The enemy has a crush on me

Roar--!

Kill evil!It's still blue!

Qing Jun will win, kill the demon god!

Qingjun!Qingjun!Qingjun!Qingjun!Qingjun!

kill him!kill him!kill him!kill him!kill!kill!kill!kill!

Qing Ze shook his head and listened for a while, only to hear the silence among the mountains.

For some reason, ever since I had that dream that I can't remember the specific content of, I always hear the hissing and cheering of the iron horse, the blood and anger from time to time.

It seemed that he was in the midst of the flames of war, surrounded by thousands of troops, holding the butcher's knife high in his hand, and was eagerly awaiting the execution of a heavenly punishment.

The tip of the nose can even smell a strong and desperate fishy smell.

And the faint moisture of tears dripping on the ground.

But if you listen carefully, it seems that they are far away and disappear without a trace.

The air is clear and light, with the smell of spring soil, without any fishy smell.

Raise your own hands, slender and clean, without any blood turbidity.

I touched my face, it was smooth and youthful, without any water stains.

The blossoming trees are covered with flourishing white like frost and snow.

Like the vast frost and snow covering the spring day.

The white petals fell in the stream, also like melting snow.

Black vines entwine on the frost and snow, showing a muddy look.

The fog in the mountains is confusing, and it is difficult to see clearly in the distance.

Yinglong still goes to the stream to look for him every day, and he comes more often, and occasionally he will transform into half of his original form, lying on the side of the stream, with the lower half of his body in the water, unconsciously shaking his tail when lying on his stomach Shake gently.

If you find that you are being stared at by Qing Ze, you will use your tail to lift up the stream, and ask Qing Ze to stretch out his sleeves to block it, making him unable to look any further.

During the movements, the scales were rippling with shimmering waves.

It's not that he doesn't want to completely transform into the prototype, it's just that the stream is not as wide as the pool after all, and it's already very difficult to accommodate the lower body.

Looking at him, Qingze couldn't concentrate on fishing.

Seeing his lower body swaying and swaying in the stream, his tail swaying and swaying, the scales are shining and shining, peeling a few hard-shelled fruits and handing them to him.

Ying Long propped up his upper body lying beside the stream, and went to bite the fruit that Qing Ze handed over.

When the sun was about to set, he crawled out of the stream, turning into a pair of human legs with water droplets falling off. Before he could put on his trousers, he lowered the hem of his robe and folded it up to cover it.

Qingze looked at the short-lived, tightly covered legs and exposed toes that were stepping on the green grass and dripping water, and suddenly asked, Ying Long, when will you bring the dragon saliva again?

Ying Long froze for a moment, but didn't answer.

The next day, I really brought two jars of dragon saliva.

Open the seal, the aroma is tangy.

Qingze thought it would be wasteful to drink directly from the jar, so he picked a lotus leaf at the foot of the mountain, folded it into two emerald wine bottles, poured ambergris, scooped up two petals of the fallen branches and put it inside, on top of the wine Floating quietly.

The strongest wine in the world has a faint fragrance of flowers and leaves.

Pass one cup to Ying Long, and keep one cup for himself.

Qing Ze had no good intentions at first, thinking of those straight and long legs with well-defined muscles, he stopped drinking after two cups, and tried his best to coax Ying Long to drink up the rest.

Two altars of dragons drool, Ying Long is a little unclear where he is.

Qing Ze poked his face, looked at it, and poked his face again.

In normal times, Ying Long would have stood stiffly a second before his fingertips poked him, and would have gone thousands of miles away.

But now, Ying Long just sat there blushing and looked at Qing Ze, completely dazed, and didn't respond to his disturbance at all.

Qing Ze leaned over and smacked his cheek.

Ying Long was still there in a daze, motionless.

But it doesn't seem very happy.

what happened?

Qing Ze was a little puzzled.

He said: Ying Long, what's wrong with you?

Ying Long was silent for a while, then opened his arms to hug him.

Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, hug and hug.

Hugging her tightly, she frowned again and wanted to kiss her.

Cute and cute, kiss kiss kiss.

After the kiss, she was happy, she found a place to nest on Qingze's body, lowered her eyelids, her eyelashes trembled, as if she was about to fall asleep.

No... wait, then what?Why is it different from last time?

Qingze was very annoyed, he didn't ask Yinglong to bring wine to serve as a sleeping humanoid dragon nest for Yinglong.

He was so small-minded, and when he got annoyed, he naturally didn't want to make it easier for Ying Long. Touching in the hem of Long's clothes, he was satisfied to hear sweet and greasy panting.

What to sleep and wake up hi.

Although Qing Ze didn't drink, he felt very anxious, so he touched it a few more times, and seeing that the moisture in Ying Long's eyes was getting heavier and heavier, he hugged him up, lifted his long black robe, and opened it neatly. With a neat hem, he hurriedly pulled his pants down.

After that, I couldn't bear to listen to it.

It's good to be young, and you can always come up with new tricks.

Wipe your mouth after eating, smash it, it's very aftertaste.

The life of the gods is nothing more than this.

The neighing of war horses, the shouts of war generals, and the sound of fierce army flags all faded away, and the fog in Mount Heng became heavier. Black vines covered half of the mountain, and absurd and weird flowers bloomed.

One day, Ying Long was sitting beside the flower vines, looking at the mist around him, he seemed a little absent-minded. While sharpening his sword, his finger was accidentally cut by a not-so-sharp edge.

Qing Ze turned his face and saw the wound on his hand.

A few drops of blood slid down.

Thin wisps dripped onto the ground and soaked into the ground.

Disappeared without a trace.

Qingze's mind went blank for a moment, thinking:

Why was Ying Long injured?How did Ying Long get hurt in front of him?

Fleeting, dark, cloudy images and boundless fears flashed through his mind.

Kill evil!Kill the Demon God!

kill!kill!kill!

Lord Qing must win, kill the Demon God!Lord Qing must win, kill the Demon God!Lord Qing must win, kill the Demon God!

There was noise in the ear again, the voice was so loud, as if it was all around him.

--stop fighting!

Qing Ze threw out those noises, grabbed the hand and hanched the injured finger into his mouth, almost forgot that he knew spells.

Ying Long put down the sword and stretched out his hand to stop the bleeding with a normal expression, but because Qing Ze's action was so sudden, he froze in place for a while, staring at him blankly.

It was only after doing this that Qing Ze realized how much fuss he had made, and awkwardly released Ying Long's fingers, coughed, and said, "The saliva of ancient divine beasts has the effect of healing..."

After he finished speaking, he remembered that Yinglong was also an ancient mythical beast, and felt that his statement was not tenable. He looked at the blunt sword beside him, feeling angry, and kicked the sword into the stream, watching the sword gradually drift away. It was only when I went to feel relieved, I turned my head and said: "What's the use of grinding this broken sword, I will pick a good one for you some other day."

After speaking, he lifted his robe and sat down, feeling a little dark in front of his eyes.

Kill evil!It's still blue!

During this period of time, he really felt that his consciousness was becoming more and more blurred, and his mind was getting more and more cloudy.

The huge Mount Heng seemed to be swallowing him up gradually.

For a few moments, he would be in a trance and unable to distinguish whether it was real or false, awake or dreamy.

If he doesn't expose a lie in his whole life, for him, that lie becomes the only truth in his life.

His whole life was so long, it was indeed extremely difficult to believe a lie for such a long time.

Fortunately, maybe it won't be long before his life will come to an end, and he will be completely lost in this beautiful happiness that he doesn't know whether it is true or not.

Qing Ze came back to his senses and found that Ying Long was looking at him worriedly.

What are you worried about?

I'm fine.

When the breeze is blowing and the grass is swaying, Yinglong will suddenly call his name softly.

Qingze, Qingze.

Swaying gently with the flowers and trees all over the mountain.

Qing Ze said, I am here, I am here.

In fact, he also wanted to take Yinglong to other places in the mountains, but he sat by the stream for too long and felt that he didn't even have the energy to move around.

A corner of the sky was covered with a layer of stiff mud gold at some point.

When alone, Qing Ze would also look at the sky, guessing that his time might be numbered.

The price of sobriety is too heavy, and smart people always live very tired.

So he stays in chaos, gives up thinking, and chooses to be stupid.

In the days when the sky is high and the sea is wide, he clutches his heart.

He discovered his mind for the dragon, and also secretly felt that everything must come to an end, and his attitude towards the dragon gradually became as cautious as treating a fragile object.

Even a small thorn pierced into the skin, and the heart ached terribly, and after pulling out the thorn, I had to step on it a few times to feel relieved.Then holding Ying Long's hand, looking at the wound as small as a needle point, he exhaled carefully and said: "It doesn't hurt, it doesn't hurt."

I will coax you for a while.

He wished he could raise Yinglong in the greenhouse, for fear that he would be exposed to the wind and the sun.

If the sun is too high, you may be afraid of being hot; if there are too many clouds, you may be afraid of being stuffy; if there is too much rain, you may be afraid of being cold.

When it was difficult to even lift the eyelids, half the sky collapsed.

Qing Ze held his chin and asked with a smile: "Ying Long, I might die here. Are you willing to die here with me?"

Ying Long said: "Qing Ze, you will not die here."

Qing Ze smiled more happily, and patiently added the assumption: "If I die here, are you willing to die here with me?"

Ying Long said: "Qing Ze, I am willing."

After getting the answer he wanted, Qingze looked at him suspiciously: "Ying Long, why are you willing to die here with me?"

Qingze asked again: "Ying Long, why do you come to me again and again?"

Qing Ze finally asked: "Can you give me a reason? If this reason can convince me, I will never go anywhere else. No matter what happens outside, I am willing to stay here and be with you forever."

Ying Long was silent for a long time, and said: "Qingze...because, I like you."

Qing Ze said: "What?"

Ying Long said: "Qing Ze, I like you."

Qing Ze's expression could not be called happy at all.

His complexion changed drastically, and he was dripping with cold sweat.

The whole world suddenly shook, and the mud-gold sky was mottled and cracked.

This sentence is so terrible, so terrible that Qing Ze suddenly remembered all the things that had been deliberately forgotten.

Qing Ze pushed Ying Long away, and transformed into a long sword.

The mountains are full of impunity.Wrapped around undyed black vines.The thick fog that obscures the distance.

After staying in this mountain for so long, he has no impression of the place beside the stream.

He didn't know where Ying Long came from every day, and he didn't know where Ying Long went every night.

And Ying Long has been here for so long, yet Bai Ze never came back.

This was what he was looking forward to day and night, and it was absolutely impossible.

This is absolutely impossible.

Qing Ze said: "I knew from the very beginning that this was an illusion."

Qing Ze said: "But I wake up from so many hallucinations, and I'm tired of being awake. I've had enough, every night, every night, every night. I watched Yinglong die. Every night, I killed myself. Death to Dragon. Every night. Every night. Nine hundred and ninety-nine nights. Another nine hundred and ninety-nine nights. Every year. Every year. For hundreds of years, I have never had a night of sleep. For hundreds of years, I have not One day can be free. But I can wake up every time. Because I tell myself, I must wake up. I want to resurrect Ying Long, only I can resurrect Ying Long, Ying Long is waiting for me to resurrect, so I must wake up. I Don't get lost in illusions."

"In the illusion of reality, pain, despair, and happiness day by day."

"But later... I didn't even have the chance to enter the illusion. They said that it was because Yinglong died. Yinglong died hundreds of years ago. In this world, there will never be such an ancient god as Yinglong So why should I be sober? Then what is the point of my sobriety?"

"Later, I often thought, if I was not so clear-headed and not so rational when I entered the illusion."

"If I didn't kill him when I entered the illusion, what's wrong with that?"

"I like this illusion. I am willing to die in this illusion. I am willing to give up my sobriety. I am willing to believe lies. I am willing to forget everything."

Qing Ze raised his sword.

He said, "But why did you poke it?"

He said: "You imitate so much everywhere, why did you show your feet at the last moment."

He said, "Why are you so cruel?"

Ying Long looked at him with wide eyes.

Qing Ze's complexion was like a knife, but his tears were like water breaking a bank.

Ying Long stretched out his hand and said, "Qingze..."

Qing Ze slapped his hand away and pointed his sword at him.

"Do you think I don't know? Do you all think I don't know?!"

"I knew it from the beginning!"

"I know everything!"

"I just pretended not to know, deceived myself, let myself think I didn't know."

"If I don't expose a lie in my life, then for me, that lie becomes the only truth in this world... Even if my life is so long, even if I already know the truth, I am willing not to expose it."

"I'd love to be a fool, I'd love to deceive myself, but why did you wake me up? There are so many smart people in the world, and there is no shortage of me. Why don't you let me be stupid?"

"Why do you have to remind me?"

"Any reason is fine, and I am willing to believe any reason. Why tell such a clumsy lie. Let me think about it."

"Remind me, I've deliberately forgotten all these years of secrets I've known from the beginning."

"I know everything. I know everything. I know everything."

"I know what kind of story this is."

"That's Bai Ze's secret. He never told the world, but only his younger brother."

"I knew it from the very beginning. The beginning of everything, the true story of this story, I knew it before I met Ying Long."

"Before I met Ying Long for the first time, I had heard this story countless times."

"Bai Ze trusts me so much, because I am his younger brother, so he told me everything."

"I also thought I would be a good brother."

"But I can't. So I, let myself forget."

"Because I don't want to remember, I really do forget."

"From the day I forgot, I never thought of it again."

"I don't remember, I don't know, I don't understand. So I can obstruct it confidently. So Bai Ze can't blame me. So I am not a selfish and shameless villain."

"I only know that Bai Ze is a cold-blooded, ruthless, insensitive person. He failed Ying Long's infatuation, so I am not wrong. It is because he is slow, because he does not understand, because he is late, it is all his own fault, no Blame me for breaking up the heaven-sent couple. Don't blame me for letting them go farther and farther, separated by life and death, and never able to be happy."

"I was so selfish and crazy. I broke up two people who loved each other. I betrayed my brother who trusted me. I personally destroyed the dream he had woven for so many years. I made excuses for myself. I felt affectionate and pitiful."

"Because I don't remember, so I want the person I love to know my love, and I want the person I love to see my heart."

"The person I love falls in love with a person who won't respond to him, why doesn't he look back at me?"

"I'm just jealous, I'm just narrow-minded."

"I know everything, but I tell myself that I don't know anything."

"I'm walking in a hallucination... I know it's my dream, I know he can't fight me. He has to put up with what I've done to him, he has to show all the disgusting fantasies I put on him I let him only look at me, only love me... I put all my ugly, wishful thinking, humble, bad, deformed, wishful thinking love on him."

"I know that if he comes back to life, he will hate me to the bone. I know how despicable my behavior is. I just... I have endured it for too long, I have endured it for tens of thousands of years... I... I am going crazy ..."

Qing Ze almost broke down in tears.

"It drives me crazy……"

"I know you're lying to me. I know it's an illusion."

"I'm willing to believe anything you say, but I'll never believe this one sentence."

"Ying Long will never fall in love with me."

"Ying Long will never be able to see me."

"Ying Long hates me, Ying Long hates me."

"Ying Long loves someone else, someone who has been in love with him from the very beginning."

"I'm just a nasty little man with nothing but ugly jealousy."

"Before I was born in this world, everything was settled."

"In this story, I have never been there."

As Qingze spoke, the whole world collapsed crazily.