Eat little by little

Lin Xu never knew that Yang Fengrui could still be so clingy to someone. Compared with the past, it is nothing compared to the present.

After all, it was barely enough to squeeze two big boys into the school's single bed. Lin Xu, who had already been taken advantage of by Yang Fengrui, was miserable recently.

Even if he wakes up earlier than him in the morning, he will be thrown back to the bed fiercely, and he will be asked forcefully: "Come with me to sleep again."

If he struggled too fast, Yang Fengrui would bite here and there like a puppy.

Lin Xu rather likes Yang Fengrui who just woke up and was sleepy. His thinking is simple, and he has no other problems except that he must hug him.

And the most important thing is, and only at this time, he can think about nothing.

Yang Fengrui's steady breathing will make him relax, as if the two of them have always been like this, no one left the other, and no one crossed that boundary.

Yang Fengrui's biological clock arrived, and before he opened his eyes, his hands were already scratching under the quilt, until he was sure that there was still a warm Xiaoxu in his arms, and then he squinted his eyes in satisfaction and took a nap for a while.

Lin Xu felt that no matter how good his temper was, Yang Fengrui would only explode. He angrily tore off the paws that were holding his face, "Yang Fengrui, enough of you! I'll kick you out of bed!"

Yang Fengrui had spontaneously hugged Lin Xu tightly in a half-confused state, "Let's do it together."

Tell him who is this three-year-old IQ? !

The people in the surrounding dormitory were almost up, and they all looked sleepy. Occasionally, they glanced over, obviously accustomed to Yang Fengrui's behavior of torturing Lin Xu.

After a while, Yang Fengrui got up slowly, drooping his eyelids, and pushed Lin Xu with his hands: "Xiao Xu, don't stay in bed, we are going to be late. We are the only ones left in the dormitory..."

Lin Xu lay on the bed like a dead fish, feeling hopeless and desolate.

The little thoughts of shyness, anxiety, and fear before were all fake, and what was wrong with him before was a brain twitch.

Fuck he wants to break up with this guy now!

Lin Xu originally thought that the way the two get along would change, but in the end it really didn't change much.

An ordinary day for the two of them began.

The two of them were rustling in their clothes. After a while, Yang Fengrui would start looking for socks and meal cards under the quilt. Lin Xu didn't want to pay attention, but looking at the poor quilt and pillow, he gritted his teeth and went up again, "I'm coming."

Yang Fengrui squatted beside Lin Xu like a puppy, and when Lin Xu complained, he rubbed against him and rolled over, forcefully making the other party limp and out of breath, without the strength to curse.

Gulu Gulu brushed his teeth and washed his face. Yang Fengrui loved to throw his toothbrush and toothpaste on the stage. Every time, Lin Xu tidied up Yang Fengrui's, and then separated the other party's towel from his own to dry, angrily said: " Don't put your towel on top of me!"

"I just do it smoothly..."

"Fuck you! Believe it or not, I'll throw the trash next time!"

Then I will use yours.Smiling, Yang Fengrui noticed that the bangs on Lin Xu's forehead were wet and stuck to his forehead from washing his face. He reached out to touch it, wanting to help take care of it.Slightly hot fingers slid across the forehead, rubbed the sticky hair with the pads of the fingers, then gently picked it up, slowly pushed it aside, and loosened it.

Lin Xu's breathing tightened suddenly, he paused, and gently opened his eyes.

Yang Fengrui also froze for a moment after finishing, staring at his fingers in a daze.He couldn't help lowering his head, looked at the boy's drooping eyelashes, and held his breath.

Although there are a lot of intimacy during fights on weekdays, such almost tender actions are absolutely absent.

Completely unconscious action.

Yang Fengrui looked at the silent Xiao Xu, and couldn't help but want to touch the other's face, wanting to know if he was the same as himself.

All are feverish.

Yang Fengrui also finds it quite strange, obviously it is not the first time he has been in a relationship, even if it is the first time, he and Lin Xu have known each other for the sake of that - they have kissed each other before, and they have said everything that needs to be said , he found that he still had nothing to do with Lin Xu.

Like a little boy who is in love for the first time, he blushes with just one movement, it's embarrassing!

"Come on, let's go! There must be no food in the dining room." Lin Xu was about to leave first, his body was pulled, and when he turned around, he found that his hands were caught, and his eyes were a little wandering, "Get out, there are people outside. .”

"Wait until someone releases it." Yang Fengrui really couldn't tell what it was like, anyway, he definitely didn't have it when he was with a girl, and he definitely didn't have any of the messy love affairs he talked about before.

It's so simple that it couldn't be simpler, I want to touch you.

It's like when I walk, I want to hold your hand.

Lin Xu's eyes flickered, and then he said anxiously, "Then hurry up! If you don't eat, you will be treated for the next week!" His eyes accidentally passed over the connected hands of the two.

"Yes yes yes. Daughter-in-law, you have to eat more, you must eat me poorly." Yang Fengrui pursed his lips, and went up again with a shy face.

Since that night, the two have been in this state.Nobody mentioned it anymore, never discussed that seemingly taboo emotion.

When the two get along, it seems that they have tacitly tacitly agreed to something.

Yang Fengrui's girlfriend was always there like that.When the class was over, the girl would appear occasionally. Yang Fengrui hurriedly looked at Lin Xu, but he always found that the other party had his head down, so he hurried out.

Lin Xu didn't mention it, and he didn't mention it either.

When he came back, Yang Fengrui was holding a few books in his hand, and wanted to put them on the table. He glanced at Lin Xu who was buried in writing, and wanted to open his mouth to say something, but he silently put the books in in the drawer.

Sitting on a stool, slumped, looking at the classmates who were trying to erase the blackboard in front of them.The white writing on the blackboard was gradually erased, and his heart seemed to gradually become blank.

He stretched out his hand and gently tugged at the hem of Lin Xu's school uniform, but Lin Xu didn't respond.

He chattered again, the pen in Lin Xu's hand stopped for a while, and then continued to write.

"Xiao Xu..." Yang Fengrui didn't know what to say, because there was nothing to say.He didn't dare to admit anything, and neither did Lin Xu.

It's one thing to like it, another to admit it.

I like this thing, who knows for sure, maybe I don't feel it in a few days, it was pure insanity back then.

But liking men is a big deal, they can faintly feel that this is something they can't control and can affect them... a lifetime thing.

No one dares to admit that we are fucking different from other people, we like men.

So that girl, like ironclad evidence, told them that you are all normal.

So, so be it.

Yang Fengrui took a deep breath and told himself: It's all right.

He tirelessly tugged at Lin Xu's school uniform, like a child who is in urgent need of comfort, his anxiety is like sparks that will never go out, as soon as Lin Xu leaves, it will grow wildly.

I don't know how long it took, but Yang Fengrui could feel a pair of cold hands pressing on his hands, Yang Fengrui couldn't wait to grab that hand, pressed it in his hand, and pressed it firmly.

Then I took a deep breath, feeling the confusion and irritability in my head gradually disappearing in the tightly held power.

Lin Xu gritted his teeth in pain, but didn't say anything.

He wanted to break free, but he knew that he never succeeded.

***

During the ninth class, Lin Xu was forced out of the classroom by Yang Fengrui, and was forced to watch him play by the side of the basketball court.Lin Xu had no choice but to support his head, hold a bottle of water, and look at the dancing figure in the sun under the shade of a tree.

Yang Fengrui took a step back and easily dodged one person, jumped up to shoot a jump shot, and drew a beautiful arc until the ball made a slight sound when it entered the basket.

Beads of sweat slid from Yang Fengrui's forehead, he wiped his face, sweat dripped from his palms, at that moment, the other person's whole body seemed to be glowing.

He turned his head and waved to Lin Xu, showing his white teeth.

"That's scary." Lin Xu said in a muffled voice, but he still couldn't help but raise the corners of his mouth.

This scene has been repeated too many times, "The more you play, the better." Lin Xu was also forced to play together by the opponent, but the sports were really weak. After being hit by Yang Fengrui a few times, both of them gave up. .

Yang Fengrui was becoming more and more uncertain about his feelings, he always looked back to find Lin Xu's figure, no matter what he did, he wanted to capture Lin Xu's reaction.

He wished that Lin Xu would look at him every moment.

For Lin Xu, he will never be satisfied.

And this state has long affected his daily relationship with others, and it first affected his nominal girlfriend.

When class was over recently, Yang Fengrui often rummaged through his mobile phone, and finally turned off the mobile phone angrily and threw it into the drawer.

Lin Xu glanced over, then turned his head and pretended not to see it.

Yang Fengrui lay on the table, and after a while, he turned to look at Lin Xu, "She's angry." Yang Fengrui opened his eyes, seeming a little confused, "She said I'm not a boyfriend at all."

He didn't take the initiative to find her, didn't pick her up from school, didn't eat together, and even when talking to her, he often lost his mind and forgot to respond.

His 3-minute enthusiasm seems to be fully reflected at this moment.

Once you are not interested, it will be annoying to answer more.

Lin Xu didn't want to see Yang Fengrui's appearance at the moment, so he just replied, "Yes."

He thought of the two people he saw on the national flag stand in junior high school again. Yang Fengrui stood expressionlessly in the shadow, and the girl kept crying.

The indifference is chilling.

"Xiao Xu, I really want to..." Don't care about anything.

Yang Fengrui felt that his brain was constantly roaring, and new things popped up every day, which made him overwhelmed every day, and people forced him to ask for answers every day.

He has always been annoyed by this, but now, he has learned to be patient, he has learned to take a step back.He looked at Lin Xu, feeling the rapid heartbeat in his chest.

And after that day, Yang Fengrui didn't send the girl back to the dormitory anymore, and he didn't look for her anymore.

He and Lin Xu often walked back to the dormitory without a word, and they didn't even have the energy to speak.

Something very heavy weighed on their hearts.

During that period of time, no matter where the two of them walked, when they looked up and saw the figure of that girl, both of them would stop.Lin Xu often looked over there and said hello with a soft smile, and Yang Fengrui walked forward impatiently.

Standing at the back, Lin Xu watched Yang Fengrui step by step away from the back, and his mind gradually became empty.

The troubles of youth came turbulently and swiftly, and the two felt as if they were being dragged back by a huge iron chain. They had only just begun to try to walk together, but they could no longer keep their feet steady.

This is their choice, but they no longer know what to do next.

When taking a shower at night, Yang Fengrui suddenly pressed Lin Xu against the wall, lowering his head and wanting to kiss.

Lin Xu struggled for a long while, and punched Yang Fengrui in the stomach, before forcing Yang Fengrui away, "You're fucking crazy again!".

The two looked at each other for a long time in the steaming water mist. Lin Xu opened his eyes with difficulty, feeling that the water vapor on his eyelashes was too heavy.

He felt dazzled, and he saw Yang Fengrui's red eyes wide open.

During this time, the two had little conversation.

Yang Fengrui always grabbed Lin Xu without saying a word, and his fingers turned red; at night, he pressed him under the quilt, kissed and bit him, and occasionally he couldn't control his strength; He pressed hard, and when he got bored, he grabbed Lin Xu's pen and notebook... He was aimless, like an angry beast looking for targets, but in the end he could only find one person.

"Are you venting your anger on me again? I know your virtues too well." For a long time, every time Yang Fengrui encountered something that didn't go his way, he would toss Lin Xu hard.

Yang Fengrui gradually learned to restrain his edge and learn to swallow his anger, it was because there was another person beside him.

A person who will always let him, never get angry, and will always be by his side.

The man who knew all his bad tempers, had seen him at his worst, heard him scold him the worst.

But he is still with him.

Yang Fengrui wiped the moisture all over his face vigorously, leaned over and grabbed Lin Xu's wrist, and pressed him against the wall again, bowed his head and bit hard, sticking his tongue in, as if trying to absorb something He sucked the taste in Lin Xu's mouth hard.

He pinched Lin Xu's jaw, forcing the boy to raise his head and open his mouth to respond.

"You're crazy...uh...uh..."

Fucking he's really going crazy!

What Lin Xu said is right, no matter when he is most helpless, confused, and confused, Lin Xu is the first thing he thinks of.

He was just that bad, that jerk.

"Ugh...ah..." Lin Xu breathed with his mouth open uncomfortably, body fluid slid down the corner of his mouth and formed a line with the water droplets.

He stretched out his foot again to kick someone, but was caught by Yang Fengrui's thigh, and he fell directly under the shower. The water splashed down and hit their faces. Lin Xu was forced to close his eyes, feeling full The face is covered with water splashes.

When the tongue was stirred, it brought endless heat, and the water droplets trickled into the mouth, making both of them swallow with difficulty, cold and hot, both tasted of each other.

The bloodiness brought about by the violence made the two of them feel that the fire in their bodies was getting hotter and hotter, and the irritability that had been suppressed for a long time seemed to explode at this moment.

That kind of fire is especially burning, and it is especially itchy.

Not enough, no bite is enough.

Like a wolf eating meat, the greed is getting stronger and stronger.

Yang Fengrui pressed against Lin Xu's body, his skin was naked, the foam was smooth, and there was a tingling sticky feeling in the slight rubbing... Something in his mind exploded instantly.

He pressed Lin Xu's body violently, biting down from his lips, he felt a strange impulse that almost drove him crazy...

I want to touch the boy's body.

The most straightforward, most undisguised touch.

The smooth struggling body, the fiery friction, the stickiness of the well-defined flesh, the trembling moans that were almost whimpering... Suddenly there was a loud sound of melting at the door, "Hurry up! I am in a hurry to go to the toilet."

Bang——What a violent sound sounded.

"Hey, what's wrong with you? Did you fight inside?"

Inside the curtain, there were two people facing each other with steamy faces.

Lin Xu kicked Yang Fengrui down to the floor, panting desperately, his face was blushing.He looked at Yang Fengrui in disbelief, his eyes widened, "You...you..."

Yang Fengrui gritted his teeth and turned his face away.

The male-only organ between his legs stood straight, and that one was just clinging to another boy's body.

This is a man's instinctive, animal-like lust that even teenagers understand.

Lin Xu was at a loss for a moment, and a white light suddenly appeared in his mind, which was a vast expanse of whiteness.The body still remembered the scorching heat of the other party embracing him just now, and every breath he exhaled contained restrained gasps and uncontrollable desires, and he opened his mouth again, but he couldn't even utter the words clearly, "I'll go first , you alone, do it, get it done."

"Xiao Xu, I..."

"Yang Fengrui, talk to me after you calm down." Lin Xu's voice was trembling, and the memory just now came back to his mind.Every part of Yang Fengrui's body seemed to be scalded, especially the inside of his thighs, which gave Lin Xu the illusion of being melted, and he walked out step by step with weak legs.

Looking at Lin Xu's back, Yang Fengrui clenched his fists, "Damn." Putting his body under the hot water, he slowly grasped the half-hard lower body with his hands, and the words Lin Xu just said kept reappearing in his mind... Yang Fengrui, wait for you to calm down... wait for you to calm down... God damn it, how can you calm down!He looked at the swollen object between his legs... It was not simply something wrong.

Lin Xu understood, and so did Yang Fengrui.

This time, there was no cover up, it was just that he had desires for a man!I have a desire for a body that has the same body structure as myself and has been seen countless times!And it was a boy who hardened himself in the face of nakedness for the first time!

It was as if they were just washing their feet in shallow water and were suddenly thrown into a deep pool.Even when he liked Lin Xu, Yang Fengrui never thought he was gay, and he never even thought about what would develop between the two of them. He knew nothing, and never thought he needed to know.

If it was just an attempt before, but now, it has cast a magic spell to frame the two people.

The two teenagers who have never doubted their sexuality are facing this bifurcation for the first time. As long as they take one step forward, it seems that they will step into the abyss and there is no possibility of going back.

From the initial ailment to the straightforward desire, how long does it take to go on this road, both of them are too strange.

Lin Xu's body was still trembling when he was outside the door. He felt that the world was spinning, all his steps were disrupted, and everything was once again developing in a direction that neither of them could control.

The world is crazy.

Across a layer of door panels, an uncontrollable low cry came from a hoarse snort, and the movements of Yang Fengrui's hands gradually accelerated. Every time his fingers were mixed with hot water, he felt intense pleasure. In the middle, Lin Xu's eyes were wet and jealous, and Lin Xu's unbearable groans were all around his ears.

"Xiao Xu..."

He couldn't control it, he felt his throat was scorching hot, as if a piece of hot iron was burning his throat, his eyes were bloodshot.

What the hell is going on!