[full-time] widow

Xin Shuo's worries:

Xin Shuo actually has a lot of troubles around him.

Needless to say in the previous life, walking all the way from childhood to adulthood, it was almost like walking on a small dirt road with countless holes punched by mice, almost every step was a hole.

It was through this kind of experience that Xin Shuo understood that there is no value in worrying about such emotions.It does nothing but bring you down, and at the end of the day you still have to pull yourself together and get your foot out of the hole yourself.

Mount Tai collapses in the front without changing the color, and the elk moves to the left without blinking. It is the most economical and effective way to concentrate all emotions and energy on the sharp edge of thinking and try our best to break through the predicament.

But, this seems a little too impersonal.

This is what Xin Shuo was criticized the most in his previous life--a guy who is so rational that he buries all his emotions in his heart and doesn't show it, it's really hard to like.

In this life, I need to try my best to avoid the setbacks of the previous life: all the working capital was maliciously locked up, causing the company's capital chain to break, Xin's father and mother worked too hard and her health was not good, and Xin's mother found out when she was pregnant with Xinlin. It's too late....While avoiding them, you also need to pretend to be a real, silly, sweet, and coquettish child, and carefully protect the dignity of Xin's father and Xin's mother as a father and mother.

If you are too independent, it will make the silly parents who are full of love and want to prepare everything for their children feel lost.

So in order to avoid this kind of situation, Jing Xinshuo, the fake lolita real old man, said that although I have always believed in Shen Yi's devotion to calmness and self-control, for the happiness of my parents, I can still act cute and act like a baby in front of my parents.

If someone was still around, hearing Xin Shuo's heartfelt voice, he would definitely be ridiculed: Come on, why are you pretending to coax your parents, you are always like this, okay?Who is the guy in his [-]s or [-]s who wants to be hugged by his mother every time he comes home!

In fact, in the previous life, the person who knew Xin Shuo best was not herself, but her sister and husband.

Both of them knew that Xin Shuo's nature was not what she showed. Although she was always ready for battle when she was outside, when she was really around her loved one, she was like a bunch of hamsters. I just want to send my soft belly to your fingertips.

She is indeed a person who is so strong that she can preside over meetings with a smile even when she is suffering from an acute abdomen, and she is indeed a person who is so calm that the sky will fall without losing her mind, and she is so restrained that even if she wants to show her face with a knife in her heart People who can still talk to each other with a smile.

But before she honed into such a person, she was first of all the fool who could take off her spikes for the one she loved deeply.

It's a pity that in this life, these two people who know her best are not by her side.No one could remind her, and Xin Shuo couldn't find out that he wanted to act like a baby in front of his parents, and was always immersed in a kind of "I am such a mature and cold person who pretends to be a childish child in order to make my parents happy." , As expected of me, I am awesome. ' in an eerie pride.

Later, on the basis of worrying about family affairs while coaxing her parents, her worries were added to raising a child perfectly.

Because twelve years after her rebirth, her sister finally came into this world.

Xin Lin was born in April, when Yan Yu was in full bloom.

After all, Mama Xin was an elderly woman who passed out from exhaustion. Papa Xin held her hand and guarded her bedside.

Xin Shuo stood beside her with his sister in his arms, looked at his mother and then at his father, and finally his rare dull eyes fell on the pink lump in his arms.

The newborn little girl still couldn't open her eyes, her skin was wrinkled, and she curled up in the swaddle as if afraid of the cold, occasionally sniffling and sneezing, or crying weakly like a cat.

It was her, it was Xin Lin.

Xin Shuo tightened his arms, and finally couldn't help it, and buried his face in Xin Lin's swaddling clothes.

This time, I will let you live the happiest life.All the twists and turns of the world, all the burdens of life, all the involuntary, all the sinister heart, I will not let them intrude on you.

I swear.

After the elder sister made the oath, the younger sister seemed to feel something, stuck out her tongue, and covered her face with a layer of glistening saliva.

Um, it's like - well, well, I'll take your word for it.

In the days that followed, the parents took the children to skip grades and take the college entrance examination (?).

Xin's father is really talented. After he escaped the bankruptcy caused by the shortage of funds, in recent years, relying on the foundation left by his father's generation, he caught up with the tide of the Internet economy and developed the company to a large scale .

And in the year when the company transformed from a securities company into a comprehensive financial institution, Xin Shuo finally entered the university campus, and since then, he has stopped studying in a peaceful manner.

Working as a teaching assistant in class every day, holding meetings with the tutor to write reports, and going home to tease my sister to enjoy family happiness (?), such days can really be called unbelievably happy.

But she knew that there was always something missing. .

It was an early autumn morning, she was walking on the road covered by ginkgo with a stack of materials in her arms, and saw Ye Xiu walking towards her from a distance.

At that moment, Xin Shuo really wanted to pinch himself to wake himself up from the dream.

After shaking for a while, she saw Ye Xiu's still immature face, and then she realized - this is not the last life, in this life, at this moment, Ye Xiu is still alive and well.

She finally didn't have to dream again and again, hoping that he was still alive in her dreams.

Xin Shuo didn't know when he stopped and stood there like a stiff puppet.She desperately suppressed the soreness in her eyes, widened her eyes and wanted to take a closer look at him; but because she really couldn't understand the relationship between the current Ye Xiu and the former Ye Xiu, because her mind was really messed up. I couldn't think because I lost the ability to move, so I couldn't turn my head to look at him. I could only look straight ahead and use the corner of my eye to watch him walk past me.

At the moment when they passed each other, the teenager raised his eyes and glanced at her. The curvature of the corners of his eyes was the same as that of his adult, as if with a huge thrust, it pushed open the floodgates that she had piled up desperately, releasing the endless stream of emotions. pour out.

Just as he looked away, the tears that he had held back for 15 years fell from Xin Shuo's eyes.The crackling is endless, like a flood.

Xin Shuo remained motionless the whole time, and the passers-by beside her pointed and pointed at her as if they didn't know.It wasn't until a senior brother was startled when he saw her face covered with tears and patted her on the shoulder to ask what was going on, that she came back to her senses, twisted her stiff neck, turned around, and looked at the two brothers away direction.

It's been so long, where can I still see it?

With a smile, she made excuses to send off the kind-hearted senior brother, and walked to the shimmering lake alone.

The leaves of the maple ingot swayed freely, and a fat ginger cat yawned lazily on the slope.

Xin Shuo sat on the wooden chair and looked into the distance.

She has never allowed herself to have the emotion of 'trouble', so she might as well do something useful to solve the predicament at this time.

But now, she suddenly discovered that, in fact, ever since she was reborn, or in other words, since the time he left in her previous life, there has been a trouble that has been with her like a shadow.

Since you left, it was so, so difficult to meet again.

Is he you in this life?Should I go see him?Should I go see you?

How can I see you?

How can I find you?

Why don't you come back?

If I had to describe this kind of feeling, I would probably use one sentence——

Love is separated by mountains and seas... Mountains and seas cannot be flattened.

Xin Shuo's troubles, end.

The author has something to say:

Sorry for the fake update, I took everyone's troubles apart and looked at it, so it might be clearer.

Corresponding to the previous chapter, this chapter has Xin Shuo’s reaction when they meet each other, so you see, a baby from someone else’s family, who seems to have nothing to do, involuntarily cried into tears the moment he left. mentally handicapped.

Xin Shuo is a proper Gemini, who is different from the former and the latter, but because there are too few people who can be included in the scope of "the queen", there are only three relatives and Ye Xiu, so few people can see her When she is not calm, almost everyone directly thinks that she is a scheming, terribly cruel, hidden knife in her smile, and profit-oriented guy, and she herself thinks so.Well, in other words, in our story, when Lao Ye sees Xin Shuo and subconsciously relaxes his vigilance in front of him, then Xin Shuo has almost fallen into the pit again.

I am trying to write a real heroine, her character is very complex, but due to insufficient writing power, I am ashamed that I can't write the soul of the character with just a few strokes like the insect mother.If you think she is very bad after reading this, please wait and see, I will try my best to write out all her characters

There is nothing to say about Ye Shen's words, I love him for the rest of my life, um, he's just so capricious.

On the day when the animation started, I started my dissertation in the afternoon, but I was still stubbornly not ready to watch the animation and lick the male god prprpr. I am awesome!

Welcome to catch insects, love you, okay?