Fengxiang Miles

The torrential rain started, and the air was suddenly hot and tormented.

She lay under the tree, motionless.One day passed, and the next followed.

Cang Yuan leaned over to take a look, and saw her big and lifeless eyes still shaking under the washing of the rain, so he sat back from a distance.

On the fourth day, she sat up, stayed for a while, dug a hole in the ground with her stiff fingers, buried two pieces of dry bones in it, bowed a few times, stood up, and left without looking.

"Where are you going?" Cang Yuan jumped, dodging left and right on both sides of the Yaoguang, "Leaving Yemu, do you want to live or die?"

"Health!" She replied dryly.

"Don't you think it's painful enough?"

"I'm even more afraid of death!" Yao Guang walked up and down, "Because I have faced the god of death, I know that it is a black wall to see the infinite, completely cut off all hopes, no matter brilliant or bleak, from life, Even if you hit it with a heart of steel, you won't be able to pierce it, and it's hard to crush the ashes. I'm afraid. Therefore, it doesn't matter whether it's fire or hail."

"--I want to live!"

A small village finally appeared ahead, but it was just a group of silent buildings.

Yao Guang didn't care about it, she found a piece of coarse cloth and put it on immediately.After these days of wind, rain and climbing, the fragile silk robe can no longer cover the body.The well is dry, but after several days of heavy rain, some water has been saved.Yaoguang brought up a bucket, but it was a bucket of water and half a bucket of mud.Yao Guang plunged in and drank heavily, only then did he feel that the blood in his body began to flow again, and the vitality was also rippling out little by little.

At night, she slept under the tree, although she heard the voices of demons in her ears, she was calm in her heart, looking forward to a good night's sleep.

"Live like this? Where do you want to go?" Cang Yuan came out again, sneering in a strange way.

Yaoguang was too tired and had a bad temper, "Go away! You don't care where you go."

"Let's go on, let me ask another question, where can you go?"

"Go where I'm needed. I've figured out that even though I'm in pain, I've brought happiness to others."

"Which other person?"

"My mother."

"Hehe, so you are still justifying yourself. Is she really happy? If you get a hundred points in the exam, she will ask for two more points; if you get a doctorate, she will ask for a double doctorate; A boyfriend of a hundred thousand, she asks for a millionaire. Endless... Happiness is satisfying! You are just filling the hole of her desire. You can know what she will do now with your toes." Cang Yuan learns The mother's voice danced, "'Others always say that the picked-up child is unreliable. I never believed it, thinking that I could influence her, but I didn't expect that after years of hard work, I raised her up, her wings became stiff, and she flew away without saying hello. But , as long as she comes back, I will forgive her, maternal love is so great'."

"Ah, that's right. Since I was a child, I have recited stories of maternal love the most. That's right. I just exchanged her attention to satisfy her desires. It's not happiness. But, after all, there are still people who really loved me." people."

"Are you referring to the man who is not so good? Isn't it you who hurt him the most? And he is now married and has children. Of course, he will still think of you occasionally after tenderness, and say to his wife: 'I once had a long time ago. Crush a girl like a fool.'"

"It's true, even if you have loved, time has passed, and no one will live with a grudge for a lifetime. But that is a matter of that world, and I am here now."

"Are you talking about Jing Qi? Do you think that if you help him, he will be happy and grateful? That's just your bait to catch his feelings. Look, if you take a step closer, doesn't he retreat further Is it? 'Why didn't that ugly woman be a good king in her own right?'"

"That's right, because he said that I am the master, so I want to covet everything he has, and I just do it because of it. But Yuye is different from Huben, I really cherish and love them, so they will die for me."

"Really? Isn't it because you're a king? If you were a cat or a dog on the side of the road, they wouldn't even pay you a second glance, maybe even kick you." It's stupid to die for such a useless king Well, don't you think so, Yuye?'"

"Yes. Just because I'm the king."

"Isn't it? It wasn't your stupidity that killed them all, even Jing Qi was sealed. You are full of darkness, and dare to say that you bring happiness to others?"

"Never."

"You think about taking responsibility every day, is it really for the happiness of others?"

"No, it's just to get other people's attention."

"Then what is the real value of your life?"

"No, it's just a rice bug."

"Then where do you want to go?"

"Nowhere to go..."