model king

"How could it be you, how could it be yours?" Mu Ke murmured.

Shen Yue took off the heavy headgear and looked at him apologetically, "You don't want to see me, I have no other choice, if you are unhappy, I just leave, don't cry."

He reached out to touch his face again, Mu Ke slapped his hand away fiercely, and asked in a suppressed voice, "Your studio is closed, and your people have disappeared, just to come here every day to distribute balloons." ?”

"I'm worried about you and want to make you happy." Shen Yue explained clumsily.

Mu Ke took two deep breaths, remembered the six-character motto An Ruoran gave him, "Be cold and ignore him", recited it silently several times in his heart, forced himself to calm down, returned the balloon in his hand to Shen Yue, turned around I'm leaving.

Shen Yue grabbed his wrist, and prayed, "Take it, okay?"

Mu Ke pulled the thread, saw the rabbit balloon on it from the thread, he relaxed his hand, and the balloon fluttered and flew higher and higher.

"Since you like Xiao Yuxing so much, to the point that you pay so much for someone who is just a bit like him, why don't you confess to him, but pester me over and over again?"

Shen Yue took a step forward, wanting to shake his hand, but Mu Ke avoided him, "I like you, but you, Mu Ke."

Mu Ke smiled with unclear emotions, and said softly, "When I was young, my younger brother didn't want a lot of things for me, but I didn't expect that when I grew up, what I got was what others didn't want...

"As he said that, he suddenly became hysterical, and rushed forward and grabbed Shen Yue's doll costume fiercely, "The gifts you gave me are all he didn't want, and the notes you gave me are all related to him, the most important thing in your heart The person you love has always been Xiao Yuxing, who I am is not important to you at all.You cherish him, you can't even bear to confess, what about me? "

Mu Ke pushed him hard, and Shen Yue, who was devastated, took two steps back and sat on the side of the road.Shen Yue looked up at him and said softly, "I'm sorry..."

"sorry?"

Mu Ke rushed over, pressed his shoulders and punched him hard. Shen Yue didn't guard against him, and didn't fight back. He let him vent his anger. After Mu Ke had beaten enough, he suddenly seemed to have lost all his strength, and sat on the side. Holding my head, I said to myself, "What's the use of your apology, if I can start from the beginning, I must not like you. After we separated, I could have lived a good life, but when you appeared, My determination will be shaken in an instant, and I shamelessly want to go back to you..."

He lowered his head, tears fell down his nose on the road, he took a breath, and said as calmly as possible, "I really hate myself who is entangled like this, I think I'm hypocritical and useless, I can't do anything well, Not likable yet, the more I think about it, the more I feel that I should work harder and be more confident, but...but..."

Mu Ke turned to look at him, her voice was choked and pitiful, "They say that childhood misfortune may cause a distortion of character, but I have no choice, I have worked hard to be myself, why, why did I meet you... "

He was incoherent, as if he just wanted to speak out what was piled up in his heart. Regardless of his resistance, Shen Yue put his arms around his shoulders, trying to calm his emotions, "I know you worked hard, you are really good, don't deny yourself ?"

Mu Ke was sobbing, as if she wanted to cry out all her grievances, repeatedly saying that she was useless.He was crying, like an abandoned little animal, which made Shen Yue feel more distressed than the silent crying before.

He felt distressed, but he couldn't do anything. Today's situation exceeded his expectations. He never thought that Mu Ke's reaction would be so severe.Under the probing eyes of passers-by, Shen Yue could only hug his poor little white rabbit tightly, caress his back, stroke his head, and comfort him.

The night wind blew up, and Mu Ke gradually calmed down, staring at a certain part of the road in a daze, the balloon in Shen Yue's hand had already flown away, and the bulky doll clothes were taken off, and piled up beside Mu Ke to shield him from the wind .

"I want to go back……"

After venting his emotions, Mu Ke remained in a sluggish state, the wind gave him a headache, and now he wanted to stand up, but his legs didn't work.

Shen Yue supported him, "I'll take you back."

"I do not want……"

Just as Mu Ke refused, Shen Yue pulled his arm to carry him on his back, and said softly, "Don't move, you will fall."

The night wind was very cold, and Shen Yue's back was very warm. He was emotionally fluctuating just now, and it was when he was physically and mentally exhausted. He stuck to his back honestly, thinking about what happened just now, the most intense time between them The conflict seemed to be unresolved, but he felt a little relaxed.

It was a bit cold in the room, Mu Ke sat on the edge of the bed in the bedroom in a daze, not long after, Shen Yue came back with a hot towel, and knelt down in front of him to wipe his eyes.

Mu Ke dodged back a little to express his resistance, Shen Yue reached out and pressed the back of his head to wipe his eyes, his face, and his hands.

Shen Yue held his hand and looked up at him, Mu Ke's eyes dodged, wanting to look at him but not daring to look at him.

"I owed you a lot before, and I know I can't get it back anyway. I hope I can make it up to you in the future," Shen Yue said seriously, "Even if you don't believe it, can you let me stay by your side and wait for you?" Get up, if you tell me to get out, I will get out, okay?"

"You, how do you know I'm sick?" Mu Ke realized the problem before he could be moved.

Shen Yue didn't want to lie to him, and he couldn't betray Shao Wen, so after thinking about it, he had to sell An Ruoran, "Brother Ruoran said, he said you were not in good condition, and he refused to tell me the details of the doctor's situation. I can only think of such a stupid way to get close to you."

Mu Ke's emotions that should be vented have been vented, and now listening to him say these things, he just finds it incredible that Shen Yue in his heart is not like this at all.

Seeing that he didn't speak, Shen Yue cheated, "You didn't reject me just now, then I will stay with you all the time, at least to watch you get better."

"But..." Mu Ke belatedly wanted to speak.

"Okay," Shen Yue interrupted him and asked, "What do you want to eat tonight, if you don't want to eat, it's still early, do you want to watch a movie, or take a bath and sleep?"

"I want to..." Mu Ke subconsciously wanted to say "drink porridge", but the mouth shape came out, and she stopped abruptly.

Of course Shen Yue understood him, stood up and patted his head, "I see, you rest for a while, I'll do it."

When closing the bedroom door, Shen Yue saw those balloons floating on the roof, which he gave to Mu Ke these days.Originally, he thought that after the revelation, Mu Ke's emotions were so intense that he would be beaten out, but he didn't expect that although Mu Ke didn't accept it, he didn't reject it any more.

He tolerated himself so gently again.

Shen Yue cooked a pot of porridge with an electric rice cooker. The taste was not as good as that cooked in a casserole. He could barely eat it. There were not many vegetables in the refrigerator. He used the only ingredients to make a cold side dish.

Mu Ke stayed in a daze for a while, went to take a bath and changed clothes, smelled the smell of rice and came out, and there was still a basket of steaming quicksand bags on the dining table.

"I ordered takeaway, barely took a bite, can I cook something delicious for you tomorrow?"

Things went smoothly beyond his imagination, Shen Yue almost forgot that Mu Ke hadn't fully accepted him yet, and had already started to think about how old he was.

Mu Ke still didn't have much appetite, he couldn't eat after two sips, especially Shen Yue's side dishes were so unpalatable.

Shen Yue was not hungry, so he sat across from him and watched him eat, and frowned when he saw him take two bites of small dishes, knowing that he was not good at cooking, and had to go home tomorrow.

The person opposite suddenly raised his head to look at him, and Shen Yue asked nervously, "What's wrong?"

Mu Ke looked away, "Well, what about the big rabbit?"

Big rabbit?Shen Yue thought for a while before he realized that he was talking about the big rabbit's doll costume. Just now he was only thinking about carrying the person back, completely forgetting about the big rabbit who has made great contributions.

"You, you wait, I'll get it now!"

Shen Yue hurried out the door, leaving Mu Ke alone in the room.

Pushing the bowl away, Mu Ke lay down on the table, he didn't drive Shen Yue away, it wasn't the Madonna's attack, it was just that he was afraid of being alone in the room, empty and lonely, as if there was a boundless darkness that would overwhelm him Same.

He wanted to hold on to Shen Yue like a life-saving straw, and think about the future after he really recovered.

Mu Ke breathed a sigh of relief. He didn't expect that his emotions would fluctuate so much just now, and he would even hit someone, but after speaking out what was in his heart, he felt much better.

Staring at the window for a while and looking at the bright lights of the building opposite, Mu Ke suddenly realized that Shen Yue seemed to have been gone for a long time, maybe... felt that he was in trouble and left...

Mu Ke silently scratched at the edge of the table, counting the seconds in his heart, when he heard the door open, he suddenly jumped up.

Shen Yue threw the doll clothes on the side of the road, and the sanitation cleaned them up next to the trash can. He searched a few times before finding them.

When I entered the room, I saw Mu Ke staring at me, and asked with a smile, "What's the matter, I'm afraid I won't come back?"

Mu Ke showed his aloof personality, "I thought it was a thief."

Shen Yue didn't expose him, he put the big rabbit's clothes on, saw the food left on the table, and didn't force him to eat more, "It's not delicious, I'll cook it for you tomorrow."

Mu Ke sat without moving, Shen Yue cleaned up the dishes and washed them, turned around and Mu Ke was still sitting there.

"Isn't there shooting tomorrow?" Shen Yue glanced at the time, "Go to sleep, I'll wake you up tomorrow morning."

Mu Ke was stunned, "Aren't you leaving?"

Shen Yue wiped off the water on his hands, "I won't go, I'll sleep in the living room, is that okay?"

Mu Ke pouted, "What if I say no?"

Shen Yue smiled, "Then I'll pave the floor at the door."

After tidying up the kitchen and living room, Shen Yue warmed up a glass of milk and served it to Mu Ke who was in bed. Mu Ke shook his head, "I've brushed my teeth, I don't want to drink it."

"Take it, I'll put a cup of warm water next to your bed, and drink it when you're thirsty at night."

After finishing speaking, Shen Yue came in with a box after leaving the bedroom, opened it, and there was a humidifier inside, Shen Yue installed it while reading the manual.

Mu Ke lay on the bed and watched him busy, Shen Yue finally installed it, plugged in the power, turned to him and said, "The timer is an hour, and I added some sleeping essential oils. If you don't like the smell, I will take it out."

"Very good..." Mu Ke said softly.

Shen Yue stroked his hair, "Sleep peacefully, I will accompany you outside."

Mu Ke rubbed his pillow and said goodnight to him in his heart.Shen Yue turned off the lamp beside his bed, and walked out the door lightly.

No matter what the ending is, as long as Mu Ke can get better, he has nothing to ask for.

[I don’t know what I’m writing anymore, everyone is welcome to communicate with me, it’s okay to scold me, cry, let me hear your voices! 】