come close to me hold me

The two ended their trip ahead of schedule and rushed back to the city overnight.An Xun's little bit of drunkenness had long since disappeared, and she was comforting the girl who was holding back tears in her arms along the way.

In the hospital in the early hours of the morning, there were not many people to be seen. The nurse on duty had just finished a round of work and couldn't hold on to take a nap behind the counter.An Xun knew the hard work of the medical staff, and when he woke her up, he deliberately suppressed the haste of words and deeds.

After inquiring about Jiang Xueer's room number and basic situation, Jiang Yien hurried upstairs and saw his uncle guarding outside the ward, he couldn't wait to run up to him and asked from a distance, "Uncle, how is grandma?"

When the man saw her, he became even more annoyed. He pointed at her nose and scolded mercilessly, "You have the nerve to ask! What good did you do at school?"

Jiang Yien was confused, his feet seemed to be covered with sticky mud, and every step after that was heavy and slow: "I...I didn't do anything..."

An Xun pulled the little girl behind her and gave the man in front of her a cold look.Because it was Jiang Yien's uncle, he endured the sarcasm in his throat.

Sun Meifeng just came out of the ward with a washbasin. Seeing outsiders there, she put on a good face: "Xiao En, don't blame your uncle for scolding you. Your counselor called and your grandma's heart ached." You got sick. Did something happen to you at school? Even if we can’t compare to your parents, we still drag you so much, and we have to tell our family when we encounter something. "

Jiang Yien was even more puzzled. She racked her brains and couldn't think of anything extraordinary that she had done in school. Is it worth the counselor's call to complain if she asks for leave and doesn't go to class?

But even though she hasn't figured out the reason yet, she has already blamed herself so much that her eyes are red in an instant.

Fortunately, the old lady is out of danger. After Sun Meifeng exchanged glances with the man, she pretended to say, "Xiao En, my aunt knows that you are a filial child. Your uncle and I have to go to work these days, and we have paid the medical bills." , see if you..."

Jiang Yien immediately understood the meaning of the words: "I understand, I will stay and take care of grandma."

After the long night's watch, Sun Meifeng and his wife left the hospital.

Jiang Yien wanted to go home to get grandma's clothes for a change, so she had to ask An Xun to watch over her for a while.

"Sister An, my grandma is a very strict old man. If she tells you something bad, don't take it to heart. Her words don't represent mine, you know?"

An Xun couldn't help laughing, and comforted in a low voice: "Understood, even if your grandma is a big bad wolf, I'm not a little white rabbit, can you still eat me?"

After persuading the little girl away, I wanted to go into the ward to see the situation, but I didn't expect the old man to wake up.

Jiang Xueer was indeed different from ordinary octogenarians. He could not see the kindness and kindness left by the years in his eyes. Even though he was ill, he still had a stern and stern demeanor.

She finally understood the little girl's worry, stopped in her tracks, and wanted to exit the room several times, but she could see that those deep eyes had seen her, so she had no choice but to bite the bullet and go forward to say hello: "Hello, I..."

Jiang Xueer straightened her body, before she finished speaking: "An Xun? Sit down."

Hearing that the old man would call out his name accurately, An Xun was startled, took a deep breath secretly, sat down on the chair beside the bed, clasped his hands in front of him, and his palms were already sweating slightly.

Jiang Xueer didn't have too much politeness, and went straight to the point: "I know about your relationship with Jiang Yien, and I heard Xiao Chen say something about you. There are some things that I wanted to talk to you a long time ago."

An Xun didn't expect it, and Jiang Yien had already told his family about them.For a while, facing the old man as Jiang Yien's girlfriend made me feel even more uneasy.

"You say."

"I'm also a doctor. To be honest, from the perspective of a doctor, I appreciate you very much. I'm also relieved that Xiaoen is accompanied by a senior sister like you."

There are ups and downs, and after good words, there must be turning points.Therefore, An Xun didn't relax at all.

"However, I'm not optimistic about the two of you falling in love."

as predicted.

Although she had been prepared for a long time, the old man was the only elder the little girl relied on after all. Her denial still made An Xun's heart swell.

"I understand that you have a lot of concerns, but staying with Jiang Yien is my decision after careful consideration. From now on, I will do my best to treat her well..."

Jiang Xueer gave up being tactful, and interrupted her abruptly: "Be good to her? Is it good to her to let her give up the goal of going abroad?"

"Give up the quota for going abroad?"

There was a buzzing in An Xun's head.

"If her counselor hadn't called me, I wouldn't have known she had made such a big decision. They said that there was nothing wrong with our Xiaoen's grades and materials, and the indicators must have belonged to her. Ask me suddenly Give up, is it because you are in a relationship, you guys...where do you want my old face to go?"

"what did you say?"

An Xun couldn't believe it, his mind went blank.

After worrying so much, struggling for so long, and facing all kinds of difficulties, he took up the courage to put all his eggs in one basket, or did he lose the bet?

"What do you mean by being nice to her is to let her step on your shoulders and show her everything you want her to see? Let her stick to your height, your world, and never fly out? You Do you know that you will delay her life like this..."

Every word Jiang Xueer uttered was disintegrating the foundation of An Xun, and the confidence that she had built up in her heart was crumbling.

All confidence was shattered at this moment.

"She promised me, she said she would go abroad as planned..."

"Do you believe what she says?" Jiang Xueer hit the nail on the head.

An Xun's heart sank.

Yes, what Jiang Yien is best at is lying to make people around him feel at ease.

Is she gullible?Was she overestimating the girl's maturity?Was planning everything under the sunset lights just a lie to make her feel at ease?If so, it was also her fault. The fault was that she could have seen the reality clearly, but she believed the girl's empty words.

She admitted that she was just trying to find some peace of mind for her impatience.

However, she hadn't even asked the girl how she could just sentence Jiang Yien in her heart, how she could just sentence herself like this.

"Xiao En, she won't do such a naive thing."

Jiang Xueer was a little surprised by An Xun's reaction, and was at a loss for words for a while.

"I really don't know about the matter of giving up the quota for studying abroad. Can you give me some time and let me ask Xiaoen?" An Xun clenched his fists tightly, his throat astringent: "If... if it is really like what you said As she said, she gave up her future because of me, and I will leave on my own without your troubles."

Jiang Xueer was more or less overwhelmed by An Xun's perseverance, even though she didn't hold out much hope, she still complied with her intention: "Got it, wait for her to come, I just want to ask her what's going on in her mind !"

Jiang Yien was already worried about the hospital, so he packed his luggage and hurried back without any delay.It didn't take long for her to rush into the ward out of breath. Seeing grandma's face and sister An's red eyes, she couldn't help but shudder.

"Xiao En, let me ask you, have you really given up on the target of studying abroad?"

An Xun was full of uncertainties, and she couldn't wait for an answer. She stared sadly, begging repeatedly in her heart, begging her girl, don't let her down.

However, she never expected that Jiang Yien would admit it so unambiguously.

"Yes, I gave up."

She even answered lightly, as casually as putting down her luggage.

For a moment, An Xun's heart, which was under thousands of pressures, was completely broken.The tears that I had held back in my eyes finally overflowed from the sockets and fell down one by one.His throat was choked with pain, and it took him a long time to utter a trembling whisper:

"why……"

It was so weak that only she could hear it.

Why, make me regret it.

"Grandma, Sister An. I'm sorry, I made a decision without discussing with you. But the school has only one indicator for exchanging abroad with public funds. Among the students who compete with me, some of them are from very poor families. Going abroad with public funds is their only way out. So, I don't want to take that metric."

An Xun's brows were tightly frowned, doubts appeared in his eyes, and the despair in his heart seemed to be pulled a little bit further.

Jiang Xueer obviously didn't quite understand what Jiang Yien was talking about, so he didn't say a word, waiting for her to continue explaining.

"However, I don't just want to do good deeds. Don't worry, with my grades, I can actually apply for a better study tour program, so I don't need to be restricted by the school. I have already sent an email to X University, and they welcome me to come over , I applied for a scholarship, if I can come down, it won’t cost my family too much money.”

Jiang Xueer probably understood, got up and confirmed again and again: "You mean, you just gave up the school's target, and you don't plan to give up the road of studying abroad, do you?"

"Of course, if I don't have the experience of studying abroad, it will be difficult to get into Renzhuo in the future, I know that."

Jiang Yien was reluctant to part with An Xun, but the brief separation was for a better reunion in the future, and she also knew how to choose.

In An Xun's mood at the moment, it is not an exaggeration to say that he escaped death, and his tears became even more turbulent.She didn't lose the bet, and she didn't mistrust her girl.If it wasn't in front of the old man, she really wanted her girl to hug her, hug her who was about to give up.

She is really easy to give up, she knows that as long as her existence has a slight bad influence on the girl, it may be a reason for her to give up.More than anyone else, she is unwilling and has the heart to hurt Jiang Yien.

During these days together, she was very happy, but it was never easy. She even hovered on the verge of collapse several times, and she was already vulnerable.

Jiang Yien's performance this time undoubtedly gave her the courage to persevere. She is so thankful that the girl did not make her a "sinner".

"Sister An, what's the matter with you?" Jiang Yien wiped away An Xun's tears, feeling pain in his heart, hugged her in his arms, and said coquettishly: "Grandma, you are sick, so don't worry about my affairs~ "

Jiang Xueer breathed a sigh of relief, but his attitude did not soften at all.

"About the two of you..."

Seeing this, An Xun immediately interrupted softly: "Xiao En, can you go to the cafeteria and help grandma get some breakfast? It should be lighter." Then, he held the girl's wrist tightly, and made a gesture with his eyes she goes out.

Jiang Yien hesitated for a moment. Although he didn't understand why, he chose to believe An Xun: "Then... grandma, I'll help you buy breakfast, so you can rest well."

The atmosphere in the ward sank to freezing point after the girl left.An Xun can indeed do what the little girl said, no matter what the old man says, just don't listen and don't care.Feelings are originally a matter between two people, so she doesn't have to face this trouble.

But she also knew that if she didn't face it, Jiang Yien would have to bear all this alone.She has no choice but to face the difficulties.

"If you have anything to say, just tell me first."

Her eyes were gentle and firm.

Jiang Xueer could see that An Xun erected a high wall in front of Jiang Yien, and it was her flood that resisted.

But without a violent flood, how do you know if the wall is really indestructible.She can live for a few more years, if Jiang Yien dies in the future, what kind of harm will Jiang Yien suffer in this relationship, there is not even anyone who can support her.

How can she rest assured.

"An Xun, I know you are excellent, and there must be no shortage of people who pursue you. I don't know why you chose Jiang Yien. The difference between you is almost ten years. When it comes to money, career, and life experience, she Nothing compares to you. You just need to give her something fun and delicious every day like raising a pet, and she will be satisfied. But if you get tired of playing in the future, what do you want her to do? "

The old eyes were clearly filled with tears, but his expression still stood firm for her.Sighing deeply, he persisted in continuing to finish speaking:

"Nowadays, young people, one day at a time, but our Xiaoen is different from other children. She has no parents since she was a child. She is the kind of child who can work hard for you if you give her a candy. I can't protect her forever, I am a stubborn old man, I can only beg you, let her go."

She deliberately made things difficult, not because she wanted to beat the mandarin ducks, but she just had to test An Xun's bottom line, and had to confirm over and over again that An Xun was really the one she could trust.

She wants to use her old bones and try her best to be tough, to support her only granddaughter to the last bit of confidence.

The author has something to say: the next book "Yangyang Qingxin" age difference development department will occupy a slot in advance, please accept it in advance (._.)