you don't love him anymore he loves you

On the day of Fu Siya's birthday, it rained heavily in Jiangcheng, the air was hot and humid, sticky and wet steam wrapped around his body, Zhou Shike held the sleeve of his white shirt, opened the umbrella before getting out of the car.

Fu's yard is quiet, and there are many small and delicate white flowers planted in the yard. Zhou Shike remembered that all the hydrangea varieties imported from abroad and some large, luxurious and showy peonies were planted here.

The different courtyards decorate Fu's several floors with different temperaments.

It is still the slightly upturned Chinese-style eaves corners, like the raindrops falling from the string of beads, splashing on the ground, and white water mist rises.

The Fu family has a few aunts, plus a few security guards. These security guards are also responsible for driving the guests to the underground garage. Zhou Shike didn't plan to drive in by himself like before. He handed the key to the man standing at the door, holding the key calmly. Umbrella into the yard.

With every step he took, the smile on his face faded.

This is what he used to think was his second home.

When Fu Simian brought him home for the first time, he said to him, "Ah Ke, my home is your home." Sometimes Zhou Shike thought of the past with a sense of loss, and why did he and Fu Simian go away? To this day such confusion.

Wounds will scab and then fall off. The depth of the scar and whether it disappears depends on the severity of the wound at the time. The past is in the past. Zhou Shike wants to look forward and move forward.

It doesn't matter whether he turns back or not, he will no longer be the Zhou Shike who humbly begs Fu Simian to love him.

Before he could knock, the door opened by itself from the inside.

The one who opened the door was an aunt who had worked in Fu's family for more than ten years. She knew Zhou Shike, her eyes were clearly blank, she stepped back a few steps, and said to everyone sitting in the living room: "Young master Zhou is here!" .”

She used to be called Ah Ke too, probably because Fu Siya had confessed it, time has passed, Zhou Shike couldn't tell whether he was happy or unhappy.

Zhou Shike put away his umbrella, and calmly greeted those who came to see him together: "Hello, sisters."

Most of the women present here are in the same age group as Fu Siya, and they are well-dressed and elegant. Zhou Shike glanced at them and knew that almost all of their outfits were handmade, and the bags placed aside were also limited editions on the market or senior members. are eligible to order.

Just pick one out and it will be a suite.

"This is..." Not everyone pays attention to the people and things in the entertainment industry. Those who don't know him just think this expensive young man looks familiar, but they really can't tell his specific name.

Fu Siya stood up, walked to Zhou Shike's side, and said softly, "Fu Siya's former classmate, I recognized him as my younger brother."

She didn't say Zhou Shike's name, and everyone didn't underestimate him. They were all people who rolled in Vanity Fair, and their eyes were poisonous. This young man was not a child from an ordinary family.

Besides, Fu Siya's attitude was also friendly from the heart, so they all treated Zhou Shike very kindly.

Zhou Shike looked around and found that Li Moyan was not there.

Seeing who he was looking for, Fu Siya took the initiative to say: "Mo Yan's company is very busy recently, so I don't have time to come back."

Zhou Shike looked at the graceful and gentle woman in front of him, the years had not left the slightest trace on her face, she was as elegant as the soft moonlight at night.

Zhou Shike looked at the Fu family, which had not changed in any way. Most of the living rooms of the Fu family were decorated with relatively simple furniture, which needed year-round maintenance. It could be seen that it was carefully maintained.

But it seemed a little empty and broad, and Fu Siya's petite figure looked inexplicably lonely and pitiful.

Is there only one person for birthday?

The Zhou family has never had a time like this. Zhou Shixuan's birthday is like a new year at home. Everyone attaches great importance to it. Compared with the two, Fu Siya seems to have been exiled.

"Your old room is still reserved for you. You can go up and play games for a while, and call you when you are eating."

Zhou Shike originally came to accompany Fu Siya for dinner, but he didn't expect there to be so many older sisters, so he thought Fu Siya's proposal was also acceptable, so he put down his rolled-up sleeves, "Okay."

Stepping upstairs, a female voice stopped him.

"Kid, can you play mahjong?"

"..."

Zhou Shike thought for a while, then turned around, "Yes."

Everyone likes a good-looking person. Zhou Shike, a clean and noble boy, is not flattering, calm and unhurried, making people love him just by looking at him.

When entering the room, Zhou Shike heard several voices from downstairs surrounding Fu Siya asking.

"Are you an alumnus of Fu Simian? You are a top student."

"Which family is it from?"

Zhou Shike didn't hear Fu Siya's answer to their topic.

Before Fu Simian moved out with Zhou Shike, almost every holiday, Zhou Shike would go to the Fu family's old house to live temporarily, saying that it was a temporary stay, but in fact, the old house had prepared Zhou Shike's own room, even the decoration He has been asked about his preferences about the layout, and it is not just for the guest room.

Zhou Shike didn't take a lot of things with him. In fact, what he left in Jiangcheng was far more and more valuable than what he could see in this room.

The room was still the same as it was on the last night Zhou Shike stayed.

There are several magazines and comics on the bookshelf, some drafts of music scores on the desk, the earphones are still hanging on the back of the chair, most of the clothes in the closet have been taken away, and the remaining ones have not been thrown away, hanging on the clothes rail , not even a speck of dust can be seen.

The table is also very clean, including the bookshelves, and the bed rails where dust is the most likely to accumulate. The balcony is Zhou Shike's one summer vacation when he was in college. He selected a hydrangea from the countless hydrangeas in the yard that he thought was the fattest, and transplanted it. to the balcony.

It is now even more "fat", and it is so dense that it seems that there is only one plant. The branches and leaves are stretched out, and large pink and purple hydrangeas bloom among the branches and leaves. Zhou Shike is surprised by its vitality.

The owner of this room seems to have never left.

In other words, someone has been guarding here, waiting for its owner to come back.

Zhou Shike sat down in front of the desk and turned on the computer. He really planned to play games for a while, and then went to play mahjong after dinner.

The computer was turned on, but the screen saver was not the initial screen saver before, but a photo.

In the dark night, the shed not far away shone with cool-toned light, and some people with blurred faces but stylish clothes were walking on the broad road. Even the back looks very blurry.

They seem to be holding hands, and they are running, which makes people feel ambiguous for no reason.

Zhou Shike stared at the screensaver for a few seconds, and remembered that when Fu Simian was in Beicheng, he was surrounded by fans, and Fu Simian was taken by passers-by when Fu Simian helped him, and Song Guiyan later resolved the matter .

Zhou Shike knew that Song Guiyan had drawn the attention of netizens to himself, and Fu Simian was not qualified to appear from the beginning to the end. Zhou Shike knew that when Fu Simian chose to cooperate with Song Guiyan, he actually didn't feel anything. waves.

Now watching Fu Simian change the screen saver of the computer to that photo, he felt as if someone had stabbed his heart lightly with the tip of a knife.

At that time, he thought that Fu Simian didn't care about these things, so he chose to cooperate.

Zhou Shike exhaled and pressed his aching heart. He knew what kind of person Fu Simian was. He was selfish and indifferent. He only had eyes for a qualified successor of Fu's interests. He had a strong desire to control and didn't like others to disobey him.

It was because he knew that he was a little stunned at this moment.

His position was replaced by someone else, and the person who replaced him directly asked him to give up his position, so he chose never to show up from the beginning to the end.

Zhou Shike knew that this was crushing Fu Simian's dignity on the ground.

After a while, the wind from the balcony blew in. Zhou Shike chose to turn off the computer and sit down for a while. In this room... Fu Simian should come often, but he couldn't stay longer. He would go down to accompany the group of people who were about the same age as Zhou Shixuan after sitting down for a while. The sisters speak.

His hands were itchy, and he opened the drawers side by side, trying to see if the things that were put here before were still there.

The first drawer contains some miscellaneous items, a phone case designed by himself, a few nice notebooks, and the second drawer contains a pile of blank draft paper.

When pulling out the last drawer, Zhou Shike saw a lot of medicine inside.

He kept spare earphones here, and the earphones were pushed inside, and there were several boxes of medicine outside.

Zhou Shike reached out and picked up several boxes of medicine.

Melatonin, Sleeping Capsules, Sleeping Pills...

All sleep aids.

Zhou Shike often casts a faint shadow on his eyelashes. He never eats or buys these things. According to Fu Simian's character, he will not allow others to enter this room, so these things are Fu Simian's own?

All the medicines have been unsealed and he took a lot. Zhou Shike felt depressed. If Fu Simian had a good life, he would be able to blatantly and unabashedly retaliate and hate him. His plans were broken, but he wasn't having a good time.

The process of overturning all established cognitions is painful.

Zhou Shike didn't want to be seduced, he threw the medicine in his hand into the drawer, kicked the drawer, stood up and turned around as if surprised.

Then, he saw Fu Siya wearing a shawl, standing at the door with a slight smile.

Everything becomes clear.

About why these things appear in your own room.

"Why?" Zhou Shike asked in a low voice, he didn't want to treat Fu Siya the same way he treated Fu Siya.

Fu Siya came in, closed the door softly, she sat on the single sofa beside her, patted the edge of the bed, and asked Zhou Shike to sit down too.

Zhou Shike hesitated for a moment, walked over and sat down.

"You know, I've always stood by your side." Fu Siya leaned slightly, extremely gentle, "Whether it's before or after the breakup, I've always supported your decision."

Zhou Shike drooped his eyelids and said nothing.

"But I think, before you make a decision, you need to understand the truth." Fu Siya stretched out her hand and gently held Zhou Shike's. Her hand was slightly cold. People in the Fu family seem to have a low temperature naturally, "You actually know , Fu Simian likes you, and what you are dissatisfied with is the way he treats you, right?"

"You can't feel that he likes you. Compared with your directness and passion, even I think Fu Siya is too indifferent." Before getting married, Fu Simian once begged his father to prevent me from becoming his business bargaining chip, and was fined to kneel in the study in the end, he must love me dearly."

"But the next day, when I asked him if it was for me, he said that I was thinking too much." Fu Siya laughed, "He has always been like this, and I often feel very distressed. People around him are used to him. , let him feel more and more that he has no problems, and cultivated his arrogant temperament."

"Until he kicked the iron board." Fu Siya looked at Zhou Shike and said.

Zhou Shike's breathing became heavier, and he knew that Fu Siya's iron plate was referring to himself.

Fu Siya's eyes slowly fell on the drawer over there.

"He has been suffering from insomnia for a long time, about the day he came back from Beicheng. I read his medical records, and he often only sleeps for two or three hours a day..." Fu Siya smiled bitterly, "The room is always reserved for you. Then, all the cleaning and tidying up were done without the participation of my aunt, and he would come back to sleep once in a while, on this single sofa, medicines were also prepared in all the drawers."

"Ah Ke, you don't necessarily know less about Fu Sizian than I do. He is actually more dedicated and serious than most people, and you also understand," Fu Siya seemed to see through Zhou Shike, she held Zhou Shike's hand, " You are not reconciled, are you? You are not reconciled to exposing the past so easily after such a hard and wronged few years?"

Zhou Shike's heart suddenly started beating wildly, and his face became hot, he was caught by Fu Siya's words.

Fu Siya stared at him, and after a few seconds, Zhou Shike withdrew his hand stiffly from Fu Siya's, and said in a low voice, "Are you persuading me to make up with him?"

There are only slight breathing sounds in the room and the empty wind outside the balcony.

Fu Siya shook her head.

"The right to decide is in your own hands, I just hope you make a decision carefully."

"If it's Zhou Shixuan, she should also hope that you can think about it carefully, because it is not worth the loss to take revenge on others and take revenge on yourself because of hatred."

"Besides, if Fu Simian is really with someone else and is happy and happy, do you think it's fair to you?"

Zhou Shike raised his head abruptly, and Fu Siya showed a narrow smile, "Isn't it better to keep people by your side and bully them justifiably?"