come close to me hold me

1.

Jiang Yien encountered a special case in his first year as an associate chief physician. It was the youngest lung tumor patient ever received by the Department of Thoracic Surgery. He was only six years old.

An operation was performed by An Xun and Jiang Yien assisted. After the operation was successful, they were transferred back to the Department of Pediatrics. The heart is crispy and soft.

Every time Jiang Yien sees An Xun holding the child with tenderness in his eyes, the thoughts that have been peaceful in his heart for several years start to move again.Children are not a necessity for marriage, it's just that there are no relatives left between the two of them, and when the festival comes, they always feel deserted.What's more, the daughters of the Su family are always making noises in front of her. Even Ji Xiaoyu and Wen Jing have come from behind and started to prepare for pregnancy.

She doesn't care what other people say about the protection when she gets old, she just deeply longs for a little life in this world to be related to her and An Xun.

After two months of hard work, plus Su Wen and Chen Nianci's insinuations, An Xun failed to agree to let Jiang Yien have this child.But seeing the girl's lost expression, thinking that when she really waits until she is old and has no chance to have a child again, if the girl still has such a longing heart, they will only leave deep regret and powerlessness in vain.

After tossing and turning all night, she finally let go: "Xiaoen, I can accept not having children for the rest of my life, but I can't accept that you regret not having children for the rest of your life. If you really want it, we will. It's just, child Let me be reincarnated, okay?"

The hope that Jiang Yien had just ignited was extinguished in an instant, and she resolutely rejected her: "No."

Even in terms of age alone, she couldn't let An Xun take this risk.

"Sister An, don't think that only the pregnant person will work hard, and taking care of a pregnant woman is not an easy task. In one year, you have to bear more housework and career pressure. So you don't want children, I respect you and have no regrets."

Saying this on the lips, but my heart is still inevitably lost.

An Xun's heart choked.

After all, the big and small things in the marriage still have to be discussed. Besides, the careers of both of them have stabilized. The house is so big that after the Lego room, piano room, and study room are arranged, there is still a room for the cat.Of course, two people are very good. At this time, one more child, if not icing on the cake, at least not making the situation worse.

The important thing is that she is not willing to let the girl beg her again and again, and be disappointed again and again, and she doesn't want to make it difficult for other families to move forward in her own family.

After pondering for a long time, she murmured: "I promise you, we will have a child."

Jiang Yien turned over and sat up from the bed, and confirmed in disbelief: "Really?! Sister An, you agreed! Can we have a daughter?!"

"Silly girl, it's obviously something I took advantage of..."

Seeing the girl's excitement, An Xun felt mixed emotions in his heart. Before everything started, his heart was already hurting for the girl.

"You are responsible for conceiving our child, and I am responsible for taking good care of you."

2.

"If I knew it was so easy to get pregnant, I would have had a baby earlier. It doesn't matter if you have another baby when you first get married! I can have a second child now."

Lying on the bed, Jiang Yien sighed after enjoying the essential oil treatment An Xun gave her, undoubtedly giving An Xun the best comfort.

Taking chances, An Xunben told Jiang Yien that he would not continue to try if he didn't succeed once, but he didn't expect the whole process to be so smooth, and the embryo was successfully implanted in the first operation.When she saw the results of the test strips, the girl hugged her and jumped up happily, but she couldn't help crying.

For the past three months, she has taken care of her carefully and cooked the food herself. Adhering to the concept of scientific breeding, she did not let the girl eat too much.Because of this, Jiang Yien is in a happy mood every day, and even rarely has morning sickness, and her complexion is even better than before pregnancy.

In the atmosphere of "beautiful years" emanating from the girl's heart, An Xun's anxiety about the future and all the apprehensions and fears in her heart were gradually healed.

Although occasionally she still feels distressed for no reason, and she turns these distresses into sweeter love.For example, holding Jiang Yien like a child every night, singing softly to lull her to sleep, telling fairy tales, and even calling it a good name for the baby to listen to.

Same thing tonight:

"You asked me how much I love you..."

"Wait," Jiang Yien called out half asleep, "Baby is so small, can he listen to love songs?"

An Xun smiled and continued to chant softly without explaining.

In fact, it is indeed for her baby, but the baby in the two people's hearts is different.

After work, the two often go shopping together in the mother and baby store. Jiang Yien is full of children's baby bottles, bathtubs and toys, and even picked out several sets of pink clothes.An Xun accompanied her to enjoy all this, and cared more about what her mother needed at each stage. Li Min shared a lot of experience with her, and even bought large and small bags directly to their home.

In the third trimester of pregnancy, Jiang Yien still insisted on working, so that she could go to the obstetrics department as soon as she gave birth, and also so that she could spend more of her maternity leave to accompany the child later.But the child didn't choose to come when he was in the hospital, and had an attack in the middle of the night.

In the deep sleep, Jiang Yien snorted softly in a daze, and An Xun immediately woke up. Seeing that the girl was not sleeping soundly, he gently stroked her lower back, kissed her cheek, and whispered in his ear Ask: "Are you uncomfortable?"

Jiang Yien nodded, it is common to have difficulty breathing at night in the third trimester of pregnancy, but today the discomfort seems to be more intense.Seeing this, An Xun helped her get up and went to the toilet, and she really saw red.

"Don't worry, if you can fall asleep, then sleep for a while, if you can't sleep, take a shower, eat something before going to the hospital." An Xun remained calm on the surface, maintaining the rationality of the doctor, knowing that there is no need to rush to the hospital at this moment, But the hands couldn't help shaking.

Seeing her pretending to be calm, Jiang Yien couldn't help teasing her: "Sister An, why are you more nervous than me?"

An Xun was ashamed and annoyed.

When the labor pains began to be regular, the two drove to the hospital. At this time, Jiang Yien was already sweating slightly from the pain.Fortunately, half a year ago, An Xun had reserved a single room for her in advance, painless and doula, so that she could avoid pain.The condition of opening the finger is quite ideal, and after walking in the corridor for an hour enduring the pain, it was successfully marked without pain.

She took a long breath: "Thanks to medicine, I am alive!"

An Xun touched her forehead where sweat still remained, feeling distressed and unable to speak for a long time.

Under the painless effect, Jiang Yien's whole body was light and light, and An Xun was stroking her back all the time, so she fell asleep without knowing it.When I woke up again, the table in front of the hospital bed was already filled with shelled crayfish, ice cream and milk tea.

"Wow!" She couldn't help but exclaimed, and got off the bed very flexibly.

"Are you hungry?" An Xun quickly got up and came to help her, and put the shelled crayfish into her mouth: "Now, eat more of what you want, or you won't be able to eat anything during the confinement period." .”

"Sister An~you are so kind~" she hugged and acted like a baby.

Whether she is 32 or soon to be a mother, she is still that little girl in front of her lover.

3.

It’s no nonsense that the spiciness is comparable to oxytocin. After eating a pot of spicy crayfish, Jiang Yien really felt the contractions become stronger, and he began to have the instinct to push down unconsciously. An Xun immediately called the obstetrician for a checkup. , Sure enough, it has reached eight fingers.

"Sister An, I..." Jiang Yien lay on the bed a little helplessly, his head was blank, holding An Xun's hand, he couldn't tell who was shaking.

"Don't be afraid, don't use too much force just yet," An Xun calmly observed the fetal heart rate monitoring, suppressing complicated emotions, and steadied the girl's panic: "Xiao En, be good, don't waste your energy now, I know you are nervous, I I'm also nervous, but you have to keep breathing deeply, don't hold your breath, otherwise you and the child will be hypoxic, I will accompany you, don't be afraid..."

Under the gentle comforting voice, Jiang Yien's heart slowly recovered, and it was still functioning without pain. She could only feel the tightness of her stomach from time to time, and there was no unbearable pain.

After the midwife nodded, she began to try her first effort, and she persisted for a long time without making a sound or even letting out a breath. She was fully focused and unwavering, and she knew that An Xun was behind her to support her.The pain lasted for a long time, and it was not enough to hold it all in one breath, but she only took a quick breath and continued to exert all her strength.

The child worked hard time and time again to open the bone seams, and every time she used force, she pushed the originally hard-to-reach place a little more than the limit. With the exhaustion of energy, she still had to force herself to use force. There is no room for maneuver.

The so-called "children run to life, mothers run to death" is roughly the same.

The doctors and nurses all praised her for being strong and powerful, but An Xun was heartbroken. She knew that she was once a soft little girl who couldn't even get angry. , her girl.

An hour later, the delivery room finally ushered in a cry.

Many colleagues heard the news and came to announce the good news. Before Jiang Yien saw the child clearly, the photo had already been circulated in several group chats.

An Xun didn't even look at his daughter, his eyes were always fixed on Jiang Yien's face.Finally couldn't help bursting into tears, held her hand and warmed it to his lips, trembling uncontrollably, he pondered for a long time before asking her choked up, "Does it still hurt?"

"It doesn't hurt, it doesn't hurt at all, it's just tired," Jiang Yien replied feebly, with a slight smile, he reached out and wiped away An Xun's tears: "Sister An, we have a daughter, it's our daughter..."

His expression was full of joy and emotion.

She named her daughter Jiang Le'an, hoping that she would live a happy and healthy life, and she also had the meaning of "Jiang Yi'en loves An Xun".

"Little Moon, darling... Mom kisses..."

She was breastfeeding the baby for the first time, hugging the soft and warm baby, feeling the soft and considerate sucking from the small mouth, and secretly sighed that it is indeed the blood of herself and An Xun, and the heart that loves others seems to be born with it .

Seeing that Jiang Yien was in good condition, An Xun finally had the heart to take a serious look at their daughter, her little face was full of satisfaction, enjoying the sweetness of mother's love, a pair of pear vortexes loomed, every time it appeared, it was like a shooting star falling into her heart , causing her a burst of pity.

"Little Moon?" She asked softly, "Why Little Moon?"

Jiang Yien smiled and nodded, "Yes, you are my moon, and she is my little moon."

An Xun couldn't laugh or cry: "What kind of reason is this?"

Jiang Yien continued to explain: "The moon is not as dazzling and flamboyant as the sun, nor is it faint like the stars. She is our unique baby, and she is also a very gentle baby..." With a strong smile, she lowered her head and rubbed her daughter's face, Then she looked at An Xun proudly: "Sister An, look how much her eyes look like yours!"

Looking at Jiang Yien's bright eyes, An Xun's heart melted again. Following her will, he reached out to touch his daughter's little hand, but unexpectedly, the little guy immediately grabbed his fingertips tightly.Even though I knew it was the grasping reaction that all newborns have, my eye sockets suddenly became moist.

"Sister An! She likes you, she knows that you are her mommy!" Jiang Yien took the opportunity to add fuel and jealousy: "Don't be embarrassed, hurry up and kiss your baby!"

An Xun hesitated for a few seconds, the setting sun fell in front of the bed, just illuminating Little Moon's face, she silently looked at Jiang Yien's low brow and smiling appearance beside her, and made fun of it softly, she had never experienced it in her heart, a different kind of happiness feel.From that moment on, she never regretted this decision.

There was a softness between her brows, she hugged her baby, and gently kissed her forehead.

Jiang Yien was stunned.

After a while, she said coquettishly, "I'll let you kiss the baby!"

An Xun smiled, rubbed her hair, approached her again, loving the dimple at the corner of her mouth, kissed slowly to the peak of her lips, and murmured:

"You are my baby, and I will always have this one baby."

4.

From her daughter's birth to her first birthday, An Xun didn't let Jiang Yien do any tiring work, and even did her best to breastfeed the child at night, so much so that Jiang Yien was promoted to mother for a year, and she couldn't even change her diapers.

Little Moon turned three years old in a blink of an eye, growing even more lovely, with icy skin, clear eyes, and soft hair that was the same chestnut color as her mother in the sun.And Jiang Yien is most proud of her eyes, which seem to be carved out of the same mold as An Xun's, every frown and smile are like the early spring when the snow has not yet melted.

She would often lie on An Xun or Jiang Yien's body, either staying quietly, or saying some wild words to amuse the two of them.

An Xun's stomach has gradually healed, and he seldom gets sick again, but he still suffers from dysmenorrhea occasionally.This month the pain was extremely severe, Jiang Yien almost took her home with support and hugs, and accompanied her to the bed to rest.

"Mommy~"

Little Moon came in lightly, climbed onto the bed and quietly stayed by An Xun's side, imitating Jiang Yien's example, touching her forehead and kissing her cheek from time to time.

An Xun was very much in love, she lay her pillow in Jiang Yien's arms, and then hugged her daughter into his arms, her chest and back were warmed by heartbeats, and the pain in her body gradually improved.

"Moon, can you sing to Mommy and Mommy?"

Moon nodded obediently, lying in An Xun's arms, stroking Jiang Yien's arm, and humming softly. Fortunately, An Xun's musical instincts have been inherited, and the little milk's voice is also very cute and melodious.

In September of this year, Su Wen's daughter of Li Min's family went to the primary school affiliated to Renzhuo, and Xiao Yueyue also entered the affiliated kindergarten. She became excited early in the morning, holding Xiaopangju and surrounding An Xun who was packing her schoolbag. Wandering around, Xiao Naiyin asked obediently: "Mum, can I take Xiaoju to kindergarten?"

An Xun looked down at the way she stretched out her crotch and struggled to hug her, and couldn't help laughing: "Of course..." Then he scratched the tip of her pink nose: "No."

Jiang Yien picked a few snacks from the refrigerator and said with a smile: "I have no conscience, I just want to bring Xiaoju, why don't I want to bring my mother?"

As he said that, he hid the snacks in the small schoolbag, An Xun was startled, glared at her secretly, and took out half of the snacks.

Xiaoju meowed, broke free from Xiaoyue's hands, ran up to the second floor with a kick, and hid on the cat climbing frame in the cat house to avoid the wind.

Little Yue Yue shrugged embarrassingly at An Xun's arms, then turned around for a while and asked in doubt: "Mom, didn't you say that kindergarten is a place where only good children can go? Only good children can go to the moon. You and Mom Mi is an adult now, so she can't go to kindergarten anymore."

An Xun and Jiang Yien looked at each other and laughed dumbfoundedly.

At the gate of the school, I heard that enchanting voice from a long distance: "Oh, the little one is in kindergarten?!"

In the past few years, the relationship between Su Wen and the two elders of the Li family has become closer because of the little guy's birth. The grandparents named the child Su Ziju, hoping that the little guy will have a good life and a prosperous life in the future.It seems that she really deserved this name. The careers of her and Li Min have been steadily rising, and the business of the Su family has also improved greatly. You can even see a little bit of the prosperity of the past.

"Godmother!" Little Moon turned her head, ran up and jumped on it, then shyly looked at the little sister beside Su Wen, and smiled softly: "Zizi~"

Su Wen clicked his tongue, and preached for her daughter: "It's not big or small! You have to call me sister!"

Little Moon was puzzled again, raised her head and pouted: "Didn't sister mean wife?"

"Who told you that?" Su Wen was surprised, and glanced at An Xun and Jiang Yi'en, they were obviously also confused.

"Then why is my mother called Sister Mommy An? She said she would call her sister for the rest of her life!"

The three looked at each other, dumbfounded.

Afterwards, Su Wen first sent his daughter to the elementary school to report. An Xun and Jiang Yien took Little Moon to the kindergarten building. They insisted on not hiring a nanny for so many years and took care of their daughter in shifts, just to let her feel the full maternal love, the pain She protects her, but does not spoil her.

Under their guidance, Little Moon went smoothly no matter whether she was weaned or went to early childhood education.Therefore, the same is true for kindergartens. Not only did they not cry like other children, but they even turned their heads to comfort adults.

"Mommy, are you sad? Don't worry, Mommy said, when the first two numbers on the watch become 16, the moon can go home with Mommy and Mommy!"

An Xun couldn't laugh or cry again, and asked again and again: "If a stranger insists on taking you away, what will you do?"

"Scream for help!"

"Well, what should I do if I get sick or injured in kindergarten, or get bullied by children?"

Yue Yue glanced at Jiang Yien, then hugged An Xun's neck sweetly and coquettishly said: "Mommy~ Moon is so cute, she won't be bullied~"

An Xun insisted on asking: "Answer Mommy."

"Call Mommy with your watch..."

"What if I don't get it?"

"Then call mom. If mom doesn't answer, call godmother, or Aunt Min, Aunt Xiaoyu, Aunt Wen Jing, Aunt Wen Jing, Grandma Chen... Mommy, you've said it twelve times!"

Jiang Yien chuckled, and helped An Xun up: "Okay, okay, the kids think you're nagging," and then looked at the moon: "Don't be afraid, just those kids, your mommy will cry for three with just a casual glance. Ten..."

An Xun raised his eyebrows and stared at Jiang Yien first.

"Hahaha... Well, stop joking, Moon, remember what Mommy said, you know? All right, let's go in with the teacher."

Little Moon covered her mouth and snickered, and waved her hand: "Yes! Goodbye, Mommy!"

Seeing Little Moon's soft and cute back, bouncing and following the teacher into the classroom, An Xun felt a pang of sadness in his heart, and couldn't help turning his head around Jiang Yien's shoulder, and his eyes were red secretly.

Jiang Yien's brows softened, and he hugged her: "Usually you are the one who treats my daughter the most harshly, but now I want to let go, why is it that you are the one who is most reluctant?"

Of course An Xun couldn't bear it, that child resembled her girl in every word and deed, not to mention half of her blood, even if she didn't, she would still love her deeply.It's just that there must always be one person in the family who sings the good face, and one who sings the bad face. She maintains the principle and makes Jiang Yien so unrestrained and pampered. She hopes that her daughter can get closer to the mother who worked so hard to give birth to her.

Little did they know that Jiang Yien had already seen through her petty thoughts, and never said something like "If you don't obey me, I'll call Mommy here" in front of her children. When Little Moon was mischievous occasionally, she just whispered in her ear Reasonable, and then warmly blamed: "Mummy loves you so much, how can you bully her? Didn't you make an appointment to protect Mommy together? Isn't our moon the most caring person?"

Therefore, at the age of three, Little Moon already has a sense of responsibility. She will help take care of her mothers when they are sick, and will obediently sit on the sofa in the hospital office and read fairy tales until their mothers get off work. She will comfort and love others.In the early education class, she was the most popular child.

Looking at the forbearable love in An Xun's eyes, Jiang Yien's eyes became softer as he thought about all the details in life.

"Sister An, I know what you mean. Every time you come home from work, you always kiss me first before hugging her. Whether it's eating or eating fruit, you always satisfy me first and then take care of her... Actually, you don't have to. Stick to these, it doesn't matter if you value children more than me, the moon is our child, I won't be jealous with children..."

Before she finished speaking, An Xun interrupted her:

"You are more important."

Jiang Yien was stunned.

"Without you, there would be no moon, so no matter what time it is, you are more important."

After speaking, An Xun took her hand and walked out of the school gate.

In the ninth year of marriage and the child is three years old, they are still as loving as ever, and they still hold hands and hug each other.Their love does not need children to maintain it, and naturally they will not be separated because of children.

The arrival of the little moon just added a different kind of happiness to the family. In the topic of the two people embracing at night before going to bed, there were still private love words, and there were many more topics about "our child".

And in the sentence "our children", it is not only the children who are important, but also us.

The author has something to say: Little Moon: Mommy, tell the truth, my mother and I fell into the water at the same time, who do you save first?

An Xun: (without hesitation) Save mom.

Little Moon:? ? ?

Jiang Yien: (drinking the milk tea bought by my wife while hahaha)

An Xun: (Maliciously provoking and trying to fool) You have a mother and a mother, and you will have your lover in the future, but your mother is only me.

Little Moon: (moved for two seconds) No!Mom still has the moon!The moon also loves mother! (silently decided to learn swimming by himself)