[full-time] widow

Chapter21 Xinshuo

The flight was late, and when we returned to the imperial capital from Hangzhou, the sky in the east was already exposed.The billowing clouds covering the sky were dyed a mild silver-gray, and some snowflakes fell from the sky, but they melted into water before landing and disappeared on the land.

There are couples of young couples everywhere along the way. The commercial street is hung with exquisite decorative lights and ribbons in the morning. The aroma of chocolate slowly overflows from the cafe, and there are people holding a big bunch at almost every intersection. The person selling roses shyly stretched out their delicate red petals in the cold wind, looking more and more pitiful.

The boss of the Xin family sat in the back seat of the car and thought hard for a while, but he still felt that his mother's Valentine's Day gift must have been prepared by his silly father. I have to send it later.But she always has a huge "my family is so good, no matter how much you can't dote on them too much, I can't help but want to give them gifts every day", she smiled, there is no one in the family who has given Valentine's Day ?

So the seven-year-old second girl of the Xin family received holiday gifts from her elder sister today, a bunch of lovely pink roses, a box of sweet milk hazelnut chocolates, and a dress that complemented her fair little face. It was so soft that it seemed to come out of a fairy tale, so beautiful and unreal, with a little red cloak with fluffy white trim.

There is also a printed card that my sister personally put in——

To the cutest princess in the world, you are the best gift my parents have given me.

This gift was carefully decorated last night and placed beside Xin Lin's pillow, waiting for her to wake up.

As long as he thought of the child's happy appearance, the corners of Xin Shuo's mouth could not help but twitch.

At this moment, the car stopped and waited for the green light. Xin Shuo cast his gaze out of the car window. There were many pedestrians coming and going, and everyone had smiles on their faces.She propped her cheek with one hand, looked over with a smile, but suddenly noticed an old lady who was wearing a bit old clothes, sitting on the side of the road holding a bunch of yellow roses, with a sad expression on her face.

The old man who originally wanted to learn from others to sell roses on Valentine's Day to earn some money, was worried about buying the wrong color when he bought flowers. No wonder yellow ones are so much cheaper than red and blue ones. It turns out that it means that no one buys them after breaking up. ...

The old man was feeling sorry for the purchase money, when suddenly someone asked her, "Do you sell these flowers?"

Looking up, she was a pretty young girl.

"Sell, sell..." But thinking of the meaning of this flower, the old man couldn't bear to let the little girl suffer, so he hesitated and said: "But this flower is not auspicious, you, don't buy it."

The girl didn't turn around and left after hearing this, but instead smiled, "I just want it, and I'll buy it for as much as it costs."

After a pause, she smiled again and said, "But next time you need to inquire before buying, don't make any mistakes."

The old man gave her an angry look, "Never again! Come and let me wrap it up for you."

When handing the flowers to the little girl, it may be that the nature of the elderly came up, and she couldn't help but exhort: "Have you had a fight with your boyfriend? Breaking up is a big deal, the little girl should think about it."

She froze for a moment, then thanked the old man dumbfounded, and got into the car with flowers in her arms.

The driving assistant exploded when he saw the little boss coming in with a bouquet of yellow roses—I went to the little boss and you got off the car to buy parting flowers? !Quickly tell me who's a scumbag who doesn't have eyes. Our little boss is so nice, you are so restless, keep your own husband and teach your children, which made the little boss plan to break up!Hurry up and tell the news in the company group, let's put him in a sack! ! !

But the employee thought about it, it wasn't right, the little boss, it seemed, she wasn't in a relationship...

All the assistant's mental activities were written on his face, Xin Shuo sighed, "It's not about breaking up, don't worry."

Only then did the assistant feel relieved, and after listening to Xin Shuo explain the ins and outs, he understood completely.This assistant was relatively young, so he couldn't help teasing Xin Shuo and said, "Then, if someone has an oolong like that grandma and confesses to the boss with flowers like yellow roses or carnations, will you beat me up?" Him?"

Xin Shuo tilted his head and thought about the scene when he received Ye Xiu's flowers for the first time.

No, those are not called flowers.

To be honest, I grew up so old, and it was the first time I saw someone send flowers to girls directly as potted plants.

But...that's really the most beautiful flower I've ever seen.

Xin Shuo leaned back on the back seat, and said softly, "If the person is right, maybe even if he comes over with a potted plant, I can laugh out loud."

The assistant froze for a moment, but couldn't help laughing too. "That's great, boss."

"Ah."

It's my turn to drive today! : Ah ah ah today I asked our little boss what would happen if the other party made an oolong with a yellow rose when he was confessed, guess what the boss said!Ahhh our boss actually said, 'If the person is right, maybe even if he comes over with a potted plant, I can laugh out loud. ', why is the little boss so soft and cute, boss, please come out quickly [email protected] Glory employee A, B, C, D...

Bai Luo: Front row!Look what I found!

It's my turn to drive today! : I'll go, post it for everyone to see!

@It's my turn to drive today!Deleted a Weibo.

Bai Luo: A screenshot has been taken.

Hamster Belly: A screenshot has been taken.

Wind and dust zero dew: Screenshots have been taken.

Shrimp and spicy cabbage bibimbap: Screenshot taken.

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It's my turn to drive today! : You guys want me to die, QWQ, little boss, I didn't do it on purpose @辛末v.

Xin Shuo v: Don't cry, what's the matter, eat better today to calm down. @ Today it's my turn to drive! : You guys want me to die, QWQ, little boss, I didn't do it on purpose @辛末v.

Wide Noodles in Hot Pot: Master Ball!Capture a little boss alive, little boss, look at the quiet night succulent potted plant on top of my head, isn’t it pretty? Do you accept my confession~

Liushen: Hey, go to the front side!Boss, my potted roses look much better this year! ! ! !

one jasmine tea: It is obviously my gardenia potted plant that looks good (ノ｀Д)ノ!

My daughter-in-law downstairs: ... only I think this shameless way of abducting girls with potted plants has someone's temperament, (__)ノ｜

The chrysanthemum upstairs is guarded by me! : Really...

Charcoal-roasted cashew nuts: Pfft ha ha ha that's how Ye Shen kidnapped his wife 23333

Victory: Upstairs is over-imagining. Xin Shuo only said that her fake scene didn't say it was real.Besides, the little boss has nothing to do with Ye Shen, the enclosure is cute, just laugh at this kind of thing and don't really cause them trouble.

Maria, my Su: Don't be too nervous, everyone knows what's going on.

White Belly: You don't need to pay too much attention, too serious and impersonal.

Rattan Pepper Sauce with Barbecue: But I have to say, Ye Shen is the only one who can do this kind of thing without changing face or heartbeat. (→_→) Can't help but post @叶修v, God Ye, what potted plant did you send?

I'm Ye Liangchen: @叶修v, God Ye, what potted plant did you send?

Shuo Hua: @叶修v, God Ye, what potted plants did you send?

The rich old thief asks for an update: @叶修v, God Ye, what potted plant did you send?

Ye Shun: @叶修v, God Ye, what potted plant did you send?

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Excellent Era v: Ah, my hand is slipping @叶修v, God Ye, what potted plant did you give?

Bring a catty of yogurt: ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah!Official blogger goodjob!

Excellent Era v: Hehe (ω).

Su Muqiu was about to relax during his lunch break, but when he opened Weibo, he saw that fans were starting to mess around again.He couldn't help laughing when he watched the crowd neatly ask Ye Xiu what potted plant to send, his stomach twitched a little.

"Hey, I said what are you doing? No, why is this making such a fuss?"

Ye Xiu flipped through the pages amusedly, and saw a group of crying people holding various potted plants in various poses on the Little Boss homepage, reacted a bit before saying meaningfully: "Oh, so today is Valentine's Day."

"There are still small bosses. This requires simplicity and unpretentiousness, which is good."

"Hey, if you want to give it away, what will you give it? Your Weibo is about to grow grass. If you go up and say something, it can be considered as a comfort to the fans who admire God of War?"

"Oh, no." Ye Xiu resolutely refused with a smile on his face, then stood up, and when he walked to the door, he turned his face and said slowly, "You still have to tell me about this kind of thing. Right."

At this time, Xin Shuo was sitting on the top floor of the Glory office building.She held the pen and moved quickly, and made revisions to several business proposals in less than a while.The last comment After sitting down, she let out a sigh of relief, leaned back on the chair, and gently closed her eyes.

When she opened her eyes again, the environment around her became blurred, only the hospital bed in front of her and the people next to the bed seemed real.

She sat quietly in the chair, watching her former self sitting beside Ye Xiu's hospital bed, holding his hand tightly, letting his hand stick to her face.

The hand that was created by all the painstaking efforts of the gods has become thinner and thinner recently, but it is still so beautiful.

Just like him, no matter what, he is so good-looking.

There is a pot of crabapple covered with dew on the small table beside the bed, with pink buds hidden on the green leaves, adding some color to the snow-white ward.

With a little effort, he stroked the black under the corners of her eyes little by little. After a long time, he asked with a smile, "It's the 15th... It's the middle of the month, and it's time for you to cook pork rib soup."

In fact, he couldn't eat anything at that time.

In fact, at that time, he was already supporting his body with his will.

Xin Shuofu was beside his bed, and said softly: "Okay, do you want to drink corn or kelp? Or add some potatoes? Whatever you want, I will make it for you."

Ye Xiu stared at her quietly with tired beautiful eyes. After a long time, when her heart was twisted into a ball and she could not control the tears, he bent his eyes and said to her with a smile: : "I want to see you smile."

"Just have a laugh."

Xin Shuo suddenly opened his eyes wide, and after a while, he curled up the corners of his lips under his gaze, and said with a smile, "Okay, I'll keep laughing, keep, keep, keep laughing."

"Since you said so, then brother will believe it."

"Yeah." She leaned forward and kissed him lightly at the corner of his eyes, looking at him deeply as if she wanted to imprint his appearance in her mind, "Trust me..."

"After all, I love you the most."

Hearing her assurance, he had a little relief in his eyes, but his daughter-in-law was too stubborn, and the thought of being afraid that she would kill him still existed in his eyes.

Xin Shuo knew him better, so he said, "I have to smile... and live a good life... in 30 or [-] years, I will become a smiling little old lady, a wrinkled little girl with white hair. Old lady...but you are always so handsome..."

"When the time comes...don't dislike me, don't want me..."

This is a promise, a promise that I will not do stupid things, and will live well and live well.

Even if there is only one person.

"Sleep... sleep... I will always watch over you."

Seeing that he was finally relieved, Xin Shuo slowly closed his eyes.

The last words she heard were—

"You're my . . . sweetest little old lady."

"I'm waiting for you, don't come too early."

The electrocardiogram on the monitor had turned into a desolate straight line. The doctors and nurses who had been prepared for a long time stood at the door and watched for a long time, but they didn't come in to disturb her.

The doctor has been in shock for the past few days. His physical function is so poor that no one knows how he survived. It stands to reason that every breath would bring him great pain.

Because of Valentine's Day...

Sitting in the boss chair and watching all this quietly, Xin Shuo thought silently, because he didn't want to walk before Valentine's Day and make that day my nightmare.

But if you can't bear it, how can I bear it?

Love is really a strange thing. It made people like Ye Xiu support him for such a ridiculous reason, and it also made people like Xin Shuo tell Ye Xiu the only and last lie in his life.

That day was actually February 2th.

Xin Shuo stood up and walked over step by step. With her steps, all the past turned into smoke and dissipated, and finally disappeared. When she opened her eyes again, there was nothing left.

She stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows and looked into the distance. The shadows of the distant mountains were looming, and there was no trace of the sun in the ink-splashed sky.

At this moment, the phone vibrated suddenly, and she took it out to see that it was a call from a landline in Hangzhou.

Her fingers hung in the air for a while before pressing the answer button.

"Hi, this is Xin Shuo."

The other party seemed to have something in his mouth, but his voice was clear and there was a smile on his face.

"Guess who? No prize for guessing right."

Xin Shuo leaned his head against the glass and smiled, "Then I will suffer."

The other party acted as if he was at a disadvantage, thought for a while and said, "How about this, Xin Dashuo, if your guess is right..."

He deliberately paused, then said with a teasing smile, "I'll come to you with a pot of crabapple flowers on my head, is that okay?"

Xin Shuo was stunned for a moment. She took the phone from her ear and looked at the string of numbers. She didn't know how to react for a while.

Ye Xiu did not get an answer and was not in a hurry. Instead, he said slowly, "Oh, I forgot to tell you. What I said was that I guessed it right. I didn't say that you have to say it. If you don't speak, I will acquiesce." You guessed it right."

This slippery guy, how old is his heart so dirty? !

Xin Shuo said helplessly, "Where did you learn to talk to yourself, Ye is not ashamed."

"Because of talent, I'm ashamed and ashamed." Even though he said that, there was no sense of shame in his tone, "Give me an answer?"

He paused for a moment, his laughing voice brought a little tenderness.

"Haitang, do you like it?"

He used such a tone, Xin Shuo was like an angry puffer fish that pretended to be tough, and it dissipated as soon as he touched it.

Xin Shuo couldn't help laughing when he thought of the crabapple trees in the yard of his former home.

"of course."

"That's good." Over there nodded, "One tree a year from now on, and it will become a forest in a few years."

"If you don't want to say it now, just wait until then."

His tone was so confident that he seemed to have determined the answer, and letting go at this time was like giving her a reprieve, the victory was so relaxed and calm that it made people itch with hatred.

Xin Shuo was about to say something to him, when he suddenly realized that the wind and snow outside the window had stopped at some point, and the bright sky lit up half of the sky. The oblique light beam, the contrast between light and darkness is so sharp and profound, even if it is slow, you can still see those light footsteps, the golden sunlight in the cold winter day seems to cleanse the whole world clear and clear.

It's sunny.

After finishing the conversation with Ye Xiu, Xin Shuo explained his work and decided to go for a walk.The street was full of couples, and she walked along the crowd until she came to a fountain.

It is a wishing fountain, many couples will throw a coin here, hoping to make their relationship last forever.

In fact, it’s just a romance with the crowd.

Xin Shuo looked at the fountain and suddenly became a little impulsive.She let herself go once in a while, walked to the fountain, thought about it carefully, and felt that there was nothing to pray for.Even if there is something, it must be overcome and achieved by herself, and she cannot rely on external forces.

After much deliberation, there is only one thing.

Now she is living in the gap between the past and reality, she will never go back to the past, but it is impossible to let go of the past and move forward.When there was no one around, what she saw was the former Ye Xiu sitting beside him with a cigarette in his mouth, lazily typing on the keyboard. Sit until twilight.At this time, in front of the real him, she was also very clear that she would not project the thoughts of the dead onto the present him, that would be a blasphemy to the people in the past and an insult to her own feelings.

But looking at his radiant smile, Xin Shuo would still smile.That kind of emotion is very complicated. It carries expectations, blessings and pride. After a long time of polishing, her originally unjust principle system has a super unfair premise-Ye Xiu is the most important, and his existence overrides above all my feelings.

The existence of such contradictions made her feel that she was being torn apart. Something stayed in the past forever. When he died, the flow of time was stopped forever, while the other part was struggling to get out of the original body for the present him. grow out of it.

However, Xin Shuo will solve these problems by himself.

She will definitely solve it.

She has to work it out.

At this time, Xin Shuo was not at all glamorous and noble, squatting beside the fountain, folded his palms together and made a wish with a little unskilledness, and then threw a coin into it.

In fact, from the previous life to the present, spanning decades of life and death, what she wanted was nothing more than this——

'In this life, I hope that I can walk ahead of Ye Xiu. '

Life alone is too difficult, even for his family and him, Xin Shuo can't bear it any longer.

Too tired and too bitter.

But she frowned and thought about it again, and after a while, she folded her hands together to make a wish, and threw another coin——

'Let me walk behind him. '

But because it was too difficult, how could he be willing to let him come?He deserves to live freely and unrestrainedly, laughing and cursing as he pleases, so, let me do it.

Xin Shuo suddenly thought of something and laughed, and came again——

'Hopefully we can go together. '

In this way, there will be no pain.

But she was worried again, they were chic, but what would happen afterward?What about Ye Xiu's favorite Glory?what about the kids

So come again -

'Let me go first, this time it's his turn to sort out the funeral. '

'I can't... I can't bear it. '

……

In this way, Xin Shuo squatted by the fountain all afternoon, and went to the bank to change a pack of coins during the afternoon, which contributed a lot of business value to the fountain.

She pulled up the scarf, and regardless of the eyes of the people around her, she just tossed coins over and over again.

When there was only the last one left, she moved her unconscious leg, only to find that the surrounding lights were already lit up, and looking at her phone, Linlin was already asking her daddy, why didn't her sister go home.

Xin Shuo stood up on his knees, looked at the coin, and then at the pile of coins in front of him that was already above the water of the fountain, and suddenly smiled helplessly and self-deprecatingly.

She tossed the coin in her hand vigorously, and the silver metal made beautiful splashes before falling down.

Her wish is actually very simple.

'I ask for nothing else. '

'This time... I just hope that he can see me as I grow old. '

May there be years to look back on, and to turn heads with affection.

The author has something to say:

Me, I will swallow a few quick-acting heart-rescuing pills first.

I was tortured to death... I cried a lot.

These are the last few big knives in my outline, um, except for the point where glass slag is mixed with candy, we have no abuse point, are you happy, girls!

In fact, these knives can be even more cruel. The girl who has read my next-door article knows that if I become a literary artist, I can write super sensational.

But Ye Buxiu and Xin Dashuo are not people with this kind of personality. They are both reckless and restrained, but they are both people who can bury their pain in their hearts, so I didn't describe them very well.

But it was really painful.

Lao Ye's death day (damn, I actually said it) is February 2, he thought it was February 13, he was afraid that he would make Xin Shuo feel dark when he walked a few days before Valentine's Day, no matter how he didn't care about these things People, in front of people they care about, will also become very careful.But Xin Shuo couldn't bear it, she knew what Lao Ye Wen was holding on to, but she couldn't bear it, so she conspired with others to deceive him, and even prepared in advance the potted crabapple that Lao Ye would send every Valentine's Day.

What Ye Xiu said in the article, "I'll find you with a crabapple flower" in the article corresponds to what Xin Shuo said in the article, "If you like it, you can confess with a potted plant."Xin Shuo didn't answer directly, and he wasn't in a hurry, because in fact, the two of them had already tacitly agreed that even if it was sooner or later, and he couldn't fly, he was still very gentlemanly.

As for the scene of Xin Shuo making a wish at the end, to be honest, this was the first scene that popped into my mind when I was writing this article, and it was almost for this scene that I used such a story.

Xin Shuo's feelings may be reflected in his repeated wishes.

Because I love it so much, I dare not experience it again because of the pain, and because I love it too much, I am reluctant to let him experience it.

I don’t know the so-called Sui Sui Nian is very long, thank you girls for your support all the time, I’m going to accompany my friends to the hospital tomorrow, I’m not sure if I can update it, but it will be fine in the future, I promise!

Thank you Girl Zhitian for delivering the mines!Chirp! (*￣3)(ε￣*)

Although it is a knife, but because I have worked so hard to code so much, why not smash me to death with comments_(:зゝ∠)_