[full-time] widow

Chapter 41 Xin Shuo & Ye Xiu

Xin Shuo & Ye Xiu

Quiet night.The airliner flew across the sky smoothly and quickly.

The assistant next to him had already put on a blanket and fell into a shallow dream. Xin Shuo was wearing a shawl, and turned his face sideways to look at the clouds passing by quickly outside the narrow window.

For a moment, she wanted to hold the dissipated cloud and smoke, and wanted to hold her heart and ask herself whether this new life was going to be happy or not.

All the family warmth, all the flowers, all the joys of the world.

They all weigh heavily on the shoulders of those who are deeply trapped in the mud.

Xin Shuo closed his eyes for a while before answering.

worth it.

Let me ask again, this is based on deception, this infatuated love resulting from the twisted interweaving of the past for her and the future for him, is it true or false, and is it fair or not for them.

Xin Shuo slowly raised his right hand and moved his wrist lightly.

This is a white, slender hand, although the blue blood vessels are too bright, but it is young and healthy.

And it used to be full of wrinkles, raised veins, spots, dry and often uncontrollably shaking.If there is one thing that is better, it is its ring finger, which wears a decades-old ring.

It's not expensive either.

But he won it.

He put it on.

Xin Shuo asked himself whether it was true or not.

Xin Shuo replied, this time again, she almost took out her heart and soul, every sentence, every scene was full of true feelings, for the sake of the old and the young, she devoted herself to dissecting the whole life, one life to death; The long years bear witness.

Xin Shuo asked himself if it was fair.

Xin Shuo replied again... I don't know.

I really do not know.

This fate has its ups and downs.

The first time started with the heavy snow in Zurich and ended in the pale and silent hospital bed on February [-]th.

The second time started from the dream-like comeback. When the teenager passed by under the ginkgo in late autumn, he gave her a glimpse of the next life; it ended in the quiet moonlight on May 29—his birthday and her return date. .

And this third time also began.

Every parting is to meet again, then come again for the third time, give everything I have, I don't want to confine him to stay with me for a long time, I just want him to be safe, live a long life, get what he wants, forever Honor.

The girl tightened her shawl, looked at her own reflection on the clear glass, and suddenly laughed.

As long as I am still breathing, I will protect them and protect him. At this moment when I can still breathe, I will be happy and smooth.

The young girl rests her forehead on the cold glass, high above the sky, smiling and staring into the distance.

And in a place that people can't touch, a gray-haired person is staggering in the mist.

As she walked and walked, it seemed that there was a torrential rain on her head, and it seemed that it suddenly turned into a profuse snow.

The wind swept from all directions, and in the wind were the smiling faces of her beloved family members, their voices of exhortations, and the faint smell of smoke.The wind was also mixed with the broken silhouettes of nineteen crabapple trees in the yard, fifty handfuls of purple bellflowers, and bowls of pork rib soup, which were still exuding white mist.

She didn't seem to notice, and those silhouettes, the moment they were about to touch her, shattered and splashed, leaving ice crystals all over the ground.

As she walked, her young face gradually became wrinkled along with her steps, and her once blade-like steps gradually became weaker, but she always supported her back, and her thin and sharp back was like a silhouette carved by a cruel time knife.

She kept walking, and the snow kept falling.

Suddenly someone grabbed her wrist.

She turned her face away and saw Ye Xiu bent slightly with his hands on his knees, his chest heaving violently, but even so, he still raised his face and stared at her, holding her wrist with great strength, like I wish I could turn into an iron ring and be embedded in her wrist bones.

Ye Xiu stared at her relentlessly, without blinking his eyes, his eyes were astonishingly bright, like a thunderbolt splitting the chaos, and with a loud bang, the overwhelming heaviness and pain were shaken away, bringing a shock that pierced life and death. Dazzling light.

Xin Shuo's eyes widened, his lips were trembling and he wanted to say something, but his chest and throat were so tight that they were opening and closing, but he couldn't make a sound.She could only let the blush creep up to the corners of her eyes quickly, bringing tears to her quietly. The eyelashes couldn't bear the weight, and the two lines of tears flowed down her face quickly but quietly like a river.

Ye Xiu's hand was even stronger.

This man, this man who has walked through ups and downs with a smile, this man who can play soot without frowning, has carried the burden that many people cannot bear.

This one sentence made Xin Shuo willing to wait for the man his whole life.

He chased Xin Shuo in the thick fog for a long time, his lungs were about to explode, and the moment he saw his little wife's face, his heart trembled, and he hugged Xin Shuo tightly into his arms with all his strength.Taking a deep breath, the icy cold air passed through his throat and caused tremors. He buried his head in the socket of Xin Shuo's shoulder, and the intense and heavy emotions filled his chest, struggling to hit his lungs and clamoring to vent them out. He wished he could grab the meat around Xin Shuo's neck, and made him wish he could swallow Xin Shuo's whole ball into his stomach—swallow it, and become bone within bone, flesh within flesh, and become the most hidden and delicate thing in his heart. part, becoming nothing could keep them apart.

He hugged him for a long time, so long that Xin Shuo's tears had already flowed down his neck, leaving large water stains on the clothes on his shoulders.

He said sourly.

"You fool!"

Then he said in a stern voice.

"My life..."

As soon as the words fell, Xin Shuo suddenly seemed to have acquired the ability to speak, tightly clutching the hem of his clothes, crying like a child.

She has always been quiet, like this since she was a child, and crying will only increase the burden on her parents, so she developed the habit of curling up quietly and weeping quietly in a place where others can't see.

Then, she was everyone's reliance, so she couldn't cry in front of others—she was crying, what should they do?

Later, she was able to hold someone and cry because she had Ye Xiu again. Ye Xiu taught her not to be brave, Ye Xiu indulged her rare childishness, and Ye Xiu tolerated her morbid paranoia.She can soften into a ball, like a bun, show him her tears and fragility, and let his magical hands slowly brush over those wounds.

Then, the wound can bloom.

after that……

Afterwards, there was no Ye Xiu.

She couldn't cry anymore.

And now she finally let go of all the strength in her body, relying on Ye Xiu to hold her.She wept like a child, those long and lonely life after his death, those hesitation after being reborn but not finding him, those heart-wrenching pains when facing the former him, all, all, became The endless tears were vented by her without any rules.

Ye Xiu held her tightly in his arms.The hand that used to be steady and powerful in the moment of so many tense moments trembled with her cries.

The gorgeous sunshine shines through the vast world, the heavy snow melts at an unknown time, and the wind blows up the pink and white petals of crabapples in Xifu, sprinkled all over their bodies, and sprinkled with bellflowers that grew out at an unknown time.

Since we met each other, we have grown one crabapple a year.

After he parted, there were only nineteen trees in his and Xin Shuo's house.

And since he left, bellflowers are sold every year.

Counting this life, Xin Shuo gave away a total of 56 lots.

Xifu Haitang means unrequited love, I love you.

Purple platycodon, meaning eternal love, unchanging love, sincere, submissive, sad.

"Good, good."

"I've seen it, I've seen it all."

"This time, we will never be separated again."

"Death will not be separated."

How can I be willing to part again?

From now on, you and I will never live apart, never die again.

The author has something to say:

Thank you for your company all the time, and thank you for the little cuties who are still with me even though I don’t update for a semester.

This semester, I thought I was studying hard, but it wasn't until I memorized and spent the night during the exam that I realized that I was very different from everyone in the same department after I went to the exam room.I used to be too boastful, thinking that the law was okay, but in fact, I should work harder.Next I will work harder!

Ahhh, it's a long time to talk, now that the tense first semester is over, I can also take the time to update it!

However, it may have been a long time since I wrote it, which made me lose my hand for a while, and my mind was full of Xin Shuo and Lao Ye.

Just write them first.The following ones (the older generation) can be regarded as having double births. After all, our text is illogical. Please follow me and imagine.Their double life is one of the side stories I mentioned before~

It's like a parallel universe.

As Lao Ye said, since then, they have neither lived nor died.