After I die, I become the white moonlight of the whole world

In the middle of the night, everyone in the working group went to rest.Gong Bai and Jiang Hanzang strolled all the way, the tall trees cast shadows under the street lamps, and neither of them spoke.

Gong Bai hesitated for a moment, and asked, "Has Manager Wang arranged a room for you?"

The two spent the night at the embassy last night. Tired and hungry, they fell asleep after taking a shower.Jiang Hanzang just followed Gong Bai here this morning. Gong Bai had been busy for another day and was about to rest now. He suddenly asked about this topic.

Jiang Hancang said coolly, "I don't even know Manager Wang."

Gong Bai bit his tongue secretly.The two walked a few more steps, Gong Bai said: "Then, otherwise you can sleep with me tonight. I will ask Manager Wang to arrange a room for you tomorrow."

Jiang Hanzang didn't speak.

Gong Bai looked at his dead appearance, and walked forward.

Jiang Hanzang followed behind him.

Gong Bai lives in a separate villa.

There was a turmoil a few days ago, one person died and five or six were injured, all of whom received pensions.Early this morning, the government and Lord Luo stepped up their guards again, and the security personnel went directly to No. 36.

So when Gong Bai led Jiang Hanzang back to the residence, hey, good guy, the bodyguards upstairs and downstairs all came down to gather for roll call.It was dark, standing all over the courtyard.

"Master Bai, everyone is here." The captain turned around and said to Gong Bai after the roll call.

"Brothers have worked hard, arrange for them to rest quickly." Gong Bai said.

"You can't rest all the time. This group is on night shift." The captain said, and glanced at Jiang Hanzang, his eyes were obviously guarded.

Gong Bai said: "Oh, this is...my friend."

He learned how Jiang Hanzang introduced him today, and said.

The captain didn't say anything, he greeted Gong Bai and arranged to go on duty.

Gong Bai led Jiang Hanzang all the way up to the second floor.This villa has three floors, but for safety reasons, security guards live on the top and first floors.Even on the second floor of Gongbai, ten people were arranged to stand guard in the corridor.

Along the way, both Gong Bai and Jiang Hanzang felt a little cautious.How should I put it, it's almost like getting into a game.

After finally reaching Gong Bai's room, there were two guards standing at the door.Gong Bai brought Jiang Hanzang into the room, and they even looked at Jiang Hanzang twice more.

Fortunately, the room is relatively spacious, with a living room, a sofa, a study, a bathroom, and everything.Otherwise, it's really no different from going to jail.

Jiang Hanzang sat down on the sofa, heaved a sigh of relief, and said, "You can't let those two at the door leave."

Just as Gong Bai took off his coat, he poured a glass of water and walked over to pass it to him, then whispered: "Don't say it."

While speaking, Gong Bai pointed to the balcony, "At the beginning, they had to put two people in that place. Later, I strongly objected, so they changed them to another place."

Jiang Hanzang leaned on the sofa with his eyes closed, and shook his head, indicating that he didn't want to talk anymore.

Seeing him like this, Gong Bai said: "I'm going to take a shower first, you wait."

Gong Bai went into the bathroom without hearing Jiang Hanzang's response.After washing and coming out, Jiang Hanzang was lying on the sofa and fell asleep.

Unshaven and messy hair.He didn't take off his shoes, and one leg was thrown out of the sofa.

Gong Bai walked over and lightly helped him take off his shoes.

Jiang Hanzang wore a scarf around his neck, which seemed to be a little constricted, making his breathing heavy and snoring slightly.Gong Bai wanted to pick it off for him, so he stretched out his hand and pulled it twice.

At this time, Jiang Hanzang suddenly opened his eyes, turned over, and pressed Gong Bai on the sofa.

He moved so fast and fiercely that Gong Bai couldn't resist at all.By the time he reacted, the person had already been crushed on the sofa.Fortunately, he restrained himself from exclaiming, otherwise people outside would have rushed in.

Jiang Hanzang looked at him with serious eyes.

"Go take a bath." Gong Bai pushed him and said softly.

"I'm just your friend?" Jiang Hanzang asked suddenly.

When he asked this, Gong Bai became blunt.

"...Didn't you say the same thing this afternoon." Gong Bai slightly glanced aside, "You can't say it, you're a brother, right?"

Jiang Hanzang didn't say anything, looked at him for a moment, got up from him, and went straight to the bathroom.

Gong Bai could see that there was fire in his heart, but he didn't know how the fire came from, let alone how to resolve it.Before he changed his job, he wouldn't pay attention to Jiang Hanzang and everyone.

But it's different now.As for the difference, Gong Bai couldn't tell.

He went to heat the milk, made the bed again, and took out an extra quilt. Although the autumn in country C is not cold, you still have to be careful in the middle of the night.

What's more, they are two people.

After finishing all this, Gong Bai sat on the chair beside the bed and read the documents.

Jiang Hanzang came out of the shower, wiped his hair with a towel, and said, "I'll sleep in the living room."

"..." Gong Bai's hand holding the documents froze, and he didn't speak.

Jiang Hanzang saw the extra cup on the bed, hugged it and went outside.

Gong Bai had been sitting stiffly, after a while, he heard the sound of snoring coming from the living room.

Suddenly a burst of smoldering fire rushed into Gong Bai's chest, he threw away the materials in his hand, walked a few steps into the living room, and pulled the quilt off Jiang Hanzang's body.

Jiang Hanzang turned around in a daze, saw him standing there, and asked, "What's wrong?"

"Is the cold war fun?" Gong Bai said expressionlessly.He felt that the current state of him and Jiang Hanzang might last for a month, two months, or even longer if he didn't make it clear.

"..." Jiang Hanzang sat up, "What do you want to say?"

"I don't want to say anything." Gong Bai said.

Jiang Hanzang didn't look at him, but after hearing what he said, he continued to fall down and sleep.

"Jiang Hanzang!..." Gong Bai kicked him twice, "Do you think your character is very likable? Tell me what's going on, I don't like others to have a cold war with me."

"..." Jiang Hanzang sat up again and rubbed his face.This time, he raised his head, "What do you want me to say?"

Gong Bai muttered for a while, he knew that Jiang Hanzang deliberately wanted him to speak up this time.

After a while, Gong Bai said in a low voice: "...What on earth do you think? Do you really want to be brothers?"

Hearing what he said, Jiang Hanzang seemed relieved.But he smiled immediately, "What do I think? Is it important? Second Master Bai, between the two of us, don't you just keep saying what you want?"

"I can do whatever I say, but I didn't say anything."

"Yeah, you didn't say anything. But do you think that's right? Did you tell me last year that you'd make it clear when it was all over. And then? And then you just fucking disappeared I have been looking for you for half a year, and finally found you. I think you should tell me this time instead? But, you ran away, without saying a word, and came to country C. I am like a fool in China Waiting for you, but what is waiting for you? They said you were kidnapped! The government sent people to comfort them, saying that they would try their best to rescue them, but they did not rule out the possibility of danger, so that the family members should be mentally prepared at any time. You said, this is you Give me an explanation?!"

Jiang Hanzang seemed to erupt all of a sudden. He was emotional, his voice was passionate, and his eyes were red.

The door was opened, and the guard poked his head in and took a look: "Mr. Bai, are you all right?"

Gong Bai turned his head, frowned and said: "Close the door, don't open the door and come in without my permission."

The door quickly closed again.

Gong Bai looked at Jiang Hanzang, took a deep breath: "Is there any more?"

"...Gong Bai, do you know that sometimes I really want to strangle you to death." Jiang Hanzang said through gritted teeth.

Gong Bai nodded and sat on the sofa beside Jiang Hanzang.

"I know." Gong Bai's voice was very low, "Jiang Hanzang, I'm not likable. I've been like this since I was a child... When I grow up, I'm like this too. No one taught me how to express liking. "

After a moment of silence, Jiang Hanzang seemed not to have heard him, and said again:

"Dad just finished the operation, and Mom heard about your kidnapping and passed out again. She was in poor health because of your incident last year, and now she is scared by this again and is completely bedridden. Jiang Yun resigned In order to take care of her, Mom begged me to bring you back... I can only contact those people who are related to you. The Yue family, the Zhao family, and the Li family. But they can't do anything. "

"In the end, a man named Lord Luo took the initiative to contact me and introduced Governor Bai to me. Through Governor Bai, I got in touch with people from their military department... They were trying to rescue you, but they were very passive. They Always make me wait, but do you know? I can't wait for a moment... This method was actually suggested by Qin Fu. He said that he could sacrifice his life for you. He went to rescue you. Heh, what he said, it seems As if I was greedy for life and afraid of death, the two of us had a fight in the military headquarters... Then my senior sister saw me, and it was her who came up with such an idea. Originally, they didn't agree with me and Qin Fu going, but In the end I agreed to…”

"Maybe, I was too tired on this journey. After I rescued you, I collapsed instead." Jiang Hanzang leaned on the sofa, and his whole body was indeed not as vigorous as before.

"I'm tired, Xiaobai, really. If this continues, I may not be far from sudden death. You also know that we are essentially three or forty years old."

After silently listening to Jiang Hanzang's words, Gong Bai stretched out his hand and held Jiang Hanzang's open palm on the sofa.

"I know." Gong Bai said softly.

He held his hand, but Jiang Hanzang was probably too tired to respond at all.

Gong Bai really didn't know how to comfort others.Should he apologize?Or should I thank you?He really doesn't know.Jiang Hanzang didn't respond, he didn't know what to do next.

The temperature of the palms where the two touched disappeared bit by bit.

Gong Bai took a deep breath, and slowly withdrew his hand.

At this moment, Jiang Hanzang moved, and grabbed his backhand.

So hard, so tight.

Gong Bai couldn't help showing a slight smile, paused, and then squeezed back forcefully.

He turned his head secretly, Jiang Hanzang closed his eyes, his expression seemed helpless: "...I shouldn't have told you these things, it seems that I am hypocritical."

Gong Bai secretly smiled, but did not speak.

After a while, Jiang Hanzang seemed to be unable to bear it anymore.He turned his head and stared at Gong Bai: "Gong Bai, why are you like this?"

Three sticks can't make a sound.He said so much passionately, but Gong Bai didn't respond at all.

Gong Bai pursed his lips, "I just said that, I have such a personality."

"Are you honored to have such a character? You're quite proud, aren't you?"

"...Then, you didn't say anything."

"What did I say?" Jiang Hanzang was puzzled, "I said so much just now, and I didn't say it?"

Gong Bai glanced at him dissatisfied, and slowly leaned on his shoulder, his voice was as soft as a feather: "You really never said it. You never said it... Let me say it."

Jiang Hanzang was really stunned for a while.

It's one thing for Gong Bai to take the initiative to lean into his arms, but what Gong Bai said really made him feel at a loss.say what?What have you never said?

At this moment, Gong Bai sighed.

He thought, forget it.Jiang Hanzang is a straight male cancer, but he, Second Master Bai, can't take the initiative to lose his worth.If he doesn't say it, he won't say it.But it doesn't prevent the two of them from living together, he thought it over, in the future, he will have a good time with Jiang Hanzang.

"Go to sleep." Gong Bai raised his hand and patted Jiang Hanzang's heart.

Jiang Hanzang held it down, hesitated for a while, "Could it be, you want me...to confess?"

He looked down at Gong Bai.

Thinking about it carefully, I have indeed done everything along the way, but I really didn't say the word "like".

He thought that when he abandoned his family and career, went through fire and water, and disregarded his life, Gong Bai understood his intentions.As for a confession, isn't this a gimmick made by young people aged seventeen or eighteen?They are all in their 40s and [-]s, and they have been human for two lifetimes, so do they still need this? ?

No way!Second Master Bai is not such a hypocritical person, is he? !

Jiang Hanzang was a little shocked.

However, Gong Bai lowered his head, without saying a word, and wanted to withdraw his hand.

It seems to be true.

Jiang Hanzang suddenly felt distressed and funny.Feeling sorry for Gong Bai, making fun of myself.What is this pairing with? The channels between him and Gong Bai probably haven't matched from the beginning to the end.

In fact, from the fact that Gong Bai liked that doll bear so much before, it can be seen that this person looks indifferent and steady on the outside, but in his heart, he might be a child.

Growing up in such a family, but it doesn't mean that Gong Bai doesn't need this part.What he needs all the time is just that no one gives it to him.Now that he is grown up and has a successful career, can't he pursue these things?

After figuring this out, Jiang Hanzang suddenly felt stupid.He never knew Gong Bai, so he was full of self-righteousness, thinking that Gong Bai should accept it.But he ignored what Gong Bai really wanted.

Jiang Hanzang suddenly let go of Gong Bai, and searched for something in his clothes and trousers bag.

Gong Bai looked at him, but didn't want to pay attention to him, and went to the bedroom by himself.

"Where is it... it must have been lost, right?" Jiang Hanzang went to the bathroom to search again, but still couldn't find it.In the jacket in the bathroom, he finally found the gadget.

It's a pink bear, only half the size of his palm.

It was given to him by a girl selling ice cream on the street in front of the base this morning.At that time, Jiang Hanzang saw that the little girl was very pitiful, so he bought a box of ice cream from her and gave it to other children on the side of the road.In order to thank him, the little girl gave him the little bear.

"This is taken from the rose that my father gave to my mother." The little girl said at the time.

Jiang Hanzang didn't want it at first, but the little girl gave him whatever she wanted, so he just put it in his pocket.

Jiang Hanzang wiped the little bear carefully with a wet tissue, then held it in his hand, and walked slowly into the bedroom.

Gong Bai was pretending to read the documents, when he saw him coming in, he turned around and turned his face inside.

Suddenly, a pink bear spread out on Jiang Hanzang's hand and appeared in front of his eyes.

"What is this?" Gong Bai said, still picked up the little bear, and looked at it over and over again.

Jiang Hanzang opened his mouth, wanting to say I like you, but when the words came to his lips, he really didn't know what to say.

"That's right, it was given away when I bought ice cream." Jiang Hanzang scratched his head and said.

"It's a little girl." Gong Bai saw that Jiang Hanzang bought ice cream this morning.

Jiang Hanzang nodded.

"Why give it to me?" Gong Bai asked.

"...Don't you like this kind of gadget, so I'll give it to you."

"Okay, thank you." Gong Bai looked up at him, "And then?"

Jiang Hanzang was really embarrassed, he wondered why Gongbai was so annoying.Can he do his homework first tomorrow?I haven't confessed before.

He squatted down in front of Gong Bai, and begged: "Xiaobai, Second Master Bai, my Second Master. You... Let me go and study tomorrow, okay? Then, no flowers, and rings?"

"I don't want those... And the ring, well, it's not that far yet. It's too soon..." Gong Bai's eyes were flowing, looking here and there, but not at the person in front of him.

Jiang Hanzang suddenly became less nervous.

Not only was he not nervous, but he also laughed.

Gong Bai glanced at him reproachfully, but didn't want to continue talking to him: "Whatever, I don't care—"

Suddenly, Jiang Hanzang leaned forward and covered Gong Bai's lips.

Time passed very slowly, little by little, like water flowing quietly in a valley.Quiet and silent, and forever.

"I love you." Jiang Hanzang let go of Gong Bai, and looked at the person in front of him with deep eyes, "Xiao Bai."

Gong Bai moved, "What did you say..."

"I'm sorry." Jiang Hanzang said again: "This sentence made you wait for two lifetimes."

"..." Gong Bai lowered his head.

"Forgive me, I'm such a jerk for saying it now."

"You also know that you are a bastard." Gong Bai whispered, looking at Jiang Hanzang with red eyes.

Under the hazy yellow bedside light, the eyes of both of them were a little moist.

Jiang Hanzang smiled and caressed his face, and said: "Yes. It's actually just a matter of one sentence. If we had said it earlier, wouldn't we have been together a long time ago? Maybe we don't have to wait until this life... That time, you forced me to Retire from Donggu. I asked you to give me a reason, but I just want to force you to tell me."

"You finally admitted it, and you still keep pretending to be stupid." Gong Bai said angrily, "Obviously you just want me to speak out first, it's really bad."

In fact, Jiang Hanzang only now figured out this problem.

Fortunately, God gave him another chance.

"Yes, I admit it. I love you, and I want to have you, but I'm too embarrassed to say it first. So I use the advantage of my feelings to force you, and I want you to bow your head first. But I forgot, how did you grow up?" You grew up in the environment. It's your weapon, your protection for survival. I want you to get rid of these, so that you can surrender to me... What a bastard I am."

When Jiang Hanzang said it so sincerely, Gong Bai felt a little embarrassed.But he can't say that I'm not right, he just blushes, and he doesn't speak.

"Thank you for not kicking me out of your heart." Jiang Hanzang finally said.

Gong Bai smiled, "It seems that you are very important to me, so I can't forget you."

Jiang Hanzang also smiled, and hugged him over: "You are very important to me, and I can't forget you. Okay?"

"It's really nasty. I'm not mature at all, go to bed soon." Gong Bai pushed him away, put the materials aside, and went to bed: "There are still a lot of things to deal with tomorrow. That section chief Liu of yours deliberately asked you Go and help. See for yourself if you want to go."

Jiang Hanzang was speechless, well, now he dislikes him for being immature.After hearing what he wanted to hear, he turned around and started talking about work again.

"I'm not going. I'm going to be a badass now." Jiang Hanzang turned over and rushed forward.

"What a silly face, what nonsense." Gong Bai pushed him away with a smile, "Don't you have a dream? I remember you didn't want to be a star before."

Jiang Han buried himself in the pillow, wrapped one arm around Gong Bai's waist, and said, "I don't care. My wife is so rich, so I want to be a badass. Ah!——"

"If you talk nonsense again, I'll kill you." Gong Bai hit him with a pillow, but after thinking about it for a while, "If you really enter the entertainment circle, you will definitely have a lot of troubles with your peachy face. Forget it, you'd better be Little boy."

Jiang Hanzang laughed until his face ached.