Eat little by little

The hoarse panting sound brushed against his ears, Lin Xu breathed with his mouth wide open, and opened his eyes wide, as if he still couldn't believe that he was being crushed by someone.After venting, the two limp, were as quiet as death.

The hot heat of the attached bodies gradually receded, and some of the exposed skin was ironed. Lin Xu tried to move, "Um..." Only then did he realize that he couldn't move.

In the end what happened?

In an ordinary night, the MP4 dropped in a corner, the white light slightly dimmed the field of vision, and the sound of rain outside the window.

"Ah Rui..." The slight humming with a small mute sounded softly in the ear, like the sound of breath, it will be ignored if you are not careful.Yang Fengrui froze, did not move away from Lin Xu's shoulder socket, smelled the warm breath, and said in a muffled voice, "Huh?"

There is no way to see the other person's face.

The lost sanity gradually came back, and the fear came back.

What did he do just now?

Lin Xu felt a little numb in his body. In the cold morning, his body seemed to be run over by heat. It seemed that his body was still stained with the water vapor and sweat from the bath. Gradually disappearing in the darkness, only the strength that tightly pressed his body became clearer and clearer, and was imprisoned in a thick and hard way.

"Let me go." It was very uncomfortable, my hands and feet began to be sore, and my head began to feel slightly dizzy.

Yang Fengrui slowly propped up his body. During the process of moving, the sticky feeling left by the lower body of the two made him stunned, and he didn't feel annoying. Even for a moment, he heard the sound of swallowing in his throat, and his mouth and tongue were dry. Lowering his head, he saw Lin Xu's face clearly in the weak light.

Scattered hair that was still stained with moisture, pupils that were slightly transparent due to moisture and redness, cheeks stained with water from being bitten, Yang Fengrui's breathing gradually became thicker as he looked down - he was opening his eyes. His mouth panted, and his lips looked unusually red.

So thirsty.

Yang Fengrui felt that his limbs were stiff, and his brain was disconnected for a moment.Something violently struggled out of his body.

Really messed up tonight.

Yang Fengrui met Lin Xu's blank gaze, and slowly bent down——

stop.stop now!

Yang Fengrui felt that his body was as heavy as iron, and the cold air licked the back of his neck, causing a shiver.He couldn't restrain himself from saying, "Xiaoxu...Xiaoxu..." Getting closer.

"Keep your voice down, everyone is asleep." Lin Xu could feel the heat rushing over his body again in a trance, but he was so dizzy that he had no strength, so he pushed the person on him, "It's very late."

He has felt a little dizzy since taking a bath, and now he feels more serious.

Yang Fengrui came back to his senses in a daze, his brain was stiff, and he didn't know what to do all of a sudden.The body seems to be still in the memory just now, but the brain is blank.

The sound of the rain outside the window was getting louder, and he glanced out the window, only feeling that he could see thin raindrops in the dark, and felt that the raindrops were weird, as if something was wrong with him today.

"Yes." Na Na replied, lying next to Lin Xu, and found that her breathing was still short and her body was very hot.

After a long time, he turned his body, "Hey Lin Xu, are you..."

Soon, Yang Fengrui felt that something was wrong, "Xiao Xu?" He touched Lin Xu's forehead, which was abnormally hot.

Lin Xu couldn't open his eyes anymore, he just made a weak response instinctively.The irresistible heat spreading from his limbs caused him unbearable pain, heavy sleepiness, and unclear consciousness.

Yang Fengrui's heart suddenly felt cold, he put his head on Lin Xu's forehead, the abnormal high temperature made him almost suffocate, "How could this happen?"

Just entering the winter season is the time when you are most likely to get sick.Because of Yang Fengrui's intermittent nervousness these few days, Lin Xu hardly had a good rest. Before that, he was always robbed of his coat and got cold, and just after taking a shower at night...

Yang Fengrui hastily put his hands on Lin Xu's face, to check the temperature of his body, all of them were so hot.I didn't notice it at all before, and I didn't even realize that Lin Xu's condition is not good these days. Tonight, I seem to hear the other party dodging and wanting to go to bed early... The fragments in my mind are chaotic, and many things have emerged scatteredly .

"Fuck! Xiao Xu, let's go to the housekeeper." Yang Fengrui patted Lin Xu's face lightly, called the other party's name, and seeing the other party's frowning and uncomfortable expression, he couldn't do anything.The surrounding area was terribly quiet, without a quilt, the two of them were gradually enveloped in the cold air, and in the freezing cold, only the warm air exhaled by the two of them leaning against each other gathered together.

"Hmm..." Lin Xu groaned unconsciously, curled up slightly, leaned against the source of warmth on his body, and tried his best to stick to Yang Fengrui with his hands and feet exposed to the cold.

Yang Fengrui made a hoarse voice, his heart was gripped hard, and he felt sour.

Almost alien emotion.

"I'm sorry," Yang Fengrui hugged Lin Xu tightly, buried his head in the other's neck, and felt the pain in his chest getting stronger and stronger against the heat that made him panic, "Xiao Xu, I'm sorry, I'm sorry ..."

Even he didn't notice that his body was shaking slightly.

It's because he's too headstrong, because he's too stubborn, because he's too self-indulgent... He's too much, he's indulgent, because he has always known so clearly that that person is Lin Xu.It is Lin Xu who has a good temper, will not refuse, and will not hurt others.

He was never really angry.

Yang Fengrui felt that he seemed to have stepped into a mud pond. He was obviously still moving forward, but he began to sink unconsciously.

That night, he cleaned up Lin Xu. He poured a lot of hot water into Lin Xu's mouth. He hugged Lin Xu and fell asleep with cold hands and feet.Half asleep and half awake, he listened to the dark sound of rain outside the window, feeling a little unreal, as if everything tonight was fake.

People always become the least like themselves at night, at certain moments.Or, most like yourself.But the endings are all similar, and we're going to hide it.

Yang Fengrui woke up just after dawn, and went to touch the forehead of the person in his arms to cool down.He was a little dazed, as if he was relieved to get rid of something, and felt a sense of loss in a trance.

Both of them covered their bodies with hot sweat, sticky and stuck to their bodies, making them extremely uncomfortable in the small space.Yang Fengrui just opened his eyes, staring blankly at the window, seeing the whole process of dawn very rarely.Just like his thoughts, they were pulled away bit by bit, and gradually became blank.

And next to it, there was a shallow hot breath that was always lingering, quiet and gentle.

He felt that there was something wrong in the middle, but when he thought about it deeper, it was blank again.The two big boys did something after watching that movie, venting their anger, it didn't seem... particularly excessive.

So what happened?

The guilt that is so deep that the whole heart throbs.

He seemed to be able to recall the violent fluctuations in his chest last night, and the uncontrollable emotions that filled his entire chest, but thinking about it now, he felt a little strange.The madness, the panic, everything became absurd.Just like a child making a fuss out of a molehill.

Those seemingly chaotic memories are covered with a thick film with the dawn, which cannot be touched or grasped, nor can they be clearly seen or sorted out.

After Lin Xu woke up, Yang Fengrui still pressed him to the infirmary and lifted the bottle.

Yang Fengrui didn't go back to the classroom, but sat beside him, and the two of them didn't look at each other, they just waited silently for the passage of time.Occasionally, Yang Fengrui would look up at the hanging bottle, and the liquid would drip slowly, one after another, giving people the illusion that the drip would never end.

"Hey Yang Fengrui," Lin Xu leaned on the bench, still not energetic, "Go back."

After waiting for a long time, there was no response.This is not Yang Fengrui's style, but Lin Xu is really not in the mood to take care of each other, so he closes his eyes and wants to relieve his headache a little.Gradually, I became sleepy again, and my body became cold.

Occasionally, some fragments of last night flashed in my mind, but they were so blurred that I couldn't grasp anything.

The scorching breath, the numb biting, the soul-devouring moans in the earphones, and the temperature that almost burns the whole body when the skin touches it.Occasionally, a faint voice came into my mind, "Xiao Xu, Xiao Xu..." It was like an engraving, which deepened the deep marks in my mind again and again.

Lin Xu flinched, clasping his hands in his pockets tightly due to the cold.

Normally, there is a bed in the inner room of the infirmary, but the number of patients has increased in the past few days, and the bed has been moved to no one knows where.

"Ah Rui," Lin Xu shouted, holding his eyelids, but he didn't respond as before, but he was too tired to argue anymore, "Don't stay here, go back to class."

He seldom called each other's single word in the name, except when Yang Fengrui pushed him into a hurry, he would make a few perfunctory calls, and he would yell like this when he gave in.It's like revealing a message: I'm tired, stop making trouble.

Yang Fengrui's gaze moved down from the hanging bottle, and he felt the tip of his tongue astringent, sour and bitter, "Xiao Xu..."

Lin Xu was startled, the familiar voice and tone suddenly overlapped with the nightmare voice in his mind last night.

"I have already asked the teacher for leave," Yang Fengrui pressed Lin Xu's head on his shoulder, "Go to sleep."

No, it shouldn't be like this.

Lin Xu wanted to refuse, but found that it was the same as usual, his head was pinned down, his shoulders were tightened, and there was no room for him to refuse.But he was really too tired, and he didn't have the time to think about any details, but as soon as he had a support, sleepiness swept over him crazily.After holding on, he quickly surrendered, lowered his eyelids and fell asleep.

Yang Fengrui felt that Lin Xu adjusted his posture, and half pressed his head under his neck—it was Lin Xu's breath again, and there was a slight heat on the skin.He took Lin Xu's hand and slowly slid it down until he was almost embracing him.

why?It seems that once you get close to him, you can't restrain yourself.

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