Guilty: Murder of his lover

The wind blew past, messing up the ends of the hair of the three of them.

Haruko looked at Xu Yi steadily, and said in a cold voice, "He is my patient. He was admitted to this hospital five years ago because of gastric cancer surgery."

Five years ago, Haruko was just an intern nurse, being scolded and working hard all day in all kinds of chaos.

One morning, while she was waiting for the elevator in a daze, she accidentally bumped into a person, and a stack of pink, yellow, and white lists in the other person's hand fell to the floor.She woke up immediately, hurriedly helped to pick up the list, and hurriedly bent down to apologize.

However, the other party also bent down, tilted his head and smiled and told her that it was okay.

As soon as she looked up, she saw something shining in the other person's eyes, which looked like stars.

It's so beautiful.She sighed silently in her heart.

In the afternoon, she followed her head nurse to the ward, and the older head nurse sighed all the way: What a wonderful child, how come he has cancer, which is still at an advanced stage, what a pity!Haruko, you should pay attention to what you say when you go to the ward round, don't be rash.

She nodded repeatedly.However, after walking into that ward, she was stunned. The other party was the big boy with stars in his eyes that she bumped into in the morning.

We meet again, please take care of me in the future!The boy greeted her with a smile like the sun.

That day she knew the boy's name, his name was He Gui.

It was a patient with advanced gastric cancer. Even if he tried his best to treat it, it would take half a year at most.But he is very strong and optimistic, and he can make the doctors and nurses rounding the wards laugh every time, even though he just finished the treatment and his face is as white as paper.

Although the parents who accompanied him had indelible melancholy in their eyes, they also had smiles on their faces.

There is always a bright smile on He Gui's face, like the sunshine in the gaps in the green forest in the morning, which naturally makes people feel the hope of life.All the patients in the same ward were infected by him, and the atmosphere became less depressing.

Haruko was also attracted by his aura, so she went to that ward more frequently, especially when she was wronged, she wanted to go to him even more.

He explained her warmly and patiently. Over time, the two became friends who talked about everything.He would tell himself stories about his student days, so she heard the name of a boy named Xu Yi.

Then she knew that the boy named Xu Yi was his lover, and he showed her Xu Yi's photo with smiles in his eyes.

While shocked, she chose to respect, and then continued to accompany him for treatment, and continued to listen to him talk about his lover.

He said that the two met when they were playing. At that time, they were shining in their respective fields. He used the last three-pointer to kill Xu Yi's team.The youth's appreciation and admiration brought them together.

He Gui said that they would play basketball and games together, memorize and prepare for exams together, and go racing together.At that time, everyone in the school knew that they were a pair of tight buddies, and wherever there were allowed translations, there would be rules, and wherever there were rules, there were also allowed translations.At that time, they were legends in the school, with outstanding looks and talents, and their relationship was equally outstanding.

When He Gui talked about Xu Yi, his expression couldn't hide his affection and pride.

He said that when they were together, they had never blushed and fought, and he would usually let Xu Yi get upset when they were together. He apologized first, saying that he loved that person so much that he couldn't bear to make him feel bad.

He said that Xu Yi is a very handsome person, although he is a bit clumsy in his relationship, he doesn't know what kind of couples are pretending to be an anniversary, and he is an idiot without a sense of ceremony.Even the birthday of two people is just blowing bottles with a group of friends and getting drunk, not paying attention to the world of two people at all.But even so, he still enjoyed being with him.

He said that Xu Yi is a fool who thinks what he says.He said that idiot is not very assertive, as long as it is someone he cherishes, he can do whatever he wants.But because of this, he was able to break up with the other party smoothly.

He said that he told him not to contact him any more and that he broke up, and that idiot believed it.Xu Yi has always believed in his own words, just as he is responsive to Xu Yi's request.

He said that he was a coward, because he couldn't accept that he was sick, and he couldn't accept the fact that he couldn't cure it, so he could only run away from Xu Yi.

He Gui said that if he told Xu Yi, he would definitely not be able to bear it, and he didn't want to leave Xu Yi.If Xu Yi found out, he would definitely be sad, he didn't want to make him sad.I don't want to see him sad for me, although I hope Xu Yi will always remember him.

He rambled on and on that Xu Yi's favorite movie was an action movie, his favorite dish was coriander, and the thing he hated the most was bitter gourd.

He cried as he spoke, buried his pale face between the sleeves of the hospital gown, suppressed his voice, and the blue and white striped hospital gown was wet a lot.

He said that he wanted to stay with his lover forever, but it was impossible in this life, so he wanted Xu Yi to forget himself.He insisted on posting news, just to make the other party feel that he had a good life, and then happily welcome the new life.

Enduring the severe pain of treatment every day, I tried my best to check Xu Yi's dynamics and Xu Yi's photos.His mobile phone is almost full of photos of Xu Yi, those sleeping, playing ball, singing, reading, eating, etc., without exception, are secretly taken by He Gui himself.

He said that Xu Yi doesn't like taking pictures very much, and he didn't take a few group photos when they were together, but these photos are enough to stick to it.

He said that he was about to be taken by a dog, and he had to keep the appearance of the person he loved in his heart, and when he turned into a star and returned to the sky, he could watch him and take good care of him.

Haruko asked him tearfully, then do you want to take a good look at me?

He smiled with eyebrows and eyes crooked.He said of course he would, and he would take a good look at the people who treated him well, and keep them all in his heart.

He said that his life was too short, and the person he was most sorry for besides his parents was Xu Yi.He said that as soon as he graduated, he left the other party and ran away, and unilaterally forced the other party to break up with him... He said, he must be very sad.

Haruko wiped away her tears and couldn't find words to comfort him, so she just took a group photo together.

He cooperated with the treatment until the last moment of his life.

When he was dying, while his parents were away, he quietly asked Haruko if he could do him a favor, and Haruko agreed.

He said that he was going to die, but he didn't want Xu Yi or others to realize that he was dead, and wanted to entrust Qingzi to keep his mobile phone for him.Entrust her to send a newsletter for herself every month, and if there is any irrelevant news, she will reply for herself as appropriate.

In the end, he said that if one day Xu Yi said that he was going to get married, the commission would be over.You don’t need to send updates anymore, you don’t need to reply to messages anymore, and the phone can be disposed of as waste.

For the past five years, Haruko has been devoutly fulfilling this commission almost with a working attitude.

Someone sent a message to He Gui, asking him to help, Haruko looked at it, and if she could help, she would replace He Gui, and if she couldn't, she would sincerely apologize.

Someone confessed to He Gui on Valentine's Day, Haruko didn't even think about it, and directly declined on He Gui's behalf.She knew that He Gui had always been deeply in love with that big boy named Xu Yi, and she kept the other person's appearance firmly in her heart, remembering him instead of He Gui.

She has been paying attention to his developments, seeing what He Guiai's boy is doing and whether he is doing well, and then silently report to He Gui in her heart.

Sometimes, she is angry when she sees that the other party posts a happy party with a group of beautiful girls.She felt worthless for the person who passed away quietly, and several times she wanted to tell that person the truth.But she still held back, He Gui trusted her and entrusted this matter to himself.

She remembered that after He Gui came out of the emergency room for the last time, his expression was tired, but he still thanked and apologized to her with a smile on his face.He said he shouldn't have troubled her, she shook her head, tears rolling in her eyes.

She did not attend He Gui's funeral.It rained all day and night in Donghe City that day, and she stayed in the hospital on duty. The rain in the dark night was like someone's tears, desolate and intense.

When she passed the ward where He Gui lived, she habitually raised her head and looked into the ward.The hospital bed by the window was empty, and the quilt was folded squarely on the head of the bed.In a daze, she seemed to see He Gui sitting on the bed with his knees hugged, and buried his head in the crook of his arms.

Tears flowed down silently, and she quickly walked back to the duty room.The rain was still falling.

Days passed, and she changed from an intern nurse to a capable and rational nurse.People die every day in the hospital. With rational grief, she still unswervingly continues her own job and the life entrusted by He Gui.

Until the top dialog box that never sent a message came up again, Xu Yi said that he was going to get married, and the commission was finally over.

Haruko looked at the man in front of her with sympathy and sadness, feeling that the big stone that weighed on her heart had finally disappeared, and she thought she should let go.

Xu Yi stood under the shade of the tree with tears streaming down his face, the sun dappled on his body.Because of the grief, his body trembled involuntarily, as if it would collapse if touched lightly.

Aya's expression changed from shock at the beginning to grief. She wanted to reach out her hand to comfort the crying Xu Yi, but she was too stiff to reach out.

Qingzi wiped the tears off her face, took out a mobile phone from her bosom and stuffed it into Xu Yi's hand, then left without looking back.

Xu Yi only glanced at the phone, then knelt down on the ground, his shoulders trembling violently.

The morning sun was bright and warm, and even the wind rustling through the treetops was gentle, and the gentle voice of the female news anchor at noon floated in the wind: Tonight there will be a Perseid meteor shower in the sky over Donghe City...