Sorry, it's a different price to be a stand-in
Chapter 73 Unfinished Ideal
After talking about the wedding, Lu Yunqi suddenly changed the subject and asked about the relationship between Lin Zhinan and Lan Xin.
"Lan Xin? They should be considered ordinary friends." Lin Zhinan paused, "You had a good relationship with her before."
Lu Yunqi curled his lips, "I can't have a good relationship with her, don't lie to me..."
Lin Zhinan was puzzled, "What?"
Lu Yunqi buried his head in the quilt, and reluctantly replied: "It's not because she coveted you... She said she was chasing you, but I didn't think about it, and reminded me on purpose... It's really bad intentions."
No matter how arrogant these words sounded, Lin Zhinan couldn't hold back and laughed.
"What are you laughing at...she's really annoying..." Lu Yunqi was still mumbling.
Lu Yunqi has always been a person with a clear distinction between love and hate. Lin Zhinan thought of something, and stopped the hand that was massaging Lu Yunqi's injured arm.
On the day they reunited with Lu Yunqi, the disgust in Lu Yunqi's eyes was real, and after they remarried, the rejection when they were alone was also true. At that time, Lu Yunqi really hated himself.
Thinking of this, the smile on Lin Zhinan's mouth gradually disappeared.
Only Lu Yunqi six years ago would like Lin Zhinan - this kind of truth is cruel but realistic.
Lin Zhinan knew that Lu Yunqi would never forgive an enemy who indirectly caused his father's death. When the love that melted into flesh and blood suddenly turned into resentment, Lin Zhinan worried whether he could bear Lu Yunqi's anger again.
Better tell him and let him make his own choice.Lin Zhinan thought masochistically.Anyway, it won't last long.
Just when his mind was full of self-defeating thoughts, Lu Yunqi suddenly raised his chin, forcefully wrapped him in his arms, and made him meet his eyes.
"Ah." Lin Zhinan was startled by Lu Yunqi's action, and let out a soft cry.
Lu Yunqi smiled proudly, "Xiao Xu is mine, no one can take it away."
It is true that no one can take it away, but then you don't want me anymore.Lin Zhinan thought sadly.
Lu Yunqi's words did not arouse Lin Zhinan's interest as usual, and he also felt that Lin Zhinan was a little strange tonight, so he stopped making any moves, but honestly hugged Lin Zhinan and started thinking about it.
"I didn't expect Lao Fang to have a date. I really want to see what kind of date he is. To tell you the truth, I have long wondered what kind of big-hearted girl can like Lao Fang's inconspicuous person... By the way, Lao Fang Fang said let me be careful of you, he said you are dangerous..."
Lin Zhinan subconsciously wanted to ask Lu Yunqi how to answer, but then he thought about it, so what if he asked, since Lu Yunqi doesn't know anything now, his answer must be expected.
Without waiting for Lin Zhinan to ask, Lu Yunqi directly relayed the process of his reply to Fang Sui'an.
In the end, I asked Lin Zhinan for a kiss, "... My wife can't let people say what is dangerous or not. I think Lao Fang is a little dazed by participating in competitions everywhere. No one looks like her." Well-intentioned hacker..."
After the kiss, Lin Zhinan put his hands on Lu Yunqi's chest, raised his head half-truthfully and asked, "If, I said if, I'm really not a good person?"
Lu Yunqi was startled, but thought about this question very seriously.
Then he smiled wryly, "Forgive me, Xiaoxu, I finally caught up with you, how could you give me such a difficult problem?"
He didn't want to answer directly, and Lin Zhinan didn't ask any more.
Lin Zhinan still doesn't want Lu Yunqi to know about his revenge plan.
For the time being, he had to pretend to be a good guy.
"I'm teasing you, why do you take it seriously, idiot." Lin Zhinan smoothed Lu Yunqi's hair, and Lu Yunqi tucked into the quilt contentedly, resting his head on his shoulder and fantasizing about the day when he would be discharged from the hospital.
Lin Zhinan glanced at him sideways, "What are you going to do after you leave the hospital?"
"What should I do..." Lu Yunqi pondered for a while, and suddenly his eyes lit up, "I want to learn to draw, do you remember, my dream."
dream.
This word was already very unfamiliar to Lin Zhinan.
But he remembered Lu Yunqi's dream. Lu Yunqi once said that he wanted to hold a solo exhibition, and wanted everyone to see the world in his eyes.
Lu Yunqi used to be an idealist, but was forced to become a realist by various suppressions.
"Xiaoxu, you once said that you want to be a doctor and save Lin Ning. Although you can't be a doctor, we can build hospitals or research institutes and subsidize doctors. This is also a disguised form to realize your dreams."
Lu Yunqi remembered very clearly what Lin Zhinan said six years ago.
Hearing the unrealized ideal again, Lin Zhinan felt as if he had passed away.
His Adam's apple moved, his eyelashes trembled, and a tear disappeared in the darkness.
"I still remember when I told you that your doctor is benevolent and saves people with a scalpel, and I am blessed with a heart to save the world with a paintbrush." Lu Yunqi sighed, his tone was lonely, "But none of us can get what we want. It’s a pity to live the life you want.”
The sound of breathing in the dark was very weak, with a trembling sound, as if trying to suppress something.
Lin Zhinan almost bit his lower lip to bleed, so he forcibly suppressed the sadness surging in his heart.
He thought that talking about the past with Lu Yunqi would cause him pain, but he never thought it would be so painful, like a pliers inserted into his brain, slowly pulling out the past memories, falling in front of his eyes, pressing his Hold your head, hold your eyes, let him see clearly.
A beautiful rose is ugly when it fades and withers, and so is a broken dream.
It can only reflect the ugly appearance of being powerless to life.
In fact, someone fulfilled Lin Zhinan's dream, that is Lin Wei's biological son Lin Mian.
Lin Wei was afraid that Lin Zhinan was too ambitious and that studying medicine would take his place sooner or later, so he forced Lin Zhinan to change his major to a major he didn't like, and sent his own son to a top medical school.
When he was called home for dinner on weekends, Lin Zhinan would be envious of the faint smell of disinfectant that Lin Mian brought from the laboratory.
It was the taste of his dreams.
A few times he even sneaked into the laundry room, took out the white coat that Lin Mian sent for dry cleaning, and touched it fondly. This behavior was clearly seen by Lin Wei on the surveillance, and Lin Zhinan was locked up by Lin Wei for a week. During the confinement, a game that had been prepared for a long time was also in vain.
Lin Zhinan thought that he was too greedy, wanting everything but getting nothing.
At some point, Lu Yunqi took Lin Zhinan's hand and tapped the tip of his nose, "I imagined a parallel world, maybe there, someone has already fulfilled our dream for us..."
"Maybe." Lin Zhinan couldn't bear to break his beautiful vision.
Lu Yunqi also heard that Lin Zhinan was trying to put himself off, so he hugged Lin Zhinan, and the two of them got closer and closer, almost touching each other.
Lu Yunqi's breath fell on Lin Zhinan's ear, "Xiao Xu, Fang Sui'an is worried that you will retaliate against me, if you... really hate me, then come, I'm not afraid."
If it is really like what he said, revenge if you want to revenge, and hate if you want to hate, then a lot of troubles between the two should be eliminated.
Lin Zhinan sniffled, "Don't listen to Fang Sui'an talking nonsense..."
Lu Yun got up and pinched Lin Zhinan's face, "Then can you forgive me? Whatever mistakes I have made, can you forgive me?"
"Okay." Lin Zhinan replied easily.
But how can you forgive so easily?Lin Zhinan just didn't want to blame Lu Yunqi six years ago.
When Lu Yunqi heard Lin Zhinan's answer, he laughed and pestered Lin Zhinan, refusing to let go.
Lin Zhinan lost his temper by him, so he had no choice but to listen to his plans for the future after he was discharged from the hospital.
In this way, the two slowly fell asleep with the starlight during the night talk.
The next day, Lin Zhinan received an unexpected call.
It was Fu Jersey.
Fu Zexi asked where Lin Zhinan was and wanted to meet up.
He came all the way here, so he couldn't be disappointed. Since Lin Zhinan went to the new company, he has applied to work from home. Fortunately, his boss is Fu Zexi.
He knew that he owed Fu Jersey a favor, and later on he would listen to whatever Fu Jersey said.
The two made an appointment to meet at a coffee shop in the urban area. Lin Zhinan took care of Lu Yunqi to lie down and take an afternoon nap, and then hurried to the coffee shop.
There are still 3 minutes before the appointed time.
Seeing Fu Zexi waving to him, Lin Zhinan walked over, took off his coat, and put it aside.
The sky outside the window was gloomy, and it seemed that there was going to be a heavy rain.
Lin Zhinan took his seat, but no waiter came over, and Fu Zexi told him that he had ordered iced Americano for him.
Iced Americano is Lin Zhinan's favorite coffee.
Lin Zhinan looked at Fu Zexi, and thought this person was quite interesting. He said he didn't like him, but he cared more than anyone else in his mind, and he knew exactly what he was drinking.
"Boss Fu invited me out, what instructions do you have?"
Fu Zexi loosened his tie with one hand, "Huateng Entertainment's domestic promotion and overseas promotion, I have appointed you to do it, do you have time?"
There is time, but Lin Zhinan doesn't know why Huateng Entertainment has to entrust such a big project to himself.
Hearing Lin Zhinan's question, Fu Zexi snorted coldly and did not speak.
It seems that he contributed to it.
Lin Zhinan took a sip of coffee, leaned back, and sank deep into the sofa, "Sorry Mr. Fu, I may not be able to accept this project."
Fu Zexi stopped holding the coffee cup for a moment, and then he took a big gulp of Geisha, without asking why, but fixedly looking into Lin Zhinan's eyes.
"I appreciate your kindness, but I really can't accept it."
Fu Zexi laughed, "Lin Zhinan, are you willing to give up such a good opportunity for that scumbag who lost his memory?"
Seeing that Lin Zhinan didn't speak, Fu Zexi shook his head, "I really misread you."
"It's not for him," Lin Zhinan retorted lightly, "I have a project in hand, everything comes first, first come first, Huateng Entertainment is no exception, they can not pay attention to the spirit of the contract, but I can't."
In order to gain a firm foothold in the industry, trustworthiness is a must. This is the first reason why Lu Mingcheng educated Lin Zhinan.
Huateng Entertainment's project was big and the time was tight, so they had to jump in the queue, which touched Lin Zhinan's bottom line.
"So Mr. Fu, please tell the person in charge of Huateng Entertainment. If you really confirm me, then you can only wait until half a year later."
Fu Zexi felt that Lin Zhinan was a little ignorant, but he also thought it was interesting that he was such a rigid person who followed the rules.
The boss of Huateng Entertainment opened a bid, and Fu Jersey was asking tentatively, and didn't expect Lin Zhinan to agree immediately.
He waved his hand, "Forget it, I actually came to tell you another thing."
As he spoke, Fu Zexi took out a stack of neatly stacked papers from his coat pocket.
Lin Zhinan saw at a glance that it was a few pages torn from his physical examination report.
"Lan Xin? They should be considered ordinary friends." Lin Zhinan paused, "You had a good relationship with her before."
Lu Yunqi curled his lips, "I can't have a good relationship with her, don't lie to me..."
Lin Zhinan was puzzled, "What?"
Lu Yunqi buried his head in the quilt, and reluctantly replied: "It's not because she coveted you... She said she was chasing you, but I didn't think about it, and reminded me on purpose... It's really bad intentions."
No matter how arrogant these words sounded, Lin Zhinan couldn't hold back and laughed.
"What are you laughing at...she's really annoying..." Lu Yunqi was still mumbling.
Lu Yunqi has always been a person with a clear distinction between love and hate. Lin Zhinan thought of something, and stopped the hand that was massaging Lu Yunqi's injured arm.
On the day they reunited with Lu Yunqi, the disgust in Lu Yunqi's eyes was real, and after they remarried, the rejection when they were alone was also true. At that time, Lu Yunqi really hated himself.
Thinking of this, the smile on Lin Zhinan's mouth gradually disappeared.
Only Lu Yunqi six years ago would like Lin Zhinan - this kind of truth is cruel but realistic.
Lin Zhinan knew that Lu Yunqi would never forgive an enemy who indirectly caused his father's death. When the love that melted into flesh and blood suddenly turned into resentment, Lin Zhinan worried whether he could bear Lu Yunqi's anger again.
Better tell him and let him make his own choice.Lin Zhinan thought masochistically.Anyway, it won't last long.
Just when his mind was full of self-defeating thoughts, Lu Yunqi suddenly raised his chin, forcefully wrapped him in his arms, and made him meet his eyes.
"Ah." Lin Zhinan was startled by Lu Yunqi's action, and let out a soft cry.
Lu Yunqi smiled proudly, "Xiao Xu is mine, no one can take it away."
It is true that no one can take it away, but then you don't want me anymore.Lin Zhinan thought sadly.
Lu Yunqi's words did not arouse Lin Zhinan's interest as usual, and he also felt that Lin Zhinan was a little strange tonight, so he stopped making any moves, but honestly hugged Lin Zhinan and started thinking about it.
"I didn't expect Lao Fang to have a date. I really want to see what kind of date he is. To tell you the truth, I have long wondered what kind of big-hearted girl can like Lao Fang's inconspicuous person... By the way, Lao Fang Fang said let me be careful of you, he said you are dangerous..."
Lin Zhinan subconsciously wanted to ask Lu Yunqi how to answer, but then he thought about it, so what if he asked, since Lu Yunqi doesn't know anything now, his answer must be expected.
Without waiting for Lin Zhinan to ask, Lu Yunqi directly relayed the process of his reply to Fang Sui'an.
In the end, I asked Lin Zhinan for a kiss, "... My wife can't let people say what is dangerous or not. I think Lao Fang is a little dazed by participating in competitions everywhere. No one looks like her." Well-intentioned hacker..."
After the kiss, Lin Zhinan put his hands on Lu Yunqi's chest, raised his head half-truthfully and asked, "If, I said if, I'm really not a good person?"
Lu Yunqi was startled, but thought about this question very seriously.
Then he smiled wryly, "Forgive me, Xiaoxu, I finally caught up with you, how could you give me such a difficult problem?"
He didn't want to answer directly, and Lin Zhinan didn't ask any more.
Lin Zhinan still doesn't want Lu Yunqi to know about his revenge plan.
For the time being, he had to pretend to be a good guy.
"I'm teasing you, why do you take it seriously, idiot." Lin Zhinan smoothed Lu Yunqi's hair, and Lu Yunqi tucked into the quilt contentedly, resting his head on his shoulder and fantasizing about the day when he would be discharged from the hospital.
Lin Zhinan glanced at him sideways, "What are you going to do after you leave the hospital?"
"What should I do..." Lu Yunqi pondered for a while, and suddenly his eyes lit up, "I want to learn to draw, do you remember, my dream."
dream.
This word was already very unfamiliar to Lin Zhinan.
But he remembered Lu Yunqi's dream. Lu Yunqi once said that he wanted to hold a solo exhibition, and wanted everyone to see the world in his eyes.
Lu Yunqi used to be an idealist, but was forced to become a realist by various suppressions.
"Xiaoxu, you once said that you want to be a doctor and save Lin Ning. Although you can't be a doctor, we can build hospitals or research institutes and subsidize doctors. This is also a disguised form to realize your dreams."
Lu Yunqi remembered very clearly what Lin Zhinan said six years ago.
Hearing the unrealized ideal again, Lin Zhinan felt as if he had passed away.
His Adam's apple moved, his eyelashes trembled, and a tear disappeared in the darkness.
"I still remember when I told you that your doctor is benevolent and saves people with a scalpel, and I am blessed with a heart to save the world with a paintbrush." Lu Yunqi sighed, his tone was lonely, "But none of us can get what we want. It’s a pity to live the life you want.”
The sound of breathing in the dark was very weak, with a trembling sound, as if trying to suppress something.
Lin Zhinan almost bit his lower lip to bleed, so he forcibly suppressed the sadness surging in his heart.
He thought that talking about the past with Lu Yunqi would cause him pain, but he never thought it would be so painful, like a pliers inserted into his brain, slowly pulling out the past memories, falling in front of his eyes, pressing his Hold your head, hold your eyes, let him see clearly.
A beautiful rose is ugly when it fades and withers, and so is a broken dream.
It can only reflect the ugly appearance of being powerless to life.
In fact, someone fulfilled Lin Zhinan's dream, that is Lin Wei's biological son Lin Mian.
Lin Wei was afraid that Lin Zhinan was too ambitious and that studying medicine would take his place sooner or later, so he forced Lin Zhinan to change his major to a major he didn't like, and sent his own son to a top medical school.
When he was called home for dinner on weekends, Lin Zhinan would be envious of the faint smell of disinfectant that Lin Mian brought from the laboratory.
It was the taste of his dreams.
A few times he even sneaked into the laundry room, took out the white coat that Lin Mian sent for dry cleaning, and touched it fondly. This behavior was clearly seen by Lin Wei on the surveillance, and Lin Zhinan was locked up by Lin Wei for a week. During the confinement, a game that had been prepared for a long time was also in vain.
Lin Zhinan thought that he was too greedy, wanting everything but getting nothing.
At some point, Lu Yunqi took Lin Zhinan's hand and tapped the tip of his nose, "I imagined a parallel world, maybe there, someone has already fulfilled our dream for us..."
"Maybe." Lin Zhinan couldn't bear to break his beautiful vision.
Lu Yunqi also heard that Lin Zhinan was trying to put himself off, so he hugged Lin Zhinan, and the two of them got closer and closer, almost touching each other.
Lu Yunqi's breath fell on Lin Zhinan's ear, "Xiao Xu, Fang Sui'an is worried that you will retaliate against me, if you... really hate me, then come, I'm not afraid."
If it is really like what he said, revenge if you want to revenge, and hate if you want to hate, then a lot of troubles between the two should be eliminated.
Lin Zhinan sniffled, "Don't listen to Fang Sui'an talking nonsense..."
Lu Yun got up and pinched Lin Zhinan's face, "Then can you forgive me? Whatever mistakes I have made, can you forgive me?"
"Okay." Lin Zhinan replied easily.
But how can you forgive so easily?Lin Zhinan just didn't want to blame Lu Yunqi six years ago.
When Lu Yunqi heard Lin Zhinan's answer, he laughed and pestered Lin Zhinan, refusing to let go.
Lin Zhinan lost his temper by him, so he had no choice but to listen to his plans for the future after he was discharged from the hospital.
In this way, the two slowly fell asleep with the starlight during the night talk.
The next day, Lin Zhinan received an unexpected call.
It was Fu Jersey.
Fu Zexi asked where Lin Zhinan was and wanted to meet up.
He came all the way here, so he couldn't be disappointed. Since Lin Zhinan went to the new company, he has applied to work from home. Fortunately, his boss is Fu Zexi.
He knew that he owed Fu Jersey a favor, and later on he would listen to whatever Fu Jersey said.
The two made an appointment to meet at a coffee shop in the urban area. Lin Zhinan took care of Lu Yunqi to lie down and take an afternoon nap, and then hurried to the coffee shop.
There are still 3 minutes before the appointed time.
Seeing Fu Zexi waving to him, Lin Zhinan walked over, took off his coat, and put it aside.
The sky outside the window was gloomy, and it seemed that there was going to be a heavy rain.
Lin Zhinan took his seat, but no waiter came over, and Fu Zexi told him that he had ordered iced Americano for him.
Iced Americano is Lin Zhinan's favorite coffee.
Lin Zhinan looked at Fu Zexi, and thought this person was quite interesting. He said he didn't like him, but he cared more than anyone else in his mind, and he knew exactly what he was drinking.
"Boss Fu invited me out, what instructions do you have?"
Fu Zexi loosened his tie with one hand, "Huateng Entertainment's domestic promotion and overseas promotion, I have appointed you to do it, do you have time?"
There is time, but Lin Zhinan doesn't know why Huateng Entertainment has to entrust such a big project to himself.
Hearing Lin Zhinan's question, Fu Zexi snorted coldly and did not speak.
It seems that he contributed to it.
Lin Zhinan took a sip of coffee, leaned back, and sank deep into the sofa, "Sorry Mr. Fu, I may not be able to accept this project."
Fu Zexi stopped holding the coffee cup for a moment, and then he took a big gulp of Geisha, without asking why, but fixedly looking into Lin Zhinan's eyes.
"I appreciate your kindness, but I really can't accept it."
Fu Zexi laughed, "Lin Zhinan, are you willing to give up such a good opportunity for that scumbag who lost his memory?"
Seeing that Lin Zhinan didn't speak, Fu Zexi shook his head, "I really misread you."
"It's not for him," Lin Zhinan retorted lightly, "I have a project in hand, everything comes first, first come first, Huateng Entertainment is no exception, they can not pay attention to the spirit of the contract, but I can't."
In order to gain a firm foothold in the industry, trustworthiness is a must. This is the first reason why Lu Mingcheng educated Lin Zhinan.
Huateng Entertainment's project was big and the time was tight, so they had to jump in the queue, which touched Lin Zhinan's bottom line.
"So Mr. Fu, please tell the person in charge of Huateng Entertainment. If you really confirm me, then you can only wait until half a year later."
Fu Zexi felt that Lin Zhinan was a little ignorant, but he also thought it was interesting that he was such a rigid person who followed the rules.
The boss of Huateng Entertainment opened a bid, and Fu Jersey was asking tentatively, and didn't expect Lin Zhinan to agree immediately.
He waved his hand, "Forget it, I actually came to tell you another thing."
As he spoke, Fu Zexi took out a stack of neatly stacked papers from his coat pocket.
Lin Zhinan saw at a glance that it was a few pages torn from his physical examination report.
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