Looking for Cheyenne

die! 】 I replied.

He was speechless to me.

I originally planned to find a random restaurant to eat, but in order to show my dignity, Fang Yi chose to eat in a high-end and atmospheric place. He also said that the dining environment is very important and you must learn to be particular about it. If you have too much, your brain will not work.I just ignored him.

How can something from a restaurant become something from a street stall? ? ! !Besides, I just like to eat things from street stalls, what's wrong with me, am I not living well now!

It seems that during the time he was away, his narcissism became more serious. It is time to find a doctor to examine his brain to see how much paste is inside.

But since he came to see me as soon as he came back, I let him go this time.

☆, drive out of the house

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Tomorrow night at [-] o'clock, "Stay away from me, dead motherfucker" will officially open!remember to come~

In the end we chose a well-known restaurant for dinner.It looks like a magnificent palace from the outside, and it looks like the kind of place that spends money and can't get enough to eat.

However, the environment inside is indeed very elegant. A large fountain booth is placed opposite the entrance. Water is continuously sprayed from above the booth, and a fresh air permeates the air, accompanied by the surrounding flower pots. The scent of flowers is refreshing.The water from the fountain flows into the large pool directly below.Half of the pool is covered with a layer of transparent glass, and a large harp is placed on it. There are many kinds of fish swimming in the pool under the glass, and the colorful patterns on their bodies are really beautiful.A semi-curved purple crystal curtain hangs over the platform, and the crystal shines dazzlingly under the light.The fountain inside and the barrier of the curtain make the scenery of the booth a little more interesting. Coupled with the faint, fresh and elegant piano sound in the hall, people are in it, and there is a kind of illusion.

Well, the place Fang Yi chose this time is not bad at all.I am not willing to boast that Fang Yi chose the right place, but I have to admit this fact.

No matter where it is inside, it looks very comfortable.The placement of the bonsai was very carefully designed and pleasing to the eye, and then we chose a corner by the window to sit down.

Fang Yi asked me what I wanted to eat, and I said that I can eat anything, without too many requirements, and he can eat whatever he likes, just casually.

He was really casual. He unceremoniously ordered five snacks and coffee, and then served ice cream. After everything was finished, he started to order the main meal. I was so stunned that my jaw dropped. In his heart, he was still very calm and carefully wrote down the things below.

[Eating so much is not afraid of killing you! 】

[It's better to die than starve to death. 】

【Have you been drinking coffee for so many years and haven't gotten tired of it? 】

[I don't mind drinking it for another 100 years. 】

[Fang Yi, do you think we had enmity in our previous life? 】

[If you want revenge, you owe me, so you need to make it up to me now.Well, I'll give you a chance, I'll invite you to this meal, so it's decided. 】

【you! 】

It's really a skill, first Ling Cang, then Xiaoqing, and now Fang Yi, they all bullied me, why is this year so unlucky.

While eating, he talked to me about the legendary experience during this period, saying how unlucky he was, he met such a difficult patient, and he was unwilling to cooperate with the treatment because of the complicated condition, which made him feel sick for several days. Did not sleep with eyes closed.

He looked haggard a lot, his eyes were bloodshot, and he was exhausted during this time.

[You should pay attention to rest more when you come back. ] I pushed all the things that were served in front of him.

[By the way, I ran into Xiao Ran when I came back. 】Eating and eating, he suddenly popped out a sentence.

[Xiao Ran? !You mean he came here? ] I almost forgot the existence of this person.

【Well, I saw it at the exit of the airport, so I realized that I was on the same plane as him.But as soon as he got out of the station, he hurriedly got into the car and left without even saying hello. 】

I almost vomited blood [saying is tantamount to not saying. 】

【you do not know?I thought he was here to see you. 】

[I don't know about this at all. 】

[Forget it, I'm really starving to death. 】As he spoke, he ate more vigorously.

I looked at the total price of the order casually, and my heart skipped a beat. Why is it so expensive? The work in the store this month will be for nothing.

The last time I bought concert tickets, this time I had an elegant meal, it was more painful than drawing my blood.

【By the way, guess what treasure I brought back this time? 】

What a treasure, he is rarely particularly interested in anything.

I looked at him questioningly.

He excitedly opened the bag and took out a small box with a very delicate packaging. I immediately had a bad feeling, and before I could walk away, he took out the perfume inside and sprayed it on me a few times.

God!

[Is it very fragrant? ] he asked.

[Should have guessed that the baby you mentioned was this crap! 】I quickly covered my nose, I have never been able to compliment his perfume taste.

[Haha~] Seeing my embarrassed look, he laughed from ear to ear.

[Laugh, just laugh. ] I said viciously [Since you are so happy, you can pay for it yourself! 】Picking up my coat, I ran to the stairs.

When Fang Yi came to his senses, his face turned dark immediately, and he shouted [Xia!install! ! !You come back to me! 】

[Hehe~~ I will not accompany you. 】I looked up and gave him a smirk, and quickly went downstairs.

Thinking of Fang Yi jumping in anger, I can't wait to dance.

[Xia... Ann? ? 】Just as I was about to walk out of the gate, someone behind me called my name, the voice was urgent, with a hint of surprise in the uncertainty.

I turned around, and Ling Cang was standing three meters away behind me. He was panting and looking at me with wide-eyed eyes, full of surprise and a little bit of sadness.

My smile froze on my face.

[Irrelevant? !It's you?Are you... Xia?install? 】His voice trembled violently.

I am silent.

After a while, as if he was not sure, he said cautiously [You are my Xia An, right? 】Every word is said so lightly, for fear that I will disappear, but it is so heavy, those words have to turn several corners in the stomach before daring to spit out softly.

He got it.

He knows it all.

So what if you know.

I never said I wasn't Cheyenne.

【Why are you here? ] I looked into his eyes and asked back.

【I, I...】 He faltered, his expression dodging.

Why did he happen to appear here at this time?Don't tell me it's a coincidence.I don't believe in such a coincidence.

Could it be, could it be that he didn't lose his memory from the beginning?He has been acting stupid in front of me to win my sympathy?

I'm the only one who's so stupid to keep in the dark and take care of him all the time.

Hehe~ I almost believed in such a good encounter and story carefully planned, but unfortunately now he has shown his feet.

It seems everything has an explanation.

Why did he suddenly lose his memory, why did he meet me again, why he didn't even remember who he was but only remembered me, Xia An.

Why didn't I see such a simple lie in the first place?

I am so ridiculous.

【Ling Cang, you are only half right.Yes, I'm Cheyenne. ] I bite the words to emphasize [but I am not your Xia An. 】

His pupils shrank violently, and he looked at me incredulously.

[No, you are my Xia An, Xia An~~] he said.

[Fang Yi~] I said to Fang Yi who had been standing by and watching. 【let's go. 】Fang Yi and I went out side by side.

【who is he! ] Ling Cang chased him out and asked.

[You can't control this. 】 I said lightly.

【Xia An! 】He called me loudly 【You don't want me anymore, do you? 】Like a wounded beast, he looked extremely lonely.

【Remember when you asked my name before and I told me it's irrelevant?Because I don't want to have anything to do with you. 】I hate people lying to me the most, especially pretending to be pitiful. [Please don't bother me again in the future. 】

Maybe I should have made up my mind earlier and ignored him like I do now.

Ling Cang has long been blown away by the wind in my memory.

After returning home at night and finishing cooking, he realized that all the food he cooked was his favorite, and he lost his appetite immediately.

After taking a bath for Dumb, he returned to the room and saw that the quilt he had covered was still on the bed, so he packed it up and threw it out.

In the middle of the night, I cleaned the inside and outside of the house, throwing away everything that could be thrown away, and went to sleep when I felt refreshed, and moved Dumb back to the bed.

Anything about him has no reason to stay in this room and affect my life and emotions.

Well, now that the showdown has been made clear, he has no reason to continue pestering. I want to return to Xia An who only knows how to sell flowers, neither happy nor worried.

But often things backfired. When I opened the door and went out in the morning, I saw him sitting on the stairs.

Hearing the movement, he turned his head [Xia An~]

Dumb wagged his tail and looked at him, then at me.

[Dumb~] He beckoned to Dumb.

Dumb wanted to go over and be stopped by me, so he had no choice but to stay where he was.

[Xia'an~I'm so hungry~] His voice is a little hoarse, it looks like he's been sitting all night.

I passed him downstairs to throw out the trash, and took Dui to the store.He didn't follow to the store.

The girls who came here today were a little disappointed because Ling Cang was not here.

[Boss Xia, where is Ling Cang? 】Xiao Qing asked while cleaning.

【gone. 】

【gone?Where did he go? 】

[Go to the place that belongs to him.My place is too small to accommodate his big Buddha. 】

[He left so suddenly, and didn't hear him talk about it yesterday? ] Xiaoqing looked suspicious.

Xiaoqing is so simple, how can she be compared with Ling Cang who has been in the mall for a long time.

【Xiao Qing, the Ling Cang in the flower shop is not the real Ling Cang.Maybe you never knew who Ling Cang was. 】

Xiaoqing blinked her eyes a few times, but didn't understand.

[It's fine if you don't understand.By the way, you help me take care of Dumb for a while, I'm in a bad mood and want to be alone. 】

Xiaoqing looked at me for a few seconds with probing eyes, and finally nodded in agreement.

When I went back, I was not used to Dumb without him.From a distance, I saw Ling Cang still sitting on the stairs.

[Xia An~] When he saw me coming back, he exclaimed happily [I'm so sleepy after sitting for a day, I want to go in and sleep? 】

Don't look at me with such pitiful eyes, I am not a god, not a stone, I am a person of flesh and blood, so there will be times when I can't bear it, doesn't he understand?

【Ling Cang, have you heard the story about the wolf coming? ] I squatted down next to him.

He shook his head.

【Then let me tell you? 】

【good. ] He moved to the side to make room for me, and I sat down beside him.

【Humans are smart animals. For example, if you are cheated for the first time, it is impossible for you to be cheated for the second time. Do you understand? 】

【I did not understand. 】

[That's right, I almost forgot, you are less than eight years old now, how could you understand? 】I smiled lightly and said 【Then think about it slowly. 】

I got up and opened the door, and he got up too.

【No, you can't come in.this is my house. ] I stopped him from stepping in and closed the door.

He held the edge of the door to keep me from closing it.

【Ling Cang, be obedient. 】I broke his loose fingers, but he entangled them again, refusing to let go.

[Xiao Qing? ] I yelled behind him, he looked back, and I pushed his hand away while he was letting down his vigilance, he looked behind him and no one knew I was fooling him, so I stretched out my hand to grab the door again , I quickly closed it, and then there was a scream from him, and his finger was caught.

I pushed open the door again, and he looked at me with an aggrieved face, tears rolling in his eyes.

[Pain~ Xia An. 】He pursed his mouth and showed me the finger that was clamped until it started to turn purple.

【Ling Cang, tricks are useless.I have nothing to do with you. ] I turned my head and closed the door firmly again.

Don't play tricks on me, I won't feel bad, because my heart has no feeling.

He kept knocking on the door outside [Xia An, it hurts~ Can you open the door, please?Don't leave me out alone. 】His voice was full of tears, echoing in the stairway.

Do not listen or do not want to read, adhere to the "three noes" principle.I covered my ears, went to turn on the TV, and turned up the volume to watch TV.

☆, Ling Cang is gone

I thought he would walk away.

The next day, he didn't leave, he was even more emaciated than the day before.It's not like the one who cried and screamed yesterday, but today he was very silent, sitting there without saying a word, watching me go out.At night, he watched me enter the door again.

Lying on the bed at night, I couldn't fall asleep, my mind was full of his sad eyes, and there was a silence that I couldn't understand.

After tossing and turning, I finally got up and opened the door.

He was still sitting there, his back was lonely and lonely.

When he heard the movement, he turned to look at me.But did not speak.

The way he looked at me reminded me of Dumb. I remember that when I met the injured Dumb on the side of the road that day, its eyes were full of such wailing and helplessness.

【Ling Cang. 】I sit down.

The wind at night is a bit cool, blowing away my drowsiness.

【kindness. 】He heard me call him, and immediately responded.

[Is it cold? ] I hold his cold hand.

【cold. 】He leaned against me.

[Then go back to sleep, don't sit here. 】

【Back to where?I have nowhere to go. ] he asked blankly.

Now that you know everything, is it interesting to continue playing riddles with me?

【Ling Cang, I don't have the energy to spend with you.It is useless for you to continue sitting here. 】

[I won't disturb you, don't worry. 】He didn't seem to understand what I said, looked at me for a long time, and then said to himself 【Look, I'm very quiet today, I didn't disturb you.You don't like me coming into your house, I just don't go in, don't drive me away. 】

【enough! 】I feel helpless in my heart. If I think that I can get back everything before, then he is not worthy of being Ling Cang.

Ling Cang could never say such a thing.He is a high-ranking king, and he would never speak in such a low-pitched manner.

[You will be angry when I speak.Then I don't talk, don't be angry. 】He cautiously said 【I'll sit here and wait until you are willing to talk to me. 】

We have no way to communicate, either before or now.He always sticks to his ideas and does what he wants to do.

He made it up if he wanted to.

He gets angry when he wants to.

He lost his memory when he wanted to.

He was innocent if he wanted to.

He presumptuously sat in front of my house all night, and I became a heinous villain.

【Ling Cang, not everything is under your control, like me.I am not as great as you think, if you insist on torturing yourself in front of me, then please continue.You are just a stranger to me.I am sleepy. 】I got up to go.

[Will you not stay with me for a while? 】There is a deep sense of reluctance in his tone.

I shook my head and closed the door.

This was the last time I tried to have a proper talk with him, but he wasn't cooperative at all.

I can't help it, and I won't have the opportunity to talk again in the future, because the last bit of patience is exhausted.

On the morning of the third day, the stairway was empty without him.

Him, gone?

He is gone.

Gone is gone.He hadn't lost his memory.

Everything seems to be back to the original life, the focus of my life is my flower shop.

A week later, on my birthday, a lot of lavender was suddenly delivered to the store, and the store was almost out of capacity. Looking past a purple-blue ocean.

I asked who delivered it, and the delivery person said he didn't know.

impossible?

I searched among the flowers and finally found a card that said "Happy Birthday! My Cheyenne."

【Xiaoqing, come and help me throw away these flowers. 】I got up and called Xiaoqing.

【boss! 】Xiaoqing stomps her feet【Throwing away so many flowers, what a waste! 】

[It's fine if you don't help, but at worst, I'll do it myself. 】

[Why don't you? 】

[Sent by Ling Cang. 】

【Why don't you want what he gave you? 】

[No, no, no reason. 】

[You, you are simply unreasonable! 】

【It's not like you just discovered this feature of mine. 】

【You can't treat Ling Cang like this, you don't know these flowers...he...they are...】

[What is it? ] I looked at her suspiciously.

[They are so beautiful, you are ruining them like this, if you don’t want them, I want them! 】

In the end, the flowers were given to Xiaoqing.

I said that I couldn't compete with Ling Cang, he was a big shot, and I was just a flower seller.I can't afford what he gave.

Xiaoqing became even more popular when she heard it, and began to educate me with a long lecture.

The more she talked, the more excited she became, and I had no choice but to nod repeatedly.

She is willing to say that she wins you, so I let her.In this way she seemed to be the real owner of the shop.

It was like this all afternoon, until the clock on the wall pointed to seven o'clock.

I got up to get my clothes [Xiaoqing, you are right, I will reflect on it when I go back, it is getting late now, I have to go. 】

[Wait, boss, I haven't finished yet. 】

【I'm really in a hurry, let's talk about it tomorrow. 】

【No】Xiao Qing held me 【You can't go. 】

[I will give you a day tomorrow, you can talk as much as you want. 】

【no! 】Xiao Qing jumped anxiously.

At this time, a horn sounded outside the door, I looked out, and heard a car outside the store [Remember to lock the store door before leaving, I will go first. 】

[Boss, who is he? 】Xiaoqing asked Fang Yi, pointing to Fang Yi who was sitting in the car outside the door.

【a friend. 】I go out.

After I got in the car, Xiaoqing came and motioned for me to roll down the window [Boss, can we really not wait any longer? 】

【why? 】

【Ling Cang said he would come. 】

【It is not necessary. 】

[But he wants to spend your birthday with you. 】Xiaoqing said seriously.

[Let him be busy with his own business, there is no need to take the time to come here. 】Fang Yi started the car.

【He said he will definitely come over, boss, you can't wait any longer, wait another half an hour, okay? 】

I smiled and shook my head.

Xiaoqing wanted to say something else, but Fang Yi had already closed the car, and the car started quickly.

【Where are you going? 】Fang Yi asked.

【Whatever, as long as I don't want to hear that person's name again. 】I stretched myself, closed my eyes and rested my mind.

The next day when I was still asleep, I heard "bang bang bang" knocking on the door. Such a loud sound, just like a demolition team!

I cover my ears with the quilt.

But the sound outside the door became louder and louder, and I even started to kick the door with my feet, more and more forcefully. If this continues, my door will probably be kicked through. Although I was very impatient, I had no choice but to get up and open the door.

When I opened it, I was dumbfounded.

【Xiao, Feng? 】

[Where is Ling Cang! 】He didn't even say hello to me, he just said Ling Cang.

【He's not here.hello how did you find here ] I yawned, so sleepy.

【I ask you about Ling Cang! ] Seeing me like this, he excitedly stepped forward and grabbed my collar.

[He said he was not here. ] I repeated it patiently.

[Are you kidding, get out of the way! 】Xiao Feng pushed me away and walked into the room, followed by two rows of bodyguards. They bowed to me and called "Young Master" in unison.

Xiao Feng searched the small room over and over again, even checked the water pipes outside the window sill three or four times, but still couldn't find anyone.

【Where is Ling Cang! ] He stared and questioned 【I want to take him back. 】

【Xiao Feng, why are you so crazy early in the morning! 】 I am impatient.I didn't have any relationship with Ling Cang long ago, so why come here to ask for someone from me.

[Did you f*ck hear what I said!Let me ask you, where are the Ling Cang people? ] He roared angrily.

【He left last week, how do I know where he is! 】

【Last week? ! 】He directly put his elbow against my throat and pressed me against the wall,【Don't you f*ck know that he lost his memory and let him go?No, no, it must be you who drove him away] His strength is so great that I feel like I can’t breathe 【You drove him away, didn’t you! 】

[cough cough cough~~] I wanted to speak but I opened my mouth but I couldn't stop coughing.

[Is it right? ] His voice raised another point.I have never heard Xiao Feng speak in such a loud voice.

[Hehe~cough cough...] I sneered and said [I... cough cough... drove away, so... so... what? ! 】

【You bastard! 】He punched me and knocked me to the ground.The ground was cold and hard, and the pain was so painful that I couldn't get up for a while.

[The attack is really ruthless! 】I wiped off the blood from the corner of my mouth with a smile, and turned my head to look at Xiao Feng【Amnesia, look for it, what drama is there between you two!】

I thought he would continue to hit me, but he crouched down powerlessly and covered his face with his hands in grief.

[Asshole... Xia An, how can you be such an asshole! 】He choked up and said 【Ling Cang has lost his memory now and his IQ is less than eight years old, how could you drive him out so cruelly, how will he live?you really……! ] As he spoke, he burst into tears.

【how is this possible? 】

[It's all because you left without saying goodbye. ] He lowered his head and said, his voice seemed to be full of splashes [After you left, he woke up and found that you were missing, so he frantically looked for you, asking for news about you everywhere, hoping not to miss any news.At that time, Uncle Chen fell into trouble, avenged his kindness, and wanted to take the opportunity to take the entire Ling family for himself, but actually wanted to kill Ling Cang. The old man kept a white-eyed wolf by his side these years.Your leaving dealt a great blow to him and distracted him, so he fell into the scheme of that old fox, Uncle Chen, and got into a car accident...]

My smile froze on my face, [Impossible, you must be lying to me.You've made a deal with him, haven't you? 】I can feel my voice is floating in the air in strands and strands, without a soul.

【□□Ancestor! 】He rushed over fiercely and grabbed me【That time almost killed him, if it wasn't for the timely rescue, he, he would have

...He has long...] The water in his eyes hit my face directly, this is the first time I saw Xiao Feng like this.

【It was hard to rescue him. He didn't even know who he was, but he only remembered you. In his dream, he called you by your name, Xia An. Every time he woke up, he looked for you everywhere. He almost missed you several times. lost.If he hadn't been busy dealing with the old fox and cleaning up the company's mess this time, how could he have let him escape by himself.I searched every corner of the whole city but couldn't find him, and I didn't dare to openly call the police to search for people. Finally, I followed the old fox and the others to find the city.Knowing that he met you here, I thought I could feel a little relieved, but, but what about you, you bastard!Why don't you take good care of him and drive him out, you don't even know how dangerous he is now...in case...in case] He didn't dare to say what would happen in case, he couldn't go on.

【How did that happen? 】I didn't realize what he said, he must be lying to me.

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The first update today, the second update at 09:30

The new article "Stay away from me, dead motherfucker" has been updated, if you like it, remember to collect it~

☆, those misunderstandings

【The entire car accident and murder that was blamed on you before was all handled by that old fox, Uncle Chen!Ling Cang didn't even know about it.He hated you at that time, but you did so many crazy and desperate things in those years to get Ling Cang, your motive for committing the crime was completely established, and the perjury made by the old fox was perfect, everyone believed it , so you were sent in.But later, he accidentally discovered a flaw in the evidence, and immediately decided to redeem you. He also knew that the main responsibility was that he did not thoroughly investigate the case and felt guilty for you, so it was the first time that Uncle Chen came back from the United States to have dinner together. At that time, he quietly transferred all the inheritance under the old man's name, including the one that was originally under the old fox's name, to your Xia An's name.Because at that time he already suspected that the old fox in your case could not escape the responsibility. He never expected that the old fox was more vicious than he imagined. 】

It turned out that he specially picked clothes for me and asked me to accompany him to have dinner with the old fox for this reason.That contract was actually a transfer of inheritance rights.

I feel my brain buzzing.

【After he knew that you were wrongly imprisoned, he couldn't accept Ning Shu, so he broke up with Ning Shu.In fact, he never forgave Ning Shu, that time because Ning Shu broke his leg and broke down and threatened him to go there or commit suicide.Before he went, he asked me if I wanted to tell you, but he was afraid that you would think of those bad things if I told you clearly, so he went to visit Ning Shu under the guise of a business trip.In fact, everything he does is centered on you.But you, he couldn't wait to rush back to the country overnight, but you wanted to leave home and live outside. He let you go and let you go free without saying a word, but at the same time told me to watch you carefully and report your situation every day, but the result Woolen cloth?After finally waiting for you to take the initiative to call him, you jumped into the lake to commit suicide. 】

[Isn't that all he forced me to do?He found someone to buy the house I rented and threw all my things out, and the job he was looking for was fired again. What can I do when I have nowhere to go! 】

[Forcing you?He has never done such a thing! 】

[It's not him, who is that? 】

[I didn't even know there was such a thing!If I guessed correctly, it should be Ning Shu.Because he had already returned to China at that time, he was extremely jealous and possessive and could not see others taking away what belonged to him.During that time, Ling Cang and I were busy with company affairs and had no time to take care of these things. 】

Ning Shu? !

Such an analysis is indeed in line with his style of doing things.

【That time you were in a coma for several days and nights, and Ling Cang kept guarding you.I'm afraid you won't be able to think about it anymore, so I have to send someone to guard you.When the company is at its busiest, he also specially takes you to relax.It wasn't until later that Ning Shu was diagnosed with a terminal illness that he had no choice but to bring Ning Shu back to his side. 】

I remember that day, Xiao Feng rushed to the mountain in a panic, and then disappeared with Ling Cang for several days and nights.

The more I listened, the colder my hands and feet felt.

【Ning Shu died, but he always thought that he was only disabled in his legs. Ling Cang never told Ning Shu that he had advanced bone cancer. He wanted Ning Shu to live out his last days quietly.In fact, he has always been different to you.He has even made up his mind to let you take charge of the Ling Corporation, that's why he asked you to return to the company as the general manager, and then take over the position of president after you get familiar with the company's current situation. He has already decided that he doesn't want anything.But in the end you just walked away.He spent all his energy looking for you, but the old fox took the opportunity to tamper with the new project. Poppy was actually added to the latest batch of products. In response, the Ling Corporation paid a huge price for this and almost disbanded.Unexpectedly, misfortunes never come singly, within a few days Ling Cang had a car accident. 】

Every word he said was so heavy, so heavy.

My heart sank deeper and deeper, until it reached the bottom of the abyss.

[He didn't love you before, but was he wrong in that way?He just wants to love you now.When he brought you back, he told me that the Xia An he saw had changed.You're so blue because of him, he hurt you so much, he asked me what to do, you know he never speaks so lowly.So he worked hard to atone for his sins until he used his own love to atone for his sins without knowing it. He realized it later, and when he finally knew that he liked you, you disappeared. 】

【sorry…】

[After you were released from prison, he has been looking for the former Xia An who dared to love and hate. He said that he lost Xia An, and he wants to find you.But you always have the old man in your heart, and he doesn't know what to do.He was afraid that he would not be able to find Xia An's heart.Later, when Xia An's people left, he searched everywhere, he was afraid, he panicked, he searched desperately, forgetting that he hadn't even forgotten to look for you.Every day after waking up, I would ask, where did Xia An go? 】The moisture in his eyes gradually expanded, almost drowning me.

[Sorry...] I wiped the corners of my eyes and trembled.

[Now you kicked him out, he's gone.Xia An, you said... what should I do? ] He lay on top of me and wept loudly.

Ling Cang... Ling Cang...

I thought of the first time I saw him next to the trash can. He hid in the box and was terrified. Later, he secretly followed me back, standing downstairs in ragged clothes and not daring to speak.

I thought of the torrential rain that day, and he squatted in the rain, hugging me tightly and refusing to let go.

I thought of that day when he refused to leave and huddled on the broken sofa in the stairwell, his whole body was cold, unconsciously thinking about Xia An, Xia An...

I thought of the day he held me in the hospital and refused to let me leave, fearing that I would leave him behind.

I thought of him insisting on staying at my house, but I let him sleep on the sofa in the living room. In the dark night, he shed silent tears and begged him for Xia An, so that his Xia An would not leave him sleeping on the sofa alone.

I thought he would be jealous like a child, push Dui to the corner, lean on me and ask me what flowers I like?

I think of the day he sat there quietly like a prince playing sad, and he asked me if I hated going to the concert with him.

I thought that later I took me to accompany him to the park to find Xia An. He said that he had done a lot of bad things to break Xia An's heart, and he couldn't leave Xia An outside alone.

I thought of the day when he was pleasantly surprised to find out that I was Xia An, and then sadly found out that I didn't want him anymore.

I thought of him sitting on the stairs guarding the door all night, and telling me Xia An, I'm hungry early in the morning with a coquettish and dependent tone~

I thought about telling me that I was sleepy that night and wanted to sleep, but I closed the door hard and pinched his fingers and let him cry alone outside the door. He said, Xia An, I hurt~

I thought of the last night when I saw him, he held my hand and said Xia An, I was so cold and my head hurt, he grabbed my hand in pain and touched the back of his head.He told me not to chase him away, he said he wouldn't make noise until I was willing to talk to him, but I closed the door.

The next day, he was gone.

He was hungry and cold and aching, and he was gone.

[I'm sorry, Ling Cang, I'm sorry...] Tears from the corners of my eyes slid down my sides and into my hair, burning my heart and throbbing with pain.

Xia An, look what you have done.

He is gone.

Yesterday I also said that if he disappeared, he would disappear.

But, how can Ling Cang disappear without seeing him? He is Ling Cang.

How can I forget, he is Ling Cang, the person I have been close to for five years, pursued for eight years, missed for three years, left for one year, and forgotten for one year, now he is cold, hungry and painfully lost, he His sorrow and pain have already melted into my blood and bones, and I am also in pain. How can I enjoy peace and tranquility alone?

I lay on the ground for a long time, and I didn't even know when Xiao Feng left.

I wanted to stand up, but I had no strength in my body.

The room was very still, eerily quiet.

The ticking of the alarm clock echoed like an electrocardiogram on an operating table, a countdown to life.

No, no, I don't want to listen to the countdown.

I covered my ears with my hands, but I kept thinking of Ling Cang's voice in my mind, 【Xia An, I hurt~】

At that time, he must have been in pain and his hands were purple.

I quickly got up and ran to the door, pushed the door open, and there was nothing at the stairway.He's not in now.

He used to be there, he watched me silently for several days and nights, he said he would always sit here and wait for me.

But now the other person, he is gone.

Liar, didn't you agree to sit here and not run around?

Ling Cang, where did you go?

I leaned against the wall weakly and sat down, but his warmth had long since disappeared on the stairs.

What a fool.

He can't express.

He didn't bother to say it before, but now he doesn't know how to say it.

He has been guarding the Xia An who treated him well in the past.So he believed, so he got hurt.

Even the birthday wishes are so blunt and clumsy.

my birthday?

wrong?

Something seems wrong.

I ran into the house, picked up my phone and ran out.Half an hour later, I saw Xiaoqing.

【Boss, what's wrong?What's the rush. ] Xiaoqing also just arrived.

【Xiaoqing, is there something Ling Cang is hiding from me? ] I asked eagerly.

[Why did you suddenly ask, did something happen to him? ! 】Xiao Qing excitedly grabbed my hand.

【I...he...】I don't know how to answer her.

【I knew it,