come close to me hold me

A soft call.

Looking back, it was the girl's cunning and blurred eyes, trying to seduce her soul.She is still here, she knows, she will come, she knows, she will wait until she comes.

In the faint eyes, the loneliness in the eyes can be seen for a moment, without words, without pondering, knowing that it is not easy to connect with each other, and the beautiful scenery on a good day is really rare.

Finally, she also let go of her reserve.

The tips of the noses scraped gently, interlaced, and the ears and temples rubbed together, sighing out a warm breath.Gently probing her lips, the kiss became deeper and deeper, out of control.Fascinated, can't find it, so let's be presumptuous.

Towels, ripped off.

Without a shawl, I can only use myself instead, holding her in my arms, feeling every inch, lips, falling, leaving hickey marks.The chorus is played, searching up and down...

Like foam on the sea, I can't help myself.

Like a feather riding a breeze, it has no weight, no thought, and no direction.

"Yen..."

"I'm going to fall..."

Behind him is a dark abyss, one step away, it seems that he is about to fall if he turns over.Suddenly, the lingering embrace loosened in an instant, and she turned over and fell, and the ensuing weightlessness made her cry out in surprise.

"Xiao En!"

An Xun suddenly woke up, it was a dream.

It turned out to be a dream.It was so real that the warm breath seemed to still be lingering in his ears, and the milk-sweet fragrance that belonged to Jiang Yien couldn't go away.How can I have such a dream? Is it really because the distance between two people can't be controlled?It is still the direction of the heart, thinking about it every day, and dreaming at night.

The misty beads are like a layer of mist, leaving a rush, and the ending is an incomplete ending, so ethereal and unbelievably ethereal.

"Sister An?"

There was a few knocks on the door, and the soft call of the person in the dream came from behind the door. An Xun was dizzy, thinking it was an illusion, scratched his hair, turned his head and closed his eyes, and knocked hard on the head twice.

"Sister An, I'm coming in."

door, opened.

The girl just stood at the light source like a dream.It looks like in the dream, and it doesn't look like it.

The eyes in the dream were far less clear and pure than the eyes in front of him.Her little girl, like the first snow, will melt away with a little force in the palm of your hand.Facing her like this, An Xun only felt that his embarrassment was simply shameless.

How willing to go for entertainment.

This is the first time she had such a dream, even though she intellectually agrees that having needs is not something difficult to say, and fully understands that single people occasionally solve it by themselves, but in terms of behavior, she has never let it go.

In fact, before Jiang Yien appeared, she once suspected that she belonged to the indifferent group, and there was no need for any solution.

"Sister An..."

As soon as Jiang Yien opened the door, he saw An Xun sitting in a trance, brows frowned, tears in Qiushui's bright eyes, as if surprised, but also a little bit wronged.The loose hair is a little messy, the neckline of the pajamas is slipped to one side, and the fragrant shoulders are slightly exposed.Put your hands on the bed, prop up the weak willow waist.

She is so pitiful, it breaks my heart.

"I'm sorry, I'm late. I heard you calling me, and thought it was a dream... Is it uncomfortable?"

An Xun was still in a daze and didn't know how to react, and was embraced by the little girl, his heartbeat that had just calmed down to half, suddenly became chaotic again.

"I...I'm fine..." Without reason, she just pushed her away intuitively, got up and walked straight to the bathroom.

Jiang Yien watched the figure disappear before his eyes, feeling a little powerless, so he could only wander back and forth at the door, waiting.

Turn on the shower, let the water flow, wash away all traces, leaving behind the joy that seems to be nothing, but what it brings is unprecedented emptiness and separation.

Suddenly, An Xun felt a faint soreness in his waist and abdomen, making it difficult to stand up. He propped himself up and slowly squatted down, with his forehead resting against the wall, his brows furrowed, biting his inner lip, and taking a few deep breaths occasionally. Relieve physical discomfort.

"Sister An, do you need my help?"

At the door, the little girl's soft call came again, and her whole body trembled, as if the tide was gushing out in an instant, she subconsciously looked down, and a ray of blood spread in the water.

It turned out that it was the menstrual period.

The blood red made An Xun wake up suddenly, and the shame in his heart also calmed down a bit. It seems understandable that he felt unbearable for a day or two before and after.After rinsing the bathtub, I put on my clothes, put on a piece of night extension, and left the bathroom.

In the room, the light has been turned on, and on the bedside table, there is a cup of steaming pure water.The little girl stood in front of her, waiting for a long time, with a worried expression on her face.

"Sister An, is it in severe pain? I saw you sweating just now, how many times did you call me? Did I keep you waiting for a long time?"

An Xun's heart tensed for a moment, and he actually yelled out?That girl actually heard it?Recalling the tenderness in the dream, she couldn't help feeling chills down her back and feeling uneasy.

"No...not long..."

She doesn't know how long it will be, she can only pray that it won't be too long.

In fact, it was only when An Xun woke up from the dream at the moment when he pulled away that a soft call came out of his mouth. Only that sound was enough to make the little girl sit up suddenly.

It's just that Jiang Yien didn't know it himself, half asleep and half awake, he thought that An Xun had been in pain for a long time, calling himself for a long time.He didn't hear anything unnatural from that sound, at the moment, he was only full of self-blame.

"Come on, lie down." He took An Xun's hand and led her to the bed.

An Xun also obediently lay down obediently as she wanted, and said ten thousand times in his heart: Don't feel guilty, you didn't do anything, this is human nature.

But even so, she was still ashamed, she didn't dare to look at that girl, she wished she could bury her whole body in the quilt and never see the light of day.I prayed in my heart that the little girl would get out quickly, and stop putting myself on the brink of danger and wandering around repeatedly.

However, she was reluctant to let her go, most of her sanity was swallowed up, and there was almost nothing left.Instinctively, he looked at the girl with eyes full of attachment.

"Xiao En, I'm not feeling well..." She wanted to express that she wanted to rest alone for a while, but when she said it, she felt a little bit wronged, even a little coquettish.

"I know you're not feeling well, I've counted the days, it should be a day or two, you've come already?" Jiang Yien smiled softly, confessing with some relief from An Xun.

An Xun was shocked in his heart, for something that he hadn't paid attention to carefully, that girl actually counted the days for her, and she was so accurate.As soon as the warmth spread, the sense of grievance became even more wanton. With tears in his eyes, he pursed his lips and nodded.

Before meeting Jiang Yien, no one has ever cared for her, cared for her, and cared for her so meticulously.Even when the mother was still there, it was the same.

Ever since she had a younger sister and her mother fell ill again, An Xun has taken on a responsibility. It has become a habit to report the good news to the family but not the bad news. Most of the illnesses are carried by herself.

Therefore, when she was in college, she occasionally fell ill, and even if Su Wen insisted on accompanying her to receive an IV in the hospital, she would mercilessly drive him away.At that time, Su Wen was more or less a young lady, and she was stubborn in doing things. If she was asked to leave, she would really know how to leave.An Xun also agreed with his heart about this, and did not feel any loss.

Only this girl, she couldn't bear it, and she knew that she couldn't drive her away.

But as soon as she regained her sanity, she would still be habitually brave, and no matter how reluctant she was, she would be too embarrassed to let this little girl stay up at night and stay by her side.

"It's not very serious, just lie down for a while, don't worry."

"If the pain is not severe, don't rely on the medicine. Let me give you a massage." Jiang Yien sat down on the edge of the bed again, seeing that An Xun's condition was really good at the moment, he felt a little relieved.

An Xun was startled for a second, and asking her to massage at this time was nothing like adding insult to injury, she couldn't bear it any longer, so she declined politely: "No, I'm fine, you can go back to sleep quickly, you have to go to work tomorrow, right? ?”

"It's okay, you are more important, I can get up."

Tomorrow, the vacation is over, and Jiang Yien enjoys going to and from get off work with Sister An, no matter how much sleep she doesn't have, she will wake up naturally when the sun rises.

Since the last time I saw An Xun's dysmenorrhea, Jiang Yien went to learn Chinese medicine from her classmates. Although she hoped that her new skills would not need to be used, but at this moment, since An Xun was already feeling unwell, she just wanted to take a look. Show your skills.

Throwing off the quilt, she gently lifted An Xun's pajamas.

"Xiao En!" An Xun was startled suddenly, thinking that even if it was the last massage, he didn't need to lift his clothes, half propped up, raised his head and looked at each other with frowning eyes full of panic.

Jiang Yien sighed softly, and said solemnly, "I am a doctor."

In a word, hitting An Xun's Achilles' heel is almost guaranteeing her professional ethics. If she still doesn't accept it, isn't she questioning the girl's professionalism.After hesitating, he let go, followed the gentle push from the girl's hand, and slowly lay back.

She knew that she couldn't think of the little girl so innocently.

Jiang Yien found the front midline, with his fingertips three inches below the middle of the navel, circling and kneading.Here, it's just the first step.

"This is Guan Yuan. Pressing here is very useful when you have dysmenorrhea. It is also used to treat abdominal pain, syncope shock, kidney deficiency and asthma..."

An Xun felt hot all over, bit his lips tightly and dared not make a sound.She rubbed her fingers lightly, which almost drove people crazy, and she could still seriously say something about treating kidney deficiency and asthma... outrageous, her body is clearly getting more and more vacant, and her breathing is getting more and more uneven.

After a while, Jiang Yien moved back again, making An Xun bend his knee to 90 degrees, clasp the kneecap of his right leg with his palm, and massage the inner side of the place close to the knee with his thumb.

"This is a sea of ​​blood, and the stimulation intensity is very strong. If you press it by yourself in the future, remember not to use too much force, and the time should not be too long. Keep it to one to three minutes."

An Xun nodded, frowning tightly, not even daring to open her eyes. She thought that she would feel better if she separated from her abdomen, but she didn't want this place to be equally fragile. If you are careful, you will break the dike for thousands of miles.

Before it was over, Jiang Yien stepped back to his ankle, lightly clenched his fingers, and dropped his finger three inches from the inner ankle: "This is..."

"Yi En!" An Xun gasped, exclaimed in a low voice, and when he felt the touch of the fingertips, he retracted his feet reflexively.Even if she rationally tells herself that she is a doctor, she can't have such an unprofessional mentality, emotionally, it is difficult to control herself: "Enough, I don't hurt anymore, thank you."

In fact, very heartwarming, but also very sad.

Jiang Yien withdrew her hand, feeling a little lost in her heart, she really didn't think much about it during the whole massage, she even opened An Xun's pajamas calmly.This is her professionalism, no matter how sexy her body is, no matter how close she is, as long as she puts herself in the position of a doctor, she must be pure-hearted and ascetic.

But An Xun obviously couldn't take it anymore.

"Then, you go to bed early, if you still feel uncomfortable, remember to call me." Jiang Yien got up, got out of bed, helped An Xun cover the quilt, leaned over and rubbed her hair: "Be good, don't be brave."

At this moment, she is not a child, the person lying down is her little girl.

An Xun couldn't help laughing, although every time she was coaxed by this girl as a child, she felt ashamed that she was old and shameless, but she was happy and enjoyed it.

Fortunately, the girl didn't ask to stay, otherwise she would have been sleepless all night, and she agreed softly with relief: "Okay, I understand."

Seeing the little girl nodding her head slightly, a few short strands of hair curled playfully at the corner of her jaw, her face was serious, she was really cute.He couldn't help but smile softly again, and provocatively said:

"Good night sweetie."

Jiang Yien's brows and eyes were startled, he was satisfied by this cute call, his face was full of unconcealable ecstasy, he couldn't help touching An Xin's face, he said good night, and went back to the room in a hurry.

After closing the door, I couldn't help closing my eyes and recalling that the seemingly delicate person actually had beautiful and carefully selected mermaid lines.The skin is firm and smooth, and even the shape of the belly button looks good.

Her slender feet and toenails are beautifully flattened.The skin on the ankles is actually not dull at all, and even fair and juicy.

She knew that An Xun paid great attention to maintenance and care, and she could tell from her hands.Usually surgeons have rough hands, but she has white wrists, no barbs on her fingertips, and beautifully trimmed nails.These were all observed at close range when An Xun put on makeup for her last time.

The word image management was mentioned by An Xun when she curled her hair that day.But Jiang Yien didn't expect that apart from being able to make up and match, he would even do all these details, revealing a delicacy that is not lazy.

Naturally, more than her story, her precipitation, her belly has a poetic spirit, which finally achieves this unique temperament.

Her ideal person, beauty, comes out from the bottom of her heart.

Looking at myself again, lotion is often purchased and used twice before it is put out of date, and a mask that is applied four or five times on a whim in a year is considered too much.Although the whole person looks thin, but because he doesn't exercise often, there are a little bit of fat on his stomach and waist.The nails are always cut in a mess, and the hair is not often taken care of.

That is to say, relying on the natural skin and easy-to-thin physique, the bottom line that girls can be messy and not dirty, so far, it is still acceptable.

To sum up, I just don't know how to clean up, and I'm surprisingly lazy.

Such a self, how can he pursue such a perfect person.

"Ugh……"

A long sigh.

And the person she's thinking of is still tossing and turning, wandering back and forth in the dream and outside the dream, her heart is wrapped in the gentleness of the fingertips, almost drunk.

The iceberg no longer exists.

The days are almost forgotten, during the long 15 years of being alone, she had nothing to desire.

How could An Xun expect that he would have today.The attachment and curiosity to a person, the attachment to the body, the occasional jealousy in the heart, and the little pride of not admitting defeat, for her, they were all things that had been discarded for a long time, so that they were unfamiliar.

The little girl not only brought sunshine, but also seemed to slowly bring out the little girl who was locked in the iceberg for too long and thought she would never be found again.

It turns out that that little girl also has lovely eyes like a deer, a bright and bright smile like spring, the most enthusiastic heart, and eyes full of curiosity to explore the world.

What Chen Nianci said is true, the former self is really similar to Jiang Yien.

That's why I feel sorry for her so much, and that's why I want to protect her with all my might.So every time I see her cry and see her hurt, I can empathize with her.

Like, protecting your old self.

The author has something to say: serious acupoint knowledge.Cuties can also ask their girlfriends to help them press if necessary. Of course, they can do it themselves without a girlfriend.

感谢在2021-07-1406:55:36~2021-07-1505:43:02期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: 10 bottles of Eros; 1 bottle of Fusheng_Luomo;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!