Eat little by little

Lin Xu is the second-ranked child in the family. He has an elder brother who is in the third year of high school in other provinces, and a younger brother who is in the first year of junior high school. They are caught in the middle.Neither the most respected boss nor the most loved youngest.

That seems to be the role he's been playing all along, the in-the-middle, quiet, easy-to-overlook role.

Lin Xu remembers that when he was young, every child in the family had a box of toys. At that time, his younger brother was not born, and the family was struggling. He used everything left by his older brother. Whether it was clothes, shoes, textbooks or toys, his childhood was like a A copy of the older brother.

After life gradually got better, the family wanted another one. They wanted to have a baby girl, but unfortunately, she was a man with a handle, but she was spoiled by the sky.At that time, his mother often asked him, did he like his younger brother?like.You have to be nice to your brother, you know?Um.Xiao Xu is so good.

He has some toys that his elder brother doesn't want, and he puts them in a small box, while his younger brother's toys are specially stored in a large storage box.

He still lives like a copy of his brother, until now most of the clothes in the closet are left over from his brother's high school.As for my younger brother, wearing the clothes of the third generation is always a bit ugly, so naturally new clothes are added every year.

The family asked him, do you want to buy anything new?

No need, I'll just use my brother's.

Ha ha, Xiao Xu is indeed the most obedient.

……

In the evening, Lin Xu walked into the campus slowly with the sauerkraut at home.The winter sky was getting dark quickly, and the street lamps had already been turned on, barely illuminating the road ahead with a faint white light.

Some songs are played intermittently on the campus radio, some are trendy from Japan, Korea, Europe and the United States, and there are also some classic old songs that have been around for a year.

When I came back, I ran into a few junior high school classmates.Someone laughed and talked about where did Yang Fengrui who had been sticking to him go?

Lin Xu couldn't react, so he laughed and talked a little before leaving.

So unconsciously, did everyone feel that they were mixed together?

Lin Xu was in a daze, this feeling was really strange.

Although Lin Xu is easy-going, he doesn't like the excitement, and always looks like he stays out of things. As time goes by, everyone consciously avoids him.

As for Yang Fengrui, he has a thorny head all the year round and has a bad temper. Almost all the boys have had trouble with him.Even for a long time, Yang Fengrui was excluded by the whole class.

How can such two people get together?

When they talked about Yang Fengrui just now, they still had a disgusted tone, "Oh, Lin Xu, you are so fierce, and you can surrender that guy. But he did change a lot later..."

Uncomfortable.

Lin Xu frowned, he hated such a tone.

He never cared about Yang Fengrui's past, but at this moment, he faintly noticed something.

There are more or less one or two students who are excluded in each class, as if they are alienated from relatives, some hate them themselves, some follow the crowd and hate them together, and some don't know what's going on, but they are also excluded .

Lin Xu tried hard to recall, but found in vain that he had never participated in these things before, and he knew very little about the gossip in the class, as if for a moment, he felt extremely strange to his original class.

"Did he do something?" Lin Xu still asked.

"If I really wanted to say it, I didn't actually do anything. Now that I think about it, it's okay, but I just look like I'm being dragged to the sky all day long, and no one will buy what I say. Think of yourself as an uncle? Didn't you get beaten to death in the end? ..."

Lin Xu was unfamiliar with Yang Fengrui like that.

Lin Xu gradually had the memory of the third year of junior high school, and only the figure of Yang Fengrui walking from the classroom to the cafeteria and from the cafeteria to the dormitory with a basketball in his mind kept floating in his mind.

When I came to the classroom for evening self-study, Yang Fengrui was not there. When the teacher asked about it, Lin Xu asked for a hypothesis that Yang Fengrui was sick, and sighed in his heart that such a reason was too fake.

When doing homework at night, Lin Xu has been in a bad state, always thinking about the conversation in the evening, thinking about those things in junior high school, and thinking about things from a long time ago.

Lin Xu remembered that he once wanted a toy assembly car, but it was very expensive. For this reason, he acted like a baby to his parents in the supermarket for a long time, and in the end he almost sat on the ground like a shameless person, until he finally cried and wanted that thing.

At that time, everyone looked over, and the mother got angry and slapped him, "Why are you so ignorant!"

He was so stupid in an instant that he even forgot to cry.

He always remembered that slap, as if he had been severely carved in the depths of his soul.Since then, he has never asked for anything again, even for his brother's toy, which he once dreamed of, and he has never touched it.He has been guarding his own small box of toys, including eight cards, a robot with a broken arm, and a toy gun with no bullets... until one day when he came back, he couldn't find the box anymore.

Mother said: What are you talking about?Ah, that's the cardboard box. I sold the tattered ones today.how old are youStill playing?

Sometimes, a casual word from an adult can scar a child all over.

He is the most reassuring child.

Lin Xu doesn't like to remember things, doesn't like to get in touch with too many people, and doesn't even like to have too deep contact.

Perhaps to some extent, he is very similar to Yang Fengrui.

They all use their own way to resist the outside world.

He remembered what Yang Fengrui said before: "By the way, Lin Xu, do you still remember how we met?"

"Eh? How could you be like this! That's the first testimony that you took the initiative to seduce me!"

"Isn't it just that at noon in the third day of junior high school, I lost my meal card and had nothing to eat, so you gave me the meal."

……

"It can't really be because of a meal that you pester me." Lin Xu casually looked at the homework in his hand, "It's too unfair."

Lin Xu looked at the exercise book that was still blank on the desktop, and casually turned the pen in his hand, but he had no intention of writing.

After a long time, he slashed viciously across the paper.

Yang Fengrui, you fucking bastard!

After meeting that guy, his life completely changed.

Looking up at the time, half of the evening self-study has passed, and the seat next to him is still empty.

During the evening self-study, I vaguely heard the director come out to check people, and patrolled the campus with security guards.

Lin Xu couldn't calm down, stood up irritably, asked the monitor for a leave of absence, and went out. "I'm going out for a while, I'll be back soon."

If that guy Yang Fengrui was really caught next to a girl...

Well, Yang Fengrui deserves to be said to be unlucky for eight lifetimes.

Lin Xu quickly ran to the playground, and felt the cold wind when he came out. He forgot to bring his coat. At this time, his face was shaved and ached.

Not far away, I saw a few flashlights swinging back and forth, and the dazzling white light continued to shoot back and forth in the nearby forest. From time to time, I could hear shouts from over there: "Who? Come out!" "Come out!"

Lin Xu became more anxious and turned to the biological garden on the other side.In my impression, Yang Fengrui often mentions this place, jokingly calling it a good place for mandarin ducks.

The biological garden in the evening is eerie, especially at night, when there are dense shadows in the jungle, the sound of the wind, and it is said that there are snakes.Generally, no one wants to come here, but at the same time, the blocking effect here is so good that you can't see it once you drill into the forest.

Yang Fengrui once said wretchedly that it would be cool to bring a girl with him in this place.Why do you ask?Hehe, the more afraid a girl is, the more chances you have to strike.

"Take care of him next time, I'm a bastard." Lin Xu stepped on the dead leaves and walked into the biological garden, only to feel the cold wind blowing through the gaps in his clothes, and his body shivered with every step.I thought it was getting warmer today, so I only wore a school uniform and a jacket, but now it is fine, the school uniform is thin.

The biological garden is not very big, but it is too dark to see clearly.Lin Xu almost tripped after taking two steps. After a while, he felt the light of a flashlight coming from behind, and there was the sound of footsteps in the distance.

Lin Xu had no choice but to speed up his pace and walk in the biological garden, not daring to call Yang Fengrui out loud.The pace was getting faster and faster, and the breathing was getting heavier. Lin Xu felt that he was a little dizzy from the wind, and gradually he didn't know why he had to keep spinning in this place.

Yang Fengrui always scolded him for being stupid, he would count the money for others if he was sold out, and he was still the kind of guy who said it didn't matter.Now it seems that I was sold by him first.

Lin Xu almost felt that he could not find Yang Fengrui, so he took a few breaths and wanted to stop and have a rest.

Suddenly came a shout from behind, "The two people over there! Come out quickly!"

Lin Xu was startled, and turned his head quickly. Sure enough, he saw white light sweeping back and forth not far away, and he could vaguely see two people behind a tree in the flickering light and shadow.Lin Xu felt that his breathing was stagnant, and he ran over almost instantly.

When Lin Xu was running, he had a severe headache, he didn't step firmly, and he wobbled a few steps, but when he saw Yang Fengrui, he almost lost his strength, and he leaned against the tree and began to pant continuously.

"Lin Xu?" Yang Fengrui was about to run away with Jiaqian, but the figure rushing towards him was too familiar, and he would definitely be discovered if he went out now, so he stopped.

"Damn it, why don't you go back soon?" Lin Xu's voice was out of breath, and when he lowered his head, he saw Yang Fengrui next to him holding the girl's hand, and then looked at the girl next to him, who was wearing Yang Fengrui's coat.

Lin Xu was so cold that his hands and feet were cold, and his back against the tree trunk hurt a little, his feet became weak and gradually couldn't support him, and he couldn't help sliding down. Finally, he squatted down and said softly: " Yang Fengrui, I don't care what you think, don't bring girls in."

With his hand touching the weeds and being scratched so painfully, Lin Xu breathed desperately, looked at the dark woods with wide eyes, and suddenly didn't know what he was doing.

Like a joke, it came over as soon as the brain got hot.Then what?so what?

The director of moral education brought the security guards closer and closer, and the sound of footsteps became clearer.

Yang Fengrui looked at Lin Xu, who was squatting, and couldn't react in time. He wanted to make a sound, but the sound disappeared in his throat.My brain is still in a mess: Why did Lin Xu come?How did he find it?What is he doing here?

After a while, when I wanted to walk over, I realized that I was still holding the girl's hand.

"People over there! I've seen you two! Come out!" Suddenly the white light swept away, and the three of them froze.

Lin Xu raised his head abruptly, and hastily glanced at the girl's pale face, "Damn Yang Fengrui, you bastard." He rushed up and grabbed Yang Fengrui's hand almost instantly, pushing the girl down.

Yang Fengrui was still a little too late to react, and had already been dragged out by Lin Xu. Facing the glaring white light, Yang Fengrui felt that his brain was gradually unable to function.The figure of Lin Xu in front is very thin, his body is more slender, his frame is slender, and his thin school uniform sticks to his body...

Yang Fengrui suddenly realized, "Are you not wearing a coat?"

Lin Xu didn't look back, but Yang Fengrui felt that the hand holding him was pinched hard as if to vent his anger.

The heat of the two hands touching each other gradually increased. This is not a girl's soft hand. On the contrary, this hand is slender and slender, with distinct phalanges. It is smaller than my own hand. Grabbing it in my hand makes my restless heart gradually peace.

Yang Fengrui gradually felt his breathing quicken, and just by touching his skin, that familiar feeling gradually filled his body.

is Lin Xu's temperature.

Weird feeling.

Again.

Yang Fengrui wanted to shake off Lin Xu's hand, but he was held too tightly and couldn't bear to break free.

There was already a voice asking, "What grade? Which class?"

Lin Xu replied as he walked out of the biological garden: "Grade 3 ([-]) class, I went out with my classmates to find things."

Sure enough, it was the director of moral education, and there were two security guards behind him. The flashlight was on their faces back and forth. ?”

"Well, I lost my meal card and wallet."

"Do you want to pull someone out to accompany you?" The other party's eyes fell on the hands they were holding tightly.

Lin Xu reacted, shook his hand, was not shaken, cursed secretly, but could only reply with a stiff face, "I'm night blind, I can't see anything alone." He secretly tried to break free from Yang Fengrui's hand The palm was gripped even tighter.

"Night blindness?" The moral education director's voice was drawn out, "Then go back with me. I talked to your class teacher, but I let you run around during the evening self-study?"

Lin Xu lowered his head and agreed.

The two followed the director, step by step.

Lin Xu looked back at the woods, and only hoped that there would be no problems when the girls went back later.Seeing Yang Fengrui who was in a daze, he shook his hand, "You can let go now."

Unexpectedly, Yang Fengrui just frowned.Lin Xu shook it hard, and the other party didn't have time to react and was thrown away.

As soon as Yang Fengrui got away from the heat source, he felt icy cold for an instant, and subconsciously grabbed Lin Xu again, pulling the other person's body towards him.

Lin Xu bumped into each other's shoulders directly. The two guys who didn't wear coats, the touch of their bodies touching was too clear. A slight warmth came, and Lin Xu couldn't help but stay.

Lin Xu looked at the director in front of him, and could only lower his voice again, "Let go, you are addicted to grabbing girls and came to grab me?"

Yang Fengrui himself was still in a mess, but he held Lin Xu's hand stubbornly, not knowing how to refute it, and finally said forcefully: "Aren't you night blind? If you don't hold tight, you won't fall."

Well, the most shameless is still him.

"Don't bother, I'm not in the mood to argue with you."

"You're the one who doesn't move!" Yang Fengrui interrupted suddenly, his whole body was trembling because he was close to Lin Xu, the familiar breath, the warmth only belonged to Lin Xu, the bewitching heat of his body, it seemed that as long as he gently If you reach out, you can embrace me.

Why is this happening?

No matter how rough Yang Fengrui was, he knew something was wrong.

Lin Xu felt that his hand was being grasped more and more tightly, and finally squeezed until it hurt, and this pain spread to his body along with his hand.He turned his head and looked at Yang Fengrui's half face buried in the darkness, with an indistinct expression.

After returning, the two of them were naturally scolded, and they didn't know how much they had listened to. In the end, Lin Xu could only nod along with Yang Fengrui.Seeing that it was half a class before he was released.

Lin Xu was a little worried about the girls who were left alone, so he looked up frequently out of the window.

Yang Fengrui was inexplicably irritable. He wanted to get up, but was pushed back by Lin Xu, "Don't make trouble."

"I'm not making trouble, I'm just watching!"

"worried?"

"I'm sure it's because you are worried!" Yang Fengrui wanted to arrest him irritably, seeing Lin Xu's eyes open, he wanted to hold him in his arms and scratch him.

What a day!

"Let's talk about you, why are you so crazy? You ran out to find me at night? Are you weak? What if you can't find it? I'll take you to the infirmary tomorrow with your small body after blowing the wind all night. understand!"

Wrapped in a coat, Lin Xu felt his cold body start to warm up. Seeing Yang Fengrui's furry appearance, his mood improved, and the corners of his mouth curled up, "I think I can find it."

"You found a hair!"

"Keep down, you're disturbing others." Lin Xu held out the hot water in his hand and smiled, "Drink it, it's still warm."

Lin Xu's face became brighter because of his smile, and the corners of his eyes were crooked, showing a rare genuinely happy look.

"You..." Yang Fengrui sighed, took the water, and the warm water trickled down his throat, warming his whole heart.After a long time, he exhaled again, his tense body couldn't help but relax, staring at the cup in his hand in a daze.

It seems that there is nothing to do with Xiaoxu's smile.

Strange mood.

I want to make the other person laugh all the time, and I want to stay with him like this.

Just being next to Lin Xu will calm down unbelievably, very relaxed and comfortable.

"Lin Xu, you are so stupid." Yang Fengrui turned his head and said this suddenly.

"Can you say something nice?" Lin Xu was depressed.

This idiot will fetch hot water for him, ask for leave for him, bring him a coat, run out to look for him after studying late, and even run back to look for him when he thought he was angry...

It's like when we met for the first time in the third year of junior high school, I foolishly followed him across the playground with a lunch box.

I want to take all the good things about this guy to myself, I want this guy to stop caring about others, I want the other party to just look at him and smile forever...

Yang Fengrui clenched his fists and took a deep breath.

Forget it.