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In autumn night, there are dots of pedestrians on the street, and occasionally there is a gust of wind, and the red leaves will fall with it.

Jiang Yien was dressed very thinly, wearing a small windbreaker over a small black dress, stepped on high-heeled shoes that he was not very skilled in controlling, and fiddled with a little makeup. His long hair was scattered and there were vague traces of ponytails.

According to her roommate Ji Xiaoyu's words, those who didn't know thought it was some kid who stole her mother's clothes.

Jiang Yien just retorted nonchalantly:

"If someone says that, I'll just tell him that I have no mother."

Ji Xiaoyu was speechless for a moment.

Jiang Yien picked up the tickets by herself, and walked into the concert hall alone. As a student of Renzhuo Medical University, she rarely meets friends who understand classical music, so every time she comes to the concert hall, she is alone, and she is used to it.

In today's show, the protagonist is an unpopular violinist who has just returned from abroad. It is impossible to have a full seat. It is less than 10 minutes before the opening, and there are only a few dozen or so people in the concert hall.

Jiang Yien searched for the seat on the ticket and came to the ninth row.I heard from my violin teacher that the ninth row of this concert hall has the best acoustics, and it is also the most expensive location. Often no one cares.

There were few people in the first place, but Jiang Yien was the only one left in the ninth row to appreciate it.

Until 5 minutes before the opening, another woman walked into Yu Guangzhong.Jiang Yien couldn't help turning her head to look at her. The woman revealed the intellectual temperament unique to a mature woman from head to toe. Although there were no ripples in the corners of her eyes, there was experience in her eyes. Guess her age, she should be around 30 years old.

Wearing a white slim dress, she looks more restrained and refined, but it is hard to hide her bumps.Her makeup is also well-matched, delicate but not ostentatious, with cool and gentle eyebrows and eyes, she is so beautiful.

The women are sitting a few blocks away, Jiang Yien thought, choosing seats so well, it seems that it is not a whim, and in terms of decent clothes, maybe it is a teacher from the music academy?

Jiang Yien suddenly remembered something, took out a small mirror from his bag, looked at the eye shadows that were smeared with fingers, the eyebrows that were filled in randomly, and the lipsticks that were matched indiscriminately, showing a hint of embarrassment on his face.

Sparse applause sounded, Jiang Yien put away the mirror, in order to make this concert not so deserted, she almost clapped with all her strength, looked at the performer who was slowly coming out from behind the scenes, and felt that she was not as eye-catching as the woman beside her.

The bow and the string are rubbed together, and the slow sound of the piano is played, which is sent to the ears through the natural reverberation without sound reinforcement equipment, like the sun in the forest, like the wind on the sea.

Several times, Jiang Yien inadvertently looked at the woman a few blocks away. The lines of her side face were very beautiful, but this look made Jiang Yien a little puzzled. The woman's brows were frowning, and a pair of bright autumn eyes were clearly embedded with a bit of sadness.

So sad, the sound of the piano is so sad, the ninth row is so sad, her eyes are so sad.

At the end of the show, the hall next door was crowded with people, and the hall he came out of was more and more deserted, but Jiang Yien quickly found the woman in the crowd.

She ran forward with a cheeky face, mysteriously stretched out her little fist from the bag, unfolded it, and inside was a white rabbit toffee.

"Sister, this candy is for you!"

The woman was taken aback by the little girl who suddenly rushed in front of her, her eyes were a little puzzled, she opened her lips and teeth, and said in a cold and soft voice:

"why?"

"My grandma said that when you're in a bad mood, eating a piece of candy won't hurt you!" Jiang Yien stuffed the toffee into the man's hand, turned around and ran for two steps, then turned back and waved: "Goodbye, sister."

What she missed was the tenderness in the woman's eyes as she looked down at the toffee in her hand.

Jiang Yien would do this, not for any other reason, but because that person happened to be completely grown in her aesthetic point, and he was very similar to someone she met 15 years ago, but the figure in her memory has long since disappeared. She couldn't remember anything concrete, and she couldn't compare it. The only thing she remembered was the pair of eyes in her memory, which were much brighter than this sister today.

Probably, it is the difference between spring and autumn.

To put it bluntly, she just wanted to look good. Fifteen years ago, she was such a rebellious and stinky kid who would accept kindness from strangers because of their good looks.

However, she never denied that she is an appearance association, what's the big deal, since human nature is superficial, why pretend to be deep.

At dawn the next day, Jiang Yien ran to Renzhuo Hospital with an internship diary.

A simple black top, simple denim wide-leg pants, and a simple high ponytail.It's so simple that it can't be more simple to match. On the young girl, she looks extraordinarily fresh and natural, sunny and energetic.Compared with yesterday's outfit, this look is obviously more suitable for her.

Probably, it is the kind of pride that a newborn calf is not afraid of tigers, embedded with a little greenness of fledgling.

Renzhuo Hospital is the hospital with the largest area and the most advanced medical equipment and technology in Qinghuan City.In such a hospital, Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon gathered the country's top medical leaders.Jiang Yien has been excited for a week to be assigned here as an intern. Today is the first day of reporting, and the steps on the way here are full of cheers.

Just about to enter the gate, Jiang Yien saw a familiar figure.Xue Feng is a senior who is a few grades older than Jiang Yien. After graduating from graduate school, he also entered the practice of thoracic surgery, so he should have become a regular.

"Senior?"

"Jiang Yien? Are you here for an internship? Congratulations." Xue Feng stopped and knew what Jiang Yien was doing when he saw the information in Jiang Yien's hand.

Jiang Yien nodded, and smiled dimples: "Thank you senior!"

Xue Feng obviously understood her joy, and said with a smile, "Which department are you assigned to?"

"Thoracic surgery!" Jiang Yien replied excitedly, with self-confidence and satisfaction in her eyes. You know, it's a rare thing in their school that students who have just graduated from graduate school can be assigned to practice in thoracic surgery.

"Our department?!" The smile on Xue Feng's face immediately cooled a little, and what followed was indescribably complicated. Everyone knows how difficult it is to mix up in thoracic surgery. start, especially...

He pulled Jiang Yien aside, looked around and said in a low voice, "I advise you, contact other departments in advance!"

"Why?" Jiang Yien frowned, full of puzzlement, "But the direction I am studying as a graduate student now! And this opportunity is so rare!"

"It's good to go to general surgery! It's too difficult to turn chest outside, especially our deputy director is still a female devil..." Xue Feng pursed his mouth when he said this.

"Deputy director? Is that Dr. An Xun?" Jiang Yien heard the professors talk about An Xun's remarkable deeds in school. Every professor praised her, but she was very low-key and rarely came back to participate in public events. activities, so I have never seen the real face of Mount Lu.

"Yeah, you know her right! Let me tell you, if you are really an intern in our department, you should bow your head and walk away when you see her, and don't run into her! I'm not bluffing you, she's scary! Colleague, scolding people is like a teacher criticizing elementary school students, you don't save anyone face..."

"Pfft!" Jiang Yien felt a little cute when he heard his description. "Thank you senior for reminding me, then I will go first!" Seeing that it was getting late, he waved goodbye to Xue Feng.

Sitting inside the triage desk was a little nurse with a baby face and big eyes, and her work card said "Quiet".Jiang Yien rushed over with strides, supported the front of the stage and panted heavily, the little girl stood up in fright, thought it was some emergency patient, and asked quickly: "What's wrong with you? Are you okay?"

"You, do you know... Doctor An... where is Doctor An's office?" Jiang Yien was still out of breath, and looked around. After the renovation, the hospital was even bigger than she imagined. The appearance in the middle has completely disappeared.

"Which Dr. An?" Wen Jing was in a daze, forgetting that there was only one doctor surnamed An in her department.

"Deputy Director of Thoracic Surgery, An Xun." Jiang Yien finally caught his breath.

"You... you, you, you are crazy! How dare you call Dr. An by his name." Wen Jing hurriedly covered Jiang Yien's mouth in a panic.

"Which Doctor An's did you ask me..." Jiang Yien pulled her hand away and frowned: "I'm here for an internship! I need to report to Doctor An."

"You came to our department for an internship?! You're not mistaken...it looks so small, how old are you?"

"I've been studying for a long time, and I've already completed my first year of graduate school!"

"Well, then you have to be careful when you see Dr. An." Wen Jing looked around and leaned into Jiang Yien's ear, "She is a famous iceberg witch in our department. I have been in the department for two years. , I've never seen her smile before, don't mention how strict she is with her juniors, her face sank, even Director Qin didn't dare to say anything, and ah..."

Just as Wen Jing was about to continue talking, she was knocked on the head by a writing board from nowhere: "Director An dares to speak ill of you, I think you don't want to live anymore!"

"The head nurse..." Wen Jing covered her head and closed her mouth.

The head nurse glared at Wen Jing, looked Jiang Yi'en up and down and said, "Dr. An hasn't brought interns for several years, and many of them came to him and were sent back. It's your luck that you can share them, but she won't accept them." Not sure yet."

Jiang Yien has heard about this point for a long time. Although An Xun is not in charge of such important matters as the recruitment of new doctors, she has always been in charge of the matter of recruiting interns, and has always adhered to the principle of preferring lack to abuse.

I heard that she especially hates those who seek connections and go through the back door, and her style of conduct can be described as watertight.Even when someone bribed the school leaders to force her to come in, she was able to stubbornly refuse to sign, which made the student go home.

Seeing that Jiang Yien didn't speak, the head nurse thought she had frightened the child, so she said a few more words of relief:

"Don't worry too much. We, Dr. An, are cold-hearted and warm-hearted. Although these children call her 'ice doll' and 'devil head' in private, they still respect her very much in their hearts. She is a knife in our department. , if it wasn't for being young and lacking in qualifications, he would have been the director long ago, and you still have to look at the face of that surnamed Qin..."

"The surname is Qin?"

"Qin Shi! Ah, it's our department director. You should have heard of him in school. There is indeed something about his craftsmanship, but he is too ignorant of cold and warm. We were so optimistic that he could take down the ice beauty... "

The head nurse was full of disgust, and she began to forget herself as she spoke. Wen Jing touched her lightly and reminded her before quickly closing her mouth: "Oh, what are you talking about, the office, right? Turn left on the third floor.".

Jiang Yien was confused, and didn't want to ask more questions. Finally, he found out the address of the office, and rushed out quickly.

"Hey! Remember to knock on the door!!" The head nurse yelled loudly from behind, seeing Jiang Yien's reckless appearance, she sighed and shook her head: "Sooner or later you will be scolded to death by Demon King An for being so impatient!"

I ran to the third floor in a hurry, and stopped after being reprimanded by a nurse, "This is a hospital, don't run around!"Nervous and excited, she almost moved to the door of the office, saw the words "Deputy Chief Physician of Thoracic Surgery: An Xun" on the sign beside the door, and swallowed unconsciously.

"Hello, Director An, I'm the intern who came to report today."

No one answered.

"Director An, I'm Jiang Yien, an intern at Renzhuo Medical University."

Still no answer.

Jiang Yien felt that his heartbeat was about to stop, he closed his eyes silently to calm his fluttering heart, and mustered up the courage to knock again: "Director An, I..."

"Stop knocking."

A voice behind her abruptly interrupted her, and Jiang Yien turned around immediately, before he could look at the man's face, he lowered his head and bowed ninety degrees: "Hello, Doctor An, I'm Jiang Yien, who is here for an internship!" He spoke so nervously that he passed away in a blink of an eye. I can't hear myself.

"You child, why are you so reckless? Dr. An is in the operating room, and there is no one in it. Why don't you go in and wait."

Only then did Jiang Yien raise his head in a daze.The woman in front of her had fine eyebrows, and although she was wearing a white coat and her clothes were neat and tidy, she had a disorganized look on her face, and she was looking at Jiang Yien up and down at the moment, her eyes were full of disgust and suspicion.

Jiang Yien saw the work badge on her chest:

"Thoracic Surgery: Su Wen".

She is very familiar with this name. She is an old senior at the school. She has heard of her excellent medical skills when she was in school. She is domineering and has a strong temper. Therefore, she offended many leaders. She has not been promoted after several years of work. In the past two years, the staff of the thoracic surgery department have undergone a major change, and she, an "old man", barely managed to become an attending physician.

"Su... Hello, Dr. Su!"

"You said your name is...Jiang Yi'en? It sounds familiar...I remember! You are the student that Mrs. Chen mentioned!" Su Wen looked at him in a strange way, "The old lady actually has such a reckless student like you, why don't you catch me?" Is the scalpel stable? Hahahaha..." Before the laughter was over, the man left.

Jiang Yien's heart skipped a beat: "I graduated first in my grade, alright!!"

The old lady Chen mentioned by Su Wen is named Chen Nianci, she can be regarded as a leading figure in the field of chest surgery, and she was also An Xun's mentor in the past.He is an upright person with a clear personality, so only the students recommended by Chen Nianci, An Xun will agree to meet him.

After waiting at the door for a while, An Xun still did not come.Thinking of Dr. Su asking her to go in and wait just now, and being curious about An Xun, he slowly opened the door and walked into the office.

The inside is concise and clear. It is not full of pennants and trophies as she imagined, but only tables full of cases and bookcases full of professional books.This office is just like the person in the legend, low-key and connotative, and like that person, it is cold and without a trace of fireworks.

I was immersed in all this, carefully looking at the titles of each book on the bookshelf, and I didn't realize that someone walked in behind me.Only a cold voice was heard:

"Who let you in?"