Brother, I'm pregnant!

The man was holding a wine bottle and quickly chased me. I was sweating profusely. Seeing that the wine bottle was about to be swung down, I quickened my pace, and what appeared in front of me was a door, which was like a ray of hope, illuminating into the abyss of despair.

I quickly turned the doorknob and watched the door open right in front of my eyes.

And when I stepped into the other side of the door, the door behind me just disappeared, and the man who chased me just now disappeared, leaving me alone in the darkness.

"Ah...ha, ah!"

A woman's ambiguous voice came from the darkness. I looked around but saw no one. Just when I was confused, a woman and a man suddenly appeared in front of me lying on the bed, and they were doing ambiguous things.

"Hao Ling, who allowed you to come in, get out──!" I realized that the woman was my mother when I was with the woman, and this twilight scene seemed familiar... Yes, it was three or four years old, Mother came home with a different man every night.

"Lingfang, is that child...?" The man on the bed looked at me suspiciously and asked.

The mother shook her head and said, "It's my ex-husband, don't worry about it." The man really didn't mind. After all, the relationship between the two is only physical, so why bother with that?

And I suddenly found a boy standing beside me. After looking carefully, I found that the man's name was "Tang Haoling".

Tang Haoling lowered her head sadly and remained silent. After a long time, she said softly: "I'm sorry..." After finishing speaking, I saw Tang Haoling walk out of the room, leaning quietly against the closed door alone.

"Why didn't I hear that you have an ex-husband?" the man asked while hugging the woman.

The woman put on a superficial expression and said: "I don't care about this, I was born by accident anyway..."

Tang Haoling's body trembled, as if these words penetrated his heart, while I watched from the side, gradually remembering what happened that day.

Yes, I still remember that sentence now──I was born "accidentally", but my mother has always regarded me as a burden, so I took the opportunity to send me away at that time.

Just as I was feeling hopeless, my mother and another man appeared in front of me, but they seemed to be arguing.

"If my mother hadn't forced me to marry her son, I would never have liked a rotten man like you in eight lifetimes!" The mother yelled at the man, but the man just lowered his head quietly.

The mother held a two-year-old boy in her arms. The boy looked at the two innocently, as if he didn't know what happened.

"Perhaps...it was my fault for getting you pregnant, but I have no regrets for everything I have done to you afterwards. I even love you, and you just can't understand anything!" The man said sincerely, And my brain suddenly started to hurt. This evening, I seem...to have seen it before, but it was a long time ago, and there are only a few blurred afterimages in my mind.

"Understood?" The mother's face became grim, and she suddenly grabbed the boy's neck, and the boy closed his eyes in pain, crying loudly, "Without him, without you... I would be happier and more free! What do I need to understand? My life was ruined by you, all of you!"

The man bowed his head in grief as if mourning his concubine.

Suddenly, my mother suddenly opened her eyes wide and stared in my direction. I gasped and looked at her in a daze.

My mother's eyes were bloodshot, her eyes were bleeding and tears, her posture was twisted, her knees were bent inward, and she swayed towards me. I was so frightened that I wanted to turn around and run away, but I found that my feet seemed to be nailed Pinned, unable to move.

"It was you... you killed me!" Seeing that my mother was about to pinch her hands, I kept shaking my head and said no.

Constantly approaching, his hands are about to cover my neck...

Constantly approaching, those bloodshot eyes stared at me...

Don't come over, don't pass--

"Ah──!"

I got up quickly, and found that my head was covered in cold sweat, and my heart was beating violently, as if it would jump out of my body in the next second. I pressed my temples with a headache, thinking about the nightmare just now.

"Brother..." Tong Zheqing next to me was also woken up by my behavior, got up, rubbed his eyes sleepily and looked at me.

"It's nothing...it's just that I had some nightmares." I smiled wryly, and then sighed. The morning after nightmares is always trembling, and there is no calm breath at all, huh?Wait a minute──It should be Saturday morning, there are two reasons for the unrest, one is my nightmare, and the other is...

"God, why are you here!?" I hugged the quilt nervously, and slowly stepped back, looking at Tong Zheqing who was sleeping next to me.

"Huh?" He seemed to have not cleared his mind and hadn't figured out the situation.

I looked around, and I was sure it wasn't my mistake, I was right in my room, so it was him who shouldn't be here!

He seemed to understand what I meant, yawned and said, "Didn't you ask me to sleep with you yesterday?"

Sir, you have to make a draft when you lie!

By the way, wait a minute, I actually said that when I got home yesterday...

"I'm afraid your illness will relapse, so you can sleep in my room."

He happily asked, "Can you?"

"Well...my bed is for you to sleep on, and I'll sleep on the floor."

Yes, I did sleep on the floor yesterday, but why did I go to bed this morning?Could it be that I am David the magician, come to a magical levitation technique?Arabian Nights!

"You moaned all the time yesterday morning, as if you were having a nightmare. I saw that you didn't look right, so I wanted to pat you on the back to reassure you, but I didn't expect..." After finishing speaking, he bowed his head, and I felt restless .

"Don't be a mother-in-law, tell me quickly!"

“You hugged me and kept saying, ‘Don’t leave me, I’m sorry. I muttered to myself, and after I hugged you to sleep, you seemed to be quieter."

I was silent for a while, not knowing what to say, I thought for a long time before answering yes, then I turned my head and looked at the electronic clock beside the bed, it was only past eight o'clock, and my mother and I arrived around twelve o'clock.

...I just had that dream today, and when I face her later, I will inevitably feel afraid.

"Brother, can you sleep a little longer?" Tong Zheqing lay down and grabbed my hand.

I glanced back at him, "Go back to your room, and I'll sleep."

"But my brother will have nightmares when he sleeps alone."

I crossed my hands on my chest, "I also do nightmares, I don't want to do it to you."

"But I will worry about you."

I was about to retort, but seeing his serious face, I couldn't say anything, so I just lowered my head obediently, "You sleep on the other side, don't touch me." I pointed at my crowded single bed, Ask him to sleep next to him.

I tossed and turned, and always felt that there was a person lying behind me, which made me extremely uncomfortable, and Tong Zheqing's back was very...warm, the temperature was so hot that I felt as if I would be melted at any moment.

"Annoying, I'm so annoying, I can't sleep anymore!" I stood up again, watching Tong Zheqing smile at me.

"Then get up and have breakfast first." Tong Zheqing got out of bed, and I went to the bathroom with him to brush our teeth, wash our face, and then changed into casual clothes. When I walked to the kitchen, I saw Tong Zheqing frying poached eggs.

"Brother, go to the dining table and wait." He said, and I responded with a wow, and walked to the dining table, pulled the chair away, and sat down.

Soon after, Tong Zheqing put two plates of fried poached eggs on the table, and he also pulled the chair away and sat opposite me.

"Thank you." As I am not familiar with the use of the word thank you, I inevitably feel a little blunt.

Originally, both of us were quietly eating breakfast with our heads down, but Tong Zheqing suddenly asked, "Can I ask what kind of nightmare you had?"

I was stunned for a while, ah—forget it, this guy already knew about my family, and it’s okay to tell him more, so I told him the scene in the dream in detail, and after he heard it, he sank. He lowered his head, thought for a while, and then asked, "The one chasing you with a wine bottle at first was your mother's...boyfriend, right?"

I rubbed my chin, thinking of that scene, thinking of the man's face, yes, that was his face, and that was the scene of him beating me when my mother was not there before, which is what I really experienced before.

At that time, I hid in the toilet... When my mother came back, he didn't hit me.

"So what I dreamed were things that really happened before?" He asked again.

I said nothing and nodded.

He held my hand lightly, and I was stunned for a while, then relaxed my shoulders, feeling at ease, and suddenly felt an... unspeakable sense of security, as if I couldn't bear to let go of these warm hands.

After breakfast, I went out with Tong Zheqing.

It's good to have him by my side, at least it can give me the courage to face my past.

We took the MRT, walked for a while, and arrived in about [-] minutes.

And my mother has already moved, and now I am standing in a completely strange place, but unfortunately, that strange place is where my strange family lives.

I was a little nervous, Tong Zheqing patted my shoulder, and I made up my mind to reach out to ring the doorbell. The moment the doorbell was pressed, my heart was almost emptied.

There was the sound of people running in the house. After a while, the door opened. I took a deep breath and looked forward, but I didn't see anyone. Just when I was feeling puzzled, someone pulled down my pants and bowed my head. I just found out...

"You are my brother!"

I was stunned for three seconds, staring at the child, wondering which family's wild child this is?

Only then did I see a woman coming from behind, and I immediately recognized that it was my mother, and when my mother walked over, I suddenly had a bad premonition.

"Hao Ling!" My mother hugged me enthusiastically. I was a little overwhelmed. At one moment, it was a mother whose attitude changed 180 degrees. At the same time, a child who jumped out of an unknown rock called me brother.

Unaccustomed to me, I nudged my mother away and asked directly, "Is that child...?"

My mother looked at the child I was pointing at, and said with a smile, "He is Tang Haoyi, your younger brother."

When I finished listening to this sentence, I saw the bright smile on my mother's face, and she was very happy about it, but I seemed to hear the voice of broken heart.

"It was born by accident anyway..."

It turns out that only I...was born accidentally.