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In the afternoon, just before getting off work, the emergency department suddenly received two car accidents with penetrating chest injuries. An Xun looked at the time on the way in a hurry, thinking that he should be able to catch up with the end and make dinner soon, and he didn't have time to give the little girl a haircut. A message to explain.

It was almost nine o'clock when the operation was scheduled, An Xun hadn't eaten a good meal all day, and she was a little weak from hunger. She was forced to go to work as soon as she arrived at the hospital at noon. During the interval, she saw half a sandwich left over from breakfast on the table. I gulped it down with water, thinking about going back to have a good dinner after get off work, but I didn't expect to be so busy at this time.

Guessing that the little girl probably hadn't had dinner yet, she didn't rest at the door of the operating room, so she immediately went back to the office, took off her white coat, and hurried to the door with her bag.

"Going back in such a hurry? Why don't we go after dinner together?" Su Wen also happened to be undergoing surgery, so he bumped into him and stopped him.

"No, Yien is still waiting for me at home." An Xun was eager to go back, but slipped his tongue for a while.

"What?! You two are living together?!!" Su Wen's eyes widened in surprise, and his voice raised several decibels, causing everyone in the corridor to turn their heads.

An Xun's mind buzzed, and he paused for a moment, neither walking nor not leaving.Who doesn't know that Su Wen is the broadcast of Ren Zhuo's walking, and if she knows it, all Ren Zhuo will know before dawn.He also said to avoid suspicion, but now he can't argue with anyone, even if he jumped into the Yellow River, he can't clear it up.

"Su Wen, can you not say it?" An Xun clutched his bag, hesitated for a moment, then looked at Su Wen with eyes full of pleading and said: "Count me... Please."

Su Wen was terrified by this begging, and moved half a meter away in seconds. She, An Xun, would beg for someone?

"You, you, you... won't kill people to silence you, will you?"

"Just make fun of me, Jiang Yien is still a child."

An Xun felt a pang of sadness in his heart. After all, it was his own momentary disrespect caused by his heartache that caused such a misunderstanding.She felt a little regretful, she shouldn't have never done that, she let herself kiss her, even through a mask, she shouldn't have.

What's more, she shouldn't be careless, and let that little girl who wants to repay her affection leave a trace of heat on her cheek.She knew that from that moment on, her heart was completely messed up.

Gossip should not be, she should not be.

"Then you two really..."

Su Wen also knew that his gossip groups were just for fun all the year round. Everyone chatted about the little candy in the cracks. It looked genuine, but no one would really take a joke seriously, not to mention that she An Xun is a I haven't seen an ice beauty with a love life in more than ten years.

But this time, she hesitated a little, from the time when Jiang Yien pestered her to ask questions, every sentence was inseparable from An Xun, now seeing An Xun who never pays attention to gossip, begged her to shut up.Are they really interested in each other?

"There is nothing between us, nothing."

An Xun answered quickly, and walked out of Su Wen's sight, almost running away.

She didn't know why she felt guilty and didn't dare to look at Su Wen when she said the words "pure and innocent", and she didn't know why she felt a sharp pain in her heart when she said "nothing".

She didn't think about it, and she didn't dare to think about it.

In the silent corridor, messages rang out frequently. Su Wen was immersed in doubts, and it took a long time before he casually took out his phone:

"Xiaotao, Department of Thoracic Surgery: Shocked! A pink Mickey Mouse water glass appeared on the goddess's table, suspected to be from my sister!"

"Wen Jing, Department of Thoracic Surgery: Ah, well... well, I saw it too."

"Emergency Nurse A: No, no, no, it won't be true!"

"Thoracic surgeon B: Dr. An uses a pink water cup, it's a bit cute hahahahaha..."

"Xue Feng, Department of Thoracic Surgery: I just heard Dr. Su talking about cohabitation in the corridor, are they?"

"Xiaotao, Department of Thoracic Surgery:!!!"

"No way..."

She wished she could throw away her mobile phone, with words written all over her face that it was none of my business, she froze in place for a long time, watching the light in the corridor gradually dim, feeling a sense of imminent death.

When An Xun drove out of the hospital, it had been dark for a long time. This kind of life was already normal for An Xun. She would drive slowly on the way to get off work every day to slow down the day. urgent.Some shops on the street are closed, and only when you pass by the bar can you see the lively gathering.

But the excitement is not hers after all.

Only today, she speeded up the accelerator a little, she knew that the lights at home would be on, and there was a little girl waiting for her.

When getting out of the car, An Xun suddenly saw a heat preservation bag on the back seat, and then remembered that the girl at noon told her to remember to eat lunch, but she still forgot and didn't even take it out of the car. , she was a little nervous.

I wanted to solve it in the car and go home, but the temperature in the car was too high, and the food that had been left all afternoon had a bit of a bad taste, so I had to quietly take it upstairs, dumped it in the trash can in the corridor, and then pretended nothing happened, opened the door .

"Sister An! You're back!"

The little girl seemed to rush out as soon as she heard the unlocking sound, and put her arms around her neck. The inertia caused by the impact also made An Xun involuntarily hug her for half a circle.

This feeling is amazing.

But within two seconds, she instinctively put away her desire for this kind of wonder, pretended to inadvertently stagger her arms, took off her coat and put away her bag, rolled up her sleeves and walked to the kitchen solemnly:

"I'm sorry, I had a temporary operation, are you starving? Want to eat..."

Before the words were finished, as soon as I entered the restaurant, I saw a table of hot meals, neatly arranged with three dishes and one soup, with a combination of meat and vegetables, bright colors, and looked very appetizing.

"You...made your own dinner?"

"Huh! Surprise!" Jiang Yien jumped up and followed, with two large characters written on his face - praise me.

An Xun was indeed surprised, but he was not happy. He felt an indescribable sense of loss in his heart.Fortunately, I was worried that she would be hungry, so I rushed back with my weak body, and lost my composure in front of Su Wen in a hurry.

Jiang Yien is a 22-year-old adult with normal self-care ability, why did she really treat her like a child, why did she lose basic judgment and reason for her.

Thinking of this, An Xun's nose tingled, and he sighed in his heart: I really think that whoever I am, I can really take care of her. If this girl hadn't been waiting for you, she would have eaten a long time ago.

She doesn't need you at all.

An Xun, you really look like a fool.

"So good. It seems that you can do without me." An Xun smiled wryly, concealing his sense of loss, and patted Jiang Yien's head with the appearance of an elder.

"How come! I'm afraid you're too tired! Wen Jing doesn't have class this afternoon, so I specially asked her to teach me," Jiang Yien explained and added: "I didn't let her in the house, I learned it in the past. "

An Xun was stunned for a moment, remembering that she mentioned grandma and uncle last time, and also said that she was an outsider, she couldn't help frowning: "Xiao En, you can bring your friends home, and you don't have to report anything to me."

"But this is basic courtesy!" Jiang Yien tilted his head and smiled naturally.

An Xun suddenly realized that he was being paranoid again, this is indeed a basic courtesy.After all, I am not her relative, how can I be compared with grandma and uncle, I couldn't help feeling heavy again, and rubbed between my brows.

An Xun, wake me up!

"Why are you looking for Wen Jing? If you want to learn how to cook, I can teach you." An Xun sat down at the dining table without changing his face.

"Really? Dr. An is willing to teach me?" Jiang Yien's expression was full of joy, and he followed up happily in a few steps.

"Your mother's recipe is very detailed, follow it, it's very simple. But I'm a novice after all, how can someone cook it well." She finally insisted, and couldn't help giving Jiang Yien a cold look.

Jiang Yien frowned, sized him up carefully, his eyes full of suspicion: "Dr. An is jealous?"

An Xun lowered his head, bit his inner lip faintly, and said firmly, "No."

"Then try the sweet and sour pork ribs I made!" Jiang Yien knew that An Xun might not be able to eat well if he chased after him so hard, so he took the initiative to change the topic, and put a piece of the most beautiful ribs into An Xun bowl.

"Thank you." An Xun just took it lightly and moved his chopsticks.

Looking at the person sitting upright, no trace of shyness can be seen on the cold and usual face, he must be being affectionate, Dr. An, how could he be jealous of me.

Jiang Yien enjoys An Xun's attention to detail, but he cannot be worthy of it.Even though An Xun told her like that, don't worry about what you owe, she is still afraid that she will become a burden.

Her doctor, An, has always had three meals a day. For her, he came back and made a big lunch, but he hurried to work again without eating a bite, and he didn't even have time to sleep in the afternoon. Such a self How could she take sacrifice for granted?

"Is it tasty?"

"Ah."

An Xun has been hungry all day, and her stomach feels uncomfortable. She only feels sick when she sees greasy things. If the little girl didn't make them herself, she probably wouldn't taste them.Gritting his teeth and taking a bite, the taste turned out to be pretty good, adding to the sense of loss in his heart.

"Eat more if it tastes good!" Jiang Yien added a few more pieces to An Xun's bowl.

In fact, by the time the second piece of pork ribs was eaten, An Xun was already very uncomfortable, with a faint cramping pain in his stomach. It was obviously a delicious meal, but it also started to feel tasteless.But yesterday she cooked for the first time, and the little girl had all the dishes, how could she not give her face now, and forced herself to finish the whole bowl of rice.

"Sister An, you don't have to take care of me in the future. You didn't have a good lunch today, did you?"

An Xun was already uncomfortable, and with a guilty conscience, he almost couldn't sit still.Where is it that she didn't eat well, she didn't eat at all, and now, she really regretted it, put down the bowl and chopsticks, and helped her forehead.

"Yien, I'm a little tired, I want to take a shower and rest, I'll leave it here and clean it up tomorrow."

"Are you uncomfortable?" An Xun's disguise was very good, and with light makeup on, it was hard for Jiang Yien to notice anything, only because An Xun always finished today's work today, and today was surprisingly procrastinated, that's why he felt something strange.

"No, I'm just a little tired." An Xun got up and put away the plates and bowls.

"Let me come!" Jiang Yien hurried over and said with concern: "I just ate, it's best to take a shower later, why don't you lie down on the sofa for a while?"

An Xun let go, seeing that his body was still holding up, he nodded his head and said hello, following the little girl's wishes, took a book and sat on the sofa to rest.

Jiang Yien poured a cup of hot water and put it in front of her, and repeatedly asked if there was any discomfort, but An Xun only said that she was tired, so she had no choice but to give up.

"Then you have a good rest, I'll call you in half an hour, I'll go take out the trash first."

"Trash?" An Xun suddenly put down the book, panicked: "No need, I'll take it out tomorrow when I go out."

"It's okay, it's in the corridor anyway, and I'll be right back."

Jiang Yien picked up two bags of trash and went out. An Xun felt overwhelmed and restless for a moment, as if he couldn't even feel the stomach pain.At this point, she can only pray that Jiang Yien didn't notice the food she poured just now.

However, Jiang Yien still saw it, and when he saw it, he froze in place for half a minute. He was happy when he saw An Xun bring back two empty lunch boxes, but now it seems that he was really happy for nothing.

"Did you just eat a sandwich at the end of the day..."

If Su Wen hadn't told her categorically that An Xun had eaten breakfast, she might have thought that the sandwich might have been thrown away too.This is what I happened to discover. In the past so many years, has she always been like this and didn't eat well?Jiang Yien was angry and distressed, and her steps back could not help but become heavy.

"Back, back..."

An Xun looked at Jiang Yien's face and squeezed out a smile.She didn't know how she had fallen from the level of extermination master to this. She was just a little girl, could she still eat her up?If it were An Xun's previous personality, even if he dumped the rice in front of her, he wouldn't be timid at all.

"I'm sorry, I... I really ate the sandwich, I drank the milk, and lunch... I really didn't have time... When I came back, it all tasted bad, so..." She didn't blame herself.

"Yeah." Jiang Yien pursed her lips and nodded obediently.

"You, aren't you angry?"

Jiang Yien shook his head, pursing his lips even tighter.After a moment of silence, he smiled softly again: "Okay, I'm a little angry. But, I know you're tired, so I won't blame you."

An Xun's brows and eyes were startled, his eyes softened for a while, his heart seemed to melt, looking at the little girl, his eyes were filled with tender pampering for a moment.

"You silly girl... Come here, let me give you a hug."

An Xun opened her arms for the first time, even though it was such a sentence, sent from her gentle and calm tone, without the slightest hint of provocation, as always deserted, but it also made the gentleness feel a certain style.

Jiang Yien leaned into his arms softly, wrapped his arms around An Xun's waist, and said softly: "You have to eat well in the future, and I will forgive you."

"Got it, silly girl." An Xun smiled slightly, and couldn't help but patted her head. This child, with his limp temper, can't even get angry.Thinking that I gave her a cold look just because of that trivial matter, I felt endless regret.

An Xun, Jiang Yien is feeling sorry for you, why don't you appreciate it.