white moon messenger

Red lanterns are hung on the roads. As the New Year approaches, there is still a lot of traffic in big cities, and the taste of the New Year is not as good as before.

Qin Zhun was walking home with big bags and small bags. Although it doesn't snow in winter in the south, it is actually freezing. Qin Zhun opened his mouth to let out a breath of steam, and saw a cloud of white mist.

When passing by the guard room, the guard gave her a small courier bag. It was inconvenient to carry things in her hands, so Qin Zhun asked the guard to stuff her into the bag.

After entering the house, Qin Zhun finally felt warmer, and Qin Zhun felt that he had come back to life.

Wearing an apron, Shen Huairou stepped forward to help her unload the things and put them on the ground.

Qin Zhun looked at her speechlessly.

Shen Huairou squatted on the ground to sort things out, seeing that she was silent, she raised her head to look at her.

"what happened?"

Qin Zhun looked at what she was wearing, and said after a while, "...what are you wearing an apron for?"

Shen Huairou said with a strange expression: "Cooking? Your mother has learned a few new dishes, and I'll show you some of them today."

Can it still be eaten?

Qin Zhun didn't dare to say this, she chose to turn off the microphone.

Shen Huairou pushed her elbow against her leg: "What? Don't you believe me?"

If he didn't believe it, Qin Zhun looked at her expectant eyes, and comforted himself helplessly. Anyway, there is still hot pot to eat, so don't panic.

Shen Huairou was fiddling, and suddenly took out a courier bag from the bag and handed it to Qin Zhun.

Qin Zhun: "? What are you doing?"

She hasn't bought express delivery recently.

Shen Huairou said: "What is your courier doing?" After saying that, Shen Huairou glanced at the sender again and smiled, "Your wife's courier is for you."

Qin Zhun ignored her winking and took the courier upstairs.

On the way, Qin Zhun flipped left and right to look at the courier. The sender was Wen You.

Wen You went to the capital to celebrate the New Year, Grandma He couldn't stand the trouble because she was too old, originally Xu Weizhong was going to bring An Yan to Yansong to celebrate the New Year, Grandma He didn't like to make troubles so she asked her to bring Wen You to celebrate the New Year, and she stayed in the rock pine.Xu Weizhong couldn't help it, he just wanted to bring Wen You over to celebrate the New Year first, and bring Wen You back earlier to congratulate his grandma after the New Year.

Qin Zhun sat on a chair and carefully opened the courier bag.

There is nothing inside, it is a simple small book with a few grapefruit patterns on it, and the paper inside is a little wrinkled, as if a lot of content has been written.

Qin Zhun's palms were sweaty. This is the notebook she gave Wen You a long time ago as a reward for her serious study.

At that time, Wen You was still laughing and discussing with her what to use this book for?

Qin Zhun once thought that Wen You's temperament said so, but he would not implement it.

But she seems to have really done it, and she has kept the notebook for so many years.

Didn't she forget her all these years?

When the two were in the third grade, Wen You suddenly said harshly that she had to study hard and be the first in the exam, so Qin Zhun began to tutor her. At that time, Qin Zhun was also the first in the class, and this book was given to Wen You at that time. of.It's a pity that Wen You's goal has not been realized in the end, so...

Qin Zhun didn't dare to open the book. She stared at the book for a long time, and finally mustered up the courage to open the first page.

The breath of the times rushed over, and the childish handwriting pried Qin Zhun's memories.

2015. 7, 11

"Qin Zhun's breath is stagnant. This date should be the summer vacation of the year Wen You transferred to another school. It was also the most chaotic summer vacation in her childhood. She continued to read."

Yes, I have a younger sister.

Her name is An Yan.

But my sister doesn't seem to like me, and Grandma An doesn't like me either. In fact, I don't like them either.But Mom liked them, and I must like them too.

2015. 7, 12

Yanyan spilled the soup on me, it was so hot.

I didn't cry, it was awesome.

2015. 7, 13

Yanyan doesn't like to play with me, but my mother took me to meet a very beautiful dance teacher today!She's so beautiful, but she's so fierce Oh, sure, do you still want to watch me dance?

(Zhu Zhun, I’m sorry, I forgot how to write wu again, I’m so stupid.)

2015. 7, 14

Mom went out to work and didn't come back at noon. Grandma An made lunch, and the taste of the food seemed a bit strange... I didn't eat much.

2015. 7, 16

I heard Grandma An and my mother say that I am disobedient, I don't like the dishes she specially cooks, and it is difficult to raise.

I am easy to raise, and I will learn to eat more.

2015. 7, 17

Sure, are you still mad at me?

I didn't mean not to say goodbye to you.You should be number one in this class.

I will study hard and give you the No.1 exam here.

2015. 7, 21

Dancing shuāi fell down, xī covered kē with a big wound, mother was unhappy, and Grandma An seemed a little angry.

2015. 7, 24

Uncle An came back and he hugged me.

Yanyan cried, probably because Uncle An hugged me.

Sure, I miss Dad.

2015. 7, 31

I didn't push Yanyan...

But Yanyan's legs were quite bruised.

I really didn't push her, she was going to play on the stairs by herself, she slammed down the stairs by herself, Grandma An hit me, was it because I didn't protect Yanyan well?

But I hugged her, and I fell down, too, and my hands hurt too.

Mom cried too.

I am sorry.

"Seeing this, Qin Zhun pinched himself with his nails, feeling colic in his heart, Tong Yan's preface was inconsistent, but Qin Zhun understood it, this was Wen You's venting.

Qin Zhun's fair skin was pinched red. "

2015. 8, 2

It's raining today, so I didn't go to the jump race

2015. 8, 15

I went to see my grandma in the hospital today, she was in a good mood, so I learned how to peel an apple for my grandma.

Not nicely cut.

Disliked by mother.

2015. 8, 31

I have to go to school tomorrow, sure, will other children like me?

You say I'm stupid, I won't be liked by others.

2015. 9, 1

Sure, the students all looked at me with strange eyes.

My deskmate turned into a boy.

Sure, I miss you, who is your deskmate?

2015. 9, 2

Sure, no one wants to be my friend.

You are still my friend.

2015. 9, 7

They put a frog on my seat.

Are they trying to see me laughing?

I didn't cry, I threw the frog to them.

I also beat a boy with a nosebleed.

They called the teacher over, and the teacher called Mom.Am I causing trouble to my mother again...

2015. 9, 8

None of them play with me.

2015. 9, 16

They said that my mother would not want me if she had a younger sister.

Liar, my mother said that she would love me no matter what, even with a younger sister.

2015. 10, 1

We have seven days off, I don't want to do my homework, sure, I miss you, can you come and play with me?

2015. 10, 23

The teacher taught us to write "preparation" in class today.

Many students can't write "quasi".

But I will!How can I not write the accurate name.

2015. 11, 9

Happy birthday Zhunzhun!

(Below is a cake that Wen You clumsily drew.)

Happy birthday!

"Wen You was young at the time, and the English letters were written crookedly, but the writing was very standard, so it turned out that she had never forgotten herself.

Qin Zhun didn't have the courage to turn over.

As the date moved later, Wen You wrote less and less pinyin, and wrote fewer and fewer things. "

……

2016. 2, 8

Yes, happy new year!

Fireworks are not allowed here in the capital. I didn't see fireworks last night, but I heard them.

Very lively.

A lot of people came to my house today, I hid in the room, I didn't want to go out, I didn't know them, and they were not my relatives.

It's Yanyan's uncle and aunt.

You talk to me.

……

2016. 5, 8

Today is my birthday!

Happy birthday Yoo!

My mother cooked a lot of delicious food for me and took me to see my grandma.

But I'm still a little unhappy.

It's my birthday, why do my uncles and aunts talk about food, and even share my birthday candle with my sister?

I still wished.

I want to go home.

"Qin Zhun closed his eyes, thinking of the little Wen You holding the pen again and again looking forward to her response, but the happiest birthday was finally left aside in the cold.

She remembered that in the past, Wen You was looking forward to the arrival of his birthday the most, but why did she see the child's grievance from the crooked words? "

……

2016. 11, 9

Yes, happy birthday.

……

2017. 3, 2

Mom and Grandma Ann had a quarrel.

because I.

Grandma An thought that dancing was a waste of money, and something happened to Uncle An.

I can't seem to dance anymore, but I love dancing.

2017. 3, 4

I told my mom I didn't want to dance anymore.

Mom slapped me in the face.

Mom is crying.

Sorry, I just wanted to make you happy.

2017. 3, 5

I won't dance anymore.

May 2017F, 5

My mother went to work outside, and no one played with me.

……

2017. 6, 9

I just want to play with An Yan, why are you hitting me with blocks?

I shouldn't cause trouble for my mother, I should stay far away from An Yan.

2017. 6, 10

Uncle An came back, and he asked me what happened to the injury on my head. I said I accidentally bumped into it, but he didn't believe it.

2017. 6, 11

I said it all.

Grandma An said how could a child as young as An Yan have the strength to smash me to bleed?

I was the one who slandered An Yan.

I hate An Yan.

Uncle An took care of the matter, and An Yan was scolded, but I still didn't get an apology.

……

2017. 11, 9

happy Birthday.

……

2018. 8, 27

Participating in military training today, I fainted, and the school doctor said it was hypoglycemia.

……

August 2018, 9

Today is Mid-Autumn Festival, there is no cloud, the moon is so bright tonight, have you seen it?

I want to tell the troubles to the moon, but the moon is too clean, I can't bear it.

Moon God, can you send me a messenger? I have a letter for Qin Zhun.

Please tell her not to forget me.

2018. 10, 21

I took the No.1 exam.

Year first.

But I'm so tired.

Mom went to the parent-teacher meeting of An Yan's kindergarten today, took An Yan out to play again, and came back with a smile on her face.

And my result is only due to her trying to find time to smile when she is exhausted.

2018. 11, 9

happy Birthday.

……

2019. 1, 28

I went to see my grandma today, she has lost a lot of weight.But she seemed to be in good spirits, and Granny Yin was with her.

Grandma Yin was my grandmother's good friend when she was young, and I envy them so much.

I have now successfully peeled a beautiful apple.

2019. 2, 2

Snowing.

The snow scene in the north is beautiful, but I am tired of seeing it. There is a vast expanse of whiteness everywhere, with no end in sight and no hope.

I really don't understand why I was so looking forward to the arrival of snow when I was a child.

2019. 6, 7

Sometimes I really want to steal my mother, she is my mother.But An Yan is still young, and I don't have a father anymore, so I can't let her be without a mother.

2019. 7, 7

Dad seems to have called Mom, and Mom is very unhappy.

I was eavesdropping, although I know it's wrong to eavesdrop, but at least I know that I still have a father!

2019. 7, 16

Mom said not to let me talk to Dad.

But I miss my father.

Uncle Ann is very kind to me, but he is not my father.

2019. 9, 12

Scrapping the dead leaves outside the window, I hurriedly looked up, thinking it was you.

But it came to nothing.

2019. 11, 9

happy Birthday.

This winter is coming again, I am so cold.

2020. 4, 9

Grandma's illness has recovered a lot, she said, she wants to go back to live in Yansong.

Grandma said that this is a common problem of the elderly. She has lived in Yansong since she was a child, and when she gets old, she misses her hometown more and more.

Actually I think so too.

I told my grandmother that I wanted to go back, and my grandmother said that everything depends on my own choice.

I want to escape from here.

2020. 5, 2

Now that I'm gone, Mom can relax a little bit, and Grandma An won't embarrass Mom anymore.

2020. 5, 15

I had a fight with my mother.

I didn't see the moon today.

I hate dark clouds and closed moons.

December 2020, 9

I am back.

2020. 10, 1

It's time for the senior high school entrance examination. Where are you?

Where should I go to find you.

I think your grades should be very good, you will go to a good school.

You wait for me, when I am admitted to No. [-] Middle School, I will come to you.

2020. 10, 27

I secretly went to see my father.

2020. 11, 2

Extra physical training is so tiring, I don't want to run [-].

2020. 12, 7

There are a lot of copying assignments, and I accidentally wrote the sentence "I don't want to do my homework" into the copying assignment.

The teacher didn't find out.

……

2021. 6, 24

Come on for the senior high school entrance examination.

2021. 6, 27

I almost fell down today, but luckily I ran into that girl who helped me out.

Thank you.

……

2021. 8, 27

Qin Zhun Qin Zhun Qin Zhun Qin Zhun Qin Zhun Qin Zhun Qin Zhun Qin Zhun Qin Zhun...

"Wen You just wrote the whole paragraph of Qin Zhun's name.

At this point, Wen You's diary stopped, and it ended on this day.

Qin Zhun turned a few pages back, and saw Wen You's neat handwriting on a brand new page. "

2022. 1, 27

The six years here have been the most embarrassing six years for me. I was hesitant until I saw you again. The east will be white, the moon will set and the stars will sink.

When I returned to this northern city again and saw this snowy scene, I finally knew what was missing in the white snow—the girl who didn't like to smile but was full of light.

There is snow in the north, but there is no Qin Zhun, the snow scene is still not as good as yours.

Forgive my cowardice, but I still have to admit it.

Qin Zhun, I like you.

To my light.

The content of the book is not too much, but it just happened to carry Wen You's six years, and it just happened to fill Qin Zhun's entire heart.

Speaking:

Here is a long chapter. Let me tell you that the diary is just Wen You’s personal journey. It’s not just saying that Xu Weizhong is not good. The conflict between her and Xu Weizhong is caused by the lack of communication between the two. , two people each have conflicts between two people.Because Wen You cared about her mother's feelings, she had always been patient, and she didn't say anything about being wronged.And Xu Weizhong's focus is on family and work, and he is a bit powerless to go back and forth, so he may sometimes fail to take Wen You's feelings into consideration, so the two of them gradually drifted apart under the scrutiny of time.

It’s been a long time since I’ve written this paragraph, the emotions involved are too complicated, some details may not be taken into account, my dears, please forgive me.

Happy writing.