Sorry, it's a different price to be a stand-in

Lin Zhinan returned to the hospital in the evening. Lu Yunqi had just finished his examination and was pushed back by the nurse. The two met at the door of the ward.

The nurse greeted Lin Zhinan, handed him over to him and left.

There was nothing to do in the hospital, so Lin Zhinan brought a tablet and laptop to Lu Yunqi, and went to the kitchen next door to make milk for him.

Neither of them spoke, and the sound insulation in the ward was very good, making the air extraordinarily quiet.

Lin Zhinan couldn't hear Lu Yunqi's voice, so he subconsciously turned his head to look at the hospital bed, Lu Yunqi caught him peeping, Lin Zhinan pursed his lips, and continued to scoop milk powder into the mug.

The bright gaze behind him made him feel like a light on his back.

Six years ago, Lu Yunqi's gaze was so hot and undisguised, with frantic joy, even if the atmosphere between the two of them was filled with vague embarrassment, Lu Yunqi's positive personality could ignite the atmosphere.

But now it's not six years ago, and Lin Zhinan is no longer someone who can be easily made laugh by Lu Yunqi.

He made the milk and handed it to Lu Yunqi, "Drink it and go to bed early."

Sensing Lin Zhinan's deliberate indifference, Lu Yunqi became unhappy and deliberately found fault, "My hand hurts, feed me."

Lin Zhinan glanced at him, "How about I call the nurse back?"

Lu Yunqi became anxious when he heard that, "You were so careful when taking care of Lin Ning, why did you come to my place...Xiao Xu, you don't like me enough at all."

Don't like it enough?Lin Zhinan didn't understand how he came to this conclusion.

"...I have lost my memory, and you are indifferent to me. Uncle seems to be hiding something from me. I don't know what to do. And Dad, why doesn't Dad come to see me? Is he busy? "

A trace of astonishment flashed in Lin Zhinan's eyes, he did not expect that Lu Yunqi would even forget the memory of Lu Mingcheng's death.

"What do you remember now?" Lin Zhinan asked seriously.

Lu Yunqi sighed, with a helpless expression, "The doctor asks me this question every day, but you are not here every time. I must have been with you for the past six years. I thought you would help me find my memory, but now I see Come...Xiaoxu, you don't seem to care about me, are we really separated..."

Lu Yunqi's voice became smaller and smaller, and the last words were barely audible.

Lin Zhinan stood beside the hospital bed with his hands down, racking his brains, he couldn't think of a way to stabilize Lu Yunqi's mood and tell him what happened in these years in a disguised form.

Only at this time, he began to resent his clumsy speech.

"You sit down."

Lin Zhinan didn't move, as if he was still trying to remember something.

Lu Yunqi had no choice but to lift up the quilt, patted the edge of the bed, and said with a bitter face, "Xiao Xu, don't you even want to sit next to me?"

Lin Zhinan came to his senses and hesitated.

He heard Lu Yunqi say again: "I want to hug you..."

The aggrieved tone was exactly the same as the old dog who was scolded by Lin Zhinan after he found out about eating dried fish.

Lin Zhinan moved over, and slowly sat down along the edge of the bed. Lu Yunqi sat cross-legged behind him, with the quilt draped horizontally to wrap the two of them together like zongzi.

Warmth quickly filled Lin Zhinan's body, the place on his back touched by Lu Yunqi was still hot, he froze for a moment, moved his body slightly to avoid Lu Yunqi's touch again.

Even if the action is ambiguous, it can't relieve the awkward atmosphere between the two.

Lin Zhinan's personality has been dull since he was a child, unlike Lin Ning's outstanding looks, he has a lively personality and will please others. He has always been silent.

The young and mature expression and taciturn personality, coupled with the terrifying tattoos on his arms and back, made Lin Zhinan even more withdrawn.

He didn't understand how such a self attracted Lu Yunqi's attention.

Maybe it was really like what Lin Wei said, Lu Yunqi would pay attention to him entirely because he was Lin Ning's elder brother, and Lu Yunqi happened to have a deep impression on Lin Ning.

Thinking of sad things, the chill in Lin Zhinan's heart would spread to his skin, he could feel his fingers were cold and his nose was sore.

"Xiaoxu, I really don't remember anything. If I do something wrong to you, can I apologize to you?" Lu Yunqi hugged Lin Zhinan tightly, and asked him for forgiveness in an almost begging tone, "Don't This look...really, I feel uncomfortable..."

What does this look like?How much did Lu Yunqi misunderstand his memories of those years?

Lin Zhinan was indifferent on the face, but smiled coldly in his heart - he had always had this boring look, it was only the one who liked Lu Yunqi so much that opened his heart.

Lin Zhinan felt that he was more seriously ill than Lin Ning.

Lin Ning is a physical illness, unable to see the sun, while he himself is a psychological illness, only fit to live behind a dark and damp reef, hiding in a narrow corner, painting the ground as a prison, not daring to touch the sun.

Lu Yunqi was the only surprise.

He took the initiative to walk into Lin Zhinan's dark life, and became the only beam of light, which made fear and inferiority nowhere to hide, scattered and died.

It was also after he left that Lin Zhinan realized that it was unrealistic to regard others as salvation. If he could afford it, he could naturally take it away.

After the two divorced, Lin Zhinan adjusted his state in time and resumed a regular and boring life. It seemed that Lu Yunqi was just a wrong section in the code. If he deleted it, it would have no effect.

Hearing Lu Yunqi's words now, Lin Zhinan didn't feel any disturbance in his heart.

"You don't need to be burdened, I'm just like that." Lin Zhinan explained bluntly.

"But it's really different now..." Lu Yunqi rested his chin on Lin Zhinan's shoulder, breathing tremblingly, "Xiaoxu, why... are we so strange?"

Lin Zhinan was a little helpless, why didn't he realize that Lu Yunqi loves to cry so much.

"I know you don't like to talk, but at least we won't be cold when we are together, but now...you don't even want to smile at me..."

If it was six years ago when Lin Zhinan was caught peeking at Lu Yunqi, he would definitely admit it generously, and then the two of them looked at each other and smiled, but Lin Zhinan turned his eyes away and refused Lu Yunqi's temptation.

Six years ago, when Lin Zhinan was working, Lu Yunqi would accompany him. Even if he didn't say a word, the atmosphere between the two of them was very harmonious, and occasionally they would exchange a kiss in a place where no one was around.

Lu Yunqi would memorize Lin Zhinan's favorite dishes one by one. He worked overtime at noon, and Lu Yunqi sent the bento to the office.

In order to support his son's love career, Lu Mingcheng took the initiative to avoid the two of them and left the chairman's office to them.

Later they lived together, their life was peaceful and comfortable, but it was the happiest time in Lin Zhinan's short life.

It took Lin Zhinan a long time to slowly get out of the mirror-like happiness, and learned to face his own reality under the teaching of Dr. Qin.

He always felt as if he had had a big dream, and Huang Liang woke up from the dream, but his hands were empty.

"Some bad things did happen between us," Lin Zhinan turned his face and looked at Lu Yunqi, "but that's all in the past, people can't be stuck in place, can they?"

He is the most unqualified person to say this sentence, but now he is teaching Lu Yunqi to learn it.

"We broke up," Lin Zhinan gritted his teeth, and said these words. He thought for a while and added, "To be precise, it's divorce. We have been divorced for six years. If you want to find memories, you can find your uncle." , is more reliable than finding me."

As if struck by lightning, Lu Yunqi's arms around Lin Zhinan's waist tightened suddenly, breathing heavily.

It was late autumn, and it was not time to turn on the heater, but Lin Zhinan's body was burned by the warm air around his ears.

He still couldn't resist Lu Yunqi's approach.

Not promising, Lin Zhinan scolded himself contemptuously, and wrenched himself out of Lu Yunqi's arms.

Seeing Lu Yunqi's decadent look with his head down, staring straight at his hands, Lin Zhinan couldn't bear it.

He opened his mouth, intending to explain something, and then he heard Lu Yunqi ask: "But why am I in the same car with Lin Ning?"

Lin Zhinan clenched his fingers tightly.

"The police said that Xiao Ning protected me with his body, why did he..."

"Xiao Ning, he likes you." Lin Zhinan closed his eyes, a smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, "Xiao Ning, the person he likes has always been you."

Lin Zhinan is not good at helping others. He has always been the kind of person who will fight for himself, but there is no way to fight for feelings.

He can't be as cheerful and lively as Lin Ning, even if he is tortured by illness, he can face suffering with a smile. He is just an ordinary person who can't be more ordinary.

His innate self-esteem only allowed him to say this, and as soon as he finished speaking, Lin Zhinan didn't look at Lu Yunqi's expression and reaction, turned around and opened the door and walked out.

After confessing to Lu Yunqi, Lin Zhinan also felt uncomfortable. He seemed to have torn off the only fig leaf on his body with his own hands.

Obviously not long ago, the two were hugging and kissing intimately under the wisteria trellis.

Now it looks like he has cheated Lu Yunqi.

Lin Zhinan came to the window at the end of the corridor, looked out, and the complicated thoughts in his heart gradually cleared up.

Nie Wenchang came to him at some point.

With a cigar between his fingers, he didn't care that this was a non-smoking ward.

"You can't leave Lu Yunqi just yet." Nie Wenchang said straight to the point.

As the night wind passed by, Lin Zhinan's tone was also light, "The reason."

Nie Wenchang answered as a matter of course, "You are still his husband now. Although you don't want to admit it, you are legally married."

"If you want to leave, at least wait until he recovers and divorce the marriage. It would be inhumane and unrighteous for you to abandon him now."

What an inhumane person.

Lin Zhinan was almost laughed at by Nie Wenchang's pretentious appearance.

"I have already signed the divorce agreement and put it in his study, and I have already told him that Lin Ning is his favorite, as long as you give me some guidance, Lu Yunqi will feel that he and Lin Ning are true love , and I, the factor that hinders their happiness, leaves, and they will be together naturally."

Lin Zhinan let out a "heh" with a sad smile, "...it's useless for me to stay."

Nie Wenchang shook his head, and took out an evidence bag from the inside pocket of his coat.

Inside was a black disc with burn marks on it.

"Does it look familiar?" Nie Wenchang sneered.

Lin Zhinan took a deep breath—this is the miniature camera he specially installed in the little bear doll to protect Lin Ning.

"How could it be here with you?"

Nie Wenchang's smile faded, his eyes gradually darkened, revealing fierceness, "Lin Zhinan, I always thought that you only got close to Ming Cheng and Yunqi because you were greedy for the Lu family's money and reputation, but I didn't expect you to want to kill them and occupy the Lu family alone. You are really too vicious."

Lin Zhinan seemed to have been splashed with cold water all over his head. Facing Nie Wenchang's accusation, his defense seemed extremely pale.

He still decided to explain, "I didn't! It's for me to know where my brother is going, and it has nothing to do with Lu Yunqi!"

"Lin Zhinan, you have all the physical evidence and witnesses, why do you want to quibble? Could it be that you tried to kill them many times, and they were in danger many times?" Nie Wenchang threw the physical evidence bag into Lin Zhinan's face, and the frivolous bag didn't do Lin Zhinan any favors. There was no harm, but the vicious tone full of contempt pierced Lin Zhinan's heart, "You are just an Israeli servant, and you think you can sit back and relax after climbing a high branch? Oh, how ridiculous!"

"Both of you brothers are not good people." Nie Wenchang looked condescendingly at Lin Zhinan who was stunned where he was, and his tone became more sarcastic, "Serve Lu Yunqi well, otherwise I will hand over the evidence to the police. Don't think about it!"