Guilty: Murder of his lover

Two years later.

In the recovery room of Chuncheng No. [-] Hospital, the handsome young man walked briskly for a few steps, turned his head and said to the young orthopedic surgeon, "Doctor Ke, you see that I have fully recovered."

Ke Ziming pushed up the glasses on the bridge of his nose, and smiled: "That's fine, I'll go to the hospital for discharge procedures in the afternoon. But you have to come over at any time for reexamination."

The young man nodded, bid farewell to the doctor and prepared to leave the recovery room.

"That's right." Ke Ziming suddenly stopped him.

"What's wrong?" The young man was obviously puzzled.

"I can't have that kind of thought in the future." Ke Ziming looked at the slightly pale face seriously.

The young man was silent for a while, neither speaking nor nodding.

Ke Ziming also paused, and said, "I came to see you after get off work."

"No, no, I understand. I have other things to do, I won't do that again." The young man almost fled in despair.

Seeing the closed door of the recovery room, Ke Ziming felt extremely heavy.

The young man is Mingming, a patient he received two years ago.Six ribs were broken, one almost pierced a lung, the thigh of the right leg was broken, the lower leg of the left leg was broken, and the bone of the right arm directly pierced the flesh.

If it wasn't for him wearing a helmet, Ke Ziming would dare to say that what was sent into the operating room was definitely a corpse.At that time, he only heard that this person had a car accident and fell off a cliff.

After the operation, Minglang fell into a coma for more than two months. However, the first time he woke up, he pulled out the needle and wanted to die.

Because he could hardly move his whole body, Minglang bumped his head against the bed hard. Although it didn't cause any harm, Ke Ziming couldn't help but control the opponent's head with his hands.

At that time, he saw the other party's lifeless eyes, without any light in them.Being stared at by such eyes, he felt a little uncomfortable immediately.

So I paid a little more attention to things about Minglang.Then I learned some things about him intermittently. It turned out that Minglang was a homosexual. During a bike ride, he and his boyfriend both fell into a cliff, and the boyfriend died on the spot.

Hearing this, Ke Ziming felt sympathy for this young man who refused to live, and unconsciously paid more attention to Minglang.

After Mingming woke up, he refused any treatment, did not take medicine or injections, and did not drink or eat.The nurse was very anxious about this, and contacted Minglang's family members many times, and told them about the patient.However, Minglang's family members seemed to cut off contact with him, and they did not show up to take care of Minglang, but just sent the money to the hospital and let the nurses take care of it.

So the care of Mingming fell on the shoulders of the nurse and him, the attending physician.

The first time Minglang spoke to him was, who are you?Why do you care about me?

The second time he said, you let me die, I don't want to live anymore, so leave me alone!

The third time he cried, he cried and begged Ke Ziming, I can't live anymore, please, let me die...

Ke Ziming hugged the furry head in his arms, feeling his heart throbbing and feeling very uncomfortable.

If Mingming didn't take the medicine, he asked the nurse to help him, pinched the other person's jaw, and forcibly poured the medicine; if he didn't eat, he just put down the work at hand, sat in Mingming's ward with the lunch box, and threatened the other person that if he didn't eat again, he would die. It will delay the treatment of other patients, and others will die...

After several times of threats like this, Minglang gradually compromised.But the thoughts of suicide are still decreasing, and every time the nurse on duty goes to the bathroom at night, he climbs to the window regardless of the pain and wants to turn down from the fourth floor.

Helpless, Ke Ziming had no choice but to find the director, and moved Mingming's ward to the first floor. At the same time, he "invited" his old mother who was keen on playing mahjong from the mahjong table, and asked her to help "take care" of Minglang.

When Ke Ziming's mother heard that the object of care was a young man, she readily agreed.Ke Ziming knew that she probably thought that this patient who was looking for death was someone she liked, so she took care of Minglang as her "daughter-in-law".

With the "strong" care of her own mother, the nurse on duty, and Ke Ziming herself, Minglang has no chance of hurting herself.

He started to receive treatment and started to eat, but it was better to say that he gave up struggling completely than he did not want to die.

Ke Ziming looked at the lifeless face and eyes, and started to compete with himself.He is a doctor, and it is his instinct to save lives and heal the wounded. He cannot watch his patients live like walking dead.

When Minglang's treatment was in the second stage, he found his friend who was a psychiatrist and asked him to help relieve Minglang.He simply believed that Mingming was unable to get out of the shadow of sadness because of the loss of his lover.

He thought, how can such a person who is so affectionate and sexual be able to live in pain like this?

Fortunately, my friend was also very helpful. After more than a year of psychological and physical treatment, Minglang finally cheered up.Minglang's mother is very grateful to him, but as before, she only visits him in the hospital two or three times a month.

At first, he thought that Minglang was a single-parent family, and Minglang's mother had to work hard to make money in order to pay the huge medical expenses, so she had no time to visit her son.

Until one day he heard a quarrel at the door of the ward, went in and saw that it was Mingming's father.

It was a dignified looking man in his fifties.Seeing Ke Ziming coming in, he just nodded coldly.Because of his appearance, the people in the ward stopped talking, and Ming Lang's father left quickly.Ke Ziming always felt that Minglang's father looked familiar, but he couldn't remember where he had seen him for a while.

He was very puzzled, since Mingming's parents were both present, why didn't he even have time to visit his son?The more he thought about it, the more strange he became, and finally he couldn't help but check Mingming's family situation.

However, this investigation was serious. It turned out that Minglang's father was the boss of a famous company in K City, and he had shown his face on TV from time to time. No wonder he felt that the other party looked familiar.

In this case, no wonder the money is not bad.But since he is not short of money, why can't he come to the hospital to take care of his son?No matter how busy you are, you will never leave your close relatives aside!

So he didn't give up and continued to investigate some more, only to find out that since Minglang came out with his family, Minglang's father cut off the relationship between the two of them directly, and Minglang was kicked out of the house, and he and his boyfriend Chen Ye depended on each other for life.

But the good times didn't last long. Two years later, Minglang's boyfriend suddenly announced that he was going to get married because of pressure from his family.However, a week before the wedding, both he and Minglang fell off a cliff, Minglang was seriously injured, and he lost his life.

Ke Ziming can understand why Minglang wanted to die after waking up. Not everyone can bear such a life of ups and downs.After figuring out what happened, he paid more attention to Minglang.

Like Minglang, Ke Ziming is also a homosexual, but his situation is very different from the other party.

When he was in middle school, he realized that his sexual orientation was different from the classmates around him. When he was troubled and hesitant, his delicate mother noticed that something was wrong with him.So after some patient questioning from his mother, he confessed all his troubles.

His father, who had already become a professor of medicine, heaved a long sigh after hearing this, and told him that if his sexual orientation was born like this, there was nothing he could do about it, and let him live as before without being troubled.

But his mother told him solemnly: You can like anyone, boys or girls.It's your choice who you like and who you want to live with.You have the right to choose whether your partner is a boy or a girl, this is your way of life, and your dad and I absolutely respect you.

lifestyle?He looked at his mother in surprise.

She nodded seriously, yes, this is a way of life and a choice.You just need to take responsibility for this choice and live up to each other, and I'm relieved.

He still remembers what his mother said word for word. He was not grown up at that time, and he didn't understand the greatness of what his mother said.I just remember that my father said with a complicated expression, my wife, you are better than me.

Now that he has grown up, he finally understands the greatness of what his mother said at that time. She is indeed more powerful than his father.

In such a relaxed environment, he has never felt the pain of coming out of the closet, but often hears from friends around him that the world is not friendly to minorities.

When he was in college, he also talked about two boyfriends, but they both broke up peacefully because of personality differences.Every time he was depressed after breaking up, his mother would comfort him. Compared with other people in the closet, you are already very lucky. For things like boyfriends, take your time!As long as you live, you will always find the right person.

One night when he was on duty, when he saw Mingming's trembling shoulders outside the door of the ward, he realized that he had found that person.His love for him flowed out of his heart and seeped into his bones along with the blood.

Minglang was crying, he wanted to go in to comfort him, but in the end he withdrew his hand on the doorknob.

That person probably couldn't hold other people in his heart.But he still didn't want to give up.

Time passed quickly, two years passed quickly, and Ming Ming, who was covered with scars, gradually recovered.He was going to be discharged from the hospital this afternoon, and Ke Ziming, who was in unrequited love, suddenly felt lost.

After Mingming was discharged from the hospital, he no longer had a legitimate reason to see him.

In fact, he himself is not particularly confident about Qingming's feelings, he is worried that his feelings for Qingming are just a kind of sympathy.It is precisely because of this that he has not expressed his heart to the other party for a long time.

But now that Minglang was about to be discharged from the hospital, he really couldn't let it go.One is because I have been unrequitedly in love with someone for nearly a year, and the other is because I am worried about Qingming's state.

Now Minglang can indeed laugh and live a good life, but Ke Ziming knows that he is not well, and he has always wanted to commit suicide.