Gu Xifei loves

Royal Palace.

A Taoist with long white hair and a childlike face in a white Taoist robe has just walked out of the emperor's imperial study.After he came out and stood still, a little Taoist boy hurried over.

"Master, I just found out that Tao Yuan is indeed preparing for the wedding of Gu Xichao and Bai Feifei, and it should be very grand in that way." Daotong leaned close to the Taoist's ear and murmured.

"Okay, it's good if it's true. You pass down the order and stay near the Taoyuan, and don't allow anyone to disrupt the wedding, especially Shen Lang from Renyi Villa." The Taoist's tone could not hear any joy or anger, but his eyes were very frightening.

Daotong nodded: "Follow orders, Master." He actually didn't understand Master's intentions, but he didn't dare to ask.

Fengxiang Mansion.Penglai Inn.

After Shen Lang and the others left Taoyuan, they were not in a hurry to return to Renyi Villa.Instead, he temporarily stayed at the Penglai Inn in the city.There are still ten days before Bai Feifei's wedding, so they want to stay and find out.

into the night.

Shen Lang was drinking wine alone on the stone bench in the yard of the inn, with a rare depressed look on his face.

Zhu Qiqi watched coldly through the window of the room on the second floor of the inn. After getting married these days, they are still a nominal couple.Shen Lang made excuses to leave almost every night, and Zhu Qiqi had her own pride, so she would never put down her figure to beg.Therefore, the two people are in such a stalemate day after day.

Bai Feifei is going to marry Gu Xichao, she becomes a married woman, Shen Lang is already a married man, the two of them will never be able to do what Shen Lang values ​​most in terms of morality.This is a good thing for Zhu Qiqi, but not for Shen Lang.

Of course Zhu Qiqi could guess Shen Lang's thoughts and mood, but her own mood was also very complicated.On the one hand, she couldn't bear to see Shen Lang's pain, but on the other hand, she felt happy that he and Bai Feifei were getting farther and farther away.

Shen Lang looked up at the incomplete bright moon in the sky, and asked himself in his heart: Isn't it good in the first place?Why did you just chase and hide and miss it?Why do you want to hide?

Looking back at the beginning, seeing what Bai Feifei did to Shen Lang was very painful, and he really wanted Feifei to turn back.However, things backfired, Feifei and him always drifted away.Although he was very sorry, there was nothing he could do.When Bai Feifei lost him, there is no doubt that he also lost Bai Feifei.When he had this realization, even if it was his own unilateral decision, he was still quite painful.

Shen Lang wandered outside alone for several years, and finally found someone who could stay with him for the rest of his life, so he naturally attached great importance to it in his heart.Especially a woman who is so delicate, gentle, and kind, who needs the care of a man like him, is exactly what his wife looks like.

However, when he got to know the real Bai Feifei, he was disappointed.In fact, Bai Feifei was soft on the outside and strong on the inside, he acted fiercely and scheming, he didn't need to rely on him at all, and his temper was much more stubborn than he imagined.To put it bluntly, Bai Feifei is not someone he can control.What's more, they are both for revenge, but their beliefs are completely different.One is that benevolence and righteousness are higher than hatred, and the other is that revenge must be done at all costs.This is the most critical point for Shen Lang to choose to part ways. How can people who are not on the same road be together?

In fact, Shen Lang didn't do it on purpose to lean towards Zhu Qiqi.Painful days can be especially hard on a person.And he didn't want to make himself vulnerable for this relationship.Therefore, having fun while suffering, he will find something to divert his attention.Drinking and chatting with pandas, teasing Zhu Qiqi, these are all fine.Panda is a brother, Zhu Qiqi is a child, with them, Shen Lang slowly walked out of the pain.

He used to think that Zhu Qiqi was an arrogant and rude young lady, but after getting along with her for many days, he realized that Zhu Qiqi was just a bit savage, aside from talking, she was still a very cute girl.When Shen Lang had a slight crush on Zhu Qiqi, he unconsciously passed on the feeling of losing sustenance to Zhu Qiqi.

He felt that he fell in love with Zhu Qiqi, and he was a little hesitant. After all, he was the one who decided to leave, and he was the one who fell in love with others first.His deep-rooted righteousness made him very uneasy until Bai Feifei had a stable home.After knowing Song Li's feelings for Bai Feifei, Shen Lang felt very uncomfortable. After all, she was the woman he wanted to love for the rest of his life.But he also understands that the difference in attitude towards things has already formed a natural barrier between them, which cannot be overcome, and they can only give up.Fortunately, Bai Feifei still has a kind person who can protect him regardless of anyone or anything, so he should be able to let go completely.

Everything is often easier thought than done.Shen Lang thought he had drawn a clear line with Bai Feifei, but he still worried when Bai Feifei was in danger, and couldn't help her; he felt heartbroken after Bai Feifei lied to him.He had warned himself countless times that what he loved was Zhu Qiqi, but his actions always betrayed him.Bai Feifei didn't fall in love with Song Li, but was still chasing Shen Lang's shadow, and he already had Zhu Qiqi at that time, he didn't want to think about who he loved, he just couldn't let down the people around him, so he could only hide.

Yes, that's it, chasing and hiding, this is not his will, but he is used to it.But now when he looks back, he no longer sees Yi Ren obsessing over him, as if the most violent impact has awakened his self-hypnosis.It turned out that that love had never disappeared, but he thought it had disappeared.

Feifei is going to marry Gu Xichao, but is Gu Xichao really someone Feifei can entrust?He is different from Song Li, he is a person who has a history of being forced into the palace, and his actions are ruthless, maybe he will delay Feifei's life.He couldn't just watch Feifei marry the wrong person just to get angry with him.Yes, after returning, Shen Lang thought about it carefully. Bai Feifei had lied to him many times, and this time it was probably the same. It was just that the impact was too great at that time, so he didn't think about it carefully.

Shen Lang's old problem has recurred, and he has been unilaterally relying on his intuition to make decisions about Bai Feifei.The same is true for sending Bai Feifei back to Bai Jing's side, and the same is true for sending Bai Feifei to Song Li's side.

In the south of the city, there is a secluded small house with a nice name - Taozhuo Bieyuan.Recipe, Shining.

Almost everyone in the city knew that the guests of Taoyuan were going to have their wedding in Taoyuan. Because the wedding was approaching, it was not appropriate for the bride to be married to meet the groom again, so they temporarily moved into another residence of the owner of Taoyuan. house.

Shen Lang also heard the news, and after deciding that he must persuade Bai Feifei not to do stupid things, he came to the other courtyard alone.

The door was closed tightly, and there was a faint and melodious piano sound, and Shen Lang could tell it was Bai Feifei's piano sound.He jumped up, looked around from the roof, and found where Bai Feifei was in a short while.

Shen Lang didn't deliberately hide his footsteps, he was not a person who would do things secretly, and he was open-minded and naturally he would not be timid.So Bai Feifei found out that someone was coming before he landed.

The sound of the zither stopped, Bai Feifei raised her head and looked at Shen Lang calmly: "Shen Daxia visited late at night, what's your business?" How could she not hear the familiar footsteps.

"Feifei—" Shen Lang said as he was about to walk forward.

But at this moment, Bai Feifei interrupted him: "If you have anything to say, just stand there and say it. Feifei is about to become a wife, and Guada Lixia must avoid suspicion!"

Shen Lang didn't argue with Bai Feifei, he stood on the spot and retracted his right foot, and said with a wry smile: "Feifei, don't lie to me anymore, maybe you do want to marry Gu Xichao, but it's definitely not because of mutual love .”

"The reason?" Bai Feifei was not surprised by Shen Lang's words, but asked calmly.

"You've lied to me too many times, so this time I won't easily believe that you fell in love with someone so quickly. Feifei, you're just being angry, and it's really not worth delaying your lifelong happiness for it!" Shen Lang said earnestly , I have almost decided that my idea is right.

However, his thinking was correct except that Bai Feifei was not out of anger but for revenge.But how could Bai Feifei admit it?

Bai Feifei stood up and sneered: "Shen Daxia, are you too confident in yourself that I won't fall in love with others with you around, or do you think I'm too stupid to always wait for you infatuatedly?"

"Feifei, I've never thought about it that way. Love is not an easy thing. You didn't fall in love with Song Li easily, so how could you fall in love with Gu Xichao so easily?" Based on Shen Lang's understanding of Song Li and Gu Xichao, he I think Song Li is more suitable for Bai Feifei.

"That's right, I didn't fall in love with Big Brother Song. Even though we've known each other for a long time, I still didn't fall in love. I'm very sorry about this. He is indeed someone I can entrust to my life. But Shen Lang, why do you think I Won't you fall in love with Gu Xichao in a short period of time? Back then, you and I only knew each other for a few days before we fell in love with each other, and we made a promise of life and death." Shen Lang was stunned for a while, in fact, his reason was not sufficient, he Rely on intuition only.

Bai Feifei ignored Shen Lang's reaction and continued to speak frankly: "It can be seen from this that love or not love has nothing to do with being easy or not easy. Love is a feeling that grows in the heart and is out of control. When you realize it , I have fallen in love. So it can also be said that love is something that can be recognized in an instant rather than something that can be decided by people. Thinking this way, I seem to understand your empathy."

This last sentence is meaningful, not only to remind Shen Lang that he fell in love with others easily first, but also to say that Bai Feifei also fell in love with others because of her, so he can feel relieved about it.

But in Shen Lang's ears, it was really harsh, empathy, not in love, it sounds bad, but it is true.The time between him deciding to separate from Bai Feifei and telling Bai Feifei that he was in love with Zhu Qiqi was actually very short.It is a fact that empathy does not fall in love.

Shen Lang is too magnanimous, and when he feels guilty, he will show it on his face.Bai Feifei saw it, but he wouldn't be moved.How could Shen Lang make up for the hurt she suffered with a few guilty expressions.

"Okay, even if you really fell in love with Gu Xichao, have you thought about his character and character?" In terms of eloquence, Shen Lang really can't speak for Bai Feifei.So he didn't want to argue with her anymore, of course he still didn't believe it.

"According to your standards, he is naturally not as good as you, but he treats me well. As for what kind of person he is, I don't care."

This sentence sounded very familiar to Shen Lang, but he couldn't remember where he heard it.