[HP] Harry doesn't think it's his fault

41. Create goosebumps

After all, the terrible fate was still invisible and intangible, and the low air pressure in the dormitory passed away in a short while, leaving only a little shadow in everyone's heart.Harry started to unpack the neatly packed luggage and put the daily necessities in their places. The four roommates looked at him silently, which made him feel very foolish.

Lupine remembered something, "By the way, James, why did you come to the men's dorm with Lily?"

"Aren't you going to jump straight to making Harry?" Sirius continued, jumping up to avoid James' punches and kicks.

"I met her in the hallway after I wrote the letter!" James explained with a red face, "I told her that Harry was packing and might leave soon, I don't know yet - but at least she is also Harry's friend, I think I have to tell her—”

"It's because you racked your brains to talk to her, but you only found this one topic." Sirius exposed it, and was hit by Harry's pillow head-on, and quickly grabbed Harry's dental cup from the box to fight back.

Harry: "..."

"You guys are too old and disrespectful." Remus complained, and kindly helped Harry pick up the things.

"At least we didn't date a four-year-old girl!" Sirius countered, "Come on, Moony Face, call your uncle!"

"Fuck you!" Remus protested loudly. "She was an Auror when she met me!"

Harry rubbed his temples. "Dad, Uncle Sirius, my head really hurts."

Immediately, the drums and flags died down, and everyone shook off their goosebumps.

"...don't call me daddy," James said.

"It's really weird knowing that you are James' future son," Sirius said.

"And don't call me Uncle Remus, either," Remus said.

"You're older than us," Pediru said.

42. Give encouragement (?

Sirius was very concerned about his buddy becoming a niece and son-in-law, so the topic came back again.

"I still don't understand what she sees in me." After the initial shock, Remus looked a little confused, "She's an Auror, or a Transformmagus, and I'm not only a werewolf, but also 12 years older than her." old, old and poor..."

"Maybe it's your sad little face?" James said.

"You think you're an unlovable little idiot?" Sirius said.

"You have a good head?" said Wormtail.

"I remember a lot of girls gave you chocolates on Valentine's Day in the third grade, Professor Lupine." Harry said sincerely.

"Shut up you guys," Remus said.

43. Cheating again

There was one more thing Harry had to say.

"So, now you should believe it?" He may have felt a little bit of revenge, "Dad, I really don't want to date Mom."

"Shut up," Crimson Jaime gritted his teeth, "or I'll stick your tongue on your front teeth."

"You're taking back your manly statement?" Sirius said narrowly, "'fair play' with baby boy? I bet you lose, Fork."

"Get out!" James jumped up again, "It's impossible for me to know that Harry is... It's all his fault for hiding it! Who would have thought of such a thing?!"

"Dad, I'm going to be completely honest about not wanting to go out with Mom." Harry continued prodding him.

"There was no mischief at all," Sirius said.

"And I don't want to do anything indecent that a child can't watch," Remus said.

"Different from you," Pediru said.

"All of you!!!" James exploded.

They managed to turn things into a pillow fight and scrapped all the pillows, leaving more feathers in the bedroom afterward than in an owl shack.

44. Reveal the truth

It was inevitable, Harry thought, after the identity was revealed.He looked at the boy in front of him, 16-year-old Peter Pedilou, with a troubled face, chubby hands wrung together, stuttering about his future.

"You became a Death Eater then," Harry told him, and it felt like he'd done something cruel: Pedillo's eyes widened in horror and he let out a sob.

"Why...why?" Wormtail confirmed that other friends would not come to listen, turning his head like a mouse avoiding a cat, "What about James and the others?... after they died?"

"No," said Harry.

It was before their death, or rather, that your betrayal led to their end.He wanted to say, you traitor killed my parents, ruined the lives of Sirius and Remus, and brought Voldemort back to life so he could kill more people.Anyway, Pedilou will forget about it later, and everything will run on the original track.

But it wasn't as easy as he'd hoped, using the future to punish the boy who didn't know anything in front of him.

"How could I... oh my god..."

Wormtail covered his face and wept bitterly, as if his most ominous premonition had come true.Harry remembered what the Sorting Hat said, and the group photo of the four of them on the wall of Sirius' room. Pedilu's eyes were moist, as if he was very excited to befriend such admired rebels as James and Sirius... He The reason why he was sorted into Gryffindor may be because when he was 11 years old, he also dreamed of becoming a brave man, wielding a sword to kill fear and cowardice.He followed behind the people he wanted to be, hoping to be side by side with them one day, but in the end he became a dagger piercing their backs.

"You said you were scared, and I guess that's why," Harry said, and Pedilou let out a loud sob, like a big baby, "but I think... you regret it, you couldn't do it. What was redeemed cannot be turned back. But in the end you saved me."

Pedilou looked up, his face was full of snot and tears, the same as in the Screaming Shack.

"I... I saved you, Harry?" he whispered, sobbing, hopeful. "Has James forgiven me? . . . Do you think they will?"

【Harry, James will not let me be killed...James will understand, Harry...he will show mercy to me...】

"I don't know." Harry avoided his gaze. "I think... if you were really, really sorry, maybe James would. — after all, you know them better than I do, don't you?"

His legs felt heavy as he left the still-crying boy.

45. Revealing (Parts of) the Truth

James promises to let Harry stay at his house for Christmas, but warns that Harry will swallow his tongue if he calls him Dad.

In the next three days, Harry became transparent again twice. He even felt as if he had passed out for a while before falling back to the original place for the second time. This made him dare not even leave the dormitory. Said that the old disease relapsed and couldn't get out of bed.Luckily James had lent him the Invisibility Cloak so he could get around, otherwise Harry suspected he'd be bored to death before he got back.

When Lily went to the men's dormitory to look for Harry again, his roommates quickly disappeared without a trace, God cursed them.Drawing lessons from the previous ones, Harry chose the parts he knew were more pleasant and vague about the rest, which wasn't a lie anyway.

"I started dating Potter in seventh grade?" She reconfirmed after listening to the short story, "Because he's not so arrogant anymore, and he stopped casting spells on people for fun?"

"That's what I remember," Harry said. "I don't know too many... embarrassing details."

Lily pursed her lips and suppressed a smile, "Well, I rarely inquire about my parents' dating."

She let out a breath, looked at the somewhat messy room in front of her, and obviously lost her mind.Harry quietly watched the young mother, Lily's long dark red hair shawled her shoulders, her cheeks were slightly flushed, and her eyes were flowing, perhaps with yearning and expectation.

"I have pictures of your wedding," he said softly. "You look very beautiful and very happy."