[Entertainment Circle] I am a serious internet celebrity

In the end, Zhilong and his assistant carried two big bags, except for the drug store, where Lin Ying has also closed the live broadcast.I originally said that I would go to have a late-night snack after shopping, but I would have spent nearly two hours just visiting the drug store.

He originally ended the concert very late, and now it's a little past twelve o'clock, so he finally decided to go home directly.He doesn't need to stay in a hotel when he comes to Japan, he has a house in Japan.

Zhilong said that he had not lived in this house, so he hoarded it and put it away.

It's just... money and no place to spend it.According to him, he still has a house, but he sold it as a new house, and she can live in it when she comes to play in the future.

After walking around with her all night without eating supper, he was really going to be tired.

"Shall I make you some noodles? It's very simple."

He was planning to go to bed after taking a shower, but Ying'er guessed that he hadn't eaten and was hungry and planned to serve him a bowl of noodles.

Zhilong, on the other hand, didn't care whether she could make noodles or not, and readily agreed.

"Then I won't brush my teeth for now~" happily went to take a bath.

Just a noodle~ It’s not too troublesome to make, just simple noodles in clear soup.Throwing everything in is right!

After boiling the water, she cracked two eggs and ate them together.After cracking two eggs, I thought about it for two seconds, then I smashed in one with a smile, "Give him two!"

Next, pour some sesame oil, soy sauce, some seaweed, and salt... There is no seasoning packet such as soup noodle king, it is very simple and straightforward to pour a little and taste.

This noodle can be said to have a very clear soup, but luckily! !And the sauce he always brings with him when he goes out!There is still half a bottle of mushroom sauce.

When you are hungry, everything is delicious. The noodles are a bit bland, but it is quite warm for two people to sit on a chair and watch the kitchen table while eating noodles.

Put half a bottle of shiitake mushroom sauce on the porcelain table and pour some on the bottle cap. It is delicious to eat with one chopstick~

Zhilong was wearing half-sleeves with a towel hanging around his neck, watching him eat the hot noodles with relish.Not picky eaters at all!

The bangs in front of his forehead had just been washed and drooped down softly, as if they were a little long and blocked his eyes.Lin Ying just watched him paw and tug twice, and she stretched her hand to his forehead and pushed back his bangs, revealing his forehead.With one hand, he took off a small black hair clip in his own hair and helped him pin it.

"It's okay... we're going to finish eating."

In fact, Lin Ying didn't eat much. In the end, there was only half a bowl left for him to see that he took it and put it into his stomach. He was really hungry.

"I'm still the one I had the night before the concert."

Don't worry about the dishes and chopsticks after eating, the two went directly to the bedroom to prepare for sleep.Lin Yingjin put on the blindfold and lay on her side under the blanket. He needs light to sleep.

Zhilong also took off his shoes and got on the bed. He couldn't help moaning as soon as he lay flat on the bed, and even smiled to himself like a neurotic.

"So comfortable~~~"

She lay beside her and raised the blindfold and got up slightly to see him lying there happily and smiling.

"I haven't stopped all day, so tired."

Ying'er got up and raised his hands to cover him with the quilt and subconsciously sighed.

"Thank you wife, I love you~good night~" Zhilong closed his eyes and smiled and said thank you and good night.The way it sleeps is really the same as that of a child.

She didn't lean over to join him either, it was actually not very comfortable for the two of them to fall asleep while holding each other.Just let him rest.

It didn't take long to think of his sleeping sound: snoring.

Basically, as long as he is very tired during the day, she will get used to him snoring at night when he sleeps.He also whispered, "Good night, my dear."

When Ying'er woke up again, he was woken up by his alarm clock.Looking out of the floor-to-ceiling windows, it was still dark... I glanced at the phone next to me, it was 5 o'clock in the morning...

He didn't sleep for 5 hours even though he was busy.

However, he still habitually lingered for a minute or two when the alarm rang to get up to take a shower. At around 2:05, his assistant and manager came.Ying'er stood on the ground at the door and watched him wrapped tightly and went out to go to the beauty room for hair and make-up in advance.

For half an hour, Long had no expression on his face the whole time, and when he went out, he lowered his head.Before putting on his shoes and going out, he looked back and saw her standing by the door with her clothes on, and waved her hand inside to signal her to go back to sleep.Out the door under her gaze...

And this series of actions is what he often does and she will always see.

Always watched him leave while it was still dark and come back when it was dark.

What she never knew was what made him persist day after day.If you want to say it is money, he has earned enough.

Perhaps, he just doesn't want to disappoint the person who likes him, and wants to do his best in everything.

In the past few days, she hadn't overheard his manager telling him that the company still wanted to release a Chinese album for him and asked for his opinion.

His new album just came out this year, and he planned to release a Chinese album before the end of his global tour?

"What about the song? Zhilong lay on the sofa without opening his eyes and only asked this one.

Agent: "Of course you can do it yourself."

"inot superman."

"Maybe it's enough to save the time spent traveling with my girlfriend."

Hearing this sentence, Zhilong turned his head directly and said, "Wouldn't it be more straightforward for me to die."

"Okok, let me just say something~ It doesn't matter if you don't do it. It's so scary to keep saying these things."

Zhilong lay still on the sofa, and asked in a low voice: "Over there at the hospital..."

"The hospital has been contacted for an appointment, and the physical examination should be done soon."

"It's a bit uncomfortable...don't tell her."

"it is good."

……

It was because I heard something that I didn't seem to be able to hear, and it felt a little uncomfortable to see him leave again.Would he be happy with her around?Won't it be a burden?Squeeze every minute and every second of his remaining rest time.

What really bothered her was that he would always choose not to tell her anything.He didn't tell her if he was not feeling well, and told him to follow wherever he went.

On the morning when he was going to secretly go to the hospital for a physical examination, he was going to go secretly, and she was going to follow him secretly.However, it was discovered halfway. There is a car following behind, which is very suspicious, okay~

Lin Ying was immediately caught by the bodyguards beside him, and he was still familiar with several bodyguard brothers.

When he saw her, he looked bad, which meant that something he wanted to hide from her was discovered.At this time, he still asked her to go back and refused to let her follow.

Lin Ying's stubborn temper has also come up, if you don't let me insist on following!He was pulled to the other side halfway.

"Be obedient and go back."

"I'm not going back, I want to go with you. I know you're here for a physical examination and I want to be with you."

"I don't want to take you with me. I don't tell you because I don't want you to follow me and I don't want you to worry about it. It's just a small inspection and you are followed."

"I'm more worried if you don't tell me, how can I not be worried! Quan Zhilong, you don't tell me anything! I will tell you everything I have. If you worry about me, I will worry about you too!"

"I don't want you to get involved... these shitty things."

Because he knew that if something happened to him, Ying'er would be filled with righteous indignation and stand up for him.It was the same when he fell off the stage last time, but in fact...his resistance had no effect.Everything must go according to the company's plan.

Seeing her cry like that that time, she was worried and nervous for him.He was very moved but also very guilty, and so was the hurt she suffered because of him.

"This is your business, it's not a big deal, I'm going."

"I said don't follow, you don't go."

Don't want...to let her see him weak.

"Go home, and play with you when I'm done, and plan where I want to go. This is just a small inspection and I don't need you."

He turned around and started coaxing her to go back.However, his words directly hit the point in her heart.

"Quan Zhilong!! Don't play with me anymore!! Please stop coaxing me! Please stop coaxing me because of my depression. Make time to play with me and go shopping with me. I am tired If you want to die, you still have to stay with me. You don’t have to feel guilty at all. Really, I’m useless because I can’t bear it. I can’t be like them, be photographed like kiko and pose beautifully. It’s me who is useless, please Don't do this again. I've seen everyone's comments and you don't need to hide it anymore. My internet celebrity products shouldn't be used on your precious face. Everything is my fault, it's all me..."

All the emotions that had been pent up all this time were released at once, and all the staff beside him heard her voice.Maybe I couldn't understand what they were arguing about, but the sound was really loud and the whole place was quiet for a while.And... vaguely heard kiko...

It was this name that made his face change. He hated it, and he hated it very much when his girlfriend talked about his ex-girlfriend.

"You don't need to compare with her, you are not the same type of people at all. Why can't I coax you, why can't I use those things, you are my girlfriend..."

"No! You didn't regard me as your girlfriend at all! Why didn't you tell me about this time, for fear that I wouldn't be able to bear it?"

"I didn't regard you as a girlfriend? You didn't regard me as your boyfriend, did you?"

He couldn't tell the specifics, he was not good at quarreling, but as time went by, her emotions became more and more sensitive and cautious.Maybe he shouldn't have tried to expose everything in the first place.

When no one knew about it, they were in the best relationship at the beginning, but gradually they all changed.Ideally, he would think that everything is logical, falling in love, going public, getting married?

Just because it was so logical, the sudden exposure of the relationship, the sudden love triangle and the inexplicable photo all caught him off guard.He was a little afraid that she would leave him and run away from her.

He loves her.But everything about him put more and more pressure on her over time.Now even his kindness and concern for her have become a burden, she will doubt and feel guilty about herself.

She also always has illusions about simple love, and likes to pester him and keep him company.Isn't this a kind of pressure for him?

It can only be said that their ideas are still somewhat different.

After falling in love for a long time, when you really integrate into each other's lives, you will find that some things are not as beautiful as you imagined.There is something in his circle that you need to live with, and there is something in her circle that you need to overcome.

The living conditions of the two are completely different. They like to hug each other and try to get along with each other. The reality will always crush love from every point of view.

Their contradictions are multifaceted. Does she really like the infinitely magnified life?Love for him above all else?Does he really love her? Are you sure he just wants the warmth of being by his side?Are you sure you want to go on like this forever?

As a result of the quarrel, she left.

And when he actually arrived at the hospital he had made an appointment with and saw the photographers around him, he was once again thankful that she hadn't followed.Don't fall into endless quarrels and whirlpools because of him.This is what he should have suffered.It was he who pulled her down together.

When he was lying in the medical equipment for examination, when he was lying in the narrow equipment and his mind was empty, a sentence suddenly came to his mind, a sentence that he had almost forgotten: Quan Zhilong, no one will love you.

At the beginning of each concert after this, the sound of the instrument beeping, beeping, beeping, and finally the red jumping line turned into a silent straight line, and then the first song heartbreaker began.

His heartbeat checking his body became the beginning of every concert.Photos of his MRI lungs were included in the concert video documentary.

The fragility he wanted to hide and didn't want to be seen by her was completely exposed like this.

In the following concert video documentary.He nestled on the sofa after the concert and said: "Do I want to be worse? This schedule makes me worse."

"Sometimes I feel that g-dragon's clothes are really heavy. If I were an ordinary person... would I be better? Would anyone like me? Want to give up but dare not give up, am I too selfish? I hope so much , someone can always be by my side. I miss her so much..."

Just like that, a person nestled in the sofa with his legs covered in sweat and uttered such a sentence, lowered his head and buried his face between his legs, not wanting to look up.

He didn't want to be alone, and he didn't want to bear this alone.

He likes the days when she is chattering by his side, and he likes the time when he walks around with her.Compared with physical fatigue, psychological pressure was the last straw that crushed him.

The author has something to say: he doesn't know, his appearance is the most unbearable appearance she wants to see.You who have always been beautiful in my eyes, please don't fall down, always support an extremely strong man in front of her.With this appearance...he always involuntarily wants her to fly to him immediately.

The road ahead should not always be alone.