Your ex boyfriend, I took over

"Yeah, this kid..." Wang Lingzhi looked at Lu Shui's side face, "I signed up for it myself, but the coach didn't even know about it. I even prepared a birthday present at home these two days, saying it was for Brother Bei " She looked at Chen Shuang and Qu Nan in turn, "Who is this brother Bei... do you know him? He is a student of your school, right?"

Chen Shuang pinched the competition notice printed out by his younger brother, speechless.But he didn't dare to look at Qu Nan, for fear that his eyes would reveal helplessness.

Mom must never have imagined that the brother Bei that my younger brother was talking about was the person next to her.He is not only his boyfriend, but also his brother's good brother.

"Brother Bei..." Qu Nan's smile was far-fetched for half a second, "Brother Bei is from our school, but he is very busy and we don't see him often."

"So..." Wang Lingzhi thought for a while, "I met Sishui when he came to see you? You help him check it out. This is the first time he has made friends."

Lu Shui didn't refute, and looked at Qu Nan quietly, as if waiting for his eyes to change in the next second.

"Brother Bei...he's a nice guy." Chen Shuang said, her mother must not know that she had met Brother Bei by chance and had a barbecue together, "He is a few years older than us, and he likes to read very in-depth philosophical Books, and especially chess."

"No wonder I have a conversation with Sishui." Wang Lingzhi was relieved when she heard that they all knew this person, "Sishui, didn't you bring a gift?"

Lu Shui withdrew his gaze, took off the shoulders behind him, took out something from it, and handed it in through the iron gate.

Qu Nan received it in his hand, it was heavy, and he didn't know what was inside.A cube box, already wrapped in black wrapping paper and carefully taped.

"I'll give it to him." Qu Nan didn't intend to take it apart, it was Brother Bei's stuff.

"Thank you." Lu Shui lowered his head, "I will compete in double diving in December, Brother Bei and Brother will come together."

"Okay." Qu Nan smiled, "I will tell him. If he has time, he will definitely visit you."

These words were harsh to Chen Shuang's ears.What kind of agreement is this?It's like communicating with another world.Brother Bei was in that world, the way he could come to his own world was to borrow Qu Nan's body.

The time is undecided, and his existence is based on Qu Nan's illness.He was born because of Qu Nan's love for his brother, and he will disappear because of his love for Qu Nan.

Chen Shuang fell into a huge conflict. He didn't know how the family members of other patients dealt with the personality relationship, but he had already distinguished the two personalities, and both were living people.

We can't chat for too long, the weather is too hot, even though his mother is holding a parasol, Chen Shuang really can't bear to expose them to the sun.After chatting for more than ten minutes, Chen Shuang asked them to go back. Seeing Sishui's reluctant expression before leaving, Chen Shuang held back tears again.

But as soon as his mother and younger brother left, the tears welled up, and before he could wipe them off, Qu Nan saw them.

"Why are you crying?" Qu Nanming asked knowingly, just wanting him to speak his mind to make him feel better.Brotherhood, the only child may not understand, but he understands

"I feel useless." Chen Shuang turned his back and rubbed his eyes, "Last year I promised Sishui that I would accompany him every day after his college entrance examination and personally send him into the examination room. The moon is not with him."

Unexpectedly, the tears wiped more and more, and Qu Nan had to take him to the next seat to rest first.People who didn't know the inside story saw it and thought that Qu Nan scolded him and cried.

"I miss him every day, more than I miss my mother." Chen Shuang held back these words for a long time, and couldn't be nagging others every day that she missed Sishui.But when I am in class, I will think of him, wondering if he is listening carefully, and also when eating, wondering what my brother ate today.

During the training, when there is a jerk, the apex of the heart will come up, and I really want Sishui to be by my side, hugging and kissing him.

"In another month, we will be able to see each other every day." Qu Nan wiped him with the back of his hand, not daring to be too intimate. Missing is unstoppable, even if there is no time, "Now you can plan to take him out during the summer vacation Play."

Crying in public, Chen Shuang can't bear face, and it will be even more embarrassing if he meets his classmates.He gradually calmed down his emotions, like on the field, taking back the emotions that were released.On the one hand, he was embarrassed, on the other hand, he was afraid of arousing Qu Nan's sadness.

I have a brother, and Qu Nan once had a brother.

"Okay, I'm fine." He smiled, "Don't tell anyone that I cried."

"Who can I tell?" Qu Nan understood what he meant, and Chen Shuang was afraid that he would be sad, "If Lu Shui finds out, he will definitely blame me for this."

"But I didn't expect him to have such a good relationship with Brother Bei. I always feel...Brother Bei knows more than I do. What partner, what kid...who are they?" Chen Shuang pinched his reddish nose, "that……"

"Huh?" Qu Nan looked at him with a smile, "What's the matter?"

"Brother Bei..." Chen Shuang cautiously probed, "Is he still there? He said that if he is gone, you will know."

Qu Nan withdrew his hand silently, and a few big magpies that dominated the first body just landed on the sycamore tree above them, and the mottled light and shadow from the leaves half-hid his face.

"He's still here." Finally he said these three words slowly.

Unable to tell why, Chen Shuang breathed a sigh of relief.If Brother Bei left, he didn't even say goodbye to him properly.His life started inexplicably, so don't go quietly.

"Then let me celebrate his birthday." Chen Shuang said softly, as if afraid of waking Qu Nan up.

In the light and shadow, Qu Nan smiled and nodded. "OK."

Brother Bei's birthday was on June 6th, which happened to be the days when Chen Shuang was most worried about his brother.In the morning, he and his mother talked on the phone, repeating the precautions for the Sishui exam one by one, nagging like an old mother.He doesn't worry about his younger brother's grades. He has enough physical examination scores and a record of winning prizes. There are four famous universities in the city, and he can go to any one he wants.

The only thing he was worried about was that Sishui would feel bad if he wasn't with him.

In the afternoon, Chen Shuang called the bakery before dinner. "Hello, is the cake I want ready?"

"It was ready in the morning, and we dare not send it without you calling."

"Then...then you can drop it off now, I've been in class." Chen Shuang hurried towards the school gate, "It's still the same place."

"Okay." The clerk said, "Do you still need birthday candles? How many servings are there for the tableware?"

"The tableware is... for multiple people." Chen Shuang said, this birthday cake still can't be eaten by himself and Qu Nan, so he still has to send it to the coach's office. "Ordinary candles can be omitted, but the Gemini candle I emphasized, Please be sure to put it on for me, that is very important."

"Okay, Gemini Candle, I'll send someone to deliver it to you right away." The clerk hung up the phone.

Chen Shuang arrived at the east school gate at the same time, and soon saw the clerk of the cake shop running over with a box.After they handed over in the reception room, Chen Shuang carried him back to the dormitory again, but this time he went to Qu Nan's dormitory building.

"Such a big cake?" Qu Nan waited downstairs, "A double layer?"

"Well, anyway, our school has a lot of coaches, so one mouthful is not wasted." Chen Shuang followed him into the corridor, and the small coffee shop and sandwich vending machine that he had been looking forward to so much came into view, but black coffee was not allowed during the preparation period.

"You didn't buy such a big cake for my birthday..." Qu Nan glanced at the cake box again, "You bought me only one layer."

"Ah?" Chen Shuang was behind him, and happened to see Qu Nan's buttocks when he went up the steps.

"Brother Bei's cake is bigger than mine." Qu Nan muttered as he walked, "Oh, but it's okay, it's understandable for me to be compared. After all, Brother Bei can understand profound philosophy books and will accompany Lu Shuixia International Chess, and was invited to watch a diving competition at the end of the year. I'm fine, I'm content with a small cake."

When he said the last sentence, he just walked to the door of the dormitory. Tao Wenchang was about to find Yu Ya, and he was shocked when he heard it. "Brother Nan, do Brother Bei know that you even eat his jealousy? You just bully Brother Bei and can't beat you."

After hearing this, Chen Shuang fell into deep thought, what, could it be that Qu Nan was jealous just now?

No way?

"I'm not jealous, I'm just...forget it, I'm fine." Qu Nan looked at Tao Wenchang, "Why don't you leave? Is Yu Ya here?"

"She said she was on the way. We are now like a Cowherd and a Weaver Girl. To meet each other, we need to cross the north and south of the river." Tao Wenchang replied, also preparing to leave.This is the price of eating melons at close range. At critical moments, you must be a big nut, and when you are suspected of being a light bulb, you must disappear immediately.

The world of little gays is really scary, you only have love, no humanity.

There were only two people left in the dormitory, and Chen Shuang put the cake on Qu Nan's desk. "Don't think about it too much, it's rare for Brother Bei to have a birthday, it's just..."

"It's just that he didn't come today." Qu Nan finished the second half of the sentence for him, "I'm sorry."

"There's nothing to be sorry about. He did it for you, and you did it for him. Isn't that great." Chen Shuang took out the candle, "He took your Pisces candle, and you took his twin."

Qu Nan took it from Chen's hands, a small one, about the size of a Pisces candle.It's just that my one is two fish chasing each other, and this one is two little boys holding hands.

Gemini... Gemini.

"Thank you." He raised his head. A long time ago, he didn't understand the meaning of birthday. The last birthday was celebrated by his brother with him. After his birthday, his brother left.

"No thanks, I just..." Chen Shuang opened the cake box, inside was a double-layered cake, the main body was light blue, "I just don't want anyone to leave regrets."

"Brother Bei hasn't left yet, I know it." Qu Nan told the world in this way that he still couldn't let it go. This is indeed a difficult process, "If he knows that someone celebrates his birthday, he will be very happy."

While talking, Qu Nan put the twin candles next to the cake, and took out a very old metal lighter from the drawer.This was bought by Brother Bei, and it has been used for many years. Although he didn't come out very often, there are traces of his existence in reality.

The moment the flame was lit, Qu Nan summoned up his courage and recalled that day.

"My last birthday was with my brother. At home." Qu Nan smiled. "He is many years older than me. I cling to him and admire him. In my heart, he will never fail." Down."

Chen Shuang listened silently, and handed him the white plastic knife.

"That day, he also gave me the knife in the same way." Qu Nan laughed quickly, "He asked me to cut the cake by myself. I said my brother would help me cut it. He said that when I grow up, I have to learn to cut it myself."

"I'll cut it for you." Chen Shuang immediately reached out to get the knife back.

"No need." Qu Nan twitched his hand, "I'll do it myself, I have to learn it after all."

The white cake knife was embedded in the soft cream. When it cut down, a sunken mark appeared on the flat cream surface.The light blue seems to have opened a gap, revealing the chocolate-colored cake embryo inside.

"I used to think this was difficult." Qu Nan said, a huge tear fell on the cake and shattered on the cream. "It's actually not that difficult."

Chen Shuang clenched his fists tightly, and Qu Nan really lied to everyone again, even though he started the left run-up training, he still didn't let it go.What if you replace yourself?Something happened to Sishui, what would happen to him?

Maybe go crazy directly, or live like another Sishui.

"Happy birthday to Brother Bei, I'll keep this candle for him first." Qu Nan pressed his eye sockets with the heel of his palm, "Now I can blow out the candles."

He bent down, took a breath, and exhaled towards the two little boys holding hands.The flickering flame died out, and he took the candle out, took a napkin to wipe it clean, wrapped it up, and put it in the left drawer.

This drawer is reserved for Brother Bei, and his daily necessities are placed in it.

"Why don't you cry." Chen Shuang hugged him suddenly, "Cry to your heart's content, don't hold back like this all the time. You'll feel better after crying."

Qu Nan shook his head.

"I won't laugh at you. Men can shed tears too. It's not a crime for a man to cry." Chen Shuang felt distressed, "I cry when I'm sad."

"I don't want to cry, I can't cry, I won't cry hard." Qu Nan was very helpless, because he couldn't take off the mask after wearing it for a long time, "My brother seldom cries, so I imitated him since I was a child. But he is stronger than me, and I shed tears easily...but now you make me cry, I can't."

You imitated him since childhood, but you cried a lot.Chen Shuangxin said, hugged Qu Nan tightly, and softly said happy birthday to Brother Bei.

But Brother Bei didn't show up until the end of the Sishui college entrance examination.

In those two days, Chen Shuang was so anxious that he developed aphthous sores in his mouth.I can't get out, I'm in a hurry, I have to contact my mother in half an hour, look at the time in a few minutes, and calculate which question I should write in Sishui now.Wang Lingzhi was always by his side, but he felt that it was right for his son not to come. He was well-off and his mentality was not to mention stable, but whenever his brother was nervous, he would get nervous.

The two brothers have a unique emotional link and influence each other.

The two days of the exam were surprisingly hot, and the whole city was exposed to the scorching heat.Not only senior high school candidates suffered hardships, but also physical education students. There was a boy who fainted from heatstroke, and everyone moved to the indoor gymnasium for a run.The qualifying contestants trained alone in a team, with only 4 people in the high jump, and Chen Shuang followed Qu Nan.

It was a few more days before his mouth sores began to heal.

"Drink more water." After the morning training, Qu Nan handed him a bottle of mineral water.

"I drank so much that I can't hold it anymore." Chen Shuang took it over, unscrewed it, and threw it back, "You drink."

"A bottle of water is still coming and going, are you two fleshy?" Tao Wenchang and Bai Yang sat beside him sweating, "How is Sishui recently?"

"I'll let him rest at home for a few days and then come to see me." Chen Shuang relaxed a lot, and now he just waited for the results, and then volunteered for Sishui. He had to go to college, "My brother will come in September this year."

"That Sishui is the first batch of swimmers in our school." Bai Yang pulled Tao Wenchang up, "By the way, Changzi, did you say that Yu Ya has a distant relative and younger brother who is far away from home and wants to take the exam? Our school?"

"Yes, swimming. People from high-altitude areas come to our low-altitude area. I am afraid that the kid will faint from drunk oxygen. I will not take care of him." Tao Wenchang stood up, "Let's go, have lunch go."

The four packed their sports bags, each of which had the school's full name and school badge on it. Unknowingly, Chen Shuang had become a member of the last line of defense.At this time, there are the most people on campus, and those who are off training and get out of class all rush to the cafeteria to eat.

Chen Shuang and Qu Nan walked side by side, just walking, a person more than ten meters ahead was very familiar.

At first, he thought it was the coach of the school, but it was not the same after another look.

The coach uniform was worn out, at least it was the style of 30 or [-] years ago, and the color was faded.The words on it were all blurred, and the zipper was broken.

The person wearing this suit was tall and thin, and he stopped and walked, as if he was recalling something or looking for something.

It's Qu Peng!Chen Shuang, Tao Wenchang and Bai Yang recognized him at the same time.

Qu Nan recognized it one step ahead of the three of them, because it was his father.

What to do?How did he come to school?Could it be that Qu Nan's grandfather didn't watch over him and let someone run out?Chen Shuanggang wanted to discuss with Team Bai, asking them to take Qu Nan back to the dormitory and send Qu Peng home by himself.

"Xiangbei?" Unexpectedly, Qu Peng had already seen his son. He was overjoyed and found the treasure again. Under the curiosity of all the students, he ran towards Qu Nan, "Xiangbei! I found you!"

Qu Nan froze in place.

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The author has something to say:

Reminder: The high-altitude swimming boy Tao Wenchang was talking about was the gay guy he was going to take with him in his junior year, Yao Dong.Copywriting "One-way swimming lane, two-way reunion" copywriting has been opened, welcome to bookmark.The name of the article may be changed, and the mirror is reunited, and both the master and the subject are butterfly swimmers.

And again: Who is that kid Brother Bei said?

Gu Feng: Me.