model king

Mu Ke suffered from a headache all night, neither fell asleep nor had nightmares.Shen Yue was still asleep, but he had already woken up.

After changing his clothes and going out, he bought a bouquet of flowers at the flower shop he frequented, and the clerk skillfully picked out the best blooming red roses and delivered them to him in a beautiful package.

Mu Ke went to the hospital, and Chen Ying had another session of treatment a few days ago, always saying that she had no appetite, so Mu Ke bought her favorite snacks on the way.

The doctor just came to check the room in the morning, and Chen Ying's condition is not bad, better than when Mu Ke visited her a few times ago.

Recently, Mu Ke came every day, but it was still surprising to see Chen Ying so early.

"It's so early today?" Chen Ying looked at him with a smile, looking in good spirits.

"Well, I have nothing to do today, so I'll come to see you early." Mu Ke replaced yesterday's flowers and inserted new ones.

"It's so beautiful." Chen Ying said, "I feel energetic when I look at those flowers."

Mu Ke sat on the edge of the bed and looked at her, "You are much better today, I think you will get better soon."

Chen Ying smiled, raised the back of her hand, and said, "It's all the effect of injections and medicine. I know my own body. I thought I'd die of illness, but it hurts too much, and I still have to linger on for a few days in the end." sky."

Mu Ke felt sad when she heard that, reached out to hold her hand, and said softly, "You will be fine..."

Chen Ying sighed slightly, this child is good in everything, but his heart is too soft and simple, she changed the subject and asked, "You have a bad complexion and lack of energy, it seems that you are not as good as a patient like me, you said yesterday to go Are you having a good weekend?"

Thinking of the sudden change yesterday, Mu Ke pursed his lips and said, "It's nothing, I didn't sleep well."

"Young people should take good care of their bodies," Chen Ying looked at him, "Nothing is more important than yourself."

Mu Ke lowered his head, he was in a mess, ever since he knew that Shen Yue didn't love him, he had been in a mess.

He wanted to ask Shen Yue who he thought he was, but he was afraid that if he asked, it would be over.

Chen Ying patted his hand, "There is nothing hard to overcome in life except death, don't let yourself regret it."

Mu Ke smiled, nodded, and sat for a while before leaving the hospital.

The hospital does not have any good memories for him. He was in class that year, and the teacher called him out. A strange uncle took him to the hospital to see his mother for the last time.

He couldn't remember what the last fucking scene was like, only that he heard that his mother ended her life with a rope while he was in school.He remembered trying to touch his fucking hand and being pulled away by the doctor.

For his mother, living madly in pain every day, death should be the best relief.

He lived in the street police station for two days, his father came to pick him up, thinking he was a trouble, he thought it was the woman's way of revenge and dragging him down, cursing why his mother didn't take him to die with him.

Living in his father's house seemed a little better than that leaky iron house, but Mu Ke knew that he no longer had a home.

Shen Yue made him think that he could be loved like an ordinary person, and that he would have a home to return to like most people.

Such extravagant hopes and illusions made him rely too much on the little warmth Shen Yue gave him.He didn't have any longing at first, and when he saw a little hope, he thought he had seen the future, but in fact he had nothing.

He was blinded by this little bit of hope and joy, so that he didn't realize until he heard him say it yesterday that he had been just a stand-in for a stranger all this time.

It was so obvious, but he didn't doubt it at all, so he firmly believed that Shen Yue loved him.

Mu Ke didn't call a taxi, and walked a long way along the main road outside the hospital before getting on a bus, and sat in the city center in a leisurely manner, then got off and transferred to the subway.

He had a few missed calls from Shen Yue in his hand, he saw it, but he didn't want to reply.In the past, when Shen Yue missed him, he felt happy and sweet, but now he just felt uncomfortable when he thought about why Shen Yue cared about him.

It was already two hours after arriving home, Mu Ke opened the door and heard Shen Yue calling inside, probably related to his work.

Shen Yue heard him come in, hung up the phone and came out, "Where did you go early in the morning, and you didn't answer the phone?"

Mu Ke took off his coat and said in a low voice, "I went to see Sister Ying, she looks good today, let's stay with her for a while longer."

"Well, it's good that you have a heart." Shen Yue knew a little about her condition, and Mu Ke rushed over to see her early in the morning. He guessed that he was in a bad mood yesterday, probably because of her.

Mu Ke glanced at Shen Yue who was already dressed, and asked, "Are you going out?"

"Well, go to MTT for a while, what kind of meeting are you going to have, it has something to do with the second season of the show," Shen Yue kissed him, "I'll pick you up tonight for dinner, what do you want to eat?"

Speaking of eating, Mu Ke thought of the last time he met Xiao Yuxing, Shen Yue ordered two of his favorite food, presumably those are also Xiao Yuxing's favorite food.

"I don't have anything special to eat, you can go to work first."

He used to worry about whether Shen Yue would empathize with someone better when he met someone better, but now he is thinking that he looks like Xiao Yuxing, has a similar personality, and even has the same birthday as himself. The only one Shen Yue met in so many years, how could he be easily changed.

He had a headache and was very sleepy, so he went to sleep after Shen Yue left, and slept for two hours in a daze, with ghosts in his dreams.

Mu Ke got up from the bed, took a shower and changed clothes, and walked to the company.

He had a bad complexion, and when he entered the door, the girl at the front desk was startled.

"Ah Ke? Sister Qi Si said you have a rest today?"

"Well, I'm bored to take a look."

After Qi Si started to take care of him, she had her own office. She was not as lucky as Mu Ke and could rest, and she was still exclusive of his schedule at the moment.

"Ake? Why are you here?"

Qi Si was surprised to see him come in, so Mu Ke went straight to the basket where she put the letters, "I'm bored, let me see if there are any recent events that invite me to participate?"

"Why did you remember to go to the event?"

"It's too boring to read too many papers."

Qi Si looked at him a little strangely, "A while ago you said you were writing a thesis and not participating in activities, so I pushed you a lot. Recently, there were a few big parties that invited you, and they were all models, stylists and the like in the circle. , Those who can’t go will be filtered for you, if you want to go, I will reply to you.”

"Okay, I'm bored anyway."

Qi Si was very efficient, and when Mu Ke returned home, he sent the time and place of the party he could go to.

She sent another message: Teacher Gu said that you are too homely alone, you should socialize more with people instead of staying at home all the time.

That's right, he is indeed too homebound. All his spare time is either with Shen Yue or waiting for Shen Yue to come to him.The world is so big, but he is only satisfied in one corner.

As a result, he wanted to use some contacts now, but found that he didn't know anyone.

He still had a headache, but couldn't sleep. Shen Yue sent a WeChat message to ask him if he wanted to eat anything.

Mu Ke was stunned for a while, then replied: Quicksand bags.

The temperature dropped suddenly for a few days, and when it got warmer again, it felt like early summer. Shen Yue took a lot of exterior shots recently, and Qiqi said that he got tanned early.

"Boss, are you still in a hurry to go back today?"

"Well, you take care of the rest."

Recently Mu Ke was always depressed, Shen Yue couldn't find out the reason, so he could only try his best to accompany him and coax him.But Mu Ke, who used to be happy for several days because of his words, is not so easy to coax.

A few days ago, Mu Ke always went to some parties and seemed to be more cheerful, but he was always in a daze before going to bed.

Shen Yue handed over the follow-up matters to the assistant, and rushed to pick Mu Ke up for dinner.

The weather was warm, and Mu Ke was standing on the side of the road wearing a hooded sweater and light-colored jeans, like a child on a spring outing.

Mu Ke opened the car door and sat in, put away his long legs, smiled and leaned over to kiss Shen Yue.

"Huh?" Shen Yue looked at him, "So happy today?"

"I'm so happy every day!" Mu Ke said with a smile, "Do I think I'm not happy?"

Shen Yue touched his head, "I will be happy when you are happy."

Mu Ke fastened his seat belt and told him what new things happened at the so-and-so party two days ago.Shen Yue originally cared about his little white rabbit running away to play with others, he listened to him talking enthusiastically, and just thought he was happy, so he didn't care about it.

We chose a Japanese food restaurant for dinner. Although the cubicles are small, they are very private.Mu Ke drank a little wine, his face turned rosy due to the steaming smell, and when he was full, he held his chin and looked at Shen Yue.

"Look at what I do?"

Shen Yue also looked at him, the Mu Ke has become very different recently, besides being preoccupied, there are also some changes that he can't describe.

"Brother," Mu Ke said, "will you remember me? Remember me unforgettable..."

Shen Yue smiled, "What are you talking about, did you drink too much?"

Mu Ke looked at him for a while and suddenly laughed, which was different from the contented and shy smiles in the past, which inexplicably made Shen Yue feel that he had grown up.

He seemed to drink a little too much, and he had to fly to another place early the next morning, so Shen Yue had no choice but to send him back.On the way Mu Ke kept looking at him in a daze, Shen Yue only thought he had drunk too much.

As usual, the car stopped in that secluded side street, and Mu Ke suddenly unbuckled his seat belt and rushed over to hug him.

"What's the matter, you miss me before you leave?" Shen Yue asked while stroking his hair.

Mu Ke looked at the street lamp and said softly, "You hug me again..."

Shen Yue hugged him tightly, "Good boy, you can see me again in two days."

Mu Ke smiled, "I want to eat ice cream."

Shen Yue let him go, "Eat at this time, won't you be afraid of getting a stomachache? You just ate sashimi, don't you remember?"

"I want to eat……"

It was rare for him to act like a baby, and Shen Yue had nothing to do with him, "Okay, I'll buy it for you."

As soon as Shen Yue got out of the car, Mu Ke followed him, following behind him like a kid begging for candies.

He stretched out his hand to hold him, Mu Ke held his face and kissed him eagerly and earnestly, Shen Yue embraced his return kiss, thought it was outside, and pushed him away again.

"Okay, let's talk about it when you come back."

Mu Ke took his hand and nodded, "I want ice cream..."

I bought ice cream at a convenience store on the street, Shen Yue wanted to send him upstairs, but Mu Ke shook his head, "No need, Qi Si may come to deliver something later."

"Then pack your things and go to bed early."

Mu Ke watched him get into the car and waved to him, "Goodbye."

Along the way, Shen Yue was thinking about his "goodbye" and his expression, the more he thought about it, the more strange it became, Mu Ke seemed to be saying goodbye to him or...

what is it then?