Brother, I'm pregnant!

Maybe you have forgotten that on my birthday, you folded a paper crane for me with your own hands. At that time, your eyes were full of kindness, and because you were not deeply involved in the world, you didn't have much hatred for the world.

Like you, you also smiled so warmly.

You hold the white paper crane in your hand, let go of it gently, and it flies to a place where I can no longer catch it, and slowly flies up to the boundless sky, but I was deeply frowning and couldn't understand you I was so happy, but gradually, I also showed a smile along with the paper cranes flying into the sky.

The paper crane may have flown to a faraway place by itself, or it may have unfortunately landed on the ground after experiencing wind and rain, and it was ravaged, but maybe it will still feel happy when it thinks of the person who made it set sail, even if it is just like that. Even if he disappears, he will still be very satisfied with the tenderness of that person.

Seeing that paper crane disappear from sight, I thought so in my heart, but I didn’t expect that many years later, I would become a paper crane, being cared for by that gentle person, and even my happiness set sail with that person’s gentleness , and fell in an instant, but I never felt sorry.

I always clenched my fists and told myself I never wanted too much, just to be able to look at that sleeping face forever and squeeze his hand, but from the beginning I made a wrong step, even if it was something I insisted on , It is also against social morality. There are too many regrettable but involuntary things in this world.

On the day I escaped from my father, there was a loud noise from my mother's house. When I heard a group of people screaming sharply, I turned my head suddenly and slowly went back to the home where I escaped.

Perhaps what would have happened at that time, I had already figured it out. What appeared on the gray road was a huge corpse with a cracked shell. flower.

It's not the first time I've seen a scene full of blood like this, it's just a different role and ending, but this time it's sure to die.

The messy hair covered the face of the deceased, but when I pushed my hair away and touched her cold cheek, I couldn’t cry, maybe I was not filial, when I saw my mother’s dead body again, I only felt sad, but not extremely sad. I even feel... Maybe this nightmare can end early.

The blood that flowed on the ground was the same as mine, and the lumps of flesh that blurred the street also had the same genes as mine, and the face of the deceased was exactly the same as mine. irony.

From the tenth month of pregnancy, I seem to be able to feel everything about you, your happiness, sorrow and hatred. After ten months of pregnancy, I can see everything about you, your happiness, sorrow and hatred.

Up to now, I just watched your dead body lying in front of me with ice-cold appearance.

Up to now, the number of times I have called you mother is only a handful.

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In that rented house, the owner jumped down from the fifth floor, and the man who died in the owner's house was also the owner's ex-husband. The two may have quarreled because of disagreements, and the owner jumped to his death in a fit of anger. The ex-husband of the house owner also stabbed himself with a knife at home. He was already dying when he was found, but he was pronounced dead in the hospital.

On the surface, this case was related to a dispute, and as a party involved, when I faced the police again, I smiled wryly and said, "It should be because of a money dispute." The real reason may only be known to me, but There's nothing wrong with letting that truth be buried forever.

That extreme father chose extreme death in the end.

I blamed myself for their death, I thought maybe I traded their death for what I wanted, but that's not the case, it's just their way of not being brave enough to face the problem, not my fault.

At the farewell ceremony for my mother, I held Tang Haoyi in my arms. Tang Haoyi happened to be at the nearby nanny’s house at the time of the incident. Fortunately, I did not see the moment when my mother came downstairs, but Tang Haoyi’s face at the farewell ceremony was so Seriously, he stared at the photo of his mother in front of him without turning his eyes away, maybe he knew what was going on, and I was even more sad for him, growing up in a perfect environment, but such a thing happened suddenly.

This child is still young, and the future must be very painful.

At the farewell ceremony, I only silently said sorry in my heart.

Maybe she was already ready to leave this world at any time. There was always a white letter on her desk. When I first returned to the scene of the crime, I was the first to notice the letter. Yes, but the letter did not specify who to send to, but I have never had the courage to open that letter.

Until the moment of the farewell ceremony, the content of the letter was finally about to be recited. When I saw the relatives in front of me holding the letter and preparing to recite it, my heart tightened for a while, and I closed my eyes in fear .

The relative first cleared his throat and said softly—

It has been more than 40 years since I came to this world, and I am very clear about how many wrong things I have done in the past 40 years. Maybe God will no longer listen to my prayers, and the Buddha will no longer bless my life. A sinful person may not have much qualifications to enjoy a happy life.But I gave birth to a child again at the end, his name is Tang Haoyi, looking at his sleeping face, I will think of the son I sent away many years ago, it is obviously my child, but the son has been facing since childhood. It is infinite fear and anxiety.At that time, I only knew how to beat my son, but not how to love him. It was fine if I didn’t have a competent mother, and the child didn’t even have a father to accompany him.Whenever I see that child's face now, I always blame myself. I always want to hug him and tell him how sorry I am, but he always smiles at me.It also reassures me to see how happy he is in his new family.

But recently, my current husband's company suddenly dismissed him. I knew how sad his face was on the day he came back, so I told me that he wanted a divorce.

The reason was that he himself owed debts and didn't want me and the child to be involved, so he also left in the end.

And my ex-husband came to me, hoping to take Tang Haoling away. What I can make up for that child is a warm and no longer anxious family, so I rejected that man. I didn't expect my ex-husband to become like this Extreme, he yelled to kill Tang Haoyi, so I panicked.

Maybe in the end I can't do much for Haoling, but the pain I gave him can never be compared with happiness.

Tong Ling, maybe it's better to call you by this name.

I'm really sorry.

Maybe I have never said this to you before, but as a mother, I really still love you.

After the farewell ceremony, I leaned on Tong Zheqing's shoulder, and the words of the last words were deeply etched in my mind, and I couldn't get rid of them, "I always blame her for treating me badly, I'm sorry..." Tong Zheqing patted me softly back.

"You always don't say a word to me, and in the end you cry like this every time, you just ... play tricks on me a little bit, it's okay." He said softly, hearing this, I felt a soreness climb up my waist again Eyes, tears fell on Tong Zheqing's clothes again, wet his black top, and the hand I was holding on to my chest also unconsciously crushed the white flowers pinned to my chest, the petals Withered on the floor, and then slowly danced in the air along with the wind blowing.

I always feel that I have been cheating enough on Tong Zheqing, and even rely on him too much, but if he really wants me to rely on him completely, I am afraid that I will cause him trouble.

I held his hand, looked at Tang Haoyi who was sleeping soundly on my lap, raised my head slightly, and said, "Kiss me first."

The sun shone on his face, that face smiled, then he brought his lips closer, bit my lips lightly, and then slowly put his tongue in, the movements were always so gentle, and When his hand touched my face, I reflexively held his hand with my hand.

Even after tasting this tenderness dozens of times, I feel dissatisfied and unsatisfied. I even want to try it hundreds or thousands of times, but I still can't stop.

He seemed to feel that I was actively pushing my tongue in. He was a little surprised, pinched my cheek, and asked, "Why are you so active all of a sudden?"

"Otherwise, I'll be a dead fish on the bed in the future, and I'll let you flip through it. It's better than taking the initiative, right?"

He snickered because of my rebuttal, "How can you be such a sensitive person as a dead fish?"

I immediately felt dissatisfied. I glanced at him, puffed up my cheeks childishly, "How sensitive are you? I want to see how much you understand."

He held his chin and looked at me thoughtfully, then stretched out his hand and patted my head lightly, "Don't you know this kind of thing when you get home and go to bed?"

Immediately my cheeks became hot, "You, don't mess around, if Tang Haoyi sees it in the future, it will be over!" I thought that Tang Haoyi might be raised by Tong Zheqing and me, and I immediately felt that if Tong Zheqing suddenly... ...Well, if you want to do that kind of thing, you might have to pay attention to your surroundings.

He tilted his head and asked, "You mean you can't do that kind of thing at home, so you can do it at school?"

I was left speechless by his question, and I was angry and amused in my heart, so I said, "Not even allowed."

He burst out laughing, and then suddenly looked at me with ambiguous eyes, "Since the first two are not good, then I will not hesitate to carry you to the hotel every day."

I was so amused by him that I blushed and hit his chest when I was ashamed, "This, this kind of thing..." Whenever he said such a shy thing, he always looked calm and didn't feel awkward at all. And when I listened to it, I felt that my ears were about to melt, and I was simply... so ashamed!

Tong Zheqing suddenly moved his face closer, only five centimeters away from me, and kissed me again in an instant, but this time it was an unexpected force. After leaving my lips, he put his index finger on my lips and said: "Take it as compensation for being kissed by that man before."

I froze for a moment, then thought that what he was talking about should be Mr. Zilu, and it turned out that Tong Zheqing really saw it that time.

I stared at him for a long time before I had the courage to say, "Then, you haven't been kissed by a school girl before, have you?"

He showed an expression of "what would I do if I had you?", which was extremely treacherous, but I suddenly felt a little annoyed, and put my hand directly on Tong Zheqing's neck, and kissed his neck directly, But I suddenly opened my mouth wide and bit down on his neck. He wailed, rubbed the back of his neck with his hands, and looked at me in astonishment.

"I thought you were going to grow strawberries, but I didn't expect you to bite them down like this!"

I saw my tooth marks deeply imprinted on the back of his neck, and I couldn't help but feel proud, but at the same time felt relieved, as if no one would snatch me after the tooth marks were printed.

I had been complacent for a long time, and suddenly I saw him approaching my neck eagerly. I immediately moved away, but my neck was caught by him unexpectedly, "Hey, don't print it... hey!" The lips stuck to it. The power of "seed" is great!There was heat on the back of my neck, and I thought I was ashamed to death, wouldn't I have to hide it when I went to school in the future?

I endured it for a long time, clenching my teeth for fear of making strange noises. When his lips left the back of my neck, I immediately breathed a sigh of relief, but the burning sensation in the back of my neck still remained.

I saw Tong Zheqing licking his lips, "Go home and slowly plant more on your body!"