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Chapter 184 Zheng Jishi
Zheng Jishi once said to Park Yinli, "When we don't know what we want, we can determine what we don't want.And what we have to do is to keep looking, keep trying,? Until we find that needle in the sea and meet it, your intuition will tell you that it is her needle.
That is your music, that is the so-called person representing destiny.
Li Xinghe said that Zheng Jishi has been slumped for a long time, and Zheng Jishi has indeed been slumped for a long time, and he can't find the way forward.Success is successful, money is earned, fame is not lacking, parents are still alive, there is nothing to worry about in the future, and there is no goal to strive for.
Life is meaningless.
Of course, there is also an unspeakable pressure that comes from someone who has done a lot better than him in a boring life, worked harder than him, improved more than him, and is also not lacking in talent.The contrast gap is too big,? At least it is too big for him,? So big that he lost his way and couldn't find the so-called meaning or meaning.
In such a boring life, I met Pu Yinli and told him, you are changing me,? You didn't do it on purpose,? But you are changing me.Using the established rules,? Using what everyone thinks is right,? Subtly changing me.
That's not right, I need to get away from you, from you who created that environment.
Why are there people like Pu Yinli in this world? There must be people like Pu Yinli in this world, there must be people like Pu Yinli in this world.
Someone has to tell him right now, right now, that when his world goes wrong, his brain and his soul will tell him that you should leave.
Zheng Jishi wanted to leave, he wanted to take Pu Yinli with him, and he wanted to find the Zheng Jishi who had ambitions, desires, and everything he no longer had.
The girl on the single sofa sat in the same position as the first day of the new year, and said that he could see the gods in this woman just like the first day of the new year. He wanted this girl very much.The longing that seeped from the bones was conveyed to the skin and to the brain, which aroused goose bumps and made his hair stand on end.
He wants this person, wants to have, wants to have, wants to hold her hand and get out of the quagmire.
This is the girl who can take him to heaven, the girl he will never meet again in this life.
"I'll be nice to you, I'll..."
'Snapped! '
Pu Yinli, who slapped his face with a slap, raised his knees, hands and feet to push him away, and jumped out of the sofa three meters away, "Be normal!" Seeing that he was about to move, he screamed, "Don't move! I'm calling the police!"
Zheng Jishi, who fell to the ground, was stunned for a moment and then laughed. He raised his head and laughed, laughing like crazy. Pu Yinli, who was laughing, thought he was crazy.
Zheng Jishi is not crazy and has no intention of pretending to be crazy. He even knows clearly that the other party refuses. The most suitable response at present is to pretend to be crazy and say that I didn't do it just as a joke. He stood up and looked at the girl who avoided him. , said with a hoarse voice, a particularly magnetic voice.
"Get ready, I'm going to chase you."
Immediately taking a big step back, Pu Yinli glanced at the mobile phone on the coffee table from the corner of her eye, and discussed with the psychopath who claimed to be chasing her, "Can I not prepare?"
"Can't!"
"..."
Pu Yinli, who really felt that he was going crazy, was not going to stimulate the mentally ill, and tentatively said that he had to think about it, thinking about getting the phone back first, calling the police is impossible, but he can run away!
Zheng Jishi, who can see through what she wants at a glance, didn't stop her, and it's not good to be in a hurry.
No one stopped Pu Yinli and ran away. Not long after, Police Officer Li came in to warn the patient not to go crazy.Patient Zheng reminded his brother that it was the first time he 'confessed' to Pu Yinli that he wanted to chase her, but Li Xinghe knew it before, so why pretend he didn't know.
"I thought you were joking, are you serious?"
"real."
"You are crazy!"
"Ah."
The lunatic was too calm, and normal people couldn't continue chatting with him. Li Xinghe called Pu Yinli and said that he would block him if he really couldn't do it.Other tricks... don't quite work either.
Pu Yinli, who is difficult to ask for a number, is not the type who will easily block others, unless the other party really offends her, such as Li Xinghe in the past.Zheng Jishi who confessed is not counted, he is at most a patient, how can she care about the patient.
The patient who can't care about uses the things of sympathy and self-cultivation to start chasing people in an insatiable way.
First, he chased Yin Zhiyuan's company.
As much as the patient makes Park Yinli's head hurt, the new producer makes the singer so happy.Except that she and Yin Zhiyuan had to shelve the contract because of the unresolved money issue, there was no conflict at all, no real conflict at all, and Yin Zhiyuan was super awesome as a producer.
No, there is another small problem, this brother only works at night.
The time they meet is after twelve o'clock at night, and the earliest is 11:30.As a result, Park Yinli seldom lied to her mother that she was very busy recently and wanted to go to the dormitory very late when she came back. It was not a lie, she was really busy, but she couldn’t tell her mother that she had to work in the middle of the night, and her mother would definitely feel that the producer very strange.
My mother didn't suspect that her daughter, who hardly lied, was even more worried that Pu Yinli would not be able to adapt to the dormitory environment. In her mother's eyes, the environment was a bit bad, so she rented a house for Pu Yinli near the company for her to make the transition. Buy her another suitable house, and the child must be independent when he grows up.
About the house, my mother will arrange it all by myself, and Park Yinli will be responsible for listening to the arrangements. Zheng Jishi hasn't contacted her for two consecutive days, so she just treats him as normal. He is a patient with intermittent seizures. Unexpectedly, he pops up on the third day coming.
Park Yinli, who has turned day and night for three consecutive days, has a sharp increase in demand for coffee. There is no way she must cooperate with the producer's time. This is really the producer's decision. The singer has nothing to choose. The key is that people don't want Qian Chun. Volunteering to help, can she still pick time with others?That's not a matter of principle, let's cooperate.
Pu Yinli, who arrived in the recording studio early at [-] o'clock in the evening, was opening his voice. After a while, the producer arrived and appeared with legs wrapped in a layer of knee pads, which surprised Pu Yinli.
"You are hurt?"
"No."
Pu Yinli was taken aback, pointed at his breath and asked, "What is this?"
"New style." Yin Zhiyuan said to her as he walked towards the console, "Recently there is a new fashion, popular."
Pu Yinli, who was silent for half a second, first pushed the swivel chair over to let him sit, and then pushed the elder brother in the 'wheelchair' to the operating table, "Did I tell you that someone in the family is a doctor? Do you think I don't know that this is to protect the knees?"
"If you know, ask." Yin Zhiyuan looked up at her with a smile, "It's an old injury, effusion in the knee is water accumulation, just take a rest and it will be fine."
"Effusion...Are you busy recently?" Pu Yinli pushed the man to sit down, and stood in front of him leaning against the console, "Tired? Then shall we..."
"How do you know I'm tired? Are you the doctor at home?"
"Brother Zhong Zai also has this problem. He seems to be a little bit of a dancer. This thing is a standard equipment for work-related injuries."
Yin Zhiyuan, who realized that she really understood a little, waved his hands and was not going to quarrel with her. Instead of talking about himself, he asked her, "How is your throat? You're not used to staying up late and turning around all of a sudden, your body won't be able to keep up. Is that okay?"
If there is no such thing as his injury, then even if there is a problem, Pu Yinli will say it's okay, but if he is injured and still plays the role of being physically disabled, then "it's not good, the state is not good, maybe I need to rest for a day."
"If it's not good, just hold back. You don't have time to rest. There are still people who have debuted for three months. Don't talk about staying up all night. You should be staying up all night for a week." Fingers let her enter the shed obediently.
Pu Yinli, who looked at his knees hesitantly, wanted to speak, but was glared at by Yin Zhiyuan, be honest, and went into the studio to record.
In fact, the song has almost been recorded, but there are still some small flaws. Yin Zhiyuan asked her if she wanted to find a sound repair or try it out by herself. Pu Yinli wanted to try it out, so she needed to work harder.
Check the status of the singer's recording, the status is good, and there are some who have gone through it all at once, and it takes less than an hour.If the state is not good, it will be difficult, but the battle can be over in a day or two. After all, a song is only a few minutes from beginning to end, how long can it be recorded.
Park Yinli will be delayed until the third day. On the one hand, he is not used to staying up all night, and his voice took a while to get better on the first day; on the other hand, he is looking for the feeling of Jin Yuner singing; secondly, they are not really staying up all night. Every time she would leave at four or five in the morning at most, Pu Yinli couldn't bear it, she was super sleepy, and when she was sleepy, she was out of shape.
From this point of view, the total of three days did not exceed eight hours, and the real effective recording time may not be four hours. Today is the third day, and this speed is considered normal.
Pu Yinli, who was advancing at a normal speed, was worried that her brother would be tired, so she performed supernormally and passed it three times. Compared with her previous state, Yin Zhiyuan joked that she would have worn knee pads on the first day if she knew it.
"You still need a little pressure to produce results." Yin Zhiyuan looked at the singer who came out of the studio. "Next time we still record songs together, I will find some pressure for you to stimulate you."
Thank you Pu Yinli for being insensitive and told him to stop making trouble. Seeing that he still had to do something, she quickly stopped him. She didn't rush to the point of dispatching the patient. If the knee effusion is exhausted, you must rest more. Staying up late is definitely not an option.Yin Zhiyuan's time was limited, he wanted to finish the work quickly, but Pu Yinli stopped him from working, so he could only follow the child, put his arm on the shoulder of his sister who was regarded as a critically ill patient, and press down half-jokingly She goes out.
Pu Yinli, who 'carried' people all the way up from the basement, couldn't help complaining that his brother was about to lose weight when he was almost at the gate. Yin Zhiyuan said that he was not only losing weight, but also trying to quit smoking.
"Good thing, why do you suddenly want to quit smoking?"
"Stage..."
One patient stopped talking because another patient got out of the car and was waving at them.
Park Yinli, who changed producers, did not tell the new producer that she still has a former producer. When it comes to human feelings, she didn't mention it.
She didn't mention it, but Yin Zhiyuan knew that she had changed the producer, because the song produced by Li Xinghe should theoretically be Li Xinghe's producer, at least Li Xinghe would be responsible for recording the song, but it must be the person who came to him There is a reason.Yin Zhiyuan didn't find out the details, but he knew that Zheng Jishi had meddled.
Yin Zhiyuan knew it, so Zheng Jishi wanted to go wrong when he got out of the car. He came here specially at this point. It couldn't be that he was looking for him. just arrived.
Is that the person who came to find Pu Yinli?
The people on the side of the road closed the car door and walked towards them, Yin Zhiyuan lowered his head to test Pu Yinli.
"Should I stay or leave first?"
"...stay here."
Park Yinli didn't dare to face intermittent mental patients in the middle of the night. It's not that he doubted what Zheng Jishi would do to her, but that the matter itself was not safe. Basic vigilance is still necessary. How many acquaintances commit crimes in criminal cases? Woolen cloth!
If you stayed, it became a three-person game, and it was not easy to talk in a three-person game. Zheng Jishi and Yin Zhiyuan exchanged pleasantries, and the patients who came to block people asked Pu Yinli if he was going home, and Yin Zhiyuan picked him up from the side. In a word, I will send her.
Zheng Jishi, with eyebrows raised slightly, looked at Pu Yinli with a smile, meaning that when she makes a decision, is there any need for Pu Yinli to say "I'll take a taxi." Before the two men say it's not safe, give a safe suggestion first." I'll take photos for you, license plate, driver, and give you information when you get home." It's safe.
This answer made Yin Zhiyuan have nothing to say, no position, she also left like this two days ago, he wanted to give it away, but she refused, and he couldn't force it.
Zheng Jishi has something to say, he feels that he has a position, "wait for the driver to really take you to some wild mountains and mountains, and there is no rush for those."
Pu Yinli, who was blocked, felt that he was being picky. Is she so unlucky, but if he insisted on saying that, he turned his head towards Yin Zhiyuan, "Brother, send me."
Yin Zhiyuan laughed immediately, patted her on the head and nodded to Zheng Jishi, "Do you have anything else?" It's okay, let's go.
Zheng Jishi, who must have something else to do, looked at the driver and asked, "Can I talk to her alone?"
"Why ask me that." Yin Zhiyuan smiled and said, "You should ask her."
Zheng Jishi's eyes flickered slightly, a little annoyed, he messed up.Pu Yinli actually laughed, she likes brother Zhiyuan so much!
I don’t want to cause trouble for my favorite brother, and I don’t want to involve my favorite brother in strange incidents. Park Yinli said that he can chat alone, not far away, just on the side of the road, Yin Zhiyuan can see but can’t hear what they say The place.
Behind him stood the 'big guy' Park Eun-li, who was very confident, first looked in the direction of Yin Zhiyuan to make sure he was there, and then said to Zheng Jishi who came to block people, "If you came to me specifically to confess, then we have nothing to say."
Zheng Jishi, who also looked in that direction first, sighed with a smile, trying to explain, "I'm not here to bother you, but..."
"I understand. Calculating the time, I can almost finish the recording today. You didn't want to disturb my work." Pu Yinli still had some understanding of him, this brother is not a bad person.He's not someone who would annoy girls for 'pursuing', he's not that boring.
Zheng Jishi, who is really not bad and not so boring, came here today to show his misery and sincerity. Let me first talk about the problems I encountered, about the company, about friends, about the future direction and...
It took about ten minutes to say this, and before he finished, Pu Yinli thought that he was about to start a long speech, so he reached out and interrupted, "Tomorrow morning..." Calculate the time, "It's noon, let's have dinner together at noon, I'll go to you ...Let's go to Brother Xinghe's studio to talk." Looking at Yin Zhiyuan's direction, "Brother Zhiyuan is not feeling well, I have to go back."
The long speech on analyzing the heart was interrupted just after it started. Zheng Jishi didn't want to disconnect, so he unconsciously said, "Let him go first." Seeing Pu Yinli shaking her head and looking at her absurdly, "Could you be Be on guard against me, who am I?"
"It's not that I'm on guard against you, it's that Brother Zhiyuan won't feel at ease if we two go alone." Pu Yinli told him not to think about it. "If I went with you from the beginning, he wouldn't think too much, but not now."
Zheng Jishi really wanted to say that you followed me at the beginning, but that "start" has passed, and it is meaningless to say that now.
The boring three-person game returned to the two-person team again. The two were waiting in Yin Zhiyuan's car for the substitute driver. Call a substitute driver.Yin Zhiyuan struggled for a while, but after a few words of persuasion from Pu Yinli, he happily agreed. This is because she cared about him, so why not agree.
Caring is mutual, the younger sister cares about the older brother, and the older brother also cares about... the younger sister.
"What's the matter with Zheng Jishi?" Yin Zhiyuan turned to face her sideways, "What is so serious that you want to block me?"
It's not convenient to talk about it, so Pu Yinli replied vaguely, "It's nothing."
As far as her answer is concerned, there must be something, Yin Zhiyuan rolled his eyes, "Chasing you?" Thinking of not letting him go just now, "Confession failed?" Seeing that she didn't speak, I understood, "After the confession failed, I will not give up and continue to pursue... harassment ?”
"It's not as exaggerated as harassment." Pu Yinli said quickly, fearing that he might misunderstand.
From a man's point of view, the act of a bastard outside confessing to a girl he likes is harassment, and if the confession fails and comes to block people, it must be harassment.
Yin Zhiyuan frowned and reminded her, "If you don't like it, you should simply break it and block it directly. Next time, if he blocks you somewhere in the middle of the night, you can call me."
"It's really not like that, he..." Pu Yinli hesitated, can he say "He doesn't like me, it's just... I don't know, he seems to treat me like driftwood, and he must fall into the sea to survive It doesn’t matter who the wood is, the important thing is that the wood must be there.”
Yin Zhiyuan, who didn't understand a single word, asked her to tell the story in detail, and Park Yinli started to tell the detailed story with the regular lines of I tell you, you can't tell others.
Here at Park Yinli, the story begins on the first day of the Lunar New Year, when Zheng Jishi was in a terrible state, not only physically but also spiritually.It's not that he doesn't have family and friends to accompany him, it's that he doesn't want someone to accompany him, so she didn't know why he called her.Asking her to guess might be the same as the reason she once asked Jiang Shengyun to tell her family and friends what she couldn't say, that is, because she is half-baked, she can contact her.
Zheng Jishi, who was in a bad state, also said something very bad. A girl should expect what will happen when she comes to a man's house alone.
"What did he say?! That bastard..."
"No, listen to me first."
Pu Yinli, who pressed her hands down to let her brother calm down first, said her thoughts, "He is tired, very tired, so tired that he has no strength and no thoughts of struggling, just thinking about sinking, sinking is the easiest. My appearance may It caused a misunderstanding. I am not the sinking type. I will find a way to solve things. He feels that I am different from him. He dare not and has no strength to climb up. In order to make himself more comfortable, he wants to put me Pull it down too, to prove that everyone is the same, he has no problem but the world has a problem."
"Our subconscious is protecting ourselves all the time. To him, those words were not malicious to me, but rather he wanted to find a partner for himself. I happened to appear at that time, so it became the best choice." Pu Yinli can understand Zheng Jishi's approach, although she doesn't accept it, but she can understand "I called Brother Xinghe to find him, but I haven't contacted him since then, I already have a partner, but the maintenance time is relatively short. "
Yin Zhiyuan couldn't understand this matter, he didn't understand, he didn't accept it, and he was very upset, "You don't care about him, it has nothing to do with you, his kindness is not so kind, and there is still contact after that, what are you thinking!" This guy is It's so easy to bully that everyone comes up to take a bite!
Park Yinli just laughed, "I haven't contacted, it was Brother Xinghe who called me and told me that he was dying and asked me to go see the last time, and said that the next time we meet is to pay homage to the dead body, it was so miserable that I contacted him again Go up." Otherwise, she wouldn't contact Zheng Jishi, understanding is understanding, but understanding doesn't mean you have to accept it unconditionally, it's strange that she doesn't accept that kind of approach.
"You should wait for him to be buried and give it to him..." Yin Zhiyuan paused, the relationship between them was actually good, and it wasn't so bad that he wanted to say something so bad, he raised his hand to signal Pu Yinli to continue talking.
Continuing on, we went to the sauna room where we met next time. This time, she led Li Xinghe to give him a hand through the music, so that he would not continue to sink.Pu Yinli felt that the key point might be here. She pulled him and succeeded. In her opinion, it might be because she didn't want him to continue like that, but in Zheng Jishi's view, it probably represented that she was The one who could be driftwood, the one who could give him a respite from the boundless depths of the sea, could save him.
"Are you sure?" Yin Zhiyuan didn't really believe it, "It's a bit exaggerated."
"I'm not sure, but there's a strong possibility."
Park Yinli didn't think in that direction at first, who would think about that when he had nothing to do, but Zheng Jishi was a little strange, it was strange to write songs for her suddenly, and later he wanted to be her producer, so that's even worse Strange, strange, if there was no confession, Pu Yinli would have really regarded his actions as kindness, but with the confession, it would be too one-sided to think only with kindness.
"He wanted to find a connection point, to connect me with him, and being a producer and a singer was probably the best way he could try and think of at that time. That was his best field, and I just happened to And he is not good at it. If he does well enough, it will probably make me feel dependent. Singers depend on producers, just like actors depend on directors. We are only one part of the work, and you are the ones who control the work. "
"Unfortunately, this connection is broken, then he needs something new so that I can't leave him, or don't want to leave him."
Park Yinli, who guessed the reason for the confession based on the behavior of the other party, is not herself after all. Her guesses are all from her own point of view. This is the most reasonable answer she can think of as to why Zheng Jishi made such an abrupt confession.You can't think that guy is really crazy, at least you have to have a plausible reason, right?
This reason sounds a bit weird to Yin Zhiyuan, who is neither the person involved nor experienced the incident himself, "You never thought that he might just like you?" This point is much more reliable than driftwood.
"have not thought."
"why?"
"He doesn't like me."
"how do you know?"
"We don't know each other well."
Pu Yinli said things that made Yin Zhiyuan doubt his life as a matter of course.
"We have known each other for a long time but we haven't met a few times. The few times we met, there was still something to do. I was different from usual when I had something to solve. I was completely relaxed, just like my brother, brother. Doesn’t he have different attitudes towards different people and different things? He is not even familiar with me, he doesn’t know what I like or what I hate, his starting point is all in himself.”
"In his opinion, the key point of the sentence I like you is 'I'. It is Zheng Jishi who likes Pu Yinli. It has nothing to do with Pu Yinli." Park Yinli himself said, "What he likes is a fantasy, he fantasizes The character who can save him in the movie will change him and lead him out of the quagmire. It is a person who is likely to never meet again in this life. Because he is stuck in that swamp, he can't see others, old friends don't see each other, new If you don’t know how to make friends, then I’m the only one left.”
Pu Yinli, who didn't know that his words were not hitting someone alone, continued to stab the knife, "Brother Xinghe told me that if a man likes you, you can definitely feel it, and if you don't feel it, you don't like it. That brother Although it's a bit...bad in love, but what I said is still very reasonable. If I can't feel the other party's liking, then his liking is either so shallow that I can't feel it, or it belongs to me alone, regardless of whether I like it It's more important that everyone is 'I'."
Yin Zhiyuan, who was stabbed inexplicably, held his wound and struggled to survive, "Don't be so extreme, you don't have to express all your likes, you always have to give the person you have a crush on a chance."
"It's not that he's secretly in love, he's confessed." Pu Yinli didn't understand what he meant, and slashed his backhand again "Besides, I don't really believe that the other party who has a secret love can hide it doesn't know anything, unless that person pretends to be stupid. Otherwise, I can’t hide it. Isn’t love something that will come out of the eyes even if you close your mouth tightly? If he likes me, I will know it when I see his eyes. I’m not stupid. Can you not know?"
I don't know whether this knife was stabbed in Yin Zhiyuan's body or the "fool" himself. In short, Yin Zhiyuan felt that he had no way to save himself and had to hide his vest, otherwise Zheng Jishi's fate would be a lesson for him.
In order to prevent himself from falling into a miserable situation, Yin Zhiyuan felt that it was necessary to ask clearly, "In your heart, what is the point of the sentence that you think I like you? You?"
"It's liking, admiration, admiration, and longing." Pu Yinli stacked beautiful words and looked at Yin Zhiyuan, looked into his eyes with the expression that matched those beautiful words, and told him, what is her "I like you" sentence? if.
"I like you, just like you, whether you are shining or falling into the abyss, I like you. I like your existence itself, and I am grateful for all the journeys that have allowed me to meet you, whether it is difficult or smooth. As long as I can meet you, everything is perfect, because of your existence, because of my liking, that is a confession."
Yin Zhiyuan felt that he had received such a confession, even if Pu Yinli hadn't said it to him, he still felt that he had been hit, by the girl under the dim yellow roof light.
The other person who was hit was living in the daytime, under the sun, and the noon sun was dazzling. Zheng Jishi and Park Yinli were in the process of confessing and being rejected by Li Xinghe who was kicked out of their studio.
Zheng Jishi joked with Park Yinli that the fact that I pursue you should not be annoying to you, but I have never pursued a girl who has no feelings for me at all, so I hope Park Yinli can set a limit standard, such as what behavior It's bound to make her hate it or something.
Pu Yinli, who didn't plan to give a strategy to the suitor, just spread the word out, told him about the driftwood in the sea that she said before she stabbed Yin Zhiyuan last night, and then told Zheng Jishi, what do you like? Not me, and I wouldn't be your driftwood.
"It's so complicated..." Zheng Jishi didn't recognize it at all, and laughed at her, "I like you beautiful, I didn't expect you to have thoughts, an interesting soul combined with a beautiful skin, it's a pity not to pursue such a good girl."
For a moment, Pu Yinli suspected that she was really thinking too much, and she couldn't believe it when she saw his shaking legs from the corner of her eye. This guy was obviously nervous and wanted to escape, so why pretend? "Okay, if you have to say that, Then I don't like your soul and I don't think how much your skin is..."
"Yeah." Zheng Jishi jumped up from the sofa, "What are you talking about, isn't your brother handsome!"
Park Yinli nodded earnestly and said, "Not handsome."
"Then who is handsome!"
"Tom Cruise."
"..."
Pu Yinli, who threw Wang Zha, looked at Diamond Three, "Is there any problem?"
"It's a foul, if I say you can't sing like Whitney Houston, think so!"
"It's an honor. It's an honor to be placed on the same level for comparison."
I can’t talk about the appearance, and I can’t talk about the soul. Zheng Jishi is a little helpless, “I want to chase you, but I am not forcing you to be with me now, so why resist, why not enjoy the pursuit first, hi If you don’t like it, watch it again.”
Pu Yinli, who vaguely felt that she had heard similar words before, shook her head and said no, "Why are you chasing me even if you don't like me, it's strange."
"I don't like you for anything, I like you so much, okay?" Zheng Jishi exaggeratedly grabbed his chest, "Should I dig out my heart and show you?"
Park Yinli, who was tactically leaning back and showing rejection with movements, was also a little depressed, "Think about it clearly, there is only one chance, if you really want to chase, then go after it, but if you really chase after it, I feel that my life will be disturbed I will not be with you anymore, and even if you lie in the hospital with your last breath, I will not bid farewell to your body."
"I'm just pretending to die, you're sure I'm going to die." Zheng Jishi was angry and funny, "Are you so sure you don't like me?"
Park Yinli, who was very sure, nodded vigorously, and Zheng Jishi wanted to hit her, "Why! Who do you like!"
"Me." Pointing at himself, Pu Yinli straightened his waist to let him see clearly, "The person I like must be similar to me. He is a little sun full of positive energy, who can shine on the people around him."
Zheng Jishi, who was silent for two seconds, looked at her expressionlessly, "Why didn't I know you were so narcissistic."
"This is what someone else said, I just repeat it." Park Yinli, who can be very narcissistic when necessary, told him what he learned from him, "I have never been in a relationship, so I am not sure what type of man I would like. Boy, but I know exactly what type I don't like."
"Don't like me like this?"
"Ah."
"It's too much, am I that bad?"
Park Yinli thought about it, and decided to hit him, "It's good to be friends, and it's good to be a senior, an older brother, etc., but it's not good to be a boyfriend. You are too mournful, not ordinary mourning. If we were together, I must have worked hard to make you not be so sad, telling you that the flowers are good, the trees are good and the moon is full, and you will tell me that the flowers are just like that, the trees are not bad, and the moon is incomplete most of the time."
Zheng Jishi, who was stabbed face to face, was taken aback. Who is this guy?So who is the aggressive and vicious guy?
Park Yinli showed her media-only smiling face trained in S|M, and introduced herself to her brother who didn’t know her, “The person I like should at least be able to walk side by side with me. It is very tiring to drag a person forward, even if I am willing to bear the weight because I like it, I will still get tired after a long time, and I am not a perpetual motion machine."
"Brother, senior. Seriously, I think you might as well look for driftwood from friends or family members instead of me. The probability of success is higher, because I don't want to be anyone's driftwood, and I don't like to carry Whoever moves forward with heavy burdens, I would rather be alone than that, I walk more steadily by myself."
Who is this person?Who is this selfish guy?Where did Pu Yin go?Where did that girl go?
The girl stood in the same place and never changed. "I am very personal. My personal advice is that you should not treat anyone as driftwood or salvation. It is best not to use family members, friends, or lovers, because the road is always the same. Go on your own. Whether it’s your music or your life, it’s a road that you spend more time walking by yourself. We all need partners when we are resting. I can be a partner, relatives and friends can be, but more forward The way to go still needs to be taken by oneself.”
"I don't know your specific situation, and I don't know exactly what happened, but such a problem must be because you have put too much weight on yourself that you don't need to bear. The expectations of others, the appreciation of fans, and even some Cursing, you listen to everything, you want to do your best, but the reality tells you that you can’t do it, we all have limits, we are stuck in the limit and step over it, once you stagnate, it is the beginning of the fall.”
"Don't listen to those voices, don't look at those expectations, I..."
"What do you know!"
Park Yinli pursed her lips and looked at Zheng Jishi with a downcast face, and sighed silently, "I don't know if I really understand, I still don't understand fans or career problems, but I understand being expected by others but I can't do it." How does it feel. I was treated as a genius when I was a child, and I have enjoyed all the genius treatment you can imagine. My parents have high expectations for me and hope that I can enter the Presbyterian Church...a top hospital in the United States. Maybe my father thought about me As an adult, you can read an MD and enter the top medical institutions in the world."
"Those weights used to weigh me out of breath. When I found out that I don't want to be a doctor and I want to stand on the stage, I couldn't find the direction, and I didn't know what to do. Until I told my parents Said, I want to become a trainee. I have already planned to be fiercely opposed by them, but they..."
Pu Yinli, who lowered his head and smiled softly, is warm and soft under the sun, "Dad apologized to me, saying sorry for not taking care of me." Before he was about to speak, he raised his head and smiled brightly at him." You can also tell someone you trust, say that you are tired and need to rest, and you can’t guess whether they will object to you, you can only know if you say it. Say, maybe, they I will apologize to you."
The sun was glaring, and the smile was even glaring. The glaring Zheng Jishi turned his head away from her, "You said it nicely, it was you."
"It's the same with you, Zheng Jishi, President Hongdae~ Friends are all over the world, such a good person, who can be your friend and you can treat him as a brother must also be very good. Do you have no confidence in your friend? I am super sure Confidence, confidence in your friends, in you, and in the uncles and aunts who can cultivate such a good person as Zheng Jishi. They will always stand by your side. As long as you say you are tired, they will definitely stand by your side , Let me tell you, don’t worry, it’s okay to take a break.”
Park Yinli has absolute confidence, because Zheng Jishi is such a good person.
Zheng Jishi didn't have much confidence, because "you didn't stand on my side, and I confessed."
"How about I stand on your side? If someone told me that, I would have blocked him a long time ago."
"Then you still say
That is your music, that is the so-called person representing destiny.
Li Xinghe said that Zheng Jishi has been slumped for a long time, and Zheng Jishi has indeed been slumped for a long time, and he can't find the way forward.Success is successful, money is earned, fame is not lacking, parents are still alive, there is nothing to worry about in the future, and there is no goal to strive for.
Life is meaningless.
Of course, there is also an unspeakable pressure that comes from someone who has done a lot better than him in a boring life, worked harder than him, improved more than him, and is also not lacking in talent.The contrast gap is too big,? At least it is too big for him,? So big that he lost his way and couldn't find the so-called meaning or meaning.
In such a boring life, I met Pu Yinli and told him, you are changing me,? You didn't do it on purpose,? But you are changing me.Using the established rules,? Using what everyone thinks is right,? Subtly changing me.
That's not right, I need to get away from you, from you who created that environment.
Why are there people like Pu Yinli in this world? There must be people like Pu Yinli in this world, there must be people like Pu Yinli in this world.
Someone has to tell him right now, right now, that when his world goes wrong, his brain and his soul will tell him that you should leave.
Zheng Jishi wanted to leave, he wanted to take Pu Yinli with him, and he wanted to find the Zheng Jishi who had ambitions, desires, and everything he no longer had.
The girl on the single sofa sat in the same position as the first day of the new year, and said that he could see the gods in this woman just like the first day of the new year. He wanted this girl very much.The longing that seeped from the bones was conveyed to the skin and to the brain, which aroused goose bumps and made his hair stand on end.
He wants this person, wants to have, wants to have, wants to hold her hand and get out of the quagmire.
This is the girl who can take him to heaven, the girl he will never meet again in this life.
"I'll be nice to you, I'll..."
'Snapped! '
Pu Yinli, who slapped his face with a slap, raised his knees, hands and feet to push him away, and jumped out of the sofa three meters away, "Be normal!" Seeing that he was about to move, he screamed, "Don't move! I'm calling the police!"
Zheng Jishi, who fell to the ground, was stunned for a moment and then laughed. He raised his head and laughed, laughing like crazy. Pu Yinli, who was laughing, thought he was crazy.
Zheng Jishi is not crazy and has no intention of pretending to be crazy. He even knows clearly that the other party refuses. The most suitable response at present is to pretend to be crazy and say that I didn't do it just as a joke. He stood up and looked at the girl who avoided him. , said with a hoarse voice, a particularly magnetic voice.
"Get ready, I'm going to chase you."
Immediately taking a big step back, Pu Yinli glanced at the mobile phone on the coffee table from the corner of her eye, and discussed with the psychopath who claimed to be chasing her, "Can I not prepare?"
"Can't!"
"..."
Pu Yinli, who really felt that he was going crazy, was not going to stimulate the mentally ill, and tentatively said that he had to think about it, thinking about getting the phone back first, calling the police is impossible, but he can run away!
Zheng Jishi, who can see through what she wants at a glance, didn't stop her, and it's not good to be in a hurry.
No one stopped Pu Yinli and ran away. Not long after, Police Officer Li came in to warn the patient not to go crazy.Patient Zheng reminded his brother that it was the first time he 'confessed' to Pu Yinli that he wanted to chase her, but Li Xinghe knew it before, so why pretend he didn't know.
"I thought you were joking, are you serious?"
"real."
"You are crazy!"
"Ah."
The lunatic was too calm, and normal people couldn't continue chatting with him. Li Xinghe called Pu Yinli and said that he would block him if he really couldn't do it.Other tricks... don't quite work either.
Pu Yinli, who is difficult to ask for a number, is not the type who will easily block others, unless the other party really offends her, such as Li Xinghe in the past.Zheng Jishi who confessed is not counted, he is at most a patient, how can she care about the patient.
The patient who can't care about uses the things of sympathy and self-cultivation to start chasing people in an insatiable way.
First, he chased Yin Zhiyuan's company.
As much as the patient makes Park Yinli's head hurt, the new producer makes the singer so happy.Except that she and Yin Zhiyuan had to shelve the contract because of the unresolved money issue, there was no conflict at all, no real conflict at all, and Yin Zhiyuan was super awesome as a producer.
No, there is another small problem, this brother only works at night.
The time they meet is after twelve o'clock at night, and the earliest is 11:30.As a result, Park Yinli seldom lied to her mother that she was very busy recently and wanted to go to the dormitory very late when she came back. It was not a lie, she was really busy, but she couldn’t tell her mother that she had to work in the middle of the night, and her mother would definitely feel that the producer very strange.
My mother didn't suspect that her daughter, who hardly lied, was even more worried that Pu Yinli would not be able to adapt to the dormitory environment. In her mother's eyes, the environment was a bit bad, so she rented a house for Pu Yinli near the company for her to make the transition. Buy her another suitable house, and the child must be independent when he grows up.
About the house, my mother will arrange it all by myself, and Park Yinli will be responsible for listening to the arrangements. Zheng Jishi hasn't contacted her for two consecutive days, so she just treats him as normal. He is a patient with intermittent seizures. Unexpectedly, he pops up on the third day coming.
Park Yinli, who has turned day and night for three consecutive days, has a sharp increase in demand for coffee. There is no way she must cooperate with the producer's time. This is really the producer's decision. The singer has nothing to choose. The key is that people don't want Qian Chun. Volunteering to help, can she still pick time with others?That's not a matter of principle, let's cooperate.
Pu Yinli, who arrived in the recording studio early at [-] o'clock in the evening, was opening his voice. After a while, the producer arrived and appeared with legs wrapped in a layer of knee pads, which surprised Pu Yinli.
"You are hurt?"
"No."
Pu Yinli was taken aback, pointed at his breath and asked, "What is this?"
"New style." Yin Zhiyuan said to her as he walked towards the console, "Recently there is a new fashion, popular."
Pu Yinli, who was silent for half a second, first pushed the swivel chair over to let him sit, and then pushed the elder brother in the 'wheelchair' to the operating table, "Did I tell you that someone in the family is a doctor? Do you think I don't know that this is to protect the knees?"
"If you know, ask." Yin Zhiyuan looked up at her with a smile, "It's an old injury, effusion in the knee is water accumulation, just take a rest and it will be fine."
"Effusion...Are you busy recently?" Pu Yinli pushed the man to sit down, and stood in front of him leaning against the console, "Tired? Then shall we..."
"How do you know I'm tired? Are you the doctor at home?"
"Brother Zhong Zai also has this problem. He seems to be a little bit of a dancer. This thing is a standard equipment for work-related injuries."
Yin Zhiyuan, who realized that she really understood a little, waved his hands and was not going to quarrel with her. Instead of talking about himself, he asked her, "How is your throat? You're not used to staying up late and turning around all of a sudden, your body won't be able to keep up. Is that okay?"
If there is no such thing as his injury, then even if there is a problem, Pu Yinli will say it's okay, but if he is injured and still plays the role of being physically disabled, then "it's not good, the state is not good, maybe I need to rest for a day."
"If it's not good, just hold back. You don't have time to rest. There are still people who have debuted for three months. Don't talk about staying up all night. You should be staying up all night for a week." Fingers let her enter the shed obediently.
Pu Yinli, who looked at his knees hesitantly, wanted to speak, but was glared at by Yin Zhiyuan, be honest, and went into the studio to record.
In fact, the song has almost been recorded, but there are still some small flaws. Yin Zhiyuan asked her if she wanted to find a sound repair or try it out by herself. Pu Yinli wanted to try it out, so she needed to work harder.
Check the status of the singer's recording, the status is good, and there are some who have gone through it all at once, and it takes less than an hour.If the state is not good, it will be difficult, but the battle can be over in a day or two. After all, a song is only a few minutes from beginning to end, how long can it be recorded.
Park Yinli will be delayed until the third day. On the one hand, he is not used to staying up all night, and his voice took a while to get better on the first day; on the other hand, he is looking for the feeling of Jin Yuner singing; secondly, they are not really staying up all night. Every time she would leave at four or five in the morning at most, Pu Yinli couldn't bear it, she was super sleepy, and when she was sleepy, she was out of shape.
From this point of view, the total of three days did not exceed eight hours, and the real effective recording time may not be four hours. Today is the third day, and this speed is considered normal.
Pu Yinli, who was advancing at a normal speed, was worried that her brother would be tired, so she performed supernormally and passed it three times. Compared with her previous state, Yin Zhiyuan joked that she would have worn knee pads on the first day if she knew it.
"You still need a little pressure to produce results." Yin Zhiyuan looked at the singer who came out of the studio. "Next time we still record songs together, I will find some pressure for you to stimulate you."
Thank you Pu Yinli for being insensitive and told him to stop making trouble. Seeing that he still had to do something, she quickly stopped him. She didn't rush to the point of dispatching the patient. If the knee effusion is exhausted, you must rest more. Staying up late is definitely not an option.Yin Zhiyuan's time was limited, he wanted to finish the work quickly, but Pu Yinli stopped him from working, so he could only follow the child, put his arm on the shoulder of his sister who was regarded as a critically ill patient, and press down half-jokingly She goes out.
Pu Yinli, who 'carried' people all the way up from the basement, couldn't help complaining that his brother was about to lose weight when he was almost at the gate. Yin Zhiyuan said that he was not only losing weight, but also trying to quit smoking.
"Good thing, why do you suddenly want to quit smoking?"
"Stage..."
One patient stopped talking because another patient got out of the car and was waving at them.
Park Yinli, who changed producers, did not tell the new producer that she still has a former producer. When it comes to human feelings, she didn't mention it.
She didn't mention it, but Yin Zhiyuan knew that she had changed the producer, because the song produced by Li Xinghe should theoretically be Li Xinghe's producer, at least Li Xinghe would be responsible for recording the song, but it must be the person who came to him There is a reason.Yin Zhiyuan didn't find out the details, but he knew that Zheng Jishi had meddled.
Yin Zhiyuan knew it, so Zheng Jishi wanted to go wrong when he got out of the car. He came here specially at this point. It couldn't be that he was looking for him. just arrived.
Is that the person who came to find Pu Yinli?
The people on the side of the road closed the car door and walked towards them, Yin Zhiyuan lowered his head to test Pu Yinli.
"Should I stay or leave first?"
"...stay here."
Park Yinli didn't dare to face intermittent mental patients in the middle of the night. It's not that he doubted what Zheng Jishi would do to her, but that the matter itself was not safe. Basic vigilance is still necessary. How many acquaintances commit crimes in criminal cases? Woolen cloth!
If you stayed, it became a three-person game, and it was not easy to talk in a three-person game. Zheng Jishi and Yin Zhiyuan exchanged pleasantries, and the patients who came to block people asked Pu Yinli if he was going home, and Yin Zhiyuan picked him up from the side. In a word, I will send her.
Zheng Jishi, with eyebrows raised slightly, looked at Pu Yinli with a smile, meaning that when she makes a decision, is there any need for Pu Yinli to say "I'll take a taxi." Before the two men say it's not safe, give a safe suggestion first." I'll take photos for you, license plate, driver, and give you information when you get home." It's safe.
This answer made Yin Zhiyuan have nothing to say, no position, she also left like this two days ago, he wanted to give it away, but she refused, and he couldn't force it.
Zheng Jishi has something to say, he feels that he has a position, "wait for the driver to really take you to some wild mountains and mountains, and there is no rush for those."
Pu Yinli, who was blocked, felt that he was being picky. Is she so unlucky, but if he insisted on saying that, he turned his head towards Yin Zhiyuan, "Brother, send me."
Yin Zhiyuan laughed immediately, patted her on the head and nodded to Zheng Jishi, "Do you have anything else?" It's okay, let's go.
Zheng Jishi, who must have something else to do, looked at the driver and asked, "Can I talk to her alone?"
"Why ask me that." Yin Zhiyuan smiled and said, "You should ask her."
Zheng Jishi's eyes flickered slightly, a little annoyed, he messed up.Pu Yinli actually laughed, she likes brother Zhiyuan so much!
I don’t want to cause trouble for my favorite brother, and I don’t want to involve my favorite brother in strange incidents. Park Yinli said that he can chat alone, not far away, just on the side of the road, Yin Zhiyuan can see but can’t hear what they say The place.
Behind him stood the 'big guy' Park Eun-li, who was very confident, first looked in the direction of Yin Zhiyuan to make sure he was there, and then said to Zheng Jishi who came to block people, "If you came to me specifically to confess, then we have nothing to say."
Zheng Jishi, who also looked in that direction first, sighed with a smile, trying to explain, "I'm not here to bother you, but..."
"I understand. Calculating the time, I can almost finish the recording today. You didn't want to disturb my work." Pu Yinli still had some understanding of him, this brother is not a bad person.He's not someone who would annoy girls for 'pursuing', he's not that boring.
Zheng Jishi, who is really not bad and not so boring, came here today to show his misery and sincerity. Let me first talk about the problems I encountered, about the company, about friends, about the future direction and...
It took about ten minutes to say this, and before he finished, Pu Yinli thought that he was about to start a long speech, so he reached out and interrupted, "Tomorrow morning..." Calculate the time, "It's noon, let's have dinner together at noon, I'll go to you ...Let's go to Brother Xinghe's studio to talk." Looking at Yin Zhiyuan's direction, "Brother Zhiyuan is not feeling well, I have to go back."
The long speech on analyzing the heart was interrupted just after it started. Zheng Jishi didn't want to disconnect, so he unconsciously said, "Let him go first." Seeing Pu Yinli shaking her head and looking at her absurdly, "Could you be Be on guard against me, who am I?"
"It's not that I'm on guard against you, it's that Brother Zhiyuan won't feel at ease if we two go alone." Pu Yinli told him not to think about it. "If I went with you from the beginning, he wouldn't think too much, but not now."
Zheng Jishi really wanted to say that you followed me at the beginning, but that "start" has passed, and it is meaningless to say that now.
The boring three-person game returned to the two-person team again. The two were waiting in Yin Zhiyuan's car for the substitute driver. Call a substitute driver.Yin Zhiyuan struggled for a while, but after a few words of persuasion from Pu Yinli, he happily agreed. This is because she cared about him, so why not agree.
Caring is mutual, the younger sister cares about the older brother, and the older brother also cares about... the younger sister.
"What's the matter with Zheng Jishi?" Yin Zhiyuan turned to face her sideways, "What is so serious that you want to block me?"
It's not convenient to talk about it, so Pu Yinli replied vaguely, "It's nothing."
As far as her answer is concerned, there must be something, Yin Zhiyuan rolled his eyes, "Chasing you?" Thinking of not letting him go just now, "Confession failed?" Seeing that she didn't speak, I understood, "After the confession failed, I will not give up and continue to pursue... harassment ?”
"It's not as exaggerated as harassment." Pu Yinli said quickly, fearing that he might misunderstand.
From a man's point of view, the act of a bastard outside confessing to a girl he likes is harassment, and if the confession fails and comes to block people, it must be harassment.
Yin Zhiyuan frowned and reminded her, "If you don't like it, you should simply break it and block it directly. Next time, if he blocks you somewhere in the middle of the night, you can call me."
"It's really not like that, he..." Pu Yinli hesitated, can he say "He doesn't like me, it's just... I don't know, he seems to treat me like driftwood, and he must fall into the sea to survive It doesn’t matter who the wood is, the important thing is that the wood must be there.”
Yin Zhiyuan, who didn't understand a single word, asked her to tell the story in detail, and Park Yinli started to tell the detailed story with the regular lines of I tell you, you can't tell others.
Here at Park Yinli, the story begins on the first day of the Lunar New Year, when Zheng Jishi was in a terrible state, not only physically but also spiritually.It's not that he doesn't have family and friends to accompany him, it's that he doesn't want someone to accompany him, so she didn't know why he called her.Asking her to guess might be the same as the reason she once asked Jiang Shengyun to tell her family and friends what she couldn't say, that is, because she is half-baked, she can contact her.
Zheng Jishi, who was in a bad state, also said something very bad. A girl should expect what will happen when she comes to a man's house alone.
"What did he say?! That bastard..."
"No, listen to me first."
Pu Yinli, who pressed her hands down to let her brother calm down first, said her thoughts, "He is tired, very tired, so tired that he has no strength and no thoughts of struggling, just thinking about sinking, sinking is the easiest. My appearance may It caused a misunderstanding. I am not the sinking type. I will find a way to solve things. He feels that I am different from him. He dare not and has no strength to climb up. In order to make himself more comfortable, he wants to put me Pull it down too, to prove that everyone is the same, he has no problem but the world has a problem."
"Our subconscious is protecting ourselves all the time. To him, those words were not malicious to me, but rather he wanted to find a partner for himself. I happened to appear at that time, so it became the best choice." Pu Yinli can understand Zheng Jishi's approach, although she doesn't accept it, but she can understand "I called Brother Xinghe to find him, but I haven't contacted him since then, I already have a partner, but the maintenance time is relatively short. "
Yin Zhiyuan couldn't understand this matter, he didn't understand, he didn't accept it, and he was very upset, "You don't care about him, it has nothing to do with you, his kindness is not so kind, and there is still contact after that, what are you thinking!" This guy is It's so easy to bully that everyone comes up to take a bite!
Park Yinli just laughed, "I haven't contacted, it was Brother Xinghe who called me and told me that he was dying and asked me to go see the last time, and said that the next time we meet is to pay homage to the dead body, it was so miserable that I contacted him again Go up." Otherwise, she wouldn't contact Zheng Jishi, understanding is understanding, but understanding doesn't mean you have to accept it unconditionally, it's strange that she doesn't accept that kind of approach.
"You should wait for him to be buried and give it to him..." Yin Zhiyuan paused, the relationship between them was actually good, and it wasn't so bad that he wanted to say something so bad, he raised his hand to signal Pu Yinli to continue talking.
Continuing on, we went to the sauna room where we met next time. This time, she led Li Xinghe to give him a hand through the music, so that he would not continue to sink.Pu Yinli felt that the key point might be here. She pulled him and succeeded. In her opinion, it might be because she didn't want him to continue like that, but in Zheng Jishi's view, it probably represented that she was The one who could be driftwood, the one who could give him a respite from the boundless depths of the sea, could save him.
"Are you sure?" Yin Zhiyuan didn't really believe it, "It's a bit exaggerated."
"I'm not sure, but there's a strong possibility."
Park Yinli didn't think in that direction at first, who would think about that when he had nothing to do, but Zheng Jishi was a little strange, it was strange to write songs for her suddenly, and later he wanted to be her producer, so that's even worse Strange, strange, if there was no confession, Pu Yinli would have really regarded his actions as kindness, but with the confession, it would be too one-sided to think only with kindness.
"He wanted to find a connection point, to connect me with him, and being a producer and a singer was probably the best way he could try and think of at that time. That was his best field, and I just happened to And he is not good at it. If he does well enough, it will probably make me feel dependent. Singers depend on producers, just like actors depend on directors. We are only one part of the work, and you are the ones who control the work. "
"Unfortunately, this connection is broken, then he needs something new so that I can't leave him, or don't want to leave him."
Park Yinli, who guessed the reason for the confession based on the behavior of the other party, is not herself after all. Her guesses are all from her own point of view. This is the most reasonable answer she can think of as to why Zheng Jishi made such an abrupt confession.You can't think that guy is really crazy, at least you have to have a plausible reason, right?
This reason sounds a bit weird to Yin Zhiyuan, who is neither the person involved nor experienced the incident himself, "You never thought that he might just like you?" This point is much more reliable than driftwood.
"have not thought."
"why?"
"He doesn't like me."
"how do you know?"
"We don't know each other well."
Pu Yinli said things that made Yin Zhiyuan doubt his life as a matter of course.
"We have known each other for a long time but we haven't met a few times. The few times we met, there was still something to do. I was different from usual when I had something to solve. I was completely relaxed, just like my brother, brother. Doesn’t he have different attitudes towards different people and different things? He is not even familiar with me, he doesn’t know what I like or what I hate, his starting point is all in himself.”
"In his opinion, the key point of the sentence I like you is 'I'. It is Zheng Jishi who likes Pu Yinli. It has nothing to do with Pu Yinli." Park Yinli himself said, "What he likes is a fantasy, he fantasizes The character who can save him in the movie will change him and lead him out of the quagmire. It is a person who is likely to never meet again in this life. Because he is stuck in that swamp, he can't see others, old friends don't see each other, new If you don’t know how to make friends, then I’m the only one left.”
Pu Yinli, who didn't know that his words were not hitting someone alone, continued to stab the knife, "Brother Xinghe told me that if a man likes you, you can definitely feel it, and if you don't feel it, you don't like it. That brother Although it's a bit...bad in love, but what I said is still very reasonable. If I can't feel the other party's liking, then his liking is either so shallow that I can't feel it, or it belongs to me alone, regardless of whether I like it It's more important that everyone is 'I'."
Yin Zhiyuan, who was stabbed inexplicably, held his wound and struggled to survive, "Don't be so extreme, you don't have to express all your likes, you always have to give the person you have a crush on a chance."
"It's not that he's secretly in love, he's confessed." Pu Yinli didn't understand what he meant, and slashed his backhand again "Besides, I don't really believe that the other party who has a secret love can hide it doesn't know anything, unless that person pretends to be stupid. Otherwise, I can’t hide it. Isn’t love something that will come out of the eyes even if you close your mouth tightly? If he likes me, I will know it when I see his eyes. I’m not stupid. Can you not know?"
I don't know whether this knife was stabbed in Yin Zhiyuan's body or the "fool" himself. In short, Yin Zhiyuan felt that he had no way to save himself and had to hide his vest, otherwise Zheng Jishi's fate would be a lesson for him.
In order to prevent himself from falling into a miserable situation, Yin Zhiyuan felt that it was necessary to ask clearly, "In your heart, what is the point of the sentence that you think I like you? You?"
"It's liking, admiration, admiration, and longing." Pu Yinli stacked beautiful words and looked at Yin Zhiyuan, looked into his eyes with the expression that matched those beautiful words, and told him, what is her "I like you" sentence? if.
"I like you, just like you, whether you are shining or falling into the abyss, I like you. I like your existence itself, and I am grateful for all the journeys that have allowed me to meet you, whether it is difficult or smooth. As long as I can meet you, everything is perfect, because of your existence, because of my liking, that is a confession."
Yin Zhiyuan felt that he had received such a confession, even if Pu Yinli hadn't said it to him, he still felt that he had been hit, by the girl under the dim yellow roof light.
The other person who was hit was living in the daytime, under the sun, and the noon sun was dazzling. Zheng Jishi and Park Yinli were in the process of confessing and being rejected by Li Xinghe who was kicked out of their studio.
Zheng Jishi joked with Park Yinli that the fact that I pursue you should not be annoying to you, but I have never pursued a girl who has no feelings for me at all, so I hope Park Yinli can set a limit standard, such as what behavior It's bound to make her hate it or something.
Pu Yinli, who didn't plan to give a strategy to the suitor, just spread the word out, told him about the driftwood in the sea that she said before she stabbed Yin Zhiyuan last night, and then told Zheng Jishi, what do you like? Not me, and I wouldn't be your driftwood.
"It's so complicated..." Zheng Jishi didn't recognize it at all, and laughed at her, "I like you beautiful, I didn't expect you to have thoughts, an interesting soul combined with a beautiful skin, it's a pity not to pursue such a good girl."
For a moment, Pu Yinli suspected that she was really thinking too much, and she couldn't believe it when she saw his shaking legs from the corner of her eye. This guy was obviously nervous and wanted to escape, so why pretend? "Okay, if you have to say that, Then I don't like your soul and I don't think how much your skin is..."
"Yeah." Zheng Jishi jumped up from the sofa, "What are you talking about, isn't your brother handsome!"
Park Yinli nodded earnestly and said, "Not handsome."
"Then who is handsome!"
"Tom Cruise."
"..."
Pu Yinli, who threw Wang Zha, looked at Diamond Three, "Is there any problem?"
"It's a foul, if I say you can't sing like Whitney Houston, think so!"
"It's an honor. It's an honor to be placed on the same level for comparison."
I can’t talk about the appearance, and I can’t talk about the soul. Zheng Jishi is a little helpless, “I want to chase you, but I am not forcing you to be with me now, so why resist, why not enjoy the pursuit first, hi If you don’t like it, watch it again.”
Pu Yinli, who vaguely felt that she had heard similar words before, shook her head and said no, "Why are you chasing me even if you don't like me, it's strange."
"I don't like you for anything, I like you so much, okay?" Zheng Jishi exaggeratedly grabbed his chest, "Should I dig out my heart and show you?"
Park Yinli, who was tactically leaning back and showing rejection with movements, was also a little depressed, "Think about it clearly, there is only one chance, if you really want to chase, then go after it, but if you really chase after it, I feel that my life will be disturbed I will not be with you anymore, and even if you lie in the hospital with your last breath, I will not bid farewell to your body."
"I'm just pretending to die, you're sure I'm going to die." Zheng Jishi was angry and funny, "Are you so sure you don't like me?"
Park Yinli, who was very sure, nodded vigorously, and Zheng Jishi wanted to hit her, "Why! Who do you like!"
"Me." Pointing at himself, Pu Yinli straightened his waist to let him see clearly, "The person I like must be similar to me. He is a little sun full of positive energy, who can shine on the people around him."
Zheng Jishi, who was silent for two seconds, looked at her expressionlessly, "Why didn't I know you were so narcissistic."
"This is what someone else said, I just repeat it." Park Yinli, who can be very narcissistic when necessary, told him what he learned from him, "I have never been in a relationship, so I am not sure what type of man I would like. Boy, but I know exactly what type I don't like."
"Don't like me like this?"
"Ah."
"It's too much, am I that bad?"
Park Yinli thought about it, and decided to hit him, "It's good to be friends, and it's good to be a senior, an older brother, etc., but it's not good to be a boyfriend. You are too mournful, not ordinary mourning. If we were together, I must have worked hard to make you not be so sad, telling you that the flowers are good, the trees are good and the moon is full, and you will tell me that the flowers are just like that, the trees are not bad, and the moon is incomplete most of the time."
Zheng Jishi, who was stabbed face to face, was taken aback. Who is this guy?So who is the aggressive and vicious guy?
Park Yinli showed her media-only smiling face trained in S|M, and introduced herself to her brother who didn’t know her, “The person I like should at least be able to walk side by side with me. It is very tiring to drag a person forward, even if I am willing to bear the weight because I like it, I will still get tired after a long time, and I am not a perpetual motion machine."
"Brother, senior. Seriously, I think you might as well look for driftwood from friends or family members instead of me. The probability of success is higher, because I don't want to be anyone's driftwood, and I don't like to carry Whoever moves forward with heavy burdens, I would rather be alone than that, I walk more steadily by myself."
Who is this person?Who is this selfish guy?Where did Pu Yin go?Where did that girl go?
The girl stood in the same place and never changed. "I am very personal. My personal advice is that you should not treat anyone as driftwood or salvation. It is best not to use family members, friends, or lovers, because the road is always the same. Go on your own. Whether it’s your music or your life, it’s a road that you spend more time walking by yourself. We all need partners when we are resting. I can be a partner, relatives and friends can be, but more forward The way to go still needs to be taken by oneself.”
"I don't know your specific situation, and I don't know exactly what happened, but such a problem must be because you have put too much weight on yourself that you don't need to bear. The expectations of others, the appreciation of fans, and even some Cursing, you listen to everything, you want to do your best, but the reality tells you that you can’t do it, we all have limits, we are stuck in the limit and step over it, once you stagnate, it is the beginning of the fall.”
"Don't listen to those voices, don't look at those expectations, I..."
"What do you know!"
Park Yinli pursed her lips and looked at Zheng Jishi with a downcast face, and sighed silently, "I don't know if I really understand, I still don't understand fans or career problems, but I understand being expected by others but I can't do it." How does it feel. I was treated as a genius when I was a child, and I have enjoyed all the genius treatment you can imagine. My parents have high expectations for me and hope that I can enter the Presbyterian Church...a top hospital in the United States. Maybe my father thought about me As an adult, you can read an MD and enter the top medical institutions in the world."
"Those weights used to weigh me out of breath. When I found out that I don't want to be a doctor and I want to stand on the stage, I couldn't find the direction, and I didn't know what to do. Until I told my parents Said, I want to become a trainee. I have already planned to be fiercely opposed by them, but they..."
Pu Yinli, who lowered his head and smiled softly, is warm and soft under the sun, "Dad apologized to me, saying sorry for not taking care of me." Before he was about to speak, he raised his head and smiled brightly at him." You can also tell someone you trust, say that you are tired and need to rest, and you can’t guess whether they will object to you, you can only know if you say it. Say, maybe, they I will apologize to you."
The sun was glaring, and the smile was even glaring. The glaring Zheng Jishi turned his head away from her, "You said it nicely, it was you."
"It's the same with you, Zheng Jishi, President Hongdae~ Friends are all over the world, such a good person, who can be your friend and you can treat him as a brother must also be very good. Do you have no confidence in your friend? I am super sure Confidence, confidence in your friends, in you, and in the uncles and aunts who can cultivate such a good person as Zheng Jishi. They will always stand by your side. As long as you say you are tired, they will definitely stand by your side , Let me tell you, don’t worry, it’s okay to take a break.”
Park Yinli has absolute confidence, because Zheng Jishi is such a good person.
Zheng Jishi didn't have much confidence, because "you didn't stand on my side, and I confessed."
"How about I stand on your side? If someone told me that, I would have blocked him a long time ago."
"Then you still say
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