rebirth of the nasty

Fang Zijin was leaning on the head of the bed, hadn't woken up from the dream, stared blankly at the front in a daze, and had no time to care about the expression of Jin Muyun next to him - he obviously regarded the kiss just now as part of the dream.

Maybe it was because the dream was too real, not only the sourness and bitterness and other emotional aftertaste in the dream were preserved, but he even felt that those things in the dream really happened.

Jin Muyun originally had countless questions to ask, but seeing Fang Zijin in a daze for a long time, it seemed that it was not as simple as having a nightmare, so the short-term stimulation brought by the kiss just now was washed away by concern, and his emotions turned into a very low voice Inquiry, as if afraid of disturbing the other party's thoughts: "Zi Jin, what's wrong with you?"

At the moment when Jin Muyun spoke, the system showed that a message was received from the system management center:

"Dear user, the original bug of the rebirth system has been fixed, and your missing memories of previous lives will be gradually restored. We apologize for the inconvenience caused to you. As compensation, we will transfer your missing or vague memories of previous lives to The copy version will be sent to your system, and unlimited viewing and query will be provided for free.”

Fang Zijin read the news, and he didn't have time to complain about how bad the system was, but he couldn't wait to check the copy file of the memory. He had an intuition: these things must be related to the dream just now.This eagerness to find the truth even surpassed everything else, so he didn't even bother to answer Jin Muyun's question just now, but looked at him very earnestly: "Brother, can you leave me alone for a while?" Son."

Hearing this, Jin Muyun's heart fell to the bottom: it turned out that Fang Zijin was so resistant to this nightmare kiss.In this way, he has no idea about himself.That's right, there are very few people like myself who have unethical feelings for "brothers". What position do you have to expect the other party to respond?

In the end, Jin Muyun took a deep look at Fang Zijin, and then closed his eyes.Opening it again, it returned to the expression of refusing to be thousands of miles away when it was alone: ​​"Okay, I'm leaving."

And Fang Zijin's desire to get the truth was so high that he didn't realize that Jin Muyun's stiff steps and body that was tense to slightly trembling were so weird when he left.

After Jin Muyun closed the door, Fang Zijin lay flat on the bed again, watching the part of his missing memory in his mind.Then he discovered: Those dreams did happen, that is to say, he actually had a different feeling for Jin Muyun in his previous life.

After reviewing the past, Fang Zijin couldn't tell what it was like: In the dream, he was the protagonist, with a strong sense of substitution and strong emotions. Now that he calmed down and watched the memory, he felt like an audience, interpreting the story in the memory. All those joys or pains are separated by a curtain, so far away.At the same time, he is very clear that it is impossible for him to easily abandon his long-lasting love for Jin Muyun in his previous life.

However, in this life, the other person is so different from the person in my memory... Maybe when the relationship slowly turns back to family, my pain will be less than in the previous life.

But Fang Zijin was at a loss for a while: Is this Jin Muyun the same as the Jin Muyun I liked in the previous life?And how much of my liking for the other party is left after life and death?

He is not a person who likes to get to the bottom of things, but these questions, after all, occupied a great deal of weight in his short life of 20 years in his previous life. If he doesn't figure it out, how can he feel sorry for himself.

Jin Muyun in the other room didn't turn on the monitoring screen again, but just stared at the standby screen expressionlessly. After a while, he buried his head deeply in his arms to cover up his distorted feeling of sadness. face.

He had just stepped into a swamp with trepidation, and in this deserted wilderness, the people who had been walking with him had just stopped and rejected him.

The next day, Luo Qingyuan and Zhang Mengyang were surprised to find that their boss and the boss' younger brother were late at the same time, and one came with an indifferent expression, while the other came in a trance, causing others to see question marks in their heads.

Luo Qingyuan had to be smart, guessing that Fang Zijin had offended the boss.Thinking about what happened some time ago, I feel that according to the temperament of the two brothers, if no one persuades them, there will probably be a cold war.For the sake of the temperature on this floor in the future, he decided to sacrifice himself and take the time to make peace with the two of them in the morning when he was handing over tasks and sending documents.

Luo Qingyuan first pushed away the assistant's office, planning to inquire about the situation first.After finishing his work as usual, he casually mentioned, "Why is Assistant Fang not in a good mood this morning? Didn't he sleep well?"

Fang Zijin's eyes flickered, and his eyes dodged: "Ah, a little bit, I had a nightmare last night." After that, he didn't fall asleep all night.

Luo Qingyuan nodded, and continued to care: "Have you been under too much mental pressure recently?"

Fang Zijin shook his head, he couldn't explain clearly what happened in the morning, and he didn't want to tell outsiders, so he just said vaguely: "Maybe I watched a horror movie recently, it doesn't mean that there is a deep consciousness or a shallow consciousness, It will affect the dream."

When Luo Qingyuan heard this "Deep and Shallow Consciousness Theory", he laughed and almost got the bottom line: the two brothers probably couldn't tolerate outsiders to mediate.

Thinking of this, he couldn't help but let out a sigh in his heart, and left the assistant's office: It seems that in the next period of time, he will have to work under the boss's low pressure.

Jin Muyun didn't notice the way Luo Qingyuan looked at him when he came in to deliver the documents, he just focused on looking at the computer screen, and seemed to be more immersed in his work than ever before.

It's just that Fang Zijin was cherished too much. After thinking about it for a long time, he still found that he could never do anything to force the other party, so his eyes turned black, he looked around in a daze, and almost fell into a desperate situation.

Fang Zijin struggled no less than Jin Muyun.It’s just that the focus of his entanglement is a little different from that of Jin Muyun. He pays more attention to: the sense of reality brought to him by the half-year brotherhood whose memory was interrupted is far better than the memory of the previous 20 years, but he can’t abandon the previous 20 years. Years of admiration for each other; so now he wants to treat each other more as a lover, or as a brother, it is really difficult to measure.

The system couldn't see the host's hesitation, and couldn't help interjecting: "This question is very simple, let me ask you, do you want to have sex with him?"

Fang Zijin almost choked on his saliva when he heard what the system said. Just as he was about to complain about the other party, he suddenly felt that this question was really on the target: "Brother" and "lover", the biggest difference is whether there is a relationship in that aspect.

So he touched his conscience and thought: It is impossible to say that he has no impulse towards Jin Muyun, but he is still a little scared if he wants to do it with real swords and guns... After all, the blood relationship between the two of them has long been doomed to be impossible together.

The system said silently: "Host, I studied the mind amplifier again, and I feel that Jin Muyun's broken line clearly likes you very much. So no matter whether you can be together or not, even if you confess your love, you should not be kicked out." Get out of the house."

Fang Zijin heard the system talk, and then remembered the mind amplifier that he had forgotten in the back of his head. He had no memory of that period before, and he had no thoughts about Jin Muyun beyond brothers, so he never thought of the possibility that the broken line represented. It is the other party who has indescribable feelings for him.Now being reminded by the system that there is still such a situation, I suddenly have a little courage.

"Well, system, do you think he will beat me up if I forcefully kiss him like in my dream?"

The system was silent for a while, before saying quietly: "I don't know if he will hit you, but so far, he hasn't hit you yet."

Seeing Fang Zijin's head full of question marks, the system sighed: "You kissed me once this morning."

Fang Zijin was startled, and rows of bullet screens flashed across his mind: What?When did I kiss you?I do not know how?Is it the "dream" in the morning?Damn, it's a pity, I didn't take care of the aftertaste in the morning, just immersed in the sad past...

The system was unable to complain about Fang Zijin's old problem of not being able to find the point at a critical moment, and directly blocked the sound, and finally it was much quieter.

After much thought, Fang Zijin made a bold decision after get off work.He went to Jin Muyun's office as usual, and the two of them went to the parking lot downstairs relatively silently, and when Jin Muyun opened the driver's door, he said to Jin Muyun, "Brother, let me drive."

Jin Muyun nodded, took a step back and got into the back seat.He didn't have time to think about the reasons for Fang Zijin's sudden solicitousness, but he just tried his best not to show his feelings too much, so that Fang Zijin wouldn't notice that something was wrong.

Unexpectedly, as soon as the car drove onto the road, Fang Zijin said, "Brother, do you still remember the first time we met?" Fang Zijin thought about it all day, thinking that even if he confessed his love, there must be a foreshadowing.And he offered to control the steering wheel before, just to be fully prepared, so that Jin Muyun would not let the car come into close contact with the vehicles or pedestrians next to him after being frightened.

Jin Muyun's expression remained unchanged, and he responded, "I remember. What's wrong?"

Fang Zijin noticed the other party's indifference, but thought that the other party might just be a little tired after a busy day, so he felt relieved and continued: "I remember that I liked you very much when I saw you."

Jin Muyun was taken aback when he heard this.

Fang Zijin glanced at the rearview mirror, and found that Jin Muyun's expression eased a lot, and said again: "I remember once I brought a cat back, which made you sick, but you never trained me."

Jin Muyun's heart moved, a little sour: At that time, my sincerity to Fang Zijin was not as good as it is now.

"I still remember that you brought me a cake the night before you went to study in Beijing."

Thinking of this incident, Jin Muyun's heart softened: it was probably the rare time in the first few years that he treated him sincerely.

Fang Zijin continued to count down the kindness he remembered from Jin Muyun to him, regardless of whether Jin Muyun answered or not, as if he had finally found someone to confide in, he continued talking one after another like beans pouring out of a bamboo tube.

The atmosphere in the car suddenly became much warmer.

Jin Muyun sighed softly, like a mirror in his heart, guessing that Fang Zijin would soon talk about the kiss in the morning, and everything before was just a foreshadowing, so he thought: It is really in his hands, if he is like this, even if If you want to be a "brother" all your life, you won't have too many complaints.

Then he heard Fang Zijin say in a very low voice at last: "Brother, I kissed you in the morning, isn't it a dream?"

Jin Muyun nodded: "No. But you don't have to mind too much, I don't care."

Fang Zijin sighed: "How could I not mind! I finally did what I had been thinking about for so long, and I thought it was a dream."

At the beginning of Jin Muyun's expression was tense, showing a magnanimous elder brother's attitude, but at this moment, he couldn't turn his head when he heard Fang Zijin's words.Then he heard Fang Zijin say: "Brother, I have something to say, don't beat me up if you tell me."

Jin Muyun's mind was in turmoil, his voice trembled, and he tried his best to calm down: "You speak first."

Fang Zijin smiled: "I was thinking, it would be great if we weren't brothers, so that I can confess my love to you."

In fact, Fang Zijin was still a little timid, so he deliberately made his tone frivolous, which seemed like a joke, but when he said this, his heart was beating like a drum, and his hands were so stiff that he couldn't even hold the steering wheel.