[full-time] widow

Chapter13 Xinshuo

On April [-]th at the National Convention Center, the press conference of the first Glory Individual Professional Competition came to an end amidst the cheers of countless people.

All of a sudden, the major news media focused their cameras on this brand-new competitive industry, TV news, newspapers and magazines, hot searches on Weibo, real-time promotion... The steel wings of glory fluttered and printed in everyone's eyes .

But at this time, some people also reacted, expressing their distress for those children who traveled thousands of miles to Beijing and stayed outside the conference center all day and night-they didn’t even see the male god Mao Mao, the baby is wronged, do you want to talk about it?

Babies: Go away, we are not wronged!At any rate, we once stood in the same stadium with the male god!What's more, Su Muqiu, Han Wenqing, Wei Chen and the others have been forgotten by you!Baby is a good baby!Babies must follow the instructions of the leaders, fully implement the socialist core values, and develop socialism with Chinese characteristics. Good glory!

What's more, the official has never said that these fanatical and lovely fans are ignored.

Afterwards, when the waiting people recovered from the soaring excitement, they discovered that the people who stayed up all night in the square where everyone gathered last night to maintain order, provide hot water, food, and medicine blankets were all official officials with the glory logo on their clothes. staff.

Thinking about it again, it seems that in the train station and the waiting area of ​​the plane, there are broadcasting loops to broadcast official announcements, and there are tireless staff to point out the direction for themselves; To and from the China National Convention Center all night to ensure the safety of every fan.

While supporting fans in dedicating their enthusiasm to their idols, they are doing their best to protect the safety of every fan.

If none of these constitute moving, then when the fans embark on the journey home.One or two days after they got home, they received the courier from Beijing. When they unpacked the exquisite black carton with doubts; when they saw the honor account card lying quietly on the back in the black velvet when they picked up the special account card with trembling fingers, and stared blankly at the picture on the back of the card of seven individual competitors headed by Qiu Musu; when they held their breath, When they flipped the card carefully and saw the front of the account card, when One Autumn Leaf was holding Xie Xie's back slightly looking back; when they found their name carefully engraved on the lower left corner of the account card; when they saw that When folded and hidden in the handwritten note in the interlayer.That crazy night returned to them with high voices and unquenchable passion. While the blood was boiling and roaring, unspeakable sour feelings slowly gushed out from unknown places, tightly choking the fiery heart .

On the white note, it was written so vigorously.

"Thank you, lucky to have you."

Later, they went online to repo the gifts they received, and everyone discussed it together, and finally deduced that the person who wrote this sentence should be the manager in charge of all the official departments of Glory, the director of the board of directors, that is, the one who made a speech at the press conference. Xin Shuo, a girl who never bowed her head to the girl who asked questions from the media.

Then look up this girl's background, and look up her significance to Glory...

Mama asked me why I knelt down and looked at my phone.

little boss!Does Little Boss have a support club fan base?I want to join!what not?If not, build one now!It's decided, from now on, I will worship God Ye before the game, and I will worship the little boss before the exam and interview!

Blessed and blessed by double great gods, it's all right!

Regardless of how much discussion there was on the Internet, Xin Shuo, who hadn't closed his eyes for several days, threw the dictionary-thick balance sheet in his hand on the table, propped his forehead with one hand, and pressed With the beating of the blood, there was a severe pain in the temple.

Although in essence it is still selling feelings to trap the masses, but this time the staff was arranged to count the address and phone number of each attendee outside the venue, contact the manufacturer to prepare a special account card, and contact major logistics companies to mail it to all parts of the country in the fastest time. Really tough work.

Especially when the company has been gutted to the point where there is only an empty shell left, and even the capital chain is crumbling.

Fortunately, everything is going according to plan.The deficit was just stuck at the limit of the company's collapse. In the moment of life and death, the glory audience finally began to give back to the market, and the powerful capital poured in, pulling back the company that was about to collapse in the next second.

Everything is as expected, although it is thrilling, but there is no difference.

That's right, Xin Shuo didn't miss anything in his 18 years in this life and more than 50 years in his previous life.If there were really anything beyond her expectations, there were only two of them, and they were all related to Ye Xiu.

No matter how hard she thought and tried her best, she was defeated by him.

In her life, even if she misses two things.

One is that Ye Xiuhui was not counted.

Second, it didn't count that Ye Xiu would leave.

The nerves were tense for too long without a break, and her originally sharp thinking became sticky and chaotic. She sat there for a long time before realizing that she should go home quickly.For the company's affairs, she had made various excuses and didn't go home for several days.

Just after pushing open the door, Xin Lin who heard the sound was like a bouncing little ball, yelling "Sister, Sister!", while throwing herself into her arms.Xin Shuo was about to fall backwards as soon as he was thrown by her. Before he fell, he hurriedly hugged his sister to avoid falling to her.After waiting for a long time, Xin Shuo didn't feel the pain from hitting the ground. Xin Shuo turned his head and saw Father Xin standing behind her like a solid wall and holding her shoulder.

Mother Xin stood in front of her, looking at her with complicated and tangled expressions, as if she wanted to hold her in her arms and rub her head well, or she seemed to want to pull her over and spank her ass hard.

In the end, Mother Xin could only sigh.Father Xin grabbed her legs and picked her up.In the surprised eyes of the eldest daughter, Xin Xiuyu said sarcastically: "You can do it to your heart's content. If you have the ability to do it, if you have the ability to pretend that you have nothing to do, come back."

Just as Xin Shuo was about to open his mouth to refute something, Xin's mother pinched her cheek hard: "We won't listen to what you say!"

"Hold Linlin to sleep with you! You hate Xin Dashuo!"

This sleep was leisurely and long, so long that she seemed to have walked through the already distant past life again in a dream.

In the snowy European streets, pedestrians scattered in a hurry. She was sitting on a chair in the open air of the coffee shop, her eyelashes covered with falling snow.Someone is tapping on the desktop with long, white fingers.

In the overcrowded competition venue, she stood under the stage and followed the figure holding the umbrella with burning eyes. Who stood there with blood after turning the tide, who took her hand and rubbed it, and then said disgustedly: "It's really cool."

Who gave an elbow to Fengshen's handsome but taciturn junior: "You still have to learn how to please my father-in-law!" And who hugged her waist tightly, with a soft smile on her face: "Sister, I really, really like him."

And who made her such a boring guy, with such a lingering mood, to sniff the drooping Xifu crabapples in the courtyard at the end of spring night?

I am ugly, cruel, boring, greedy, selfish, but only love for you, I think it is beautiful.

But suddenly a gust of wind blew up and tore the crabapple into pieces. Fate turned around and mocked, who was it taken away from the world?

In the long and lonely time after that, someone came and went by her side, and who pushed the white pill over, "I beg you, please take it, please, I beg you just like this." something..."

"Stop torturing yourself..."

wake up.

Xin Shuo opened her eyes, and tentatively reached out her hand to touch the other side of the bed. After touching the air meaninglessly as expected, it took her three or four seconds to recover and determine where she was. .

The mobile phone shows that it is six in the morning. After breakfast with her family, Xin's father will go to a meeting, Xin's mother will go to the company, and after Xin Lin goes to the early education center, she will have four hours of alone time.

Enough to complete a detailed consultation.

After walking out of the foreign-funded hospital, Xin Shuo opened the bag and took out several boxes of medicines. After removing the outer packaging, she poured the white round pills into the small jar of milk tablets.

Taking a deep breath, she squeezed a piece and put it to her mouth.She tried so hard to take such a small medicine, but she still couldn't put it into her mouth. She tried again and again, and she kept telling herself in her heart, you must eat it, you can't be immersed in it. In the illusion, you have gone back in time!he is alive!He is still alive and well!He just used Quexie to provoke the whole world a few days ago!

Wake up, Xin Shuo!You no longer need to rely on illusions to live like you did in your previous life!

but……

Deep inside, there was a voice screaming in despair.

But that's not Ye Xiu!

That's not him...

What should I do……

Xin Shuo finally failed to swallow the pills, she held the pills tightly in her hands, and waited blankly on the open-air seat of a coffee shop.

She told herself, wait one more time, just wait this one more time, as long as he still doesn't show up this time, then she won't wait any longer.

Let me wait one more time, just one more time.

She sat there blankly, waiting and waiting, waiting and waiting.Every minute and every second is so tormenting, but fortunately, in the past time, she has long been used to the feeling of waiting.

Wait until the sun is high, when Father Xin and Mother Xin take Xin Lin to find her who said she was out shopping in the morning.

Wait until the pill is soaked in cold sweat and melts in the palm of your hand.

He still didn't come.

Seeing her sitting there with a smile on her face, Mama Xin snapped her fingers and said, "If you are tired from shopping and want us to come to you for dinner, then you know how to act like a baby!"

Father Xin looked at them with a smile.

Xin Lin climbed onto her lap and nestled into her arms, just about to say something when he spotted the can of milk flakes in her bag with sharp eyes.

"Sister! I want to eat Tangtang!"

Xin Shuo smiled and nodded her little nose: "This one was given to me by a former employee... probably expired, Linlin wants to eat it, sister will buy you a new one!"

Then, she took out the little jar and gently threw it into the trash can.After throwing it away, she took out a wet towel and carefully wiped her and Linlin's hands, then held her chubby hand and said, "My sister will take you to eat something delicious!"

She hugged Xin Lin, stood up, and walked towards Xin's father and Xin's mother without looking back.

In the trash can, a small jar with a piece of paper towel was shaken slightly.

Like mocking.

See, you can't let go after all.

You never let go.

The author has something to say:

I worked overtime today, and only finished one chapter now, so I can only change it today.

Very, very sad chapter.

A girl found out that I had buried the foreshadowing—the phantom of Ye Xiu that Xin Shuo saw, from a literary point of view, this is a metamorphosis of longing to a certain extent, but from a scientific point of view, this is a typical manifestation of schizophrenia, So our heroine is a real, out-and-out, snake spirit.

She herself knew about it. In her previous life, she refused to take medicine and did not treat her. In this life, she was okay at the beginning (it takes a lot of time for pathological changes such as mental depression to transform into real hallucinations, and it is usually accompanied by depression. ), it will fail after a long time.

So there is nothing good in being too paranoid.

This chapter is paving the way for the future. Some scars must be uncovered, which will be very painful and bleed, but only in this way can there be good possibilities.

Thank you girls for your support, thank you Jing Chu, Miss Duan Lingxin for the mines and Miss Xun Jia for the grenade, it’s worth the money!

Good night!Although I myself was tortured to death, I still stubbornly ask for comments!