Looking for Cheyenne

Stunned and vulnerable.His eyebrows were furrowed, and there were still unhappy things in his dream.

Ling Cang, Ling Cang, no matter in the past or now, you can be willful.Now that your world is blank, you can ignore everything.Even strangers are speaking for you but calling me cold-blooded, I just want to be clean, why is it so difficult.

He's in a coma now, so he can't hear me either.

He has no worries, because his world can be rewritten.

Because the hospital does not allow animals to enter, I have kept Dumb at home for the past two days.

It was still early, so I went back to prepare dinner for Dumb, bathed it and put it in bed, and made some easy-to-eat meals and soup to take to the hospital.

The florist has been handed over to Xiaoqing these few days. I don't have the time to go there. I guess she will be exhausted by herself.

The hospital is very quiet at night, the only echo of my own footsteps in the corridor.

I'm still not used to the strong smell of disinfectant here, so I just bought a mask to wear.

Pushing open the door, I saw Ling Cang throwing up beside the bed, I put my things away, hurried over, and rang the bell beside the bed.

His vomit was everywhere on the ground. Because he was unconscious and didn’t eat much, he had nothing to vomit except the nutrient fluid and a little porridge in the morning, so he started to vomit bile. His face was almost contorted from the pain.

I kept patting him on the back, and wiped off his vomit with paper, and he grabbed my hand【So uncomfortable...】

【Be patient, the doctor is coming soon. 】 I comforted.

He shook his head subconsciously [Don't...vomit, it hurts...]

Seeing him like this, I was so anxious but helpless.

Fortunately, the doctor came in time, quickly checked and opened the medicine box to treat him.

He pushed the doctor away, refused to cooperate, and started yelling [Xia...an, Xia...an! 】

I closed my eyes and covered my ears.

Those two words came out of his mouth, like the call of the devil, I don't want to hear it.

Finally, the nurse gave him a sedative, and he calmed down and fell asleep.

After they left, I finished sweeping the things on the ground and went to change his hospital clothes again.

Quiet was restored in the ward.

It seems that the soup I made tonight can only be drunk by myself.

Fortunately, the soup is hot, otherwise, this cold heart might lose its temperature overnight.

When he opened his eyes, he saw a magnified face in front of him, with long eyelashes blinking and blinking, and a curious expression on his face.

I closed my eyes again, and he opened mine [You woke up, can't sleep again. 】

I turned my head away and he turned me around again.

During the movement, the quilt fell off him, I let him lie down, and helped him put the quilt back on again.

Sitting on the bedside and sleeping all night, my hands and feet were sore and numb all over.

I touched his forehead, the temperature was normal.

I got up to go outside to fetch water.

Seeing that I was going to leave, he also got up quickly.

[Sit still and don't move. 】

[You have to go. 】

[I'm not leaving, I'm just going to fetch water. 】

[When you go out, you will leave. 】

【I won't. 】

【You will, so you won't let me follow. 】

[I said no. 】

【You will! ] He argued with me seriously.

Hey, Ling Cang is Ling Cang, you see he looks like this now, and he still wants to argue with me.

Well, he won.

【Okay, I won't go. ] I went back to the bed, and he patted the seat beside him, motioning for me to sit down.

【Who are you? ] He took my hand.

【you do not know】

【I have no idea. 】

【Then why are you following me? 】

[Because other people don't care about me, only you will give me something to eat and care about me, you are a good person. 】

nice guy? ! ! !

【I'm not a good person. 】

【You are a good guy. 】He moved closer, his pale face and dry lips were full of happiness, and he was as beautiful as an angel with broken wings that fell into the world. [So I want to ask you to do me a favor. 】

【What can I do for you? 】I am not used to facing Ling Cang like this.

[Help me find someone. 】

【Who are you looking for? 】

[Xia An. 】

I couldn't sit still and almost fell off the bed.

[Sit down, be careful not to fall. 】He pulled me back【To me, Xia An is a very important person, but he disappeared, and I haven't found it after searching for a long time.So, help me find it together.I can't leave him outside alone, it's not safe. 】

I looked up and stared into his eyes, hoping to see a slight flaw, a trace of affectation, any clues would do.

But I am disappointed.In his eyes, apart from concern, worry, and anxiety, there is only innocence without the slightest impurity.

I just kept staring at him like this, but I had ulterior motives.

[You haven't found it after searching for so long, so why don't you look for it. 】

【no. ] He hurriedly grabbed my arm [I must find him, please help me, okay? 】

I couldn't refuse such a plea, I had to answer him, it was so dramatic.

[By the way, you haven't told me who you are and what's your name? 】

[It's fine if you don't know. 】

[You tell me your name and I will know it. 】His voice is nice, but it lacks the gentleness and momentum of Ling Cang before.

[I don't have a name. 】I thought about it【You will call me irrelevant from now on. 】

[None... off? ] He repeated in doubt [how to write? 】

I held his slender right fingers and wrote stroke by stroke in the palm of his left hand.Nothing means nothing, Guan means relationship.Nothing to do is me and you, there is no relationship.

【Hehe~】He smiled happily, he still looked so pretty when he smiled, and struggled to let go of my hand【Stop writing, it's so itchy~】

He asked me later what was his name? .

I said it was [Ling Cang. 】

He said his name sounded better than mine and he liked it.Then he asked me if I liked his name, and I said it sounds nice.

The most troublesome thing now is that wherever I go, he will go there, more clingy than my shadow.

I sleep on the floor and he never sleeps on the bed, like an insecure child.

People in the hospital said that we have a good relationship and that I can take care of others. They probably thought he was my brother.Even the doctor who has always been uncomfortable with me praised me for taking good care of me these days.

Later, Xiaoqing told me that she urgently needed to go home to visit relatives. Her mother was sick and she was in the hospital with liver problems.

There was no one at the flower shop, and while Ling Cang was sleeping, I went over there, took out a piece of paper and pasted it on the wall at the door of the shop, and wrote on it that we were closed during this period of time, please...the result was still Before I finished writing, I leaned my head over and looked sideways. Ling Cang stared at the words on the paper curiously. My hand shook and the pen fell to the ground.

How did he escape?

【I'll take you back to the hospital. 】After finishing writing, I turned around and went in the direction of the hospital.

[If you don’t go back, I want to follow you. 】

[I'm going to the hospital now, are you going? 】

He shook his head [I won't go.It's not fun there. 】

【Then where are you going? 】

[I want to go back with you.Don't stay in a hospital. 】He said stubbornly.

Well, he doesn't do what he doesn't want to do, and he can't change his temper at any time.

[Okay, instead of going to the hospital, let's go back. ] I tore off the closure notice that had just been pasted on the wall, and headed home.

He followed me step by step, clapping his hands.

When I got downstairs, I called dumb, and it poked its head out of the window and barked at me.

[Dumb? ] Ling Cang also called out to it.Dumb ignored it.

Duan probably still remembered that Ling Cang frightened it that night, so he didn't show him a good face.

As soon as the door was opened, it rushed up, licking and rubbing at me, very happy.

I combed it's untried hair for a few days, and it lay on me.

【I do not like it. 】Ling Cang pointed at Dumb.

【It doesn't like you either. 】After speaking, I took Dumb straight into the kitchen to cook for it.

You don't like Dumb?But if it weren't for it, you wouldn't be able to enter my house now.

In the evening, I bathed Dumb as usual, and it had been a long time since I groomed it. Its hair grew a lot and was messy, so after drying it, I took scissors to trim it.

It took a lot of time to finish the messing, and it was already past ten o'clock when it got into the bed.

Only then did he think of Ling Cang who had been left on the air all night without making a sound.He sat on the sofa in the living room, watching TV without saying a word.

【What program are you watching? 】

He stared at the screen without answering.

[Go to take a shower and go to bed. 】

He sat there without moving.

【You don't take a shower? 】

He didn't even bother shaking his head and nodding, so I washed it off myself.

When I came out after washing, he was still sitting there without moving, and I asked him not to respond to me.

Thinking of getting up early tomorrow to go to the flower shop, I simply went into the room, hugged the quilt and put it next to him, and went into the room by myself to sleep.

Stomach ache at night, I got up to take medicine.

In the dark, I saw him sitting in the living room in the same posture as before.After taking the medicine, I turned on the light and walked over to touch his hands, which were a little cold, and wrapped him in the quilt.

【What's wrong? ] I asked.

He pushed away my hand, tore off the quilt, and sat away.

Try not to argue with him, after all, he is still a child's IQ.

When I left a little earlier, he sat a little further away.

【It's time to sleep, be obedient~】

When I said the last two words, I couldn't help being dumb.Obedient, an all-too-familiar word, he used to say that whenever my actions violated his ideas.Now, it's me telling him.

As I walked forward, he sat further and further away, insisting on avoiding me and staying away from me.

【Tonight, don't you want to sleep? ] I am not a patient person.

He looked indifferent.

Okay, you can do whatever you like, you have to be superior, I, Xia An, can't serve you.Originally, I gave you everything I could and could not give you with all my heart and soul, but you disliked it and said that I don't understand what you are thinking.

Now, although I still don't understand what you're thinking, I don't want to. I don't have the energy, and I don't need that.

The only thing I think about now is to get a good night's sleep. Tomorrow I have to get up early to work in a flower shop to earn money.

In your blank world, I'm just called irrelevant, not Xia An anymore.

☆, he is willful

The author has something to say: In fact, I still prefer Ling Cang at this time

When he woke up in the morning, he was still sitting there, but not as straight and upright as last night.

He didn't come to eat the cooked meal, but turned his back to me and looked out the window.

Dui sizzled on the ground, but he didn't realize it.

When I walked over, he got up and crawled into the corner, sticking to the wall tightly.

[Ling Cang? ] I whispered behind him.

He buried his face in the corner.

[Hurry up and eat, I'll take you out to play. 】

He shook his head, but loosened.I continued to say [It's all your favorite food, if you don't believe me, go and have a look. 】

He continued shaking his head.

[If you don't eat, it will be too late, then leave yourself here, I really want to go out. 】

【you go! ] A muffled voice came from the corner, muttering and complaining [You want dumb, not me. 】

[Still angry with yesterday? 】I was amused by him【Dumb is very naughty, don’t worry about it, be good~】

He didn't speak again, turned around and bowed his head, and ran to eat silently.

Although the doctor told me that his IQ is not as good as that of an eight-year-old child, and I was very afraid that something would happen if I took him out to the flower shop, but he was very quiet.

The girls who came to buy flowers in the store liked to peek at him.

He sat there frowning unhappily and didn't speak.As long as he doesn't speak, his current appearance is almost the same as the original Ling Cang.

But I know he is still unhappy about what happened yesterday, blaming me for only focusing on playing with Dumb and completely ignoring him.

Against the backdrop of the petals, his sharp-edged silhouette is a little softer, and also tinged with a little melancholy. Few girls can resist that kind of expression.

More girls came to see him in the afternoon.

When they came, they only wanted to look at him and didn't buy flowers, which made me busy and thankless, but he didn't realize that he was the chief culprit.

So in order to prevent another call at night, I decided to close the door early and go home to rest.

Ling Cang also got up and followed me closely.

As usual, I wandered back along the river with Dumb.

The afterglow of the setting sun sprinkled on the water surface, swaying with the rippling water waves, reflected in the eyes, like flowing stars.

I closed my eyes and felt the quiet warmth of this moment.

He followed behind, gasping for breath all the time, with some difficulty.

Watching TV at night, I sat with Dumb, and he sat on the sofa on the other side.

The only sound in the room was the TV.

He kept remembering what happened yesterday, because he made up his mind not to talk to me first, and it seemed that he would not stop unless I apologized to him for what happened yesterday.

I don't force him anymore. Anyway, I will prepare everything for him and take good care of him.

When I went into the room to sleep again, he slapped hard outside and turned off the light.

Hey, playing childish temper again.

But I have nothing to do now, I'm not Xia An, I don't care about that much.

At night, in my dream, I heard a muffled landing sound, and something fell on the ground. I hurried out to see that he fell off the sofa and landed on the ground, with his hands crossed over his shoulders, as if he was still asleep.

I didn't turn on the light for fear of waking him up.I bent down to help him back to the sofa, but I couldn't move it, and I don't know how I carried him downstairs to the hospital that day, and now I can't exert my strength at all.

You can't let him sleep on the ground overnight.I leaned forward and patted his face to call him.

It was wet and slippery to the touch.

He is crying.

He didn't sleep.

[Ling... Cang...? 】I said hoarsely.

[It's cold on the ground, don't catch a cold when you get up. 】I wanted to help him up, but he didn't cooperate and lay still.

【Come in and sleep with me, or I'll take you to the hospital if you catch a cold. ] I half threatened and half coaxed.

[I'm going back to the hospital now.You don't welcome me anyway. ] He sobbed softly, 【I'll go find my Xia An by myself, without your help. ] With that said, he got up to leave.

I grabbed him [It's too cold outside, go into the room to sleep.I'll take you to find it tomorrow, okay? 】

He shook off my hand [Irrelevant, you lied.You obviously hated me and brought me back, but you didn't care about me when you brought me back.I'm going to find Xia An. 】

[I don't care about you.What if you find Xia An? 】

[He treats me the best, so he won't be as bad as you, leave me alone on the sofa, don't care about me, it doesn't matter, I hate you...] His sobs grew louder and echoed in the room.

leave him?

Yes, how could Xia An let him sleep on the sofa!

I have nothing to do, not Xia An.

But I don't know how I became like this, and I was able to leave him in the living room overnight.

He was wronged like an abandoned child, guarding the night alone, guarding the only warmth left in his blank world, whining alone.In my current life, I have not reserved any place for his appearance.

He himself felt it too, but he didn't know how to express it, so he used silence to express his dissatisfaction and sadness, but I let his self-silence and self-imagining.

Until the grievances and sorrows that were pent up in his heart piled up into a mountain, and he could hardly bear to breathe, and he finally vented them out.

So, he cried.

After that day, I let him into the room to sleep.

The room has only one small bed.Dumb couldn't bear it and could only sleep on the ground.

After I finished laying out the nest on the ground, Ah-Dai was reluctant. Since it was picked up until now, it has never left my bed and is used to sleeping with me.Even though I've put a thick layer of cotton pads on the floor to make it as comfortable as possible, it still isn't happy.

On the first night of sleeping on the ground, Dumb moaned and chirped all night to express its dissatisfaction, but Ling Cang fell into bed with his pillow in his arms and slept until dawn.

I was caught in the middle, offending the people on the left and the dogs on the right, it was really tragic, obviously I was the one who saved them, I was the master of this place, hard work would be thankless, how can there be such a reason!

Forget it, too lazy not to care about so much.Otherwise, I would have the same IQ as them.

Probably because I cared more about Ling Cang during this time, and his mood gradually improved a lot.

He likes to call me by my name whenever he has nothing to do, and asks questions about this and that.

[Irrelevant~Irrelevant~What kind of flower is this, so beautiful? 】

I looked up and saw the phalaenopsis and roses that he had plucked from the flower branches in the palm of his hand and had already sacrificed.

Such a beautiful flower, why do you have to pick it off!I can't count how many times I have seen the flowers in my flower shop being mistreated by him like this.

【have no idea. 】I'm not in a good mood.

[You must know. 】

【I have no idea. 】As soon as I exerted force, the miscellaneous branches of the rose in my hand were severed and thrown into the trash can.

【Then I'll ask Xiaoqing. 】He clenched the unbearable flower again, and ran to the room screaming 【Xiaoqing~What kind of flower is this】

Click, click, click, click! ! !

I waved the scissors in my hand angrily.

Does the flower shop have a grudge against him? It's a pity that I have so many beautiful flowers!

It's okay for Ling Cang to cause trouble by himself, but when I look up at the girls whispering outside, I will be even more angry.

Ling Cang, oh Ling Cang, it's fine if you don't work, and it's fine if you pick my most precious flowers.What kind of thing is it that you attract a lot of fans every day to block the door of my flower shop and hinder my business?

Now that you have become like this, you still don't stop, are you trying to exhaust me to death!

I really should post his inspection report at the door of my store, so that these nympho will die.

However, if they knew that the seemingly ruthless little flower shop prince they had always admired was actually younger than an eight-year-old child, would they be heartbroken?When I think about the reaction to that scene, I can't help but laugh.

On the way home, Ling Cang took the initiative to hold my hand, I broke away, put it in my trouser pocket, and said dumb, hurry up and follow.

Ling Cang pursed his mouth [Stingy. 】

On weekends, I generally have no special arrangements.

Xiaoqing said she was bored and wanted to go to the concert, and suggested that we go together.

[I'm a rough person, I can't understand music. 】

[Boss, don't be like this, the music will be very interesting. 】

[I have to go by myself, I won't go anyway. 】

【Boss~~】Xiaoqing looked at me with pitiful eyes.

[It's useless to look at me with ten eyes, two words, no!go! ] I took flowers to cover her approaching face.

Xiaoqing gritted her teeth and said [I've never seen such an unreasonable boss like you, hum~~]

Hum just hum, even if you hum, I won't go either.

While doing things, Xiaoqing began to curse.

I'm really worried for her, who would want a girl to look like this all day long.

[I want to go to the concert. ] Just when we were having a heated argument, Ling, who had been silent all this time, suddenly said something.

Two seconds later, Xiaoqing moved and shouted [Ling Cang, hello! 】

【Hey, I'm your boss. 】This girl is getting more and more outrageous, and she doesn't take me seriously.

Sure enough, I'm not that kind of prestigious person.

【He is going too. 】He pointed at Xiaoqing and pointed at me.

[I said no. 】This is where it is.Ling Cang eats what I have, uses what I have, and dares to point fingers at me and order me!

After work, I just sat there without moving, letting Ling Cang be soft and soft.

As a result, Xiaoqing whispered something to Ling Cang, and Ling Cang went uncharacteristically and followed Xiaoqing immediately.

Well, it would save me to be clean if I went, I took Dumb home leisurely, and only realized something was wrong when the door was about to open.

The key is gone.

How could the key be gone!I obviously put it on my body during the day.

It must be Xiaoqing.Otherwise, if Ling Cang was taken away so easily, Ling Cang would not have simply left me and gone with her.

These two white-eyed wolves are beginning to learn to deal with me together.Obviously, my resistance was of no avail.

So I went to the theater where the concert was held according to what Xiaoqing said during the day.

Outside the theater, faintly heard music coming from inside.I looked at the time, and it was 08:30 in the evening. It seemed that I came early enough, and I came to the ticket office because everyone else was enjoying the show.

Reluctantly, I took out the money and handed it to the conductor. She took it several times but didn't take the money from me. I held it tightly and was reluctant to pay it.

Although the ticket price is much lower now that the show has started, you have to know that this broken ticket is enough to give Duan dog food for a month, and it is enough for me to buy flowers for a week, can you not be entangled.

The conductor looked at me contemptuously, got angry, and grabbed the banknote vigorously, but the banknote was torn in half. I gently took the ticket from her hand, smiled at her, and left.

She looked furious at the time, wishing she could skin me raw, but luckily I ran faster.

I arrived late, so I only got the corner one at the back.

It was a dark crowd, and I didn't bother to find Xiaoqing and the others.

On the stage, for a while, this one played the violin, for a while, that one played the saxophone, and for a while, a whole orchestra came out, covering the stage, and the conductor who was older in the first grade came to the stage to conduct as he wanted, intoxicated with himself, while I watched in a daze sleep.

After finally waiting for them to leave the stage, no one appeared on the stage for a long time.

There was a commotion in the crowd, and some people started whispering.Taking advantage of the dim light under the stage, I took out the program list to check, and there was the last program left, piano music performance, and the theme was "Love".

Looking at the current situation, the piano performers can't play.

The sound in the hall became noisy, and it was about to explode. Finally, the host came to the stage, apologetic, and said in a clear voice [First of all, here, I want to solemnly express my most sincere apologies to everyone. The piano that should have been on stage The performer was unable to perform on stage due to a sudden illness, so I can only say sorry to everyone for the last show, and hope to be forgiven...] Before he finished speaking, some people from the crowd besieged the host, saying that he did not have enough reasons. Sincerity, how can you dismiss the audience with a casual sentence or two on the grounds of physical discomfort.

[Our organizers just got this news, I'm really sorry about it...] Someone shouted that the pianist must stand up and explain the situation clearly to everyone.

Everyone has a feeling of being cheated. The most intolerable thing for the audience is the irresponsibility and playing big names of the organizers and artists.

This kind of concert is really nothing to watch, what's the point, I really can't figure out how much water Xiaoqing has got into her head, and she has to pay a lot of money to listen to this thing, isn't it good to listen to it at home?

Shaking my head with a sigh, I got up and walked towards the exit.

But suddenly, walking and walking, the noise of the crowd behind him gradually quieted down, and finally quieted down miraculously? ! ! !

☆、Looking for Xia An

The author has something to say:

Gently, the sound of the qin sounded behind him, as if the wind came from far away, from far to near, lingering and sentimental, like the drizzle in early spring, falling in front of the eaves and windows, falling on the heart and between the eyebrows, mixed with shallow sorrow A touch of sorrow, which melts into the heart and disappears into the bones, has already covered the world with a layer of tulle, which can be heard clearly but cannot be explained clearly.

This piece, if I remember correctly, is called "The Concerto of Love".

Yes, it must be called this.I haven't listened to it for a long time.

But it has stayed in the depths of my memory.Because in the past, I used to quietly hide outside the door and eavesdrop on Ling Cang practicing piano in the piano room.At that time, the ears were full of happiness, but the heart was full of bitterness, because Ning Shu was sitting next to him.His piano sound has always been exclusive to Ning Shu.

I don't want to listen to such a sad song, I don't want to listen to it.

I kicked the steps next to my feet, and continued towards the exit.But behind her, Xiaoqing yelled [Ling Cang is great! ] Then came her sudden applause.

I stopped in my tracks.

Immediately afterwards, there were sparse applause from the crowd, followed by bursts of wild applause.

Ling Cang?

I tried my best to look calm and composed, and stretched out my hands to straighten the broken hair on my forehead, but my hands trembled unconsciously.

Looking back, I saw Ling Cang who was sitting quietly beside the white three-legged piano in the center of the stage, playing quietly, like a fairy.His slender, white fingers moved up and down on the keys, drawing beautiful arcs.The notes floating under the fingertips swirled in the music hall, as if wrapped in an elegant floral fragrance, making people intoxicated in his dreams.

I have been looking at him, his straight back, resolute side face, soft expression.At the end of the song, he got up and walked to the middle of the stage, bowed gracefully and walked off the stage.

It wasn't until the crowd burst into warm applause again that I suddenly realized that the dream was over.

Under the stage, his eyes frantically searched for someone in the dark crowd. He was afraid, so Xiaoqing got up and rushed to him.

I ran away from the exit like a wasteland.

I am a vulgar person and I don't understand music, but the sound of the piano he played can make people who don't understand the music sad.

Maybe I was wrong from the beginning.

I almost forgot that his name is Ling Cang, on the top of Lingyun Mountain, overlooking the common people.

After returning, I sat at the door of the house and waited for the key. I knew Xiaoqing would bring him back safely.

Ling Cang was not happy when he saw me sitting in front of the house leisurely.

[Why don't you go? ] He had a look of questioning the prisoner.

【I said I don't want to go. 】

[Is it because you don't want to go with me? 】

【no. 】

After opening the door, we each do our own things.

When he was sleeping, he specially wrapped himself in a quilt so that it was airtight.

I couldn't sleep, so I ran to the living room and sat for a while.I didn't go back to sleep until the night was completely deep. He always turned his back to me and slept against the edge of the bed. I stretched out my hand to close the quilt for him before falling asleep.

At dinner the next day, he said he wanted to buy a piano.

I said no money.

[An old piano is fine too. 】

[Buying a piano is a waste of money, it is better to buy flowers and make money. ] I said while picking up the rice.

[Irrelevant~~~] he shouted.

[Don't call me, if you can't, you can't. 】

He pouted and looked at me resentfully.

The piano is a memory of him and Ning Shu, and I have never participated in it.It was also because of the piano that he met Ning Shu. I didn't understand it before, and I still don't understand it now. I don't have artistic talent, and I don't want to understand it. It used to be a dream that I always wanted but couldn't get. But now, But nothing.I'm not that great to indulge him to get back his memories, I can help him with his life, but I can't do anything else.All I want is to live the simple life I am now, nothing more.

If someone insists on interrupting the balance I want to maintain, no matter who it is, I will refuse his participation.

I am no longer the Xia An who insisted on being attached to someone in the past, I just want to be my own irrelevant through my own efforts.

Not for anyone, for myself, and for the old man.

He once said that with my temperament, I have to live the life I want before it will stop.I didn't understand why the old man told me that it's okay to fall in love with anyone, but that person can't be Ling Cang.I thought he was deliberately blocking my pursuit of Ling Cang.Now, but finally slowly realize the old man's intentions, he is really good for me.

Therefore, the time that can't go back, the people who can't go back.

If Ling Cang wants to live in the past, then I can only let him walk alone.

After watching the concert last time, Ling Cang knew that Xiaoqing would follow his wishes more than I would ignore him, so he would go to Xiaoqing and hide in the room to mutter when there was nothing to do.After that, the two of them ran out, and they disappeared at four o'clock in the afternoon, leaving me here alone to look after the store, which was extremely boring.

Every night when he came back, he looked tired again and fell asleep.

It can be said that it was a whim on him for a week or two, but it is not normal if it continues to be like this for more than a month.

But he didn't tell me anything, so I didn't ask any more questions.

It was rare that he didn't go out on weekend nights, and he was in a good mood, pouring all his favorite food to Dumb, and even brushing his hair.Dumb opens his eyes when he sees food, and he doesn't care if he likes you or not, he forgets everything when he sees food, as long as his stomach is full.Seeing that the two of them are not noisy, I naturally have nothing to do.

[Irrelevant, you will accompany me to find Xia An later. 】

【Okay, where are you going? 】

【I do not know either. 】

【Then how to find it? 】

[I know he likes to go to the park. 】

【garden? 】

【Um. 】He sat down next to me, thoughtful 【He likes to sit alone in the park and wait for me.If he can't wait for me, I'm afraid he will be sad. 】

He spoke with such a focused and pious expression, as if he was keeping a very important promise.

Hehe~ Sitting in the park and waiting?

My previous self seemed to have this habit, but that was not what I wanted, it was all forced and helpless.I can't remember how many times I have waited like this before, so I can only watch hopelessly alone.I thought Ling Cang never knew about this.

I still remember the first time I asked him out, I thought about it for several nights in fear before I dared to speak, I wanted to say it but was afraid to say it, and finally I plucked up the courage to say it.But even though he promised that day, he didn't come, and he didn't say anything to me, leaving me to sit in the park foolishly for a whole day and night.I kept telling myself that Ling Cang must have been delayed by something, maybe there was a meeting, maybe there was a traffic jam on the road, maybe he...it wasn't until the sun rose the next morning that I had to convince myself that he didn't want to come at all fact.Why didn't he come when he promised well?If you don't come, you don't call me to inform me. I waited all day for nothing, and I was sick for a month when I went back.During this period, he didn't even look at me and say hello.After I recovered from my illness, I ran to ask him why he didn't come, and he said [Sorry, I forgot. ] You see, he is so capricious.

【Okay, I'll go with you. 】Put away the memory, I should say.

【Come here, let me tell you a secret. ] He leaned forward and said mysteriously.

【What? 】I stuck my head out a little.

[Actually, I did a lot of bad things before,] He lowered his voice [So it broke Xia An's heart, he was very sad, and then he disappeared.I lost Cheyenne. 】He showed a shameful expression【So I want to find him, bring him home, and treat him well.I only told you this secret, don't tell others. ] He stretched out his finger to pull the hook.

【good.I don't tell people. 】I stretched out my hand to hook him and smiled.

In fact, I want to tell him that a broken heart cannot be retrieved.

But even if I told him, he probably wouldn't understand what I was talking about.

So I took him to the park for a walk all afternoon, and finally found nothing.

He was in a hurry and sat there refusing to leave.

[Let's go back first and see tomorrow? 】

【Why not? 】 He said distressedly.

[It's getting late, go back first, and look for it later, you will definitely find it. 】

He looks sad.

I pulled him back, I walked in front, he followed behind.

Falling asleep at night, somehow he moved over and leaned on my shoulder, and I froze immediately.

【Irrelevant~~ Are you asleep? 】

【kindness? 】

【I can not sleep. 】

【What's wrong? 】

[Tell me, is Xia An really angry this time? 】

【Will not.He's not mad at you. 】

【He doesn't even want to come out to see me.In the past, he was most afraid that I would be unhappy, but now that I am so sad, he still doesn't come out. 】In the dark night, the sadness in his voice was so strong that it almost drowned me.

I can't answer his question.

[Irrelevant~~~~ You said in case, if I find him, he won't come back with me, what should I do? 】

[No, go to sleep, don't think so much. ] I stared blankly at the ceiling and said to him.

He rubbed against my neck, adjusted his posture, and fell asleep.I stayed up all night.

Today, as usual, I was left alone to close the door and prepare to go home.Xiaoqing took Ling Cang and went crazy somewhere.

Unexpectedly, as soon as he left the store, he saw Fang Yi.

He is back.

[At least let me know in advance when I come back, it's scary to stand here suddenly. ] I gave him a blank look.

[Isn't it just to scare you. ] He narcissistically straightened his collar. [Let's go to eat, I'm hungry. 】

【When did you come back? 】

[Just arrived. 】

[Don't call me a treat. 】

[Damn Xia An, you will die if you open a shop and become the boss! 】 He said angrily.

【meeting,