Your ex boyfriend, I took over

"Let's eat first." Bai Yang handed the chopsticks to Qu Nan.

"Thanks." Qu Nan took the chopsticks, but did not break them open.He looked at the boxed lunch in front of him, his wrist was so heavy that he couldn't lift it up.

"Brother Nan, eat first." Tao Wenchang touched his shoulder.In just half an hour, the sports institute had spread the word that Qu Nan had a mentally ill father, who was Qu Xiangbei's younger brother.Even Tao Wenchang, who has always boasted that his emotional intelligence is superior, has nothing to do, there is no way to do this.

Fortunately, Brother Nan's emotional intelligence is not low, and he has a very high self-control ability. Tao Wenchang is not worried about his collapse.

"I'm fine, don't worry about me so much." Qu Nan looked at them with a smile, "I'm really fine."

"Really?" Chen Shuang tried to figure out something from his micro-expression, "If you feel sad, you can cry."

"I'm not uncomfortable. Besides, it's been a long time, no matter how uncomfortable it is, it's a thing of the past." Qu Nan sandwiched a piece of broccoli, "Don't look at me like that, it's weird."

After finishing speaking, he lowered his head and continued to eat, but when he looked down, he saw the necklace on his neck.

A golden lucky coin-sized disc.

The words on the back were engraved by myself when I was a child.

Since my brother left, except for his photos, trophies and medals, everything else was burned away and turned into scattered green smoke, not even a single piece of clothing remained.But this necklace was put on by himself on his 5th birthday.

"Xiao Nan, you have to grow up well and be happy every day."

Now Qu Nan understood that his brother was saying goodbye to him.

He grasped this farewell commemoration and refused to let go for a long time.

In the afternoon, Qu Nan went to training as usual, as if nothing happened.But no matter where you go, your gaze follows you wherever you go, like a shadow.Chen Shuang accompanied him and even skipped the cultural class in the afternoon, but what Qu Nan didn't expect was that at night, he received Lu Shui's WeChat.

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Qu Nan just returned to the dormitory, looked at the phone and smiled.Chen Shuang must have told Lu Shui about this, and the two brothers talked about everything.

"I'm fine, don't worry, I will take good care of your brother and Brother Bei's body." Qu Nan replied to him by voice, and within half a minute, he received the emoji again.

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All right, Qu Nan knows that this is Sishui's way of caring for the young orca who has become a young otter. It seems that in his heart, he is not just Bei Ge's body.

"Thank you." Qu Nan especially wanted to tease him, "Then can I watch your game in December? Are you with your captain?"

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Still don't let yourself go, laugh to death.But it was very important for Qu Nan to receive this kindness. He always thought that Lu Shui didn't accept him. It seemed that he had become the person who could stand beside his brother before he knew it.

Before putting down the phone, Huang Jun knocked on the dormitory door again. "May I come in?"

"You are the coach, you don't need to knock to enter my dormitory." Qu Nan stood up from the chair.

"Let's knock on the door, in case you hide in the room and cry secretly." Huang Jun walked into the dormitory and walked around the room first, "The sanitation is okay, much cleaner than when we lived in college."

"Bai Yang forced us to wipe the floor every day. He said that the student council president's room must be the cleanest." Qu Nan smiled.

"Him? That kid will be great in the future. He has ambition, and if he walks the right path, he will be able to rise to the top." Huang Jun walked up to Qu Nan, "How are you? Are you okay?"

Qu Nan knew that he wanted to ask himself. "It's fine, I'm fine. I'm not a child, and my emotions adjust quickly."

"Well, it's good if you can think about it that way, all the influences are temporary and will pass." Huang Jun looked at his face, it was not like his brother, but his personality was exactly the same, "Xiangbei, he... "

Qu Nan raised his face slowly.

Huang Jun stopped it all at once, and didn't speak again.

"It's okay, tell me." Qu Nan said with a smile.

"We are all sorry and sad about Xiangbei. It's just that it's been too long, and you and your father should let go. I know what you think, and you're afraid that others will forget him." Huang Jun exhaled, "I won't, I will always remember your brother's appearance. You don't have to imitate him, you are you. Dance well, compete well, and don't think about the rest."

The corner of Qu Nan's mouth moved, and he nodded slightly.

After Huang Jun left, Qu Nan thought for a long time.He took off the necklace and put it in his palm to observe carefully.Time has changed its color, but it has not changed its shape. No matter how many chains he has changed, as long as he can not take it off, he will not take it off.

Now, Qu Nan put it in the drawer on the right, closed the drawer, closed his eyes, and took a few deep breaths.

"Hey, isn't this Qu Nan?" Gu Wenning pushed open the door of the dormitory, and the smile on his face couldn't be hidden, "I thought you were home, why didn't you go back? Your dad has come to look for you .”

Qu Nan opened his eyes, just looking at his drawer.

"Oh, that's not right, your dad is here to find your brother, not you." Gu Wenning said seemingly unintentionally, "I can't think of it, you have an older brother, no wonder the teachers at the school are so partial to you, so they all It's for your brother's face. Qu Xiangbei, so you are a family."

Qu Nan's face turned around.

Gu Wenning was not afraid at all, or rather, he hoped that Qu Nan would do it now, and he would be suspended if he did it. "What? Did I say something wrong? After a long time of trouble, we worshiped your brother on the wall of fame. Hey, how do you feel every time you worship? Do you really want to surpass him? It's a pity, until now you Will not work."

Qu Nan supported the table and stood up.

"Do you want to fight? Come on, I won't fight back." Gu Wenning continued to provoke him, which was regarded as revenge, and finally let himself find a chance to stomp on Qu Nan, "But where did your brother go? ? Why didn’t you dance? Did something happen? Also, your dad doesn’t look normal. If I were you, I’d pack up my things and go home and watch him now.”

Qu Nan walked towards Gu Wenning.

Gu Wenning just watched Qu Nan walk in front of him, neither avoiding nor looking away. "Qu Nan, I often feel that you are very fake, and sometimes I think you are abnormal. Now after watching your father, I have a question..."

Qu Nan walked up to him completely.

"There is no genetic mental illness in your family, right?" Gu Wenning asked.

The two were the same height, at eye level.

Qu Nan looked at Gu Wenning for a long time, and the minutes and seconds passed by his ears, and his perception became dull, so that he couldn't tell how long he looked at.

"Wen Ning." But when this state ended, Qu Nan actually laughed again, as if everything was taken lightly by him, "You can't jump Chen Shuang anymore, don't you want to?"

Gu Wenning's eyebrows trembled.

"You didn't pass the qualifiers, you can't go to the national competition, what, you haven't tried your best to reserve it?" Qu Nan continued to ask.

Gu Wenning's face turned pale in an instant, this incident really poked his heart.

"You are 21 years old now, and you haven't even jumped out of the school circle. Is it because you don't like to jump out of your comfort zone and go outside?" Qu Nan asked three times.

Gu Wenning was so choked that he was speechless.

After the question was over, Qu Nan wasn't prepared to hear the answer, so he turned to pack his things and keep calm so that he wouldn't fall for his tricks.

That night, Qu Nan didn't sleep much, and the feeling of drifting away in his body made him wake up from time to time.But when he closes his eyes again, he will only dream about his childhood.

The stage that a person most wants to go back to is always the most unforgettable.At that time, I had a strong champion brother, a normal and talkative coach father, a happy and active beautiful mother, and a grandpa full of peaches and plums.

I have everything. Sitting on a small bench and watching my grandfather and father train my brother together, I can watch for a whole day.My elder brother can dance very well and always makes adults so happy.

When he woke up again, Chen Shuang ran towards him with dark circles under his eyes during the morning exercise, and he also didn't sleep well all night.

"How are you?" Chen Shuang's voice was hoarse.

"It's okay." Qu Nan touched his neckline, "Don't worry about me so much."

"I'm definitely worried about you, you are my boyfriend." Chen Shuang followed him closely, for fear that he would not be able to think about it, "Did the guy surnamed Gu bully you?"

"Him? He... I just ignore him. Anyway, I can't talk to him, and I can't beat him. He is so scary." Qu Nan smiled faintly, "Let's go, go to training."

Chen Shuang hesitated to speak for a moment, and finally followed him quickly.He didn't know what other people thought, Chen Shuang just thought that Qu Nan didn't look good at all, he couldn't be fine.

The competition in early July is imminent, and the overall training intensity tends to be moderate. Qu Nan steps on the ground alternately, adjusts his mentality, and completes every step of jogging to warm up.Sometimes, he can't tell whether his life is just a competitive sport, and the cruelty pops up all the time, making him afraid to move forward.

Sometimes, he doesn't know whether he doesn't want to win or dare not win.He was in the fog and could only follow the figure in front of him.He jumped when the back view took off, and stopped when the back view disappeared.

The attention around has not dissipated, maybe they want to come and ask.Qu Nan waited for them to speak, and finally, Cheng Dan became the first one who couldn't help it.

"Brother Nan." Cheng Dan was pushed out by the people from the second team, and walked over hesitantly, "Are you okay?"

"It's okay." Qu Nan turned around and waved to the second team, "Tell everyone that I'm okay, don't be so nervous. Ask me if you don't understand."

"That's great." Cheng Dan breathed a sigh of relief, "Brother Nan, it's great if you think so. We're all afraid that something will happen to you, but no one dares to come here."

"What could happen to me?" Qu Nan straightened his wristband, "Don't think I'm so fragile."

"Well, now we know, Brother Nan, you are really powerful." Cheng Dan looked at him enviously. He also has an older brother. Life is hard, so he can understand Qu Nan's suffering, "I have to learn from you, and I have to learn to calm down even the big things."

"Take your time, you will be fine in the future." Qu Nan encouraged with a smile, "Let's go, wash your hands together, and get ready to go to class."

"Let's go!" Cheng Dan picked up his sports bag.

The small training ground is relatively close to the teaching building. After morning exercises, everyone has to wash their hands before leaving.Chen Shuang and Bai Yang followed Qu Nan all the time. When they reached the gate of the building, Brother Chang was also waiting there. Everyone wanted to accompany Qu Nan.

Except for Cheng Dan, none of them looked relaxed.

"What's the matter, all of you with sad faces?" Qu Nan looked at them one by one, "I owe you money?"

"Yeah, you drank a bottle of Coke from me in the second grade, and you still haven't paid back the money." Bai Yang joked.

"Then let me get another competition bonus, and I'll return it to you after I get the bonus." Qu Nan patted Bai Yang's shoulder, and Tao Wenchang again, "Let's go."

"Let's go, I'm treating guests today, go to the cafeteria to swipe my card." Tao Wenchang and Qu Nan hooked their shoulders.A group of people entered the corridor like a group of normal sports students.

Only Chen Shuang was not happy.

"Brother, don't worry too much." Cheng Dan came over to persuade him again, "Brother Nan said, he is fine. Don't worry, I will never let the second team talk nonsense, everyone will only worry about Brother Nan."

"Well, thanks." Looking at Qu Nan's back, Chen Shuang always felt that something was coming, and they were approaching step by step.

"It's not good for this kind of thing to happen to anyone. Brother Nan is too strong." Cheng Dan continued, "He is really my role model! I will definitely..."

Before the words finished, Cheng Dan's narrator stopped.He touched Chen Shuang's arm: "Brother Shuang, what's wrong with you?"

Chen Shuang didn't move, because the figure he had been staring at stopped.

The corridor is full of sports students, men and women, running and stopping, and there are a few places where it is almost impossible to get through.Everyone rushed to get food, clean up the dormitory, and prepare for class, but Qu Nan stopped.

When he stopped, Bai Yang and Tao Wenchang were also stopped.They looked at Qu Nan together. Qu Nan had turned around and looked at the wall on the right.

The first big wall of fame.

A group photo of the great high jumpers from more than 20 years ago.

In the first row, a seat vacated by the school, the high jump genius who didn't wait, still had his name on the seat.

Qu Nan gradually turned the direction of his toes, followed by his calves, thighs, hip bones, and upper body.He walked towards the photo where there should be a person but there is no one, as if he wanted to go into the frame, to replace someone, to sit on that chair, to become someone.

"Brother Nan..." Cheng Dan called out, wanting to go up and pull him.

Chen Shuang grabbed Cheng Dan and stopped him.

Qu Nan was still approaching until he came to the front of the photo.

He never dared to take a good look at this photo, just like he never dared to open his eyes when reciting.Now he started to look, and scanned the faces one by one, the photos were slightly yellow, and the young people would never grow old.

He moved his fingers, reached into his right trouser pocket, and took out his brother's necklace.The crooked characters are still the masterpieces of myself who just learned to recognize characters.

With his fingers wrapped around the necklace, Qu Nan pressed his fingertips on the empty seat.

"Brother." Qu Nan frowned, "I'm getting bigger."

The surrounding area was noisy at first, but suddenly became quiet.The people walking around unconsciously stepped aside and stared at Qu Nan.But no one knew what was going to happen.

Only Chen Shuang knew what was going to happen and what was brewing.Regardless of Cheng Dan's obstruction, he walked to Qu Nan's side, put one hand on the man's right shoulder, and looked at his chest, which was breathing steadily.

"You can cry now." Chen Shuang retrained his crying function, "Qu Nan, you have done a good job these years, now you can cry."

Qu Nan, who touched the photo, burst into tears instantly.

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And again: reverse training!