body was covered with mud and sand, which seemed to have solidified into chapped lines.There is not much left of the left ear, and there is a black pattern on the face that looks like black eyes.

The moment he saw it, Chen Shuang tilted his head for a moment, as if he saw himself in the dog class.

It must be a stray dog, because it is so thin that its ribs are distinct, but if you look closely, you will find that it is a mother dog with cubs.

The moment it saw Chen Shuang, it was also stunned, quickly took the lunch box in the cardboard box, and went to eat where no one could see.

"Let's go." Qu Nan came out at this moment, and touched Chen Shuang's protruding cervical spine with his palm, "Don't smoke, it's bad for your health."

Turning around, Chen Shuang saw Qu Nan making a very subtle movement, as if he turned his face to the side when he smelled the smoke, and quickly put out the cigarette on the trash can next to him.It must have been his own second-hand smoke.

After leaving the hospital, they walked to the milk tea shop. Qu Nan asked Chen Shuang for a couple points card, and was responsible for going in to buy it. Chen Shuang sat on the chair under the tree opposite the milk tea shop and waited.

"Here, this is yours. I just ordered a cup for you." Qu Nan handed him the milk tea, and squeezed a cup of sugar-free lemon tea by himself, "Now we can talk."

Chen's hands are cold, and the milk tea is similar to what he ordered before. The label paper is printed with a large cup of matcha with thick milk cover, red beans, pudding and popping marbles.

"What a coincidence, I like to drink this." Pretending to be casual, Chen Shuang moved towards Qu Nan, closing the distance between them, "I can tell you, but you must keep it a secret."

"Okay, I swear, keep it secret." Qu Nan said first, "Before you say it, I want to talk about my analysis."

Chen Shuang took a sip of milk tea, moved a few centimeters closer to Qu Nan, and soaked himself in the scent of his antiperspirant. "Say, I'll listen."

"Your brother... seems to be a very serious self-avoidance." Qu Nan looked at Chen Shuang's cheeks full of milk tea, "This happens when people's safety needs are not met. His spiritual world There is a possibility of being divided into parts by itself..."

"Sishui is not schizophrenic!" Chen Shuang choked on Pearl.

"Don't worry." Qu Nan quickly patted him on the back, "I didn't say he was schizophrenic, he was consciously screening the emotional experiences he could receive. Like us, he received all of them, and he used self-isolation Part of the rejection, he's not mentally ill."

"That, that's good." Chen Shuang's forehead was wet, and he was sweating after a few words, "What I'm most afraid of... is that one day someone will suddenly announce that he is crazy. He just didn't like to talk when he was young, but he especially He was easily frightened, hid when he was scared, and dared not see people. He didn't like to be in contact with others, and he had already remembered at that time..."

"He knows that he was abandoned by his mother?" Qu Nan helped him wipe his sweat, and the arched knuckles were sliding on the edge of his birthmark.

Chen Shuang's eyeballs twitched to look at the finger attached to his left temple, and at the same time he wanted to close his eyes and enjoy the touch of the little monster being gently stroked and accepted. "He knew...but he never said it. His mother... cheated my dad out of money, and my dad happened...to have a problem with his investment, so..."

"So he vented his anger on Lu Shui?" Qu Nan took the initiative to get closer, "Don't be afraid, I said I would keep it secret for you."

Chen Shuang's eyes began to straighten, staring at something that didn't exist on the ground, and fell into a daze for a while, breathing faster and at the same time, his fingers trembled slightly, his eyebrows were pressed between his eyebrows, and he didn't make a sound for a while.

"Well, he hit my brother." Chen Shuang raised his head instantly, nodded, and shook his head again, showing a kind of tension during the whole process, "If it wasn't for him, Sishui wouldn't be what it is today."

Qu Nan breathed a sigh of relief, he thought Chen Shuang was going to cry just now, but he had expected all these things Chen Shuang said. "Will he... hit you?"

Chen Shuang shook his head firmly. "No fight, he and my mother have no grudges, the relationship is not compatible and divorced, my mother was not financially able at the time, so she gave him custody, and he promised to take good care of me, and he didn't even bother my mother, and the two separated. So he Never touch me."

"But you definitely won't just stand by and watch your brother get beaten." Qu Nan slowed down his speaking rhythm, adding warmth to the atmosphere of the conversation, "You are a good brother, I can see that you can give everything for your brother."

Chen Shuang clutched the milk tea cup tightly with both hands, sweat dripping down like small drops of water solidified on the cup wall.

"So your father wanted to vent his anger on your younger brother, but he would accidentally hurt you every time, right?" Qu Nan rubbed his face, then pinched the bridge of his nose, his micro-expression turned into a smile, "Is he still doing it now? "

Chen Shuang shook his head. "When he grows up, he can't beat him anymore. Actually, I haven't been beaten. My dad pulls me away every time, throws me outside the bedroom, closes the door and beats him. I will cry, but I won't be beaten. beat."

"That's good, at least..." Qu Nan pinched the bridge of his nose again, and he could always smell the nice smell of tobacco on Chen Shuang's body, "Your brother's mood must be related to family factors, so leaving a certain environment That's the first step, he can't live at home."

"My brother can't leave." Chen Shuang took a hopeless breath, and as he exhaled, his shoulders sank slightly, "He is very insecure, I must pick him up before 7 o'clock, and then take him home as soon as possible. He would sleep out overnight, would wake up constantly, screaming, had to go home, we couldn't move out."

Qu Nan stopped drinking lemon tea, completely unaware that there would be such a hurdle.

"He's very dependent on me and his bedroom, and... the wardrobe. I used to hide him in the closet whenever my dad wanted to. But my dad used to pull me away and pull him out of the closet. Chen Shuang blinked quickly, "These candies are the lucky charm he gave me."

Qu Nan noticed his blinking.

With that said, Chen Shuang took out two lollipops from his pocket. "He said that if I eat the candy and give him the candy stick, he will know that I am safe. He has drawn a circle on each candy stick."

lock up?Qu Nan picked up the two lollipops, which were of the same brand as the lollipops he bought, but there was indeed a circle drawn with a blue ballpoint pen on the white plastic sticks.

"Why do you do this?" Qu Nan suddenly looked at Chen Shuang.

"He said that his circle can protect me, so I will return the candy stick to him after I eat the candy." Chen Shuang took the candy from Qu Nan's hand, "I will return the candy stick at night, he knows that I put I’m happy when I eat candy. He knows how much I’ve eaten, and can tell if he gave it to me. He’s very smart, very smart. Sishui is the smartest person I know, with a very high IQ. "

"Okay, it seems that we have to take it slowly." Qu Nan thought for a while, and didn't ask any more questions, "This is really a big trouble... Well, since he is resistant to strangers and the new environment, I will start with him these two days I don’t see him. You let him get used to the surroundings of the school slowly, let him get used to my existence a little bit. I can help you pay attention to the rented houses near the school, like an experiment, to improve his tolerance a little bit. Sooner or later If you want to leave that house, you can't stay there... Will you pick him up from school in the afternoon?"

Chen Shuang nodded her head. "Will you help me?"

"I will help. I will wait for you on the playground tonight. Don't worry about picking him up. Don't rush back. Ride a scooter...be careful." Qu Nan raised his hand, and finally placed it on Chen Shuang shoulders.

With such a release, Chen Shuang felt more at ease.Qu Nan was right, my brother had to leave home, it was not safe there.

In the next few days, Chen Shuang did not bring Qu Nan to Sishui to meet again, but never mentioned it, as if this person did not exist, and did not show his presence in front of his younger brother.Lu Shui's reaction returned to normal, waiting at McDonald's every morning and at the coffee shop at night.

But Chen Shuang knew that this was not a long-term solution, it was a tug-of-war, and he wanted to take him away before Sishui completely shut down the emotional reception.Qu Nan was not idle either, and helped him find several houses within a few days, but none of them were pleasing to the eye.

What should I do now... Chen Shuang was resting in the locker room, and the physical fitness test was coming soon. All the members of the second team were trying their best to squeeze into the first team, but he was the only one leaning on the cabinet door thinking about his brother.

Chen Shuang turned around after everyone else had left.I really miss when I was a child, they talked and laughed.

"Why are you alone?" A voice came from behind his ear.

Chen Shuangmeng turned back: "Why are you here?"

"I'm here to find Tao Wenchang, where are the high jump team members?" Xue Ye pressed Chen Shuang against the cabinet door again, "You..."

Chen Shuang dodged back, her chin retracted. "What's wrong with me? I have a birthmark on my face."

"No, I mean... have you dyed your hair?" Xue Ye kept looking at his hair roots, "It was still black last time, but now it's gone."

Chen Shuang said yes. "Stained."

"Awesome, I want to dye it too. I want to dye it brightly another day." Xue Ye pulled Chen Shuang's shoulders and turned him over again, "There is no one now, so tell me how you practice your butt? About anaerobic!"

In the corridor, a member of the high jump team had just finished the test, and everyone was too tired to talk.

"Fuck, no one in our school has been able to break through 2.28 meters for a long time." Tao Wenchang was bare-chested, "I heard that the high jump masters in the past were very good. Are our genes degenerated?"

"Lack of training." Qu Nan was also bare-chested, wearing the same team uniform and shorts as Tao Wenchang.The legs of both of them looked slender, but as soon as the soles of their feet hit the ground, the muscle lines floated up like ripples hidden under the water.

"It's easy to say." Tao Wenchang wiped his sweat, and just about to speak, he saw Qu Nan holding the clothes in one hand, and using the other hand to take out the mobile phone in his pocket in a very inconvenient position, as if something was about to happen.

Sure enough, he turned his head again, and Gu Wenning and a few people came over in front of him.It turned out to be tea.

The two groups of people had nothing to talk about, and Gu Wenning and Qu Nan didn't even intend to hide it. The two people's eyes met sparks, and Tao Wenchang was afraid that the two would stab each other when they passed by.Unexpectedly, rubbing shoulders was indeed rubbing shoulders, without stabbing the knife, the mobile phone in Qu Nan's hand slipped and fell to the ground.

"Sorry." Qu Nan hurriedly apologized to Gu Wenning, "I bumped into it by accident."

"Did you do it on purpose?" Gu Wenning cursed, and looked down at Qu Nan's phone screen.

"Wen Ning, you really misunderstood me. I'm really not that kind of person." Qu Nan smiled, picked up the phone as if nothing had happened, and continued to walk forward.

But all of this is in Tao Wenchang's eyes, damn it, the tea king stole the house without telling him?When did you put your arms around your apprentice and kiss, and even took a photo?Also as a lock screen?And deliberately showing off to Gu Wenning?What about your male virtue?

"Brother Nan, you are very good." In the end, Tao Wenchang had to admit his negligence.

"I don't know what you're talking about." With a winner's smile, Qu Nan pushed open the door of the high jump team's locker room.

I saw Chen Shuang and Xue Ye standing face to face, with both hands on each other's... buttocks.

Qu Nan was stunned, and Tao Wenchang was also stunned, but he had seen this kind of gay scene a lot, so he reacted faster than Qu Nan.

After reacting, I saw a man in all black coming over, frowning, carrying two bags in his hand.

"Tao Wenchang." Zhu Jie scolded something, "Did you fucking see Xue Ye?"

Tao Wenchang swallowed his saliva, it's over.

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Tao Wenchang: I don't want to get involved in gay love and hatred anymore!