come close to me hold me

Jiang Yien let go of her lips, swam to Shuangxue Xiangning's neck, and just kissed obediently, not daring to let her leave a mark.

Occasionally, I spied a little pink dew in the water, and my heart felt hot, like a burst of electricity passing through, instantly destroying my mind.Greedy, eager, want to taste the sweetness of that pink.After hesitating for a moment, he took a deep breath and dived underwater.

Like cream melted into the moonlight.

She knew that the gentle man would agree.

The soft lips touched lightly on the pink edge, An Xun trembled suddenly, as if he had received a fatal blow, and wept sadly.

"Xiao En, don't..."

The voice of refusal was too soft for the girl to hear, or it was broken so unsatisfactorily that the girl could not understand.

She could only hug the girl and get up a little bit, surfaced, opened her eyes slightly, and saw the kitten in her arms sucking the condensed nectar on her body contentedly, so cute as hell, she couldn't bear to refuse any more.

It was obviously weak, but it was about to crush her, she closed her eyes and leaned back to the edge of the bathtub, not daring to speak anymore, for fear that opening her mouth would turn into a soft moan.

Jiang Yien looked up at An Xun, and saw that the man frowned and turned his head to one side, biting his lip, holding his breath for something, dew dripped from the wet hair on his forehead, slid down his cheeks, and outlined the corner of his jaw. Crystal clear light.

I don't know if it's sweat or water drops, has the fever subsided?She is still worried.

To be honest, she has fantasized, fantasized about An Xun in the spring, even fantasized about her charming appearance crooning in her arms, and occasionally, she also dreamed about it.Even if I just feel the tip of the iceberg today, I know that the fantasies of the past are just pediatrics.

An Xun fascinated her more than she imagined.

Even the pride that was suppressed and kept silent brought her endless teasing.

Slightly away from the body, lightly supporting An Xun's moist soft hair, eyes full of love and fascination.

"Sister An, don't forget to breathe..."

An Xun was ashamed and annoyed, she didn't forget, she just couldn't do it, everything that could be released between her lips and teeth was fragmented.

Fortunately, the girl left just after touching the water, and walked around under the tree, not even willing to taste the ripe fruit.

She naively thought that it would be good to leave.

Unexpectedly, with this departure, the wandering light boat could no longer find a suitable coast, and was almost submerged or smashed to pieces by the wind and waves.

She couldn't stand the torture any longer, and hurriedly lowered her head and kissed the girl's hair, rubbing her temples and the back of her head, with tearful eyes almost begging, struggling to find a place to settle.

She really, really couldn't stand it.

She gave up, why be reserved?Just give it, just complete, unreserved, to her girl.

"Xiao En, you want me..."

Jiang Yien's heart trembled suddenly, she didn't expect to come to this step.

She realized that she had gone too far, that she should not have touched the temptation underwater.An Xun will cherish her, so why doesn't she not cherish An Xun, she is also reluctant, reluctant to let that person waste the first pleasure like this hastily.

What's more, there is still a knot in her heart that has never been untied.

Finally, she stopped bowing, got up and pulled away from the gentle embrace without a word of explanation.

An Xun opened his eyes in a daze, feeling lost, and seeing the little girl bowed her head silently, she understood a little bit.

The waves didn't break her, but the sourness in her heart at this moment overwhelmed her. She had no way to force her girl, but could only try to calm down all the fragments and ups and downs that the girl had created with her own hands.

She was wronged and depressed.

Even, a little unbearable.

"I thought you were waiting for me to speak, that's why..." She hesitated to speak, and smiled bitterly, "Forget it, it's getting late, let's go to bed early."

She endured everything, not willing to blame, but still gently rubbed the girl's hair, and reluctantly placed a light kiss on the girl's forehead.

He got up, put on a bathrobe, wrapped up the silent little girl and brought her out of the water, carefully wiped off the dew for her, took a dry towel, and wiped her hair with his own hands.

"Sister An, don't you blame me?" Seeing that An Xun was still so gentle to her, Jiang Yien was a little helpless and distressed.

An Xun shook his head and smiled slightly: "We can take our time. I was too impatient and forgot that Xiao En is still a baby. I scared you, didn't I?"

"No, Sister An, I want..." After finishing speaking, the girl was silent for a long time before murmuring: "But I'm not sure yet, will you regret it?"

An Xun paused for a moment, his heart softened, and he smiled helplessly: "Silly girl, what is there to regret? I know this is our first time, and I will also be nervous, but it shouldn't be a burden. It symbolizes the chastity of a woman, and our every time should be precious and beautiful. Besides, of course I am willing."

Sure enough, she started doing mental health counseling again.

But she misunderstood what the girl meant.

Jiang Yien pursed her lips, turned around to look at An Xun's gentle smiling eyes, hesitated for a while before opening her lips and teeth: "Sister An, has your fever subsided?"

An Xun touched his forehead: "Well, it should be back."

"Then you are sober now, do you regret it?"

Jiang Yien looked at An Xun with a look that seemed uneasy, but at the same time firm, so firm that he had to confirm something, not allowing even a hint of banter.

"What?" An Xun was a little stunned by the girl's serious look, nothing happened yet, what could she regret?

Jiang Yien hesitated for a moment, then said:

"The first time you kissed me, it was out of desperation. I know you regret it, right? I saw... I saw you in the car and slapped myself... It hurts, right?"

His complexion was extremely lonely.

An Xun's heart trembled, and it hurt like a knife for a moment, and he slowly put down his hand that was wiping the girl's hair.

That day, Jiang Yien hesitated for a moment and chased him downstairs, wanting An Xun to take her to the disaster area, but unexpectedly saw the slap fall with his own eyes.She stopped on the spot in a daze, watched An Xun start the car, and never dared to catch up again.

She saw it, but she pretended not to see it, pretending that the slap had nothing to do with her.Later, An Xun came back, brought her a cup of milk tea, touched her head and said how could I leave you behind, she was so happy that she was about to faint, but she didn't ask for the explanation that An Xun promised before she left.

She didn't forget, she didn't dare.

"The second time, you said you would take me home and be your child forever, because you got drunk with Grandma Chen's wine."

"The third time, you made an appointment for my future girlfriend because you fainted from nightmares."

"This time, you promised to be my lover, but you have a fever and fainted. I don't know if you will regret it when you wake up tomorrow."

It seemed that every step An Xun took towards her was taken when she was unconscious.Jiang Yien agreed every time, but each time he secretly left room for himself in his heart—allowing An Xun room for regret.

But this time, it's different.She knew that once she took that step, there was no turning back.

An Xun listened to the girl's "crusade" layer upon layer in dismay, and every time she said a word, there was a gentle knife in her heart.

It turns out that the sobriety and unconsciousness are all perceived by the girl. It turns out that every regret and worry will make the girl walk on eggshells. It turns out that every time she makes progress, the girl has carefully considered it.

It's no wonder that no matter how pampered and pampered she is, she doesn't dare to be arrogant and self-willed. No wonder she has always been so obedient, so obedient that it breaks people's hearts.

An Xun trembled and sighed, the pain was so painful, the pain was so painful that she couldn't bear it, she didn't know what to do, so she could only whisper:

"sorry."

Jiang Yien's heart skipped a beat, she didn't know if she continued to speak, would all the promises made tonight turn into a dream, but she continued:

"I know that the first time doesn't mean anything, and I also know that every time in the future is precious, but have you really thought about it? If we do that, we can no longer be friends, we can't just be like sisters and family got along the same way.”

"It can only be a lover."

She doesn't want a flash in the pan, she wants a long time.

Even if she doesn't become a lover, she can't lose An Xun, she can't make An Xun feel wronged.

"Sister An, when you are not awake, you are really cute, so cute, I like it very much.

"However, I can't leave that sober An Xun behind. I don't want her to regret it but not say anything. I don't want her to fight with herself in her heart, and she won't cry out when she is bruised all over her body."

"Did you know? Sister An, who is sober, doesn't even know how to act like a baby..."

An Xun suddenly understood that the girl was not attacking her.All the good things a girl does to her are not to get her.To run away is to protect, to wait, to be passionate, and to live up to it.

Once again, she really felt the feeling of being held on top of her heart.

She was moved, especially the sentence:

I can't leave that sober An Xun behind.

After pondering for a moment, he blamed her in a joking tone: "It sounds good, you've finished watching it all. Do you think that if you run away, there will be a way back?"

Jiang Yien was startled, his face was red hot, he touched his blood-red ears, and said anxiously: "Then you also... have you looked at me..."

An Xun raised his eyebrows: "I'm not like some people who have dived into the water."

"I...I couldn't hold back..." Jiang Yien was about to cry.

An Xun couldn't help laughing: "Okay, I'm teasing you," then sighed deeply, touched the little girl's face, faced her concerns squarely, and said seriously:

"Xiao En, I apologize to you. I shouldn't have made important decisions when I was unconscious. I made you uneasy. Now, I am sober and serious to tell you that I am willing, and I don't regret it."

"I'm sure, I want to be lovers with you."

Jiang Yien looked up at her in surprise, with teary eyes and joy in his eyes: "Really? Really, don't you regret it at all?"

"Yes, I don't regret it at all." She rubbed the little girl into her arms, kissed her ears, and whispered softly: "I only regret that I didn't stay by your side earlier, and I regret that I have looked forward and backward for so long, and let you It's been a long wait, isn't it?"

Jiang Yien's dull face blossomed in an instant, his dimples were filled with a romantic smile, he was as excited as a child who got sugar, he hugged An Xun, and turned around a full circle: "It's not hard work! It's not hard work at all! "

"Hey! You... put me down! The ground is slippery!" An Xun hugged the girl's neck tightly, and dared to open his eyes after being frightened for a long time, looking down at the girl's bathrobe rippling in the wind, like a lily in bloom.

and many more!what is that?

Why did I see faint blood in a trance?

In the blur, her eyes focused little by little, and she could see clearly that there were clearly a few bloodstains in the looming whiteness.

The heart lost weight for a moment.

Struggling to get down, he pushed the little girl away, and asked anxiously, "Your leg is hurt? Where did it come from?"

Jiang Yien was still unwilling to let go of the hard-won treasure in his arms, but when he heard this question, his smile froze instantly, he hid his legs awkwardly, and lowered his head at a loss.

"I asked you something, didn't you hear me?"

An Xun asked again, his tone suddenly became cold, and he still didn't wait for an answer.

Helpless, I had no choice but to hug the silent little girl to the bed, let her lie down, went to the living room to search for ointment, squatted by the bed, carefully looked at the bloodstains, and her eyes were so distressed.

Seeing that An Xun didn't speak anymore, Jiang Yien whispered: "Sister An, don't be angry, I didn't tell you because I was afraid you would be worried."

"I told you that I will only be more worried!" An Xun frowned, scolded with a sullen face, and sighed after finishing speaking.

She guessed that it was the little girl who was beaten two days ago when she came home, and she felt a puff of anger in her heart, like a pimple in her throat, and felt that her lungs were about to explode. Except for the gentle hand that wiped the medicine, she seemed to be condensed everywhere. force.

"Yes... I'm sorry..." Jiang Yien turned her head and glanced at An Xun timidly. She was so gentle when she was in the bathroom just now, but now she is about to change back to Director An, the devil who asked her to write a self-criticism in the hospital at the beginning. .

"They hit you?" An Xun clenched his fists: "I'll talk to your aunt tomorrow, no matter what, she shouldn't hit you."

Jiang Yien's eyes widened, and he instantly imagined the scene of Sister An throwing his aunt over her shoulders, swallowed, and quickly explained:

"It's not my aunt, it's my grandma. Grandma educated me when she heard about my confrontation with patients in the hospital. For the elderly, the method is more old-fashioned."

She didn't say the real reason why grandma beat her.

"What?" An Xun's brows and eyes were startled, and half of his anger was relaxed: "Really? Is it just your grandmother educating you? Your aunt really didn't abuse you?" Although she still feels distressed, if the other party is a little girl's grandmother , she was helpless.

Jiang Yien didn't know whether to laugh or cry: "How is it possible! I'm already this old, even if I did, my grandma would stop me! Sister An, don't be angry, I was naughty when I was young, and my grandma often slapped my calves, I'm used to it .”

"Your grandma is too strict with you, no wonder you are so obedient..." An Xun sighed, "Does it still hurt?"

Jiang Yien's nose was sour, his eyes were red, and he shook his head in a muffled voice.

When she was young, she was used to being in a harsh environment. If it wasn't for An Xun, she wouldn't feel wronged.But at this moment, she was so wronged that she wanted to cry.

"I've been soaking in the water for so long, what if I get infected? You girl... don't let me worry at all..." An Xun held back his tears, his words were already a little choked up.

Jiang Yien looked back at An Xun, pondered for a moment, there was soft and sweet love in his eyes.

Then, he got up and approached An Xun, tilted his head and looked at her, pretending to be relaxed and jokingly said: "Sister An, I didn't see you angry when I ran away, why did you see that I was injured, so angry that you couldn't even speak?" ?”

An Xun paused, blinked his eyes and evaded for a while, and put on the ointment: "Okay, go to bed quickly, it's already three o'clock. I'll put the ointment on..."

Jiang Yien pulled back An Xun who was about to get up, put his hands around his snow-white neck, and smiled a bit slyly: "Sister An, I haven't tasted enough, don't you want me to satisfy you? It was hard just now, didn't you?" Can I make it up to you?"

An Xun's heart beat like a drum.

"Xiao En, I suddenly remembered that the ones that your good friend gave... have... expired..."

After speaking, both fell silent.

An Xun took the opportunity and ran away holding the ointment.

Jiang Yien petrified, suddenly a thunderbolt from the blue sky, followed by a sigh, regretted his mistake, fell down and rolled on the bed, and waved his fists into the air several times.

"Ah!!! Ji Xiaoyu!!!"

The author has something to say: Ji Xiaoyu: Ahh! ! ... Who is scolding me?

感谢在2021-08-1208:30:40~2021-08-1308:21:55期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw mines: concise, 486519951;

Thanks to the little angels of irrigation nutrient solution: 10 bottles of Tangtang; 3 bottles of Fusheng_Luomo;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!