come close to me hold me

Fortunately, Jiang Yien doesn't like big fish and big meat, minced eggplant meat, fried ham sausage with potato slices, and at most one sweet and sour pork ribs can satisfy her stomach.

An Xun usually doesn't eat dinner very much, so he picked up a few chopsticks to accompany the little girl. He thought there would be a lot of food left, but he was very relieved to see that the plates were all cleaned up.

"Doctor An is such a genius! He has already graduated! My mother must be very happy to know that there is a student like you!" Jiang Yien was still talking about it while brushing the bowl.

Jiang Yien didn't let An Xun touch the water, so now she can only sit at the table, watching the little girl so excited that she can't wait to jump up, thinking it's just a meal, and she can be happy like this, after all, it's a child's happiness, simple and really.

In my heart, apart from the little proud sense of accomplishment, I am more envious, envious of Jiang Yien's ability to easily mention the dead relatives, envious of Jiang Yien's world that is so bright and always warm.It's true, even if her parents leave, they will still be her pride, her belief, and her light.

And myself...

She blocked bad memories again, subconsciously retracted her legs, and sat with her knees hugged.

"Is Doctor An cold?"

I don't know when, Jiang Yien approached quietly, and when An Xun was unprepared, he opened his plush coat and wrapped her body in his arms, close at hand, tilted his head and smiled softly.

An Xun trembled in shock, stunned for a moment, and instinctively pushed away the embrace: "No, it's not cold...I'll get you some fruit."

Jiang Yien looked at An Xun's back, so frivolous, so lonely, how many nights she would sit with her knees hugged like just now, with no one around her.

But, she is so gentle, so caring, she should be worth everything.

"The person who can be loved by Dr. An in the future will be very happy." After speaking, Pidianpidian followed, shaking An Xun's arm lightly.

An Xun paused, as if he had heard an evaluation that was completely opposite to the previous reviews, and he had to say that he was comforted.I couldn't help smiling, turned around and gently rolled down the cuffs that the little girl rolled up when she was washing the dishes just now, helped her pull the corner of her clothes, and straightened her shoulders.

"It's no wonder that Professor Chen likes you so much, I guess you make him so happy every day, right?"

"Hee hee..." Jiang Yien jumped twice: "I really envy someone who can marry Dr. An in the future."

An Xun paused for a moment, remembering that the last time she was thinking about getting married, she couldn't help but ran to light a cigarette.

She doesn't even have any friends she can fall in love with, so she can't talk about love or marriage.So I felt lonely for a while, and then I was puzzled. Before this girl appeared, why did I feel lonely about this problem?If you want to be proud of yourself, you have to admit that no one favors you, and you have to enjoy loneliness and being alone, isn't it?

So, she said:

"I do not want to get married."

She turned around and continued to cut the fruit in an orderly manner. Those words seemed to have passed without a trace, and could not stir up any waves in the man's heart.But for some reason, Jiang Yien could tell from An Xun's tone just now that it was clearly trying to cover up.

"That's right, what kind of marriage do young people in today's world marry? Only one can be at ease!" In order to make An Xun happy, she continued.

An Xun bowed his head and pondered for a moment, then said softly: "Xiao En, don't learn from me, it is a happy thing to be able to enjoy marriage."

In the end, she didn't want that girl to be like her, with an empty heart, dejected by the moonlight in countless deserted nights.

"Then why doesn't Dr. An want to get married?" Jiang Yien leaned over, poking his head and eyes full of curiosity.

This seems impolite, but she insisted on asking this way. After all, there was still some stubbornness in her heart. She wanted to test, test herself, and also test An Xun, whether they could become such breakers in each other's hearts.

But as soon as the words were asked, she regretted it, she was not willing to make An Xun feel unhappy.

"I'm sorry, Dr. An, I didn't mean to pry into your privacy..."

An Xun slightly bent the corners of his mouth, shook his head, and took the initiative to respond to the question just now: "There is no reason, I just think it's good to be alone."

An Xun answered casually, as casually as if wiping away a speck of dust. Jiang Yien looked at her, not knowing what to say for a while, whether to agree or comfort.

"Besides, who would want to marry someone like me." An Xun said in a low voice, with a bit of loneliness in his eyes, and he smiled helplessly.

"Me! I want to marry Sister An!" Jiang Yien leaned over to An Xun, hugging her neck coquettishly.

An Xun obviously didn't take it seriously, every time she called her elder sister, she always acted like that, pushed her away and scolded, "You're messing around again."

"I'm serious! Sister An treats me so well, and she can cook dishes that taste like my mother's. If I marry Sister An, won't I be blessed every day?"

A pair of bright eyes like stars and moons, just looking at her innocently like this, An Xun knows, but it's just another joke, this child always likes to make her happy.

"Eat some fruit and go to bed early."

"Oh……"

An Xun put the freshly prepared fruit on the dining table, and went back to the room without saying a word, his calm and breezy appearance concealed his turmoil.For so many years, what can affect her concentration, why can't she read a word now that the book is opening and closing in her hand?

Perhaps, for a moment, she wished it wasn't a joke.

Jiang Yien sat obediently at the table, looked at the bowl of watermelon, and thought of what he wrote in his diary that only iced watermelon cut into small pieces could have magic, and he felt so ashamed.

When she wrote down those pretentious and contrived hobbies, how could she have imagined that they would be quietly recorded and realized one by one.

"As long as you are famous, I don't know how your parents used to be like this when they were alive!"

Her aunt's words came back to her ears, and it seemed that after that sentence, she rarely ate watermelon.

She forked a piece into her mouth, it was ice-cold and sweet, and in an instant, her eyes were blurred with tears.Is this what it feels like to be pampered?No wonder I always think of my mother. After my mother left, no one ever pampered her so meticulously.

"So sweet..."

Finally, he leaned over and threw himself on the table, covering his face and weeping.

The next day, An Xun's class arrived at the hospital early in the morning, with her bento box in hand, and took out a sandwich carefully made by a certain little girl while looking through the medical records.

"Eh?"

Su Wen stepped back to the door of An Xun's office in a flash, and just glanced at something out of place on her desk, which was very eye-catching.

"Bought a new cup?"

An Xun hummed lightly.

It was still last night before going to bed, the little girl said she had something to give her, and after running to the next door for a while, she took back a water bottle, saying it was a gift for her.It was pink and tender, and it was still the one with a straw and a neck string, but An Xun was so frightened that he refused.

"This is for your children, keep it for yourself."

Who knew that the girl was full of sincerity: "Didn't you break your cup last time? This kettle is strong and won't break! And the one with a straw is also convenient, and it keeps warm! I bought it for you, and Mine are a pair! Doesn’t Dr. An like it..."

She couldn't bear to refuse the little girl's kindness, and it was not a valuable item, so she finally accepted it.

I didn't even think about taking it to the hospital, but who knew that the little girl had already prepared sandwiches and hot milk when she got up early in the morning, and when she was about to go out, Pidianpidian ran over and handed her the thermal insulation bag, and took advantage of the situation Hang the water bottle around her neck and bend towards her smiling eyes.

"Jiang Xiaoen is not here, An Xiaoxun should obediently eat breakfast."

When she thinks of that scene now, her body can't help shivering.Why did he say thank you by accident and didn't take off the water bottle all the way, thanks to the fact that he came by car, and the moment he got out of the car, he reacted and took it off his neck, otherwise he might have been laughed at by many people.

"It's not like your style..." Su Wen grabbed it and looked left and right, with a suspicious expression on his face.

"Well, Xiao En sent it." An Xun didn't shy away, and replied flatly.

"Jiang Yi'en?" Su Wen was not surprised, after all, it was not the first time that An Xun made an exception for that little girl: "You are called so intimately... It seems that you really like that girl!"

An Xun's heart trembled, and there was no sign of confusion on his face. He said coldly, "Are you ready for the annual assessment this Friday?"

Su Wen hesitated for a second, quickly put down the water glass, and walked out the door.

An Xun sighed softly. After a moment of silence, he picked up the water glass and took a closer look. Although it was indeed out of tune with her, it was full of the smell of that little girl. After all, she liked it.

love this mug.

Well, she emphasized it again in her heart, it's a cup.

Unscrew the lid, drink from the mouth of the cup, glanced at the extra straw on the lid, couldn't help imagining how the little girl drank milk pinch by pinch with the straw in her mouth, couldn't help chuckling, and turned red in an instant He wiped his face, tapped his head, covered the water glass and put it down, regaining his composure.

"What are you thinking..."

Quickly picked up the case, and silently read it three times to focus.

Jiang Yien was alone at home, feeling flustered, no matter how much she begged in the morning, An Xun refused to let her go out, so now he could only hold his phone, looking at the dialog box that had been switched on and off countless times, wanting to send something, but didn't dare to disturb her , Finally, she sent a voice message to Su Wen.

"Brother, did Dr. An have a good breakfast?"

From the day they met by chance at the door of their house, the two developed an inexplicable revolutionary friendship, and Su Wen was not stingy with any information, telling everything he knew, and talking endlessly.

The other party quickly replied: "Eat it, don't worry, little brother. You can do it, but let our Iceberg Demon use Mickey Mouse's cup hahahahahaha..."

"Hee hee, did she tell you that I gave it to you?"

"Yeah, everyone knows about it hahahahahahaha!"

On the other end of the voice, there were laughter from no less than five people.

Jiang Yien threw away the phone in shame, blushing.Glancing at the same blue water bottle at hand, I was secretly proud again.

This was Ji Xiaoyu's idea. She originally wanted to buy a cup suitable for Dr. An, but Ji Xiaoyu said that if you want the person you like to think of you all the time, you have to buy something with your own style.

After that, Ji Xiaoyu asked who she liked for a week, but Jiang Yien never confessed.Now, the bestowed by Bai Su Wen, probably also exposed.

After a while, Su Wen sent a photo.

In the photo, An Xun leaned over his desk and lowered his eyebrows, flipping through the case files in his hands. A few strands of hair slightly covered the brows, and the sunlight just fell on her shoulders from the window behind her, making the white coat glow golden.

"Thank you bro!"

Excited to save the picture and set it as a mobile phone wallpaper.

After all, this was the first photo of Dr. An that she had. After all, An Xun didn't like to take pictures, and never posted them on Moments.

"photo……"

Jiang Yien suddenly thought of something, and ran to the study.Before An Xun left, she specifically explained that if she was bored, she could go to the study to take a look. So, it shouldn't be considered an invasion of privacy, she thought.

As soon as he opened the door of the study, Jiang Yien froze.

The floor-to-ceiling bookcases covered almost the entire three walls, and the rest, except for the door, was the floor-to-ceiling window.In the middle is the desk, and not far from the desk, unexpectedly, there is a grand piano!

Is it Yamaha or Kawai?Jiang Yien took a closer look curiously, and took three steps back in fright.

"Steinway..."

She couldn't help swallowing. She heard about this brand because of the video posted in the classical music group last time. An opera contestant sang an excerpt from "La Traviata". He brought a glass of red wine to the stage and put it on the piano during the singing. , The cup was poured and the string was thrown directly. I heard that the organizing committee finally claimed 400 million yuan. Just like that, several professionals in the group said that it was a small amount.

Looking at the big guy who started at least a million dollars in front of him, Jiang Yien quickly ran to cut his nails and washed his hands.He came back on tiptoe, took a big step far away, and stretched out a finger to touch the piano cover.

"Aaaaaaaaaa!!!"

She spun around excitedly like a fool.

She didn't dare to get closer, and took a detour to the side of the bookshelf. The column in front of her happened to be full of piano scores, from the most basic Hanon, Czerny 599, Czerny 740, to various sonata collections.Not only the piano, but even some opera scores, most of which are works from the Romantic period, most of which are Bellini and Puccini.

However, nothing about the violin was seen.

Doctor An, don't you just like listening to the violin?Perhaps, just happened to listen to a violin play occasionally?Is she good at piano?Steinway, it can't be a decoration.

After all, only good concert halls and universities will spend huge sums of money to match this kind of piano, and even ordinary professionals will not buy it and put it at home.

She suddenly remembered what she came here for, and continued to circle around the bookcase, and finally saw what she was looking for.

"Album!"

She moved a chair and removed the feet.The moment he was about to open it, he heard the door knock.A moment later, a gentle and cold voice came:

"Eun?"

Is Dr. Ann back? !