model king

"You know..." Mu Ke murmured, "You know..."

Shen Yue reached out to hold his hand, "Baby, I admit, I was attracted to you at first because you resembled a star, but I..."

Mu Ke looked at him with blank and desperate eyes, Shen Yue suddenly didn't know what to say, "I know I like you, it has nothing to do with Xiao Yuxing, the reason you heard my conversation with my brother that day was because I didn't want him to guess me , nonsense, can you forgive me?"

"Because you don't want to be guessed by others, so you said that I rely on you to get the position, right?" Mu Ke still looked at him calmly, "Why do you admit your mistake now? It's because you can't find someone who is more like Xiao Yuxing than me." people."

"No, it's not like this..." Shen Yue explained weakly, "Can you trust me this time?"

"You gave me presents and filmed with me, but because of the three-point resemblance between me and Xiao Yuxing?" Mu Ke shook off his hand, "I really can't believe you, I beg you, please let me go , you like him, can you go and tell him?"

Shen Yue chased his hand and begged him, "No, I beg you, believe me this time, I really like you, no one else, just you!"

Mu Ke withdrew his hand forcefully, "Please, don't come to me anymore, I really don't want to have anything to do with you anymore."

When he found out that he was still yearning for Shen Yue's warmth and the pleasure of his body, he began to fear that one day he would return to a small and cowardly situation.He thought maybe Shen Yue would really like him, but he couldn't convince himself.

It's not a good thing to be disconnected, and it's painful not to see each other again in the future, but it's better than the heart-piercing pain when he knew the truth back then.

Shen Yue watched him stubbornly dragging his suitcase away, lonely and lonely.Maybe, he is really going to lose Mu Ke.

Shen Zhuo picked up the child from school and returned home. The nanny said that the second young master had returned and was sleeping in the room.His assistant came back to report today. The filming on Mu Ke's side is over. His younger brother should be rushing to Mu Ke's side to show his hospitality. Why are you back now?

He went to Shen Yue's room but didn't see anyone, so he went back to his own room, and Shen Yue was indeed sleeping on his bed.

"Wake up," Shen Zhuo shook his shoulders, smelling the alcohol on his body, "why did you drink so much..."

Shen Yue was woken up by his brother, and said in a daze, "Brother, I'm broken in love..."

Shen Zhuo pulled him up, "Lovebroken? Didn't you lose him a long time ago?"

"That's right," Shen Yue looked dully at the foot of the bed, "I really lost him, he begged me not to look for him again, saying that he didn't want to have anything to do with me anymore..."

Shen Zhuo sighed, sat on the edge of the bed and looked at him, holding his face in his hands, "You know what? You look like you are very worthless, what about your invincible look in the past? Wherever you go, you have to put on a second look. Little airs, now you will die or live twice for a small model. Shen Yue, you said you want to learn how to love others, what have you learned?"

Shen Yue avoided his hand, and said lonely, "He doesn't love me anymore..."

"Please be sober. If you feel sorry for yourself like this, and drink until you vomit blood, it won't undo the sins you committed." Shen Zhuo said directly, stabbing him in the heart every sentence, "You deserve it."

Deserved two words, like a loud slap on his face, Shen Yue wiped his face, "Boss, what face do you have to say about me. You should know that when the other party ignores you, you can only I lowered my posture again and again, so low that I didn't ask for it, but it might not be able to save him..."

Shen Zhuo smiled bitterly, "When you are powerless, just be yourself and return to your own life."

Going back to your own life is easier said than done.

Shen Yue got out of bed to get dressed, Shen Zhuo asked differently, "You don't live here?"

"No, I'm going back."

It suddenly occurred to him that he still had a home to return to when he was sad, but his little white rabbit must be hiding in a corner crying alone.Shen Yue drove to the downstairs of Mu Ke, and parked on the side of a remote road, just like not long ago.

Shen Yue didn't know the meaning of doing this, it seemed that the whole meaning of his life was in this hopeless waiting.

In the morning, Shen Yue entered the door of his studio on time, Qiqi was so surprised when she saw him.

"Boss? Why are you here?" Qiqi was a little scared, "You didn't come to announce the disbandment of the studio, did you?"

"What nonsense..." Shen Yue glanced at him, "Bring me my worksheet, and ask for a cup of tea or coffee."

"Oh……"

He wants to return to his own life, the life without Mu Ke.

On the night when Mu Ke came back, he didn't even have time to be sad. He was thrown into the studio by Gu Keyi to shoot the anniversary special issue of "FM". He returned home in the middle of the night, rested for a long time, and was stuffed on the plane to Europe. Ready for fashion week.

Although he received a movie, An Ruoran did not plan to let him embark on the path of an actor. With the early publicity of "Returning Home", Mu Ke has accumulated a lot of popularity. Recently, there are many invitations to variety shows, but Gu Keyi He didn't answer, but he was invited by the brand to consider a few good brands.

Mu Ke is not picky. He wants to become a supermodel. He is too far behind. He used to show for one or two designers. He could be seen in the main show, but at the international fashion week, he wants to be caught by the brand. , we have to work harder.

Gu Keyi jokingly said that Mu Ke's trip to Europe was to collect stamps. After collecting all the four majors, Mu Ke's net worth will not only increase, but if he is lucky, he will have no problem getting one or two endorsements.

Mu Ke's performance in "Returning Home" boosted Gu Keyi's confidence, and he was gearing up to prepare for his future work arrangements, but An Ruoran noticed something was wrong.

This time MDS had a lot of models participating in the Fashion Week. An Ruoran also went to Europe with the excuse of supervising the work. Both newcomers and old people were very excited along the way, but Mu Ke was always sitting alone in a daze.

He used to read books when he was free, but now he is completely empty.For some reason, An Ruoran felt that he seemed very tired.

Mu Ke's character of never complaining or complaining made An Ruoran very worried.

Ever since Mu Ke said "I don't want to see you again" to Shen Yue, Shen Yue really hasn't shown up again, and his life has turned into work, work, work again.

However, he is obviously working hard towards becoming An Ruoran's big model king, but he always feels that all his efforts are in vain.He couldn't sleep, he couldn't eat, and he often felt that he was useless and couldn't do anything well.

Such emotions bothered him, and Mu Ke didn't know what to do, so he could only force himself to do well the job arranged by his agent.

During the rehearsal, he was scolded by the designer again because he misunderstood the language. He was so tired that his legs ached after waiting for too long...

Waiting for all this made him feel powerless as he was falling.

Mu Ke lost weight at a speed visible to the naked eye. When he moved from London to Paris, the size B brand prepared for Mu Ke was already too large.Temporary clothing changes will undoubtedly cause trouble for the brand, but the director of brand B likes him and is willing to waste time for him.

"Why didn't you even bring a thick coat?"

When Mu Ke was packing his clothes, An Ruoran knocked on the door and came in. Seeing the clothes in his suitcase, he said, "When we go back, it will probably be winter soon..."

"I didn't think too much about it, I thought I'd go back after a few days..." Mu Ke smiled, looking very listless.

An Ruoran touched his head and glanced at his dark circles, "I invited a friend to have dinner at night, can you accompany me?"

"Boss An," Mu Ke whispered, "I want to sleep."

An Ruoran knew from his appearance that he hadn't slept in a long time, "After dinner, we'll be right back, okay?"

An Ruoran took him out at night, Paris is not big, when the taxi passed by a restaurant, Mu Ke's eyes lit up a little.

That was the place where Shen Yue took him to eat before.

An Ruoran kept watching him attentively, seeing the light in his eyes light up and then dim again.He is too familiar with Mu Ke's state. If possible, he doesn't want Mu Ke to work so hard.

The friend waiting in the restaurant is a Chinese, and he looks very familiar with An Ruoran.Mu Ke didn't want to eat or talk, but this friend always wanted to chat with him, and Mu Ke wondered if An Ruoran was going to introduce him to a boyfriend.

After dinner, An Ruoran walked behind with his friends, while Mu Ke stood at the door of the restaurant in a daze.

"He probably hasn't reached the point of depression yet, but his current condition is very bad. I have a classmate who is considered an authority in China. You should take him to see him as soon as possible."

An Ruoran sighed, "Thank you, I know your consultation fee is expensive, I will treat you again next time."

Mu Ke was waiting for him at the door, and when he saw him coming out, he blinked and asked, "Am I sick?"

An Ruoran was slightly taken aback, the child was still so sensitive.

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