[Entertainment] Otome's game

Lee Jong Suk didn't know why things turned out like this, he didn't even know what he did to make Lim Seo Hyun hate him so much.

As an actor who has acted in various romantic dramas, Lee Jong Suk certainly knows that what the writer writes in the script is nonsense. There is no such thing as fate these days.

Such a ridiculous plot of an idol drama happened to him, and Lee Jong Suk was stunned. The first time he saw Lin Ruixian, he was stunned. His first impression of her was very vague.He doesn't remember everything that day, what color she was wearing, what kind of bag she was carrying, he doesn't remember everything that day, as depicted in the film and television works.

He only remembered those eyes, those eyes that he just glanced at inadvertently, and never disappeared from his eyes.

Li Zhongshuo only acted in Love at First Sight, he just acted, acted, the director said 'yes', fans called Shuai, he also thought it was not bad.

Li Zhongshuo personally experienced love at first sight, all the performances are very fake, there is no deer jumping wildly, there is no turbulence, he is very calm, calmly, just one thought at that moment.

at last.

This word looks so strange, there is no beginning and no end, what is it?Li Zhongshuo didn't know either, maybe it was waiting for you at last, maybe it was meeting you at last, it could be any possibility, but the only word in his mind, finally.

Speaking of science fiction, he seems to have been waiting for someone, from birth to now, has been waiting for a person, that person appeared, not excited, not surprised, just.

at last.

Li Zhongshuo, who worked hard, finally got Lin Ruixian's number, but was blocked by others.How do you describe that feeling, sad?Kind of like, pain?Not at all, it seems to be a final.

One may have owed her in the previous life, but was unable to repay it in the previous life, so it is only natural to be bullied like this in this life.

He finally found a chance to get close to her, that person was like his missing half, as long as she appeared, he would become complete.Is this the feeling of the rib that God took out from the man in the legend?It's not quite like, but more like, only when she appears, can he have the meaning of existence.

She appeared, he came alive, and everything around him seemed to come alive, the sky was clearer, and the water was clearer.Only when she lives can he live.

Li Zhongshuo didn't dare to get too close to her, she didn't like it, but he didn't want to be too far away from her, he couldn't bear it.

He was so happy that she was willing to get close to him, but he didn't dare to show it, for fear that she might misunderstand, and also fear that she would not misunderstand.For a while, I couldn't figure out whether to let her misunderstand or not to let her misunderstand.

Another finally appeared, the end where everything was just a play.

Everything is just a scene, she soberly dissociates from the role and allows the character to control her body, but he can't be sober and intoxicated like her.

Li Zhongshuo can only choose to indulge in it, he has no second way, even if there is, it is not the way he wants to go.

He wanted to chase her, but she didn't like it; he didn't want to disturb her, but he couldn't help it.

He didn't know what was sad, he only knew that the unchanging mechanical life was terrible, the mechanical life was about to kill him, and the life without her was gradually killing him.

But she had a good life, so good that she never contacted him, neither a phone call nor a text message, and he didn't dare to take the initiative, he was afraid that she would hate her.

Suddenly one day, Li Zhongshuo remembered very clearly that day, her hair color, her clothes, the bag on her back, the strawberry graffiti on her canvas shoes. The photos engraved in the head are clearly visible.

That day, she was with him.

He wasn't happy, really, nothing felt like it was all mine, something I wanted to announce to the world.His only thought is, can we not separate, I am a little scared.

I am afraid that you are playing a prank, I am afraid that this is a hidden camera, I am afraid that you lost the bet, I am afraid that you only think it is fun, and I am even more afraid that this is just a dream I had.Too beautiful, too real, then I would rather not wake up.

But you woke me up, let me wake up, let me face the world without you, what am I going to do in this world?

This world does not have you, this world has me left behind by you.

You're with a man I can't match, a man with whom I can't even find my fulcrum.

Li Zhongshuo thought about it, if Lin Ruixian was unhappy, if she didn't like that person that much, if it was just that person's wishful thinking.Then he can find a fulcrum, a fulcrum that doesn’t matter even if he ruins his acting career, even if he leaves Korea, the world is still very big, as long as I hold your hand, I can go anywhere.

Lin Ruixian is not unhappy, Lin Ruixian blocked himself.

The phone call that could no longer be reached made Lee Jong Suk wonder why things turned out like this, and he didn't even know what he had done to make Lim Seo Hyun hate him so much.

She hated him so much that he saved a calling card in a big glass jar, and he could only make one call each time, and then he couldn't get in again.

She hated him so much that even if she crossed her eyes at the awards ceremony, she would immediately look away. Why did she hate him so much?

Li Zhongshuo wanted to ask, but dared not, what if she really told the reason, what would he do? What if she said, I hate your existence itself, what should he do?

It's not impossible, isn't he, doesn't he just like her because of her existence?

There is no reason, really no specific reason, that is the end.

That my life is because of your existence, your appearance has a valuable ending, every road I have traveled in the past, every fork in the road, and every choice of turning point is to meet your ending.

at last.

Finally, I am not qualified to say finally.

Li Zhongshuo is not sad, really not sad, no reason is not sad.

He seems to live in a different way, living like an edited program, wandering around the world according to the program's instructions.He lost the half that made him alive, no matter what emotions he left with that half, he wasn't sad at all.

You see, I don't even want to cry.

I never miss you, I never forget you, you never leave my side, I don't need to miss you, you are always by my side.

Is fate a kind of finality?

I worked with you for the first time, we filmed "Love Letter", I couldn't tell what a play was, I only knew that my character has always liked you, throughout my youth, and for a lifetime.

You are a lot of people, you can tell each of your identities clearly, I can't tell, I just know that I like you, I have liked you all my life.

Life is like a play, and it may also be a kind of finality.

Finally everything comes to an end, life will always have an end.I wonder why my end came so late, but it finally came to an end.

It came to an end, you know, the world collapsed before my eyes, and countless 0s and 1s surrounded me.

I see you.

Is that you from your previous life?That's not quite like me in my previous life.

I looked at the one in my previous life, I resisted so much, but I just couldn't resist being attracted by you. Are we married or evil?Am I your evil fate or are you my evil fate?

I saw that you have been with him for the rest of your life, and I don’t know if you have noticed, he is so unwilling, he is afraid that you will be alone.

You know, like me, he has to face a final, finally over.

This world probably doesn't like the word "final", or maybe it doesn't like the end. The collapse of this world is another restart.

I saw that you were frightened by the collapsing world, and I wanted to save you, but there was nothing I could do.

I can't do anything, I woke up before everything happened, and I tried everything to find you.I don't know where you are, and I don't know if you are still yourself in this life. I tried everything to find you, but it turns out that you are by my side.

You are by my side, you are by Seoul, you are by...him.

You haven't started yet, you just met, this time you are much older than me, I have to call you sister.

You guys haven't started yet, so I have a chance, right? Isn't it that I have a face that is most suitable for a sibling relationship, even though I am no longer the actor Li Zhongshuo.

I am just an anonymous person, you are all famous, I approach you quietly, you are a little surprised.

"Li Zhongshuo?"

"Hello."

You frowned, as if you didn't want to see me, isn't it the first time we met, didn't you like me the first time we met?What about him?Why is he?

Under the blurred lights of the clubhouse, the man with crossed legs swayed his wine glass with his elbows and knees, casually glanced at the male and female juniors, and asked indifferently, "Do you know him?"

"Li Zhongshuo, a new actor." Lin Ruixian stretched out his hand to signal, "Lee Jungjae, I don't think I need to introduce him."

Just like back then, when I bent down and bowed my head ninety degrees, I heard myself say, "My name is Li Zhongshuo, please give me your advice."

He in this life is very difficult to get along with, and you in this life seem to be very hard.I heard them say that you want him to take the position, I heard them say that he doesn't like you even if you sell yourself, I heard them say a lot of nasty things, I waited for your chance to take the order.

Finally, finally, finally.

Finally, I met you again.

"Senior, can I exchange numbers with you?"

"Sorry, it's not very convenient."

"I have no ill will."

"Good intentions don't work either."

"I......"

"Feel sorry."

You seem to be very good at rejecting me, and every time you reject me, you simply do not leave any room for it.Why do you hate me so much? Is it because I did too much in my first life?But the world has collapsed, right? Why do you want to find him when the world collapses, but you hate me so much?

Haven't you all been with you for the rest of your life?He has only been with you for the rest of his life, why can't I?

I can't do it now, I can't even get your call now.Fortunately, there is not much difference in this life. I run very fast, and soon I will be qualified to stand in front of you.

Running is not tiring at all, as long as I think of you standing in the distance waiting for me, I will not feel tired.But you are tired, right? They said you were her cash cow. I didn’t believe what they said. It was the same before. Everyone looked at you with malice, including me.

But he should treat you well, so that you want to accompany him across time and years.

I don't believe those things, how could he treat you badly, he must be good to you, right?definitely.

But why wasn't you the woman I saw in his arms?why are you sitting in the cornerWhy is it so smoky here, why don't you leave?

what are you waiting for?Waiting to enjoy him laughing with another woman in his arms?

"senior."

"...It is you."

Lin Ruixian, who was leaning on the railing of the balcony and looking at the moon smoking, looked away. She wanted the other party to avoid him, but the balcony was so big that it could be used as a small garden.She can't occupy such a big place by herself, so there's no need to be so domineering.

The smoke floating from the red lips was hidden in the darkness, and Li Zhongshuo was also hidden in the darkness. The darkness bred courage, allowing him to ask, "What is the relationship between senior and Li Zhengzai?"

"It's a relationship... Friends with benefits." The woman with a cigarette lowered her eyebrows and smiled slightly, and glanced at him with a smile, "Don't fall in love with me. If you are unlucky enough to fall in love with me, please stay away and stay safe."

Darkness breeds courage, and darkness breeds darkness, "Why can't I?"

Just as Lin Ruixian was about to answer, the balcony door was pushed open. The man who was walking put his arms around the woman in his arms, and waved to Lin Ruixian at the end of the balcony, "Let's go first~"

"See you another day." Lin Ruixian said goodbye with a smile.

Li Zhongshuo, who was blocked by the opened door, didn't see the person walking, nor did he see that person holding another woman in his arms, but he saw Lin Ruixian's exhaustion, under the relaxed smile, the exhaustion that was almost unbearable.

The balcony door was closed, and those walking away left, and those in the dark fumbled to turn on the balcony lights, and the prickly Lin Ruixian stretched out his hand to block the light.

Footsteps approached at this moment, Lin Ruixian was defenseless against Li Zhongshuo, three rounds of the game, and it was the third round, this person has loved her for three rounds, so there is nothing to guard against.

The end of being unguarded is someone's wrists being pinched and eyes being covered. Lin Ruixian was a little dazed, but she wasn't afraid. The other party was Li Zhongshuo. She had nothing to fear, she was just wondering, "What are you doing?"

No matter what he was going to do, Li Zhongshuo changed his mind after hearing this sentence, took away her cigarette and threw it on the ground and stomped it out. The hand that was covering her eyes slipped to the back of her head, and the other arm stretched out At the back, before she could react, she pressed him into her arms.

Lin Ruixian, who was dazed for half a second, moved his arm to signal him to let go, but he heard a sentence in his ear, I like you, I like you very much, I like you very much.

Holding his breath in his chest, Lin Ruixian was so tired, closed his eyes and pressed his forehead against his chest, sighed silently, "You are late."

"He doesn't like you, so I didn't come late."

"You are really late."

Li Zhongshuo wanted to say that as long as you have the heart, it is never too late for me to come, but he was afraid that after he said it, he would get the answer that I had no heart.

"I don't care."

"..."

Lin Ruixian stretched out his hand and pushed away the man who she thought would hold her tight when she was struggling, and raised her foot sideways to leave, but was stopped by him.

It's just that he can say what he thinks in his heart, so Li Zhongshuo is not afraid to say one more sentence, "Why I can't do it, no matter when, whether I come early or not, I just can't do it. When I met you, you didn't know me at all. You weren't his girlfriend when I confessed to you, he wasn't..."

Since the words that came out of the mouth were not brains but hearts, the blood that was forced from the heart splashed on the opponent, making Lin Ruixian stunned. The meaning of these words was, "Did you have a bug?" Seeing that he didn't speak, he quickly changed his words, "Which passage do you remember?"

Li Zhongshuo, who remembered both passages but dominated the memory of the second life, found a problem, "Which passage do you remember?"

The player who remembers everything chooses to skip this topic and get straight to the point, "You remember everything and why are you consuming me?"

"I remember it so I can't forget it." Li Zhongshuo took a step forward, looked down at the frowning girl, and couldn't help reaching out to touch her brow, "I know you hate me, but can you stop crying every time you see me?" frown?"

Lin Ruixian who raised his eyebrows was very surprised, "I don't hate you, who told you that I hate you? Did I say that? No."

"then you....."

"I don't know how to respond to you."

Lin Ruixian tilted his head to signal him to move his hand away, and moved his index finger between his eyebrows away, and there was an extra palm on his head.Li Zhongshuo's hand movements shown in front of her seemed extraordinarily courageous, but the other hand behind his back was clenched tightly, so tight that his nails pierced into the flesh, painful but real.

This is not a dream, not a dream in which day after day thoughts are piled up into a tower.

Lin Ruixian, who couldn't see the fist behind his back and could only feel the touch on his head, wanted him to let go, but seeing that the corners of his eyes were reddened and he was still trying to smile, he couldn't speak the words in his mouth.

If you didn't know what patience feels like before, Lin Ruixian can tell it, and you can say anything unscrupulously, because you don't understand, because you haven't experienced it, because you have never felt the same in this world.

But in this round, Lin Ruixian has empathy, many of the unfeeling things that are said to be good for you, but now I know that they just don't care.She cared, so she couldn't say it.

In the cold winter, the semi-open Yantai has only railings and walls without glass.

The heating in the room was too high, and Lin Ruixian felt that the room was stuffy, so he went out to smoke a cigarette to catch his breath. He was still wearing the light clothes that he would wear in a well-heated room, and he felt cold after staying outside for a long time.

She is cold, he is hot, just standing with her like this, he is very hot, this is the person he has been waiting for all his life.

Li Zhongshuo was wearing a windbreaker, and he was going to take it off when he entered the door. When he saw the strange woman in Li Zhengzai's arms, he could only think about where she was.

Lin Ruixian, who had something stuck in his mouth, chose to remain silent, and Li Zhongshuo, who had a lot to say but was afraid that it would spoil the atmosphere, didn't speak, but he saw that she was cold, so he took off his clothes silently.

Lin Ruixian, who didn't think there was any strange atmosphere between them at all, saw that he was about to take off his coat, and stretched out his hand to stop him. When he met his gaze, he couldn't stretch out his arms. In the end, he lowered his head and followed his posture to put on a long skirt that could be used as a dress for her. Wearing a windbreaker.

The body has warmed up, and Lin Ruixian is not in a hurry to leave. This is the first time she encounters this kind of bug in the game, and she wants to know what is going on.Li Zhongshuo knows that he can talk endlessly, as long as she asks, as long as she says a word, as long as she starts, as long as she doesn't refuse, he can talk for a long time, until tomorrow, next year, and forever. OK.

Lin Ruixian listened quietly. Now she can listen to a person's rambling in a very quiet and peaceful way. Has she had any experience?

Li Zhongshuo, who talked more and more, was not a man who was inexperienced with women. At first, he lost his sense of proportion because she was her.He has talked a lot, and the heat on his body has turned into cold air, and he wakes up when the cold wind blows. He can't just talk all the time, let her talk too.

Lin Ruixian has nothing to say, and the player can't talk about it, and it's not convenient to talk about Lee Jung-jae's issue that he cares about the most.What to say, I took it for granted, I wanted to spend the most difficult time with him, but in the end I became brothers with him, it's really black and humorous.

That idiot Lee Jung-jae was a bitch when he was young!An old man is wine, the deeper it is in the cellar, the thicker it will be, and the mellow taste will be worth tasting.Young Lee Jung Jae is a dog!That idiot... Forget it, admit it.

Fortunately, Lin Ruixian couldn't say it, otherwise she would be full of swear words, which she learned from Li Zhengzai, brother, huh.

Lin Ruixian has a lot of things she can't say, so all she can say is, "You are really late, a lifetime late." I came early, and those who dare not die early can only die hard.

At first Li Zhongshuo was very anxious, eager to prove that I could do it, but now he is not in a hurry, he has stolen his whole life, so he can just be by her side like this, even if it is only as a friend.

"I'll wait, it doesn't matter if I wait forever."

"Can we not play dog ​​blood drama?"

Lin Ruixian's goosebumps are about to rise, Li Zhongshuo just wants to laugh when he sees her like that, she is joking with himself, how nice, she is standing beside him, wearing his clothes, talking and joking with him, that's enough, really enough.

Are you joking? Just say anything.

Li Zhongshuo said that the foul language he heard in this life.Lin Ruixian explained to him that she and Lee Jung-jae are currently brothers, best friends, and it has nothing to do with any man or woman. Lee Jung-jae always tells her nonsense.What kind of brother is a lifetime, a woman can change it if she wants, and she wants to strangle him to death.

This time it was Li Zhongshuo who couldn't hold back his laughter. He kept laughing, even when the blush spread from the corners of his eyes to his eye sockets. He had been waiting for her all his life.

He waited for her all his life, and it finally came. Isn't it worth laughing?

Lin Ruixian didn't dare to look him in the eyes, the deep pool was filled with existences she couldn't respond to.She didn't dare to stop talking, so she kept talking, talking about how doggy Li Zhengzai was, how chaotic the South Korean entertainment industry was in the 90s, talking about bloody events in the early days, and talking about jokes.

The joke made the audience laugh all the time, the atmosphere really got better, Lin Ruixian was a little relieved, and finally found that his lips were going to be blue from freezing, this idiot would laugh even if he didn't say anything.

Lin Ruixian, who stretched out his hand to grab the clothes to return to him, was held down by him, and he heard a completely unbelievable sentence, "I'm not cold, the palm of the idiot is like ice, and it's not cold yet."

Taking a deep breath and a long sigh, Lin Ruixian opened his windbreaker and shook it, motioning for him to come over, because he just didn't want to go back to the house, a piece of clothing that was so big that two thin people could just shrink it.

The skinny guys had just finished approving their clothes, when the balcony door was suddenly opened, and as the door opened, the voice sounded, "Is my car key with you..."

Li Zhengzai paused, stood up straight and glanced up and down. From his perspective, he looked like a stranger holding a girl in his arms. He tilted his head slightly, raised his chin, stared at the stranger, and said the words to an acquaintance. "My car keys are with you, take them for me."

Lin Ruixian, who was not in anyone's arms, turned sideways and wanted to walk. Before she could take a step, her elbow was clasped by her unwarmed palm. The strength made her feel painful.

"What are you doing?" Li Zhengzai couldn't see the entanglement under the clothes, but he could see that Lin Ruixian wanted to come over but didn't move.

The man and woman entangled in a windbreaker did not respond to him, they were responding to each other.

"I've been waiting for you all my life, isn't that okay?"

"I'm going to wait for him forever, sorry."

The balcony door closed, the windbreaker fell to the ground, and the cold moon hung in the sky.

The person on the balcony looked at the bottom of the seventeenth floor through the railing that didn't reach his waist.

The floor is too high to see clearly.

The moon is too high to reach.

Only the underground, although he couldn't understand it, he was suddenly curious.

if...if...if...

at last.