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On New Year's Eve, there are many parties and drinking parties, and the Spring Festival travel season increases the risk of car accidents, so the emergency department is always very busy every year.

In other departments, only the on-duty doctors are left, and the rest are already on vacation. An Xun, as always, reserved the on-duty quota for Su Wen. In previous years, she thought that Su Wen needed overtime pay to cover the expenses of the New Year. Only this year did she know, that cunning fox , I just wanted to stay and look at Li Min a few more times.

Jiang Xueer was still in the hospital, and An Xun and Jiang Yien could only spend New Year's Eve with them in the hospital.

The streets and alleys are brightly lit, and the Chinese New Year red can be seen everywhere outside, in stark contrast to the usual angelic white in the hospital.The thick walls and the strong smell of disinfectant completely block the smell of the New Year.

If there is no taste of the year, just make the taste of the year by yourself.

Taking advantage of the time when his uncle's family came to visit his grandmother in the hospital, Jiang Yien took An Xun together and went to the supermarket to buy dumpling wrappers and meat fillings, planning to go home and make dumplings for everyone to eat.

It was the first time for both of them to try. At first, the bags were of different sizes and loose.Jiang Yien even got flour all over his nose and face, and he didn't even notice it.

An Xun couldn't help laughing, put his arms around her, wiped it off for her with a big smile, and joked: "Xiaohuamao, do you want to save the dough for next year?"

Jiang Yien's face was flushed, and she was ashamed and coquettish: "Sister An! Why are you laughing at others!"

"Are you someone else?" An Xun raised his eyebrows: "Silly girl, I'm laughing at my own people."

Jiang Yien was at a loss for words, blowing her cheeks angrily, thinking that her An Xiaoai had turned bad, and she had learned to bluff children with honey.Intention of revenge, he raised his face and rubbed An Xun's face.

"Now you are also a little cat!" Gritting his teeth, no matter how the man tried to hide, he would not let go.

During the week in the hospital, it was rare for them to be as close as they are now, and both hearts seemed to be restless.

Jiang Yien slowed down and rubbed, the playfulness changed, bit by bit he bit his lips that were slightly parted due to astonishment, the tip of his tongue moved slightly, moistening the dry flour at the corners of his mouth, staining his astonished face with embarrassment The red of anger, and the white of flour.

The bright smile on An Xun's face gradually subsided when the girl gently kissed her, and her eyes became a little blurred, and finally closed lightly, from struggling to submitting, the pushing hands also slowly encircled her girl's waist.

"Sister An, don't rush to the hospital..."

There was a buzzing in An Xun's head, and the girl's soft voice in her ears, with slight panting, stirred her heartstrings.

She took a step back and begged for mercy in a low voice: "Xiao En, it's too late. Grandma is still waiting..."

As soon as Jiang Yien heard about grandma, his six senses were instantly quiet, without any desires or desires.At the corner of An Xun's lips, he pecked at the corner of his lips, and retreated in frustration.He obediently agreed with a sullen head: "Okay."

After several twists and turns, the dumplings were finally steamed in the pot. Jiang Yien picked up the first one, divided it in half, tried it himself, and only fed the other half to An Xun after confirming that it was cooked.

"Sister An! Try it! It's delicious!"

The girl's eyes were full of shining stars, and this light, as half a dumpling was fed into her mouth, also dyed An Xun's eyes.

"Well, it's good, grandma will like it," she encouraged the girl, and opened the two insulated boxes at hand: "Okay, pack it up and let's go to the hospital."

"Yeah!" Jiang Yien jumped up and down happily.

Afraid of being delayed due to traffic jams on the road, the two simply crowded the subway.It is rare to see sleet this year, and the road is full of people returning home in a hurry. On the way from the subway to the hospital for a few minutes, the two always carefully protect the dumplings in their arms.

Walking forward arm in arm, looking at each other and smiling from time to time, with the joy of spending New Year's Eve with each other for the first time in their arms, their steps became light.

From time to time, Jiang Yien would twist her waist and bump An Xun lightly, and then hit An Xun again when she didn't respond, until An Xun tapped the tip of her nose and scolded: "Naughty!", then she smirked contentedly.

Unexpectedly, as soon as he arrived at the door, he saw the little nurse running to the emergency room in a hurry. Seeing such a scene in the hospital, probably every doctor who had nothing to do would rush to follow. An Xun was keenly aware of the urgency of the situation. The tenderness also froze and condensed in an instant.He and Jiang Yien exchanged a glance, put down the dumpling casually, and followed.

"Director Li, some people in the hotpot restaurant got drunk and made trouble. It is known that three of them suffered head injuries and one fell into a coma. The reason is unknown..."

Li Min had just received a few injured people who were rear-ended in a drunk driving accident. He was so busy that he didn't have time to pay any attention to it: "Addition to the chaos! Call to see which department's doctor is available!"

"I go."

An Xun responded calmly, and hurried back to the office to change into a white coat.He got into the ambulance as quickly as possible.

"Sister An! I'll go with you!" Jiang Yien hurriedly chased after her.

An Xun rejected her without even thinking about it: "You can accompany grandma, we will be back soon, and there are dumplings, remember to eat them while they are hot."

Jiang Yien blocked the car door and tried his best to fight: "My aunt and the others are here, and I can't help you in the hospital. I can still do simple first aid for trauma! Sister An, just let me go with you!"

An Xun hesitated for a moment, thinking that there shouldn't be any danger, so he nodded and agreed, "Well, you must be obedient when you arrive at the scene. People who drink alcohol are irrational, so you must protect yourself. ,do you know?"

"Don't worry!" Jiang Yien agreed, but what she received was: You must protect Sister An.

An Xun stretched out his hand and pulled her up.So much so that, for many years later, she regretted this moment.

The ambulance drove all the way along the river into the old city, which is not too far from the city center. It is the place where the city first developed and the place with the largest number of aborigines.

Both Jiang Yien and An Xun became silent. After all, they have deliberately avoided setting foot in this area for many years.

The ever-changing changes of a city can't change its original atmosphere after all. Although the high-rise buildings are refurbished and the crowds are full of strange faces, the old trees on the roadside remain the same.

Jiang Yien can still vaguely recall the little self who was held by his parents and stepped under the shade of a tree.

Not far ahead is her home.The moment the car passed by, she could clearly see the gate of the community.When she was a child, she held her grandmother's hand and waited there countless times, hoping that her parents would come back from get off work.Today, there are still people there, perhaps, there are still people waiting, and there are still people with smiles on their faces returning home after a tiring day.

It's just that it has nothing to do with her.

An Xun also looked out of the window, but his eyes were empty and his thoughts were few. It was not until the silence at the entrance of an alley that his eyes stopped for a moment.

In a flash, she saw the familiar light signs of several stores.She knew that the old bookstore at the inner alley corner was the place where she and Jiang Yien met for the first time.

Before the younger sister was born, their family also lived in the old city. At that time, she often went to the bookstore.She remembered that there was a big phoenix tree at the entrance of the bookstore. A feng shui master once said that this phoenix tree blocked the luck of this street, which would cause no one to shop for a good store.

The developer originally wanted to cut down the tree. There are a total of twelve shops on one street, owned by nine owners, and all of them signed and refused.So outside of the bustling, it is still peaceful and peaceful.

Unexpectedly, with the ups and downs of the crowd, everything has changed. Only the twelve old shops on this street have remained unchanged for ten years, and the old trees guarded by nine owners seem to have guarded this street.

It has been 15 years, and she is glad that the bookstore they first met is still there.Maybe one day, when she is no longer afraid, when she has enough confidence to tell the girl that she is the violinist back then.On that day, she will take the girl and step into that bookstore again, order a cup of iced milk tea and a cup of iced latte, and spend a comfortable afternoon together.

There will be this day.

She raised the corners of her mouth slightly, but her eyes were full of regret.

The ambulance drove off the bridge and followed the Yanhe Road to find the location of the hot pot restaurant. The road was narrow, and there was a night market stall set up by a lobster barbecue restaurant by the river. The former site of Renzhuo Hospital was in the old city. Every time Xun accompanied his mother to see a doctor, he would pass this road.

The heartbeat suddenly became rapid and out of control when the car drove into this small road.The ambulance drove so fast that the scene from more than ten years ago repeatedly flashed in her mind, and it seemed that her sister's cry came again, and the cry stopped abruptly at the moment the car lost weight. All that was left was a terrified and pale face...

She remembered, she remembered it all.

She pinched her own hand, her fingertips sank deeply unconsciously.He closed his eyes to resist, bit his lip and struggled, trying to block the sudden surge of memories.

She is so tired.

"Sister An, what's the matter with you?"

The girl's sweet voice pulled her out of the vortex in an instant, with the warm arms around her waist, and the breath that reassured her, she realized that she was trembling, unconsciously He leaned into the girl's arms, trying to find a support.

After pondering for a while, he opened his lips and teeth lightly, and his voice became a little weak and hoarse.

"This is where we crashed."

Jiang Yien's heart trembled, it turned out that the place where he kept the past was also buried deeply with Sister An's pain.It turns out that even though it looks so calm at ordinary times, once it is touched, it will still hurt and tremble.

She can't make it through, she's always been through it.She just never said it, even if she revealed it like today, only the tip of the iceberg can be seen by others after forbearance and restraint.

Jiang Yien didn't know how to comfort her, but silently held An Xun's cold hand and hugged her a little tighter.

Looking at the bustling streets, Jiang Yien wondered if they passed by here at a certain moment when they were young.At that time, was she still with her parents, holding ice cream and milk tea, walking in the front like a little bully with a pace that her six relatives didn't recognize?

And her An Xiaoai is still a young girl. At her young age, she will be as beautiful and charming as a budding jasmine. Walking with her artist parents, she must be a beautiful scenery in the crowd.

Unfortunately, things are different.

Until the ambulance stopped, she had to disturb the silent collapse: “Sister An, can you?”

"Well, I'm fine."

An Xun immediately recuperated, and with a bloodless face, he smiled faintly at the girl.Then, without delaying a second, he got out of the car and went to the hospital for treatment.

For so many years, she has always forced herself to cheer up like this, no matter how many times she punctures the cold and numb package, she can re-mold a harder shell in a short time.

Because, she doesn't have time to collapse.

"You wait for me in the car, you don't need to get out." An Xun tried his best to keep the girl away from dangerous factors, and led the nurse into the hot pot restaurant to check on the wounded.

姜亦恩看着那纤柔的背影，心疼也无力，她好像帮不到安寻什么。

She was suddenly grateful for the way her parents left. At least, when she recalled the pain, she still had a bit of tenderness and grandeur. She would not be torn apart by ferocity and blood. She did not need to blame herself or panic.

In fact, compared to An Xun, her pain was not so unforgettable.Seven years old, too young, if you don't always remind yourself to remember, the appearance of your parents will probably be blurred.

She once told An Xun not to force herself to forget, but for a moment, she wished An Xun could forget.I hope that when she passes this path along the river again, she can only see the streets full of fireworks.

In the hot pot restaurant, fragments of beer bottles can be seen everywhere. The pot was overturned several times, and the rapeseed was spilled all over the ground, accompanied by an unpleasant smell. Howling, it seems that whoever cries louder will get more compensation.

An Xun was the first to check on the so-called comatose person. His heartbeat was normal, his breathing was normal, and his complexion was rosy, but he yelled several times and there was no response.When she realized something, she half closed her eyes, grabbed the man's arm, and sure enough, she jumped up immediately, screaming.

The boss also had no choice but to call the police. He called 120, and the police arrived later to break up the dispute.An Xun took the wounded to the ambulance, gave simple first aid treatment to the trauma, and prepared to take him back to the hospital for further examination.

However, no one thought that this farce would cause the leakage of bottled liquefied petroleum gas.

An explosion accident happened unexpectedly.

The author has something to say: An Xun: I have a headache, I wouldn't have come if I knew it earlier. T^T

Jiang Yien: That is to say! (kimbo)

感谢在2021-09-0108:25:56~2021-09-0300:57:40期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

感谢灌溉营养液的小天使：Joahye、cute10瓶；13:599瓶；兜风的刺猬5瓶；伏生_落墨1瓶；

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