come close to me hold me

"Make an appointment... a lover?"

Jiang Yien's eyes were full of doubts, the tears not only blurred her eyes, but also seemed to blind her ears, she couldn't see clearly, nor could she hear clearly.

Or, it is a dream.

She squeezed her face hard, but the pain was real and clear, the strike was not serious, she gritted her teeth in pain: "Hiss..."

An Xun was startled, quickly pulled away her self-inflicted hand, and eagerly touched her face: "You silly girl, what are you doing pinching yourself?"

Jiang Yien was shocked, it was not a dream!

Immediately afterwards, there was a burst of ecstasy, the tearful eyes magnified in a circle, and a pair of pear dimples almost reached the ears from the corners of the mouth.With a flutter of hands, she propped herself in front of An Xun, watched her and confirmed again and again:

"Of course! When is the appointment?! What year, month, and day?! What time, minute, and second?!"

An Xun was dumbfounded, and he didn't expect this girl to be so restless.I was obviously so serious and cautious, thinking that after bullying her for so long, she would at least hesitate for a while, hold back, and let my heart feel restless and uneasy for a while.

Unexpectedly, it was so easy to agree.

"Yien, don't get excited, listen to me. Although our school canceled the tutor system during the postgraduate internship two years ago, there is no teacher-student relationship between us, but as the person in charge of the intern, I have a good relationship with you. There is still a relationship.”

In the few years after Chen Nianci left, Ren Zhuo's chest had undergone a big change. The reason was that the former director of the United College opened the back door to students who gave red envelopes. The amount involved was shocking.

As soon as this matter was exposed, a large number of old tricksters were arrested, the positions of chief and deputy chief physicians were vacant, and the remaining batch of doctors with junior qualifications were not willing to be transferred to the hospital. In desperation, Qin Shi and An Xun was ordered in danger.

Also because of this incident, Ren Zhuo Chest Surgery canceled the old practice of in-service doctors leading teachers two years ago, and separated from the two departments of the college, each performing its duties.First, let the teachers of the college have more contact with practical operations, and no longer talk about it on paper; second, let the front-line staff focus on their own work.

But no matter whether he has the title of a mentor or not, An Xun will carefully teach every child under his command. Outside the chest, the same is true for doctors with a little qualifications.

Therefore, many young doctors like Jiang Yien have long recognized their seniors as their masters in their hearts, and their relationship with each other is far beyond that of ordinary colleagues, or superiors and subordinates.

"So what? Who stipulated that you can't fall in love with the leader?"

Hearing An Xun's words, Jiang Yien felt as if the duck in his hand was about to fly away, and he couldn't help but start to doubt that the appointment she mentioned could be in the next life, right?

"There is nothing wrong with it, but I am also in charge of your interns. Our working relationship is unequal. Such unequal will make you unable to see many things clearly, and will also constrain you in intimacy. freedom in relationship."

"But……"

"Yien, I have to wait for you to see clearly, I have to wait for the day when you can completely get rid of barriers and interference. I shouldn't lead you in the wrong direction, and I don't want you to start a first love in a daze. You Understand?"

Of course Jiang Yien understood An Xun's words.

Everyone has a strong heart. The admiration and admiration for a strong person in a field by a young white in the workplace will produce unclear love and pursuit. This is the so-called estrangement.

However, the aura brought about by the gap in experience is regarded as the capital of love by the seniors, and it is difficult to avoid the unequal relationship in the love relationship, which is the so-called interference.

She knew that An Xun would definitely do business, and she was no longer an ignorant child.But as long as that person still has concerns in his heart, she will fully respect her wishes.

"When was that?"

"When you officially join the job, there will be no direct affiliation between us. I don't participate in administrative matters, so I can neither control your work nor decide whether you will stay or not." An Xun patiently explained.

"At that time, can we be together? Can we become official lovers?"

For Jiang Yien, staying in the thoracic surgery department is not difficult at all, but not easy at all.If she works hard and can stay after graduation, it will take two years.

This time, whether it is long or short, Jiang Yien is already content, at least not in the next life.

"Yes. Before that, when you also gave me an internship period, while you worked hard to become a qualified doctor, I will also work hard to slowly become a more qualified lover. On that day, will I You can become a regular, the decision is in your hands."

"The right to decide is in my hands?"

Jiang Yien's brows and eyes were startled, and her heart felt sore. Her sister An is such a proud person, why did she lose to herself like this.

"However, if you leave the decision-making power to me and let yourself be passive, aren't you afraid that I will reject you in the future? If there are any changes in the past two years, you won't regret it, won't you regret it?"

An Xun looked into those eyes, was silent for a moment, then lowered his head and sighed helplessly, and said softly, "Yes."

"Then why..."

"But I'm even more afraid that you will still regret it after we got together hastily. Yeen, your life is safe and happy. For me, it is more important than us being together. Do you understand? If you really refuse in the future I……"

An Xun hesitated to speak, but in fact, she was afraid.

If Jiang Yien really found a better home, can he really say his blessings calmly?If many years later, their intersection is just a phone call during the holidays, will I really not feel regretful and unwilling?She didn't know, and didn't dare to think.

Jiang Yien looked at the man who was obviously scared but pretended to be relaxed, and felt distressed and cute at the same time.

Talking about trying to become a qualified lover, she was originally that unattainable dream, God is sorry, she is already flattered to be loved by her, and she is not needed to work hard to be qualified.

Jiang Yien knew that she would worship her and look up to her all her life. This was not due to any unequal status, but because of her An Xun, that's all.

"Stupid, how could I refuse you..."

Who can refuse her sister An.

An Xun looked at the little girl's eyes full of his own, and felt relieved for a while, nodded and smiled, and said nothing.

Jiang Yien lay down beside An Xun, drawing circles with her fingertips on An Xun's knee through the quilt, then wrapped her arms around her waist, put her head in her arms, and acted coquettishly in an attempt to ease the tense atmosphere.

"Sister An, you don't need to work hard to pass, you don't know, you are the white moonlight in many people's hearts, the goddess in many people's hearts. You smile at me, and I feel that I have saved the galaxy! If you have the opportunity to do it Your lover, I'm afraid I'll wake up laughing from my dream!"

An Xun couldn't help laughing, and was tickled by the softness of the little girl. She seemed to be more able to adapt to such intimacy than before. There was no rigid resistance, no instinctive resistance, but a pampering rub Rubbing the girl's hair, she lowered her eyebrows and smiled.

"I'm not as good as you said. I really don't know how I tricked such a cute kid into protecting me and loving me so wholeheartedly. "

Jiang Yien looked proud and raised his eyebrows:

"Don't you know? A kid like me can be cheated away with a candy."

Then he said seriously: "Don't worry, I will try my best to become an excellent doctor like you, and one day, I will be able to fight side by side with you. I will try my best to make us all become regulars. I will not let you regret, let alone make you regret .”

The girl's promise, perhaps in the eyes of outsiders, is still arrogant and frivolous.But An Xun knew that it was more unwavering than any rock.It is the result of the little girl's sincerity and sincerity, so even if it hasn't started, it can already give people a complete sense of security.

It really is a child who can be cheated away with a piece of candy. How can such a child be trusted to others.

"Ok, I will wait for you."

An Xun smiled, feeling relieved.I'm also glad that I didn't run away.

"Then make an appointment!"

Jiang Yien stretched out his hand, inviting An Xun to pull the hook.The fingertips are raised, the thumb is pressed tightly, as pure as a child, and as firm as a vow of eternal love.

"For the rest of my life, please teach me a lot!"

It was already three o'clock in the morning, and Jiang Yien obediently went back to her room to sleep, adhering to the "appointment".

She said she was good, but she was not good, she tossed and turned holding Tiantian, she was so ecstatic that she couldn't sleep at all, being chased by the sweet wind, her heart was in full bloom, she covered her mouth and kept silent, but she still laughed until the whole bed was shaking.I finally couldn't help getting out of bed and wrote down this unforgettable moment in my favorite book.

"November 22, make an appointment for lovers."

An Xun on the other side didn't feel so well.Before he could feel the joy in his heart, he was exhausted by the pain in his body.

Woke up at five o'clock, went to the bathroom and vomited in a mess, with tears in my eyes, my whole body was weak, lying on the cold ground, unable to move, almost fainted in it.

She only treated it as an old problem, and after a while of violence, she got up and took stomach medicine.But the abdominal cramps caused by her menstrual period are still fueling her fire, and she also knows that her stomach can't stand the toss of painkillers, so there is no other way but to endure the pain.

My whole body was trembling uncontrollably, I lost strength and became dizzy several times, and woke up several times with severe pain. I was so cold that I was sweating profusely, and my hair and clothes were all wet.She didn't say a word just because she didn't dare to make that girl feel bad again.

It wasn't until seven o'clock that the situation improved a little. She forced herself to put on makeup, specially chose a more colorful lipstick, and carefully covered up the paleness of her face. After tidying up everything, she dared to leave the room.

"Sister An, are you uncomfortable? Why don't you take leave and rest at home?"

Helpless, it was all a waste of effort, Jiang Yien saw An Xun's expression, and immediately noticed something abnormal.

"I'm fine, maybe I slept too late yesterday, how about you? Have you rested?"

It was obviously haggard that couldn't be concealed by makeup, and she ate a little bit of breakfast symbolically, and insisted that she was fine, Jiang Yien was dubious, and tried to persuade her to ask for leave to rest at home several times, but it was useless.

"Sister An, do you really have to go? You know, a doctor working hard is also a danger to patients. "

"I don't have an operation today, so I just go to see a doctor, it's okay."

An Xun comforted the little girl with a worried face, and she wasn't just trying to be brave. Her stomach has always been bad, but the pain always comes and goes quickly, although this time seems to be different from the past, maybe it's menstrual period As a result of the aggravation, An Xun thought that he would get better after taking the medicine, and there should be no delay.

It wasn't until he was about to go out that he finally couldn't hold on and fainted in the porch, and everything fell apart.

"An Xun!"

She saw the little girl rushing up, and also heard the full name called out in a hurry, like a reliable and solid force enveloped her, and finally, she let herself lose consciousness.

I went to the hospital for an examination and found that it was stomach cramps caused by poor diet and emotional depression.

Thinking about it, in just one day yesterday, she really experienced ups and downs several times.It's menstrual period, hot pot, and taking sleeping pills, how could it be possible not to fall ill after a noisy meal.

"Do you know that this is very dangerous for you? Why don't you tell me if you feel uncomfortable?" Jiang Yien broke down in tears, looking at the bloodless face, wishing to slap himself a few times in the face for being careless yesterday.

"I'm sorry, I was afraid that you were worried..." An Xun opened his eyes slightly, his anger was like a thread.

Seeing the little girl who was full of self-blame crying pear blossoms raining on the bedside, she also felt sorry for her heartache, and blamed herself for her self-blame, only then did she realize that her bravado was futile and would only make her girl worse. Worried, more powerless.

It seems that to be a good lover, there are still many things to learn.

"Aren't you able to play three? Don't you pay attention to maintenance and fitness? Why do you still get sick every day..."

An Xun smiled helplessly, and joked softly: "I can't help it, I'm born weak and sick, otherwise I wouldn't be sent to learn kendo to keep fit."

Hearing this, Jiang Yien cried even more outrageously.

"In the future, no one is allowed to endure the pain alone, you understand?"

An Xun nodded, Jiang Yien didn't know if she really understood, and continued:

"Xun'er, you said that you want to try to change, right? But what you lack is not the ability to love. To be a soft person, you should first learn how to enjoy being loved. Accept kindness, accept your own occasional fragility, this is also a kind of ability."

The little girl didn't know when she started to change her mouth naturally, and An Xun's heart softened a little when she called her an intimate name, so that she didn't hear the lecture at all.

Jiang Yien continued:

"Lovers should rely on each other. If you are the only one who pets and loves me, then what is the difference between me and a pet? If I can't give you any support, I will feel that I am useless..."

"So, don't be brave in front of me in the future, otherwise, I will judge you as unqualified."

An Xun couldn't help laughing, it was obviously a stern voice, but it was like a sweet wind blowing in his heart.Couldn't help joking softly:

"Is this the first lesson for a trainee girlfriend?"

Jiang Yien was taken aback, followed the trend, pursed his lips and frowned, and nodded pretendingly serious: "Yes! The first lesson!"

The joy in An Xun's eyes was smudged again, the little girl carefully warmed her hand with the drip, and she didn't know when a warm baby was pasted on her abdomen. Every detail made her feel Until I was placed on the tip of my heart, cared for, loved, and cared for, lest omissions be missed.

How is it possible not to fall.

"Then, Xun'er obeys."

She smiled and nodded slightly.Under the eyes, there seemed to be a long-lost brightness, as touching as snow melting in early spring.

Jiang Yien's heart trembled, whether he had changed her somewhat, thinking about it, his eyes became moist again.

The spring-like brightness also made the familiar smell pervade the whole body, she was really, too much like the moon.No matter what, Jiang Yien swore secretly that from now on, only An Xun's bright moon will be in his heart, and it will never change.

The author has something to say: The background of this story is set in the future that we have never reached, and the age when same-sex love is blessed.Therefore, in order to conform to the logic of the plot, there is a certain degree of overhead in the hospital system. All the plots are purely fictitious, and any similarity is purely coincidental.

感谢在2021-07-1921:14:58~2021-07-2008:17:49期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw mines: Vhakduyd1;

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: 5 bottles of Tangtang;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!